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A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:01 am


Pulling at her wrist warmers some, she found the tension between the three to be unbearable. Speaking so softly her words may not even be heard, she said; "Excuse me." Rising carefully, she wandered slowly to the opposite side of the room, her fingers trailing along the back of the couch where it still rested, much closer to the fireplace than it normally was, though she did not mind. On the other side of the couch, she slowly began to lower herself to the floor but wound up flopping, half falling, when half way though there was little indication of this other than her head having disappeared very quickly behind the couch.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:15 am


He looked at Ziven and went quickly to her side when she slumped at a very fast rate. Helping her and putting some tea on her side. Yawgmoth was right he was upset and most likely as the time passes he would be even more upset at this but on thing is clear. He had to leave for the sake of everyone inside as he was not wanted. Slowly he bowed to both and walked towards the door and left not to be seen so the two had a time alone together. Failure 3 times has taken a very big toll on seisuke and most likely his friendhip was swayed in its foundation* (bye)

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Lord Yawgmoth

Shadowy Lunatic

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:23 am


Yawgmoth didn't move over to Ziven right away and instead let Seisuke check. If anything had been wrong surely he wouldnt've left. Though he bowed to both of them his anger about the whole situation would be clear to anyone with a brain. Sighing gently with his arms crossed Yawgmoth made his way over to Ziven. Looking down to her he frowned slightly knowing she was likely to be upset by the whole ordeal. "Are you going to be alright?" he asked bending down and uncrossing his arms from his chest. His tail straightened out to help balance him bending like this.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:47 am


"Thank you." she said softly to Seisuke when he brought her tea. Still, she had sat with her head down, her hands resting gently in her lap. There was a bit of a smile on her lips though her eyes showed her pain.

When Yawgmoth approached, she hardly moved, merely continued pushing and pulling at her wrist warmers as he came near. When he spoke, she looked up to him with an odd smile of sorts, looking completely nervous, even letting a nervous laugh escape from her before speaking. Her right hand moved to her head, adjusting her hair nervously and playing with her hair as she spoke, looking rather uncomfortable, as if he had just put her on the spot with an incredibly challenging question.
"Oh, well, it is simply that I am always hurting people when I do not intend to. I honestly hate myself for not knowing the right things to say, the right way to be to help others be well and be happy. I am fine, I will be fine." she said in her usual soft tone, lowering her head after these words, resuming picking at her wrist warmers.

"Just fine .. until that inevitable day that I find myself completely alone .. again .. having driven everyone I care about away and likely not know why .. or have outlived everyone .. as I find .. apparently .. I am immortal .. ironic .. when we met .. how terrified I was to think of my life ending by your hands .. and here I am now .. having escaped death .. glad to have you near .. ironic .. I am such a fool."

A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm


Lord Yawgmoth

Shadowy Lunatic

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:56 am


Lowering his head he smiled with a sigh. Sitting down so he could relax a little more he looked over to her with a slight grin but took a deep breath and with a more serious tone spoke "Blaming yourself for his anger is well. Stupid. We'll just say it. You've always appreciated our blunt honesty why stop now?" he began "He should be well aware of your....romantic immaturity. Rather..we mean that not as an insult but how inexperienced you are in matters of the heart. A fact you just admitted yourself sort of." he replied. Biting his lip for a moment and thinking what to say next he started again. "If anything. We're the one who hurt him. By well. sweeping you off your feet. He can be mad at us if he wants to. But it's not your fault and he should know how you are. So like we said in the beginning. Beating yourself up for that is stupid." he finished scooting just a bit closer so he could place his hand gently atop her head and pat it lightly.

"Now...as far as the rest of what you said goes. If you didn't drive us away last night during your fit what could you possibly do to drive us away now? And outlive us? Outlive us!?" he said with a loud laugh. "If there is one thing we know for a ******** fact can't kill us. It is time. So don't you dare worry about that where it concerns us. We live forever. If you do too than that's called perfection, not something to fret over." he said trying to reassure her that he wasn't going anywhere for a looong, looong time. "Yes. Things certainly have changed between the two us. We should hope, and we think you do to, for the better." he said softly flashing her a kind hearted look standing back up offering her his hand to take and stand with him. "You should probably eat some more."
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 2:10 am


She looked to him with wide eyes, her smile bright as could be given the fatigue she was still feeling. Still, she listened happily. "Your confidence and reassurance wars my heart." she said sweetly. Just as before, she stood gracefully. "I must confess, I only had a sip of tea. I am hungry still .. I wish Seisuke-ona would have remained." she admitted honestly. Returning to the table, she paused. "You will sit with me to dine?"

A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm


Lord Yawgmoth

Shadowy Lunatic

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 2:15 am


Yawgmoth nodded and sat down with her at the table glad he'd been able to cheer her up slightly. Though he smirked "Well as part of our promise to be honest with you, we'd be lying if we didn't admit to being glad he left so we could be alone with you. Well....as along as we can be until your father and the dragon get back." he admitted with a grin taking the last bite of the biscuit he'd been eating before. "But, we know he's your friend. We think once he has...calmed down from this whole thing. We will be better at tolerating him for your benefit. If we are to be with you then have to play nice with your friends." he said kind of chuckling as he came to a realization "Of course, there's few in this place who aren't friends with you. Hah" he concluded taking a sip of tea. Though he would play nice, that didn't mean he would change completely. She was expecting far too much if she expected him to change who he was.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:58 pm


Fox did not know what he ment bu alone, fox was still siting on the steps. he just did not move or say anything to them at this point, yea his heart was in pain but this was not a new thing. so with a tap of his tail on the side of the step that he was siting on so they would know that he was there still. So with a tap of his tail and a soft hum and song from his voice he set the mode for them. That is right Fox was helping Yawgmoth in this surch for Ziven's heart. Fox knew that it was almost imposable for him to win this, he was still a child and always would be and nothing but a little brother to her or a son he knew this. It pained him to come to this realization, but he did. The ring on her belly marking her as his would always be there till she asked for it gone now and this would meen that he would almost never use it again.

With this done There would bea little wisper in teh shadows, being as fox did not know that Ziven could hear the words of the shadows he spoke freely to Yawgmoth. " Sir," He said with a soft voice." be kind to her, never show her harm that would be misconstrued for the worse kind of action. There is no need to worry any more of you did at all in this little quest for the heart, I know now finaly that I will be nothing more then a Brother to her, who knowes even a Son like thing. this sadens me as I am shour that you know, but I being her Master, just a unspoken one . I give her to you. I am not sour if this meens anything to you. but I do it with all that is left with my crystle heart. Also, know that if she dose say yes to you, I will be around a lot more. and even though you don't think me as a son anymore, you will always be my father. " This was said followed by a long pose then he would hear a soft sound from the shadows then the soudns would stop and the improvised music would ring out once again.

The true_dreamer


A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 3:25 pm


"They are returning Grandfather to Mother." she said softly between mouth fulls of berries. "They will likely return tomorrow, I believe." she said, taking another mouthful. "Though I expect she will not care, if even be upset. She likely will be displeased that I .. uh .. survived." she said, now taking a biscuit and picking off one bite at a time. Feeling shy, she was not making eye contact with Yawgmoth at all while speaking, which was unusual for her. But still .. she was talking and not shutting everyone out.

"Mmm, yes, I have friends. I wish my friends were friends with each other also. So much less complicated." she said softly, taking a sip of tea. There was so much on her mind. Some words seemed not to be her own, she stopped nibbling and raised her head slightly, looking confused for a moment before looking around in various directions for a moment. She again relaxed, lowering her head, no longer slouching but still looking confused and keeping her thoughts to herself for the moment.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 4:06 pm


Though it was unusual for her not to make eye contact with him he didn't notice it much. Mostly because direct eye contact with him usually resulted in a defensive innate magic in his eyes that sent a short burst of paralyzing fear and terror through anyone starring through. Crow so far had been the only one to stare him down pupil to pupil and not shake or quiver in dread. He'd been about to respond to her when the darkness spoke. Perhaps thats why she was looking around. Maybe she heard it to? Or maybe it came through as garbled whispers unable to be translated by her just yet. Her adeptness at magics was fantastic this no one could deny, but adeptness with the darkness, with the shadows was another task all together. Deciding to reply back his voice echoed through the shadows back to the kid. "You don't have to worry. We don't think we're able to show her harm anymore. We certainly understand your direction and while we appreciate your...blessing of giving her to us we can't accept. She has to give herself for it to be real. But we like the thought. You've grown beyond an apprentice, beyond a son. Why don't you think of us like we think of you now, like a friend." he suggested through the shadows. Giving Ziven a smile he couldn't help it. He had to poke at her shyness. "Something bothering you my dear? You seem awfully distracted."

Lord Yawgmoth

Shadowy Lunatic


A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm

PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 4:50 pm


She looked around a bit as Yawg replied to Fox, hearing without hearing. When Yawg spoke, she looked to him with a shy smile, drawn back to reality. "My apologies, I hear something without hearing." she stopped from going on, realizing how crazy she must sound. "It is not important, I am alright. I believe the fresh air would help now that I have a full stomach." she said with a smile, drinking more tea. "Would you care to go to the Dragons Nest with me?"
PostPosted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 10:01 pm


" This I can do and don't remember I am not just a kid anymore, dont be afrade to ask for help if you need it Yawg." fox said this time from teh stars not bothing with the shadows then he stud and looked at hima s eh was still siting there and gave him a nod

The true_dreamer


A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm

PostPosted: Sat Oct 11, 2008 1:14 pm


Returning with Yawgmoth not too much later, she held an arm around his neck as he held her. She had more to say but she wanted they both to have a pleasant night also. "Tonight I will explain to you what is on my mind, what you need to know about me .. it will help you to understand my hesitations more. It is not for lack of desire, I assure you." she said with a shy giggle, kissing his cheek. "And you .. must explain your tail for me." she said with another giggle, seeming quite eager to know what all that was about when she touched his tail earlier.
PostPosted: Sat Oct 11, 2008 3:42 pm


Yawgmoth peered around to make sure no one was around with them. Since if they were to spend the evening together he would much much rather it be well. Just them. Finding no one, for now at least with his eyes he wondered if Fox was still around somewhere. If he was he could simply request that Ziven take him to her room privately or something. He shrugged. "Our hesitations are much of the same. It's not for lack of desire though we're sure you're a smart girl and figured that out already. It's more of fear for us. Not fear of you, fear of ourselves. Fear that we're going to do something...well...something twisted that we normally wouldn't pay two minds about but will upset to the point of not wanting us any longer. So that's us. Now you." he replied slightly embarrassed to admit the fact, evidenced by scratching the back of his head looking away from her. His tail snuck around and poked her in the side again. "And yes, it's a long story but if you wish to know we'll certainly explain." he replied remarking on the inquiry of his tail and the strange thing that had taken place in the bar when her fingers ran over it in such a gentle manner.

Lord Yawgmoth

Shadowy Lunatic


A Name of Power

Bashful Bookworm

PostPosted: Sat Oct 11, 2008 4:01 pm


Seeing the searching expression on his face, she smiled and explained; "Father and Sister have not yet returned. Silmeria is in her room. I am unsure where Fox is, but we may go to my room privately. Or we may return to my other house, if you wish." she said with a smile. Listening to him, she bobbed her head and replied. "I have time to listen, always.

As for myself .. I am in many ways still a child, I am very young in all ways. The elves do not reach full maturity both mentally and physically until they have aged one hundred years. The dragons .. well, they are different on the other end of the comparison. They physically mature in about a year, mentally mature within five years. And I .. I am different.

Physical appearance .. I appear to be fully mature, I know you and most every male in this place enjoy my form for this reason. However the truth is that physically am not mature .. I believe an accurate description would be to compare to that of a teen aged human. Most likely sixteen or seventeen years of age, though this is mere speculation on my part.

Mentally .. there is the separation of logic and emotion, I believe is the best way to describe. Logically, as I love books and am well spoken and have excellent penmanship and all that ties to execution or understanding of tasks, I am quite mature with. Emotionally, by that I mean the social and psychological and things of that nature .. still confuse me. The innuendo for example .. so much just goes unnoticed by me. Ali calls some of it the street smarts, I believe. I have very little of that.

As I say all this, I know you are well aware of this on some level. However my belief .. and .. well .. my concern is that I am not truly ready to pursue these adult relationships when mentally I am of two minds and physically is pure guessing. Part of my mind is speaking very strongly that I should fulfill my every urge .." she said softly, moving closer to kiss him with the mention of this comment. "And yet the other part is reassuring that I have a very long life ahead of me, I can wait until I feel prepared in all ways." she finished with a soft sigh, worried very much at how he would take this all in. As she acknowledged, he had a decent understanding of all of this but she needed him to know in detail what was on her mind as it could greatly affect everything between them.
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