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Heeeey! Glad to see you're all right Umi-chan! *hugs tight* I wanted to let you know that one of the people you were roleplaying with in Battle for the throne, Quillissss, has left the guild. sweatdrop Figured you deserved to know so you could open up the spot and won't be stuck waiting forever for a reply with your girl. ^^;

Sadly, no. sad Someone will have to quote you. Or try to keep up with a rp.

It is. I feel the same. Gaia should fix it so it'll send alerts.

well seeing as I have been officially kicked out of a world without men, I would like to take a moment to get some things off my chest.

First off I would like to apologize to Loveless for any insult or hard feelings that may have been taken from what I said. I was not really angry with you I was simply being impatient. Should I have said anything about it? probably not. Was I jerk? yes. And for that I am sorry.

Also I apologize to Khaos for for being a jerk to in my reponses. I know we've allready burried this issue personally, I just thought I'd include this publically since I'm apologizing anyways.


(note this is a healthy sized rant coming on)
Yes I acted rudely and was being impatient. I understand it wasn't really much of an issue, but at the same time I don't believe I mad much of an outrageous or offensive statement, maybe I'm wrong. After all the stress of not getting to post and being to made to wake was irksome. Violently so. Infact it filled me with burnign, festering rage!!!!! And I expressed this swelling of vehement hate, through an OUTRAGEOUS, and SPITEFUL one sentence sarcastic comment. Which (if the censors will allow it) I will reiterate here:


"i see, sorry if im a bit skeptical about getting a response at this point."

clearly this was uncalled for, and sarcasm aside it was I will full heartedly acknowledge that. And when Khaos reprimanded me for being a jerk, instead of sitting down and saying "your right, that was uncalled for, I'm sorry" I responded by trying to rationalize my comment, and then state that I was simply venting because I felt sort of annoyed.

and then Grax showed up......(it should be noted here that I and Grax have argued in the past, which I will take my share of the blame for aswell, and personally I believe this to be the real core of the issue)

Yes his response was innocent enough, a snide remark right back at me. Which is fine, and I kindly pointed out that there was a difference between "going at light speed" and having to wait an extended amount of time for a response. Once again I acknowledge here that 4 days isn't much time to wait, but from my perspect I was being told every day that she would post, thus getting my hopes up, only for it to fall through. I'm not saying that's particularly her fault, things easily could have come up to prevent her from doing so, nor that I hold any sort of grudge against her. I was simply a bit ticked off, and wanted to defend my point.

Now at this point the argument he would either counter it with another point, or simply told me to get over it, and for the most part even if I was upset I probably would have. But instead, and on the second reply, he then threatens to kick me out because of my complaint with something along the lines of "if you don't like it, get out". Now I understand if I was razing hell or causing a serius racket, but other than being a jerk this has been probably as civil an argument you can have and he just immediately springs to kicking me out, which to be honest is very uncalled for. I mean when you think about it doesn't even make sense. I was complaining about not being able to post, so obviously I wanted to be there, and probably really wanted to post if I took the time to complain about it. So "Well if you don't like waiting, you can always leave the RP" doesn't even make any sense. He then went on to site the fact I forgot to put the correct tittle in my profile pm as if that really meant anything or gave him any leverage on the situation.

I responded by saying that I understood if she couldn't do anything that was fine, and that I wasn't informed of anything so I couldn't have known. I also pointed out that constantly saying she could post sent the wrong idea, and made it seem like she was simply lying. (once again probably not the case, thats just what it seems like on the surface) So basically I went ahead and said it was fine if things came up, just she shouldn't have been sending mixed messages of the contrary. I wasn't pressing her to post, I wasn't demanding an apology, I was simply defending my actions as logically as I could, and chalked it up to a misunderstanding. I also pointed out that his "wrong pm tittle" was kind of a stupid thing to try to hold over my head, but over all thats it.

After this truly epic and hate filled argument, I was then kicked out of the rp. For three strikes.

"Strike 1 - Even though you admitted you were going to say 'my bad', you missed the title for the PM. That wasn't so bad, I gave you a chance. *shrugs*"

This shouldn't even be here, and thats fairly obvious. Yes I did forget to put the pm tittle in my profile, and I apologize I guess. But really Grax you allready excused me of that, which you should have, because denying a character for a small detail like that is really, really stupid. But if you really want to deny profiles because of it fine thats ok. But the fact is you didn't, and if your going to absolve someone of something like that, then you don't get to hang it over their heads later. You said you were "giving me a chance" NO. thats dumb. Someone making a profile in a position they might not have the skill level for is giving them a chance, allowing someone to have a power that might be considered god modding in the wrong hands is giving them a chance. Accepting someone for not putting the right stupid profile title is not, and your honestly stupid if you think it is.


"Strike 2 - You have one of the worst attitudes I've seen on gaia. Your behavior in the OOC didn't need to go that far. Kindness goes a long way in getting what you want, sarcasm and rudeness doesn't. I put aside my differences with you from Checkmate and gave you a chance...your attitude's been fairly crummy."

This one I can understand if not for the severity. Yes, because of my OUTRAGEOUS and VILE comments. Truly I have "one of the worst attitudes on gaia"....thats just so ******** wrong it hurts. I have read statements far more ignorant that haven't disturbed me this much. Yes my logical and snide comments and argument style truly make me a horrible person, one of the worst on the entire website full of trolls, racists, and hateful idiots. And Checkmate is brought up, which is obviously where the animosity stemmed from. Something I had allready put behind me, but obviously Grax had not.


"Strike 3 - Your character knows things he really shouldn't know. Such as the relation between Elora and Rio as you implied in your last post. Your characters seems to know far more than seems logical."

another thing that isn't even a point, he just included it as padding so he could kick me out over the argument. It was stated in my characters bio that he was in a position to know a great deal of things, and the whole thing with Elora and Rio was about to be explained (me, Khaos, and love even talked about it before hand), but obviously you can't explain everything in a single post, and since I'm kicked out now I'll never have a chance to properly explain it in story. Grax said their were other example, but he never provided them so I doubt it was anything that couldn't EASILY be explained through common sense.

So in conclusion. I fully admit I was wrong and spoke out of place. However the punishment I recieved for it was way uncalled for, and honestly at this point I do believe Grax just has a grudge against me personally, which is fine, just try not to hide it behind a veil of professionalism. When I pointed out why this strikes weren't valid he told me he could kick me out for any reason he wanted (basically admitting he didn't have any real ground) and kicked me out anyways.

So I apologize to Loveless, I apologize to Khaos, I apologize to everyone involved, except for Grax. Grax I don't apologize because to be honest I did not deserve what you did to me. and in all honest while I may pick apart some ones logic or reasoning I rarely stoop to personal attacks or insults, but I have to be honest with myself here, and in all honestly you are Fukwad, a fukwad who doesn't know how to let things go, and kicked me out over a fight that was allready resolved anyways. You are way off base, and used your position to try to scorn me. Congratulations.

once again for everyone else I am sorry. to Grax, go ******** yourself

If you meant in the guild Introductions is a good place to start. After that, just find a thread, or crate one B3

All walk in rps usually require profiles and they post them in the thread. Profiles get lost that way, so there's a profile thread for all characters in the rp. ^^