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 Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:19 am
Shinju frowned and shook her head. What is that supposed to mean. Does he not have any memories? "I would prefer not to remember anything then remember all the people I have sent to their death... or the hateful looks of the one's I didn't" Shinju whispered saddly, "And you do have memories. You have the memories of travelling with a friend... I cannot claim the same. You are the one to be envied."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:22 am
He laughed. "Ah, but those memories are but a blur and the only constant thing I remember from my life besides the nightmares. Memories are powerful things. Take it from the guy who has none of his own to speak of when I say that you should never wish to rid yourself of your memories."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:26 am
"You would not say that if you knew the memory that haunts me the most. The one that haunts me when I'm awake and asleep." Shinju whispered saddly, "Oblivion and death I would welcome more that this life."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:37 am
He smiled. "Trust me, I know how that can be. Deaths of those we love especially when we cause it are the ones that always burn the most."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:42 am
It hurts even more when the ones you love are the ones that hate you the most. Shinju thought to herself as she shook her head. "You might think you understand because we bare a simular curse; but our situations are very different. Please don't act as if you know how to fix everything." Shinju said harshly and turn away from Kisuke.
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:45 am
He smiled warmly. "Trust me, I don't know how to fix anything. I have only forestalled the death of my friends by paying a higher price."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:54 am
Shinju was quiet for a moment. "What do you mean a higher price?" Shinju asked quietly, "What have you done to save your friends from your curse?"
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:57 am
"That I can not say. For everyone's sake. All I will tell you is that its a heavy burden."
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 11:08 am
"Heavier then the guilt of cause innocents' deaths." Shinju whispered, "I really don't think there is anything heavier then that." I can't believe there is anything heavier, or I might not feel this guilt anymore. If I do that then I will break my promise to Hatori. Shinju thought saddly.
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 11:09 am
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 9:44 pm
Shinju sighed and shook her head. "I'm releived and yet burdened even more." Shinju whispered, "I wish it wasn't true. It just make it harder to keep my word."
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 9:59 pm
"I am sorry to hear that. Perhaps, the burden I speak of isn't as great as you believe."
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 10:12 pm
Shinju sighed and shook her head. "I'm not sure if it is or isn't. Things have been getting more and more confussing for me since I arrived at this clan. Its just... things are so different here then what I'm so used too." Shinju whispered, "To tell the truth I'm not sure about anything anymore."
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 10:14 pm
He laughed then. "Welcome to the wonderful world of reality. Often we find we understand nothing. That is when it is best to be around others. Then you begin to see the bigger picture a bit easier."
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 10:30 pm
Shinju smiled brightly at Kisuke. I definately think I could get to like Kisuke. I've never been around this kind of person before. Shinju thought happily, Its a new experience for me. But not an unpleasant one. "Kisuke you are an intresting fellow." Shinju said sweetly.
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