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 Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:21 pm
Fixed it. I'm really sorry, I didn't know this.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:26 pm
Niais Fixed it. I'm really sorry, I didn't know this.
It's cool. I'm just lookin' out for you =3 <3
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:27 pm
Little Miss Fortune Niais Fixed it. I'm really sorry, I didn't know this.
It's cool. I'm just lookin' out for you =3 <3Why thank you :]
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:49 pm
Kestin Sha On an unrelated note, I've probably mentioned this before, but the mere knowledge that I have school tomorrow morning, next Monday, next week, or even two months from now (depending when I think about it) makes me want to jump off a cliff or stab myself in the throat. sweatdrop It's not even that there's anything specific to dread about school, really...I just don't want to go. Ever again. But the extreme to which I don't want to go is...unnatural. @_@
I don't want to go...
More and more, I find that winter/spring/whatever breaks aren't nearly enough, and even summer vacation is barely enough. (Weekends, even three-day ones, have long since stopped being more than the tiniest salvation.)
And after I graduate, there's college...which, despite how much better it may or may not turn out to be, is still school. And then, for the next forty or fifty years after that, I'm stuck in the workplace. Which, as far as I'm concerned, is the same exact problem.
And if I ever get old enough to retire...well, I'll be old. I'll have all sorts of bodily problems preventing me from enjoying all the downtime. Not to mention the fact that pensions suck. xp
I don't want to go...
I really, really dread the rest of my life. ._. It's the main factor that keeps me suicidal even when I'm not feeling down. This, but to a lesser extent. Not to the point of dread, but still. I don't mind those places in and of themselves, but I do mind the fact that they'll take away time I could be using to do something else. But I have no life so all I would really be doing is sitting here...I really see no favorable outlook on my life. All I'll be doing for my whole life is sitting here looking for the next instant gratification. Never have any real purpose. Just sit here. I mean I wouldn't even know how to start looking for anything meaningful to do.. I mean I've thought about it, and I want to do something that helps the people with a clear reason to live, but I doubt I would ever be in a position to help anyone outside of a charity. Really the only thing I want is for someone to come and really make my life worth living. It's not to the point of suicide, but it's still quite hollow. All I really do is live for other people. It's okay and all, but I wish there was some one especially worth living for. Don't get me wrong I love (a few of) my friends dearly, but it just really isn't enough. I need some form of mate to get me to stop being so damn emo. Now I need cheering up.
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 10:18 am
Creas Kestin Sha On an unrelated note, I've probably mentioned this before, but the mere knowledge that I have school tomorrow morning, next Monday, next week, or even two months from now (depending when I think about it) makes me want to jump off a cliff or stab myself in the throat. sweatdrop It's not even that there's anything specific to dread about school, really...I just don't want to go. Ever again. But the extreme to which I don't want to go is...unnatural. @_@
I don't want to go...
More and more, I find that winter/spring/whatever breaks aren't nearly enough, and even summer vacation is barely enough. (Weekends, even three-day ones, have long since stopped being more than the tiniest salvation.)
And after I graduate, there's college...which, despite how much better it may or may not turn out to be, is still school. And then, for the next forty or fifty years after that, I'm stuck in the workplace. Which, as far as I'm concerned, is the same exact problem.
And if I ever get old enough to retire...well, I'll be old. I'll have all sorts of bodily problems preventing me from enjoying all the downtime. Not to mention the fact that pensions suck. xp
I don't want to go...
I really, really dread the rest of my life. ._. It's the main factor that keeps me suicidal even when I'm not feeling down. This, but to a lesser extent. Not to the point of dread, but still. I don't mind those places in and of themselves, but I do mind the fact that they'll take away time I could be using to do something else. But I have no life so all I would really be doing is sitting here...I really see no favorable outlook on my life. All I'll be doing for my whole life is sitting here looking for the next instant gratification. Never have any real purpose. Just sit here. I mean I wouldn't even know how to start looking for anything meaningful to do.. I mean I've thought about it, and I want to do something that helps the people with a clear reason to live, but I doubt I would ever be in a position to help anyone outside of a charity. Really the only thing I want is for someone to come and really make my life worth living. It's not to the point of suicide, but it's still quite hollow. All I really do is live for other people. It's okay and all, but I wish there was some one especially worth living for. Don't get me wrong I love (a few of) my friends dearly, but it just really isn't enough. I need some form of mate to get me to stop being so damn emo. Now I need cheering up. Go buy one on Ebay xD Why don't you try vounteering, like helping people who needs help? You'll meet new people, and who knows you'd make new friends. Friends you'll feel worth living for '', But yeah, the whole point of things like school etc is to be able to provide you with your job you want to do. If you don't want to be stuck in the workplace, then try going for something adventurous. I'm the type to go for the jobs which is helping others. I still see me as going to school still, it's just a higher step. Imagine this: when you've finished with your education, you could be doing your dream job or something ambitious. Set goals for yourself to keep yourself going. I don't think there's a single person in the world who thinks the weekend isn't enough or the holidays aren't enough. XD *Well there are the odd few...*
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 10:42 am
sikh-91 Go buy one on Ebay xD Why don't you try vounteering, like helping people who needs help? You'll meet new people, and who knows you'd make new friends. Friends you'll feel worth living for '', But yeah, the whole point of things like school etc is to be able to provide you with your job you want to do. If you don't want to be stuck in the workplace, then try going for something adventurous. I'm the type to go for the jobs which is helping others. I still see me as going to school still, it's just a higher step. Imagine this: when you've finished with your education, you could be doing your dream job or something ambitious. Set goals for yourself to keep yourself going. I don't think there's a single person in the world who thinks the weekend isn't enough or the holidays aren't enough. XD *Well there are the odd few...* I know one of those odd few, he's in charge of my thursday night rp game. he's a PSA at a school and he hates the holidays... he's crazy! and school is fun!
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 11:06 am
I missed my Gaiaversity again!
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 11:08 am
Shiori Miko I missed my Gaiaversity again! aww, happy belated gaiaversery then! (and i miss mine all the time!)
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 11:52 am
Kestin Sha What would the world be like if Divine were not weird? gonk 'Tis part of what drew me to you in the first place. 3nodding Your specific brand of weirdness. It's so...weird. xp Oddities are beautiful. I love my brand of weirdness. ....... Most of the time. But, then, I look at how simple many others have it. And, I can't help but think it'd be easier. Y'know, not thinking. Doing what I'm told, when I'm told, and thus getting straight A's. Being able to do stupid things without fear of consequence. confused
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:03 pm
the very mention of my exgirlfriend's name still makes me cry at night, a year after she's cheated on me for the last time.
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:09 pm
NEEDS MOAR TAX PLZ the very mention of my exgirlfriend's name still makes me cry at night, a year after she's cheated on me for the last time. You'll heal one day, some just take longer to heal than others. '', And I'm sure you're better off withOUT her too.
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:13 pm
I miss my boyfriend and i really want to see him and give him cuddles even though i only saw him yesterday morning crying
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:15 pm
Only seeing my boyfriend once a week is slowly driving me crazy.
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:18 pm
Shiori Miko Only seeing my boyfriend once a week is slowly driving me crazy. i feel you pain *hugs*
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:18 pm
........
Tch. Having ne'er actually seen the person that I love is..... Painful.
@.@
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