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 Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 11:01 pm
Keiran snuggled into the softness that was Kazz's chest. The sweater made it that much more comfy. The warmth enveloped him and he was hugged back.
The boy didn't notice the girls, didn't even hear them. He was in his own little world with Kazz, just the two of them.
He looked up at Kazz and felt the lips of the other press to his. The entirety of Keiran's body tensed, eyes going wide. However, that was only a split second before he literally melted in Kazu's arms. His eyelids fell shut and his grip around the other tightened slightly.
Soft lips beckoned his, and they responded all to readily. Kazz was gentle, caring, nothing like Michale at all, and it felt strangely exhilarating as well as soothing to feel the difference. His lips parted slightly wanting to kiss more, and wanting to give the blonde access to his mouth
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:38 pm
Kazuma's cheeks warmed as he felt Keiran respond to his kiss. He had not expected that. He expected blushing. He expected stammering. He even expected pushing away. But he had not expected Keiran to thoroughly participate. It warmed his heart just as steadily as it increased the rate.
After a while, he reluctantly pulled away himself, ending the kiss. He felt as though he could have sat there kissing Keiran in the grass all day and into th night, but he had to be at least somewhat realistic. True, there were fangirls and other open minded souls about... but that did not mean that there weren't closed minded jerks that would love nothing more than to cause a little ruckus. The last thing Kazz wanted to do was visit anymore trouble upon Keiran's doorstep... Just trying to be his friend he felt as though he'd caused the smaller teen so much heartache and strife already...
"um... sorry, Kei-chan. Perhaps I should have asked first. But.. I couldn't resist." he reached out and stroked Keiran's soft downy locks lightly with his fingertips. "You have a funny effect on me, ne? I just couldn't resist. I hope you aren't mad..." Retieving his chopsticks, he picked up a couple slices of diced pineapples and placed it between his lips, still tingling from thir contact with Keiran's.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:49 pm
The world was in a dizzy array of colors sounds and feelings all mushed into one. He was spinning but also grounded to the boy kissing him. Keiran could feel the soft lips tasting his mouth, tentative yet greedy at the same time.
Though the moment that the contact of their lips were broken, the small boy felt the reluctance, like gooey bubble gum stretched between their mouths, and he then realized that he did have to blush, and again like the evening sun on the ocean's tide, he became bright red, and his voice seemed to become lose.
"I-I-I...iie, watashi wa gomennasai...I mean...I'm sorry....Iie not mad." his eyes cast downward and when the came back up he saw the pineapple going between his lips and his throat constricted, swallowing and wanting to kiss him again. But he wasn't supposed to. Why was he so confused?
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 6:25 pm
"Oi, I'm apologizing you you, Kei-chan. You aren't supposed to apologize back. Especially when you haven't done anything wrong, ne?" Kazz chuckled warmly as he smiled at the boy he shared his breakfast with. "Well, nothing except be your super kawaii self. But you can't really help that so I don't hold it against you."
It was like a breath of fresh air to Kazz's spirit, to be speaking so frankly and openly of how he felt about Keiran. Somewhere between now and his bartering with the squirrel for the potato salad, Kazz had decided that that was the best way to go. Honesty and sincerity... in his own opinion, the polar opposite to the much loathed Himo. He'd say just what he was thinking, just how he felt. And, well, if Keiran took a good look beteen Kazz and Himo and decided he was much happier with Kazz.. well that was just the way things worked out didn't it.. It wouldn't be anyone's fault. Kazz grinned to himself at the very thought of it.
"Ne, Kei-chan, you've barely eaten anything. You really should eat more. Don't tell me your eyes are bigger than your stomach... Though tiny as you are, that may be true," he chuckled agai softly. "Here, try some of this. I have it every morning... One of the lunch ladies in the union makes it for me cuz she says I remind her of her own son when he was younger. It just lucks out it's one of my favorite things in the world." Kazz scooped up a bit of scrambled eggs with bean sprouts and raised it toward Keiran's lips invitingly. "It's really good, she makes the best I've ever had by far. Even better than my mom's."
As he waited for Keiran to take the bite, he used his free hand to pull out two bottles of juice from the array of food.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 7:50 pm
Keiran took the food into his mouth and chewed it. "Mmm that's good" he commented and quickly put his own chopsticks into the food and was eating it. He seemed to forget to be embarrassed and soon enough he had eaten the entirety of the dish that Kazz had asked him to try.
He hadn't realized how hungry he was until he was picking up another dish and scooping the contents into his mouth. He stopped and pounded on his chest when the food seemed to stick to his insides and then finished the rest of the bowl.
The small boy stopped then, his face turned red and all of a sudden - *Hic*
*Hic* *Hic*
Blushing he realized he got the hiccups and he couldn't stop them. He drank some of the juice, held his breath, even hung his head upside down, but nothing worked *Hic* *Hic* *Hic* *Hic* *Hic* They *Hic* wont *Hic* stop *Hic* *Hic*
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 10:34 pm
Kazuma's eyes widened and his mouth fell a little open in shock as the food quickly began to disappear into Keiran's impossibly tiny belly... where the hell was the food going, an alternate dimension or something? He didn't even blink again until Keiran pounded on his chest to clear it of whatever obstruction might have been there.
"Wow, Kei-chan... who knew you could pack it away like that. How are you not a tiny bag of fat, I don't understand...Lucky I guess, ne?" Kazz chuckled a bit, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand. A sudden breeze stirred his hair.
"Oi, even your hiccups are cute. You should try reciting a tongue twister three time without breathing.... That's what I do."
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 4:12 pm
"I don't kno-hic-any ton-hic-tongue -hic- twisters -hic-"
He crossed his eyes as the hiccuping continued. Would this never cease. He had to think of something that was scary. Anything. But the only thoughts coming to his head were thoughts of KAzz and their morning together.
Burying his head suddenly under his hands he reached out and grabbed Kazz's arms
"Scar-hic-scare me -hic-" he pleaded eyes round and as big as dinnerplates
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 10:11 pm
Amethyst hued eyes widened a bit in surprise as Keiran clutched at his arm, pleading with Kazz to scare him. He chuckled a bit at that, scatching at the back of his bleach head with a look of uncertainty on his face.
"Scare you? Uh, well, that's not really my area of expertise, ne?"
What could he do, he wondered vaguely. He could pretend to see Michale coming, but he didn't want thoughts of that a** to spoil their date... And just when had he started to think of this little outting as a date? Probably around the first time he thought of kissing Keiran, before he actually did.
Kazz's eyes widened again, this time in obvious terror as he pointed a trembling finger over the other's shoulder.
"K-K-Kei-chan! Spider! Big spider!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 10:22 pm
Keiran didn't know if Kazz was truly such an amazing actor or if the boy actually saw a spider upon his shoulder. The smaller boy's eyes widened in thought of a spider and he screamed batting at his shoulder and literally jumping into Kazz
"Get it off get it off get it off!" he said beating at his arm cowering against Kazuma's body, holding on tightly. He seemed to find peace and comfort in Kazz being around him, and the closer he was the more safer he felt.
Burying his head into Kazz's shoulder, his small body trembled waiting for the older one to flick off the spider. His small hands were balled into even smaller fists of the sweater the other half of his party wore. It was obvious Kazz succeeded upon scaring the youth.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 11:15 pm
Kazz blushed hotly as Keiran jumped into his arms. Not because he was embarassed by the close contanct, but because he felt bad that he'd fooled Keiran so successfully. He hadn't expected the other boy to take him so seriously. Now he didn't have the heart to say he was just kidding... He had no choice but to play along.
Exaggeratedly, he brushed off Keiran's shoulder before giving him a soothing pat on the back.
"There, ther, Kei-chan, all gone. Ne, it looks like your hiccups are cured."
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 11:44 pm
Keiran's tremors stopped briefly as he felt Kazz brushing off the spider. He relaxed, but didn't move away from the other's body. Finally realizing he was holding on longer than necessary he blushed, pulled back slightly, but didn't move away. Instead he reached out and grabbed a bottle of juice and opened it, putting a straw into it. He sipped a little bit trying to push the thoughts of Kazz from his head.
"K-Kazu....." he mumbled thinking to himself about his life. "Are...are you a...k-kimosume... " his blush brightened but he was wondering how different th etwo of them actually were.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 12:04 am
Kazz was not the least bit upset with Keiran's seeming reluctance to climb out of his lap. In fact, he was quite pleased by it. It made him feel all fluttery inside, and that was feeling the teen thought he could get used to.
But as the boy nervously posed his qustion, Kazuma felt his cheeks warm and knew that much as he didn't want to, he wasblushing. So much for staying cool, calm and collected. Kazz raked a hand through his bleached locks, darks roots coming briefly into view before the tendrils flopped forward once more.
"Wow.. uh.. well.. technically, I guess so. I mean.. I've done some things... A few things... But I've never... you.. done the thing, I guess." The teen cleared his throat, a bit awkwardly. Suddenly it felt quite warm, and it felt lik ethe collar of his hoodie was strangling him... it didn't matter that being unzipped there was no way that was possible.
"Uh... why do you ask, Kei-chan."
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 12:56 am
Keiran's face went even redder when he realized that he was in fact the only non-virgin of the two. Even more worse was that he had had more sex than Kazz could even think of. What was he going to think of him?
Pushing off of the other boy, Keiran rubbed the back of his neck, eyes downcasted towards the blanket.
"Iie...no reason." he mumbled, suddenly feeling dirty and not good enough. Kazz was still a virgin and Keiran had already been having sex for five years. He could still remember his first time, it had been with Michale, he had hoped for it to be magical, it almost seemed to be at the moment, however he never really had emotionally attached sex except with Michale, and even then he was often rough. The boy even almost started to believe he liked it rough just like the other.
Why would Kazuma want someone like him? He had been used so many times...he was so horrible...he couldn't even count how many times he had been sold or used. He picked up a piece of fruit with his chopstick and put it into his mouth, chewing a bit on the wooden sticks
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:44 pm
Kazz did not try to hold onto Keiran as he suddenly pushed away, though he truly wanted to. But that would definitelyt cross the line of forcing, and as such Kazuma could not do that. He'd promised he wouldn't, and he had every intention of keeping that promise.
Feeling the heat fade away from his cheeks at the unexpected inquiry, the teen tilted his head thoughtfully as he looked at the other on the blanket. He reached for a bit of fried tofu, but changed his mind at the expression on Keiran's face. He looked so trouble.
"Ne, Kei-chan... did I say something wrong? I didn't mean to upset you, you know." He searched his mind for what he mind of said that could have caused offense but he came up with nothing. A tiny wrinkle formed between his thick, dark brows as he drew them tightly together in concern.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:07 pm
Keiran rubbed his arm sheepishly "Iie...you didn't upset me."
Shuffling on the blanket a bit he didn't know how to come about this. "Kazu...I'm not....I'm not...." He trailed off not being able to finish the sentance. What was he supposed to say? I'm not clean, I'm not pure, I've been used more times than you've washed your hair this past year?
The blonde was not one for bringing up the past, simply because the past held so much that made him dirty, that made him what he was. "Iie....gomen....I'm not good enough for you" he mumble again, grabbing the small parcels and stacking them up, he half got on his knees to put everything away so he could leave. What was he thinking? That him and Kazz would be like a fairytale? He was a male, and he was dirt compare to any princess. Why did he have to get his hopes up?
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