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His hand reached up and placed on her cheek lightly, his thumb moving softly against her skin. "You sure had quite a bit to say then huh?" he asked kneeling down just slightly so that they were eye level. "So, we're not quite sure what you want to hear but that's never been our thing and you know. We're going to say what we think even if what you want to hear is some fairy tale prince charming. We think you'd be disappointed in us for lying to your face just to appease your girlish fantasies yes? Well then." he began in a serious tone

"Yes. We know. Yes we know. We understand. Aaaand finally well. We'll get to the last part in a second." he replied with a slight grin on his face. "This is to say the following. Yes. We do appreciate your form for that reason. We know that you still don't get some of the innuendos but that's never bothered us. More like amused some times. If it bothered us we wouldn't explain them to you when you ask and would instead tell you to go learn it yourself. We understand that you have hesitations, thoughts that stop from you just acting on those urges and here's the kicker. That's called 'normal'. We expect you to be hesitant, until you're much much more comfortable and clear about things. We didn't stand by you to sleep with you the very next day no no no. Those things take time don't you agree?." he asked, a small smile forming.

Standing up from the slight bended knee he looked down at her and spoke again "Now finally, on your last note. We have two things we want to say. One is that yes, we both have come to realize that time is very very much on our sides isn't it? We literally do have all the time in the world. The second is to say that while we are aware of your hesitation, while we would very much like for you to be ready we do want to warn you that unfortunately, as is our nature, there will eventually be a point where we will become tired of waiting. Now. The real funny thing is." he started with a chuckle. "For you, that time is actually much. much. longer than we would give anyone else. We trust you. We trust that you will figure out what you want with us, that you will be prepared in all aspects you desire long before we how do you say....get bored of waiting around for you to give us the so-called 'GO' signal." he finished reassuringly kissing her forehead as his hand slid gently from her cheek. Now he just waited, grinning, waiting for her reply. Hoping she'd take that well and not panic. He didn't want her to think she had to rush before he got bored of waiting around with no action.

"You see we..." but he didn't get very far in his speech before she planted a kiss on him that made those energies swirl again. Deciding in his head something like 'we should probably shut up and enjoy this' he of course. Did. returning her kiss with almost as equal a passion this would be evidenced not by magic, but by his hands around her back and on her waist trying to pull her in against him. Just before she broke it his hands had been about to grab her a** but he caught himself. Blinking a bit he slid them up and just kind of let them rest along her sides as she spoke. Quirking his eyebrow he seemed kind of flustered for a moment.

"Hmmm now. So what you're telling me is that for now your affection towards us is something of a...filler. Rather that we fill an emptiness for you that you crave. Is that about right? Looking to someone to fill the gap left by previous loves. See normally, we would tear your head off for such things." he admitted. She probably already guessed that anyway. "But in this case, we don't think so. Seeing as the same could be said for you. Rather...we just figured this out ourselves a few weeks ago. After we showed you our memories, the ones with Crow it reminded us that we were alone. Very alone. We realized that we do enjoy our time with you as much more than an obsessive sexual object or a friend or anything that we thought of you before. But as someone we could spend a happiness like that again with. So we guess what we mean to say is that...if that's the truth about how you feel currently. Then we don't mind it much. Because well. our ego of course leads us to believe that once you've had us. You'll want more. A lot more." he replied being,...Yawgmoth about the whole thing pretty much. Throwing her a sly wink and kind smile afterwards. He didn't care if he was a bounce back from disastrous relationships for her, he was confidant in his ability to make sure they would stick. If not for her happiness, than for his own. Something he knew he'd been neglecting for a long time.

He nodded "If that's how you want it. But...we do have one more thing to answer then. Part of the reason we hesitate now to touch you." he said with a most sinister looking grin. "You see. There was a long, long time ago. We used to be two beings. Split into one. A good half, and an evil half. We reclaimed ourselves just a bit before you came around. Which is why we have our own methods to things. Instead of being purely evil we can play nice, had you met us before, the evil half was here. He would have made good on his threats the instant he saw you. Period. No remorse. No regret. No exception. However that's not the point" he chuckled.

"The good half met and married a neko slave girl. A spell of sorts was cast on her by a previous owner. In order to ensure both her obedience and well ensure she would put out for just about anyone. The spell worked by petting her tail gently. It would cause magics to stir that will fill her with both a lust filled state and a state where she would take orders from anyone without question. You could literally tell this girl to kill herself with rusty nails and she would try under this spell. No questions. Obviously this was seen as a horrible thing by our good half. He tried to remove it. The spell proved to be much more sophisticated than he originally planned and it backlashed. Part of it imprinting on him. When we became a whole being again instead of two halves the experiences of both merged and the things that happened to both, happened to all." he said looking to make sure he hadn't confused her. "In short, since we are one again, have been since you met us. We have the backlash of that spell. It works differently for us. Whereas the slave girl was very submissive by her very nature, we are as you are no doubt aware, very very aggressive. It puts us in the same lust filled state. Only we take orders from no one. We act on it. No matter what. Violently if we have to. Because we feel only one thing and it burns until we satisfy it. That's why we tried to warn you last night to be careful. Because we know you're not ready. If you had kept up, and it had triggered. We would've stolen you away and had our way with you. Whether you were ready, willing...or not." he admitted kind of shyly. This was a large vulnerability of his, never really came into play since so few touched his tail like that. "But whenever you are ready, and after you're more used to mating you're free to give it a try. Just be careful before then unless you're absolutely sure you can either A) stop us for an hour since that's how long it lasts. or B) You're sure that's what you want." he replied with a firm nod. "Anything else you want to know so long as we're talking?"

His eyes darted left, then right, then back and forth at least once more before he pulled her in roughly and bit her on the neck in playful manner. Nothing that would break skin, probably not even hurt, it would leave tiny imprints of his teeth on her skin though. Looking up and to her eyes after he bit her he winked and whispered in a deeper tone. "Our mood is always one thing my dear, aggressive, domineering, we're glad to hear you don't sway one way or the other which means you will likely go with whatever your other would like yes? If that's so then we'll be getting along just. fine." his commanding tone said letting up on his pulling grip of her with a laugh. He hoped he didn't hurt her but very much doubted he did.

"Now then. Ahem. yes. there is one more spot. Though it's even more rare to see than our tail but unfortunately the spell did spread basically...well up our entire spinal column so to speak. Not that rubbing our back will do anything because its not external. There is one other...two other appendages that connect to our back and have the same effect if you pet right where they meet our skin." he said removing his shirt and taking a step back and making sure he was clear of everything. It looked like he grit his teeth for a moment, bracing himself for pain as two large black bat like wings ripped themselves out of his back and then spread open. "It's rare to use these for anything beyond chasing enemies who can fly like dragons for example. So you won't see them very often. In fact, this might only be the second time you've seen them since you've been around. But we thought you'd like to know just in case hmm?"

There it was, that cocky egotistical smirk. Oh yes, he had right where he wanted her. Almost. At least...that's what he thought until she said they should experiment. He stammered for a moment before saying "Wait wait. what do you mean 'experiment'?" he asked, the large black wings retracting and folding against his back. Starting to sink back into his flesh like they were never there. "We have an idea but we would absolutely hate to guess wrong in this case. So please, do tell." he asked trying not to show how his mind was screaming with hoping it was the kind of experimenting he wanted but very much doubted it.

Inside his head Yawgmoth feel his dreams and desires slip away once she spoke. Damn. Not at all what he had in mind. Bah, well there he went thinking something would happen. Oh well. Trying not to look too terribly disappointed by the idea he watched for a moment and scratched his chin. "You're sure? We doubt you have a spell on them like we do but still, you don't know them very well. What if it does provide the same effect? As much as respect your choice to be ready we're not going to lie and tell you we'll stop you. We won't. We'll let you have your way with us...rather, let you let us have our way with you. You can't expect us to turn you down if that does become the case. So before we touch anything you'd better be sure that's what you want to try." he said in a stern tone. He seriously doubted anything like that would happen but you never knew, and it was best to be careful.

Yawgmoth nodded. "So be it." he said softly sliding around back of her looking the draconic wings over for a few moments. Hmm best start safe. "Let us know what feels good, what hurts, and do say stop if you feel uncomfortable ok?" he requested. Reaching out with his right hand he ran it along the top of the wing. There the bone ran through to hold the skin beneath it outward for the wind to catch thus enabling flight. Since this was likely to have the most concentrated area of nerves and control he figured it would be best to start here for a reaction.

He ceased and smirked "So ticklish there. Let's try here" he said moving his hands onto the space on her back where the wings met the skin. This was where it worked on him so he was interested to see if there would be a reaction. Running his hand gently over the skin and partly on the wing itself he watched her for a few moments waiting for the reaction to this touch. Would it still tickle? or would it be something else?