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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:48 pm
IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah [ I agree. Actually, until last year, I was a dependent for my fiance, because she had adopted me from my abusive parents... Now I'm eighteen though... Thats a really odd situation, but at least it worked out for the best, right? I'm happy she rescued you. D: Yeah... Umm... It was a bad situation at my home... Been there. You don't have to explain if you don't want to.I'm okay with most of it...
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:49 pm
AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser I was texting her for awhile, then she stopped. I guess something came up. *Shrug* I remember her very clearly. She, like you, helped me through all kind of crap with my mother. I could never abandon you, it's been hard to accept your mother is getting better but I'm trying... She's different, Shiny. She doesn't have me around every day to make her crazy. She's seeing a therapist. She's got a lot more sleep and a lot more free time and I think medication. Forgive her. She's already done so much for me to try and make it right, she even accepted me being a homosexual. She's fine. I never said I didn't forgive her, I just said it's been hard accepting she's different...I'm stubborn, you know that She's still nuts, don't get me wrong. But she tries SO hard. She always did try hard with me, really. But she's been trying even harder. She took my girlfriend and I to see Dark Shadows, and dinner. Didn't act crazy once. She treats me with a limited amount of respect and civility. Its impressive, really. People with personality disorders can rarely be treated, let alone so such an improvement. Soooo....can I come visit you? Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean?
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:50 pm
Oh, wow! I'm gone for a few hours and there's half a dozen pages more now? *Cries tears of happiness* I've found an active forum...
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:50 pm
Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah [ I agree. Actually, until last year, I was a dependent for my fiance, because she had adopted me from my abusive parents... Now I'm eighteen though... Thats a really odd situation, but at least it worked out for the best, right? I'm happy she rescued you. D: Yeah... Umm... It was a bad situation at my home... Been there. You don't have to explain if you don't want to.I'm okay with most of it... Okay as in forgive and forget, right? Not like "I deserved it", 'cause thats a bad kind of okay with it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:53 pm
stressed Jedi Girl Tessa Oh, wow! I'm gone for a few hours and there's half a dozen pages more now? *Cries tears of happiness* I've found an active forum... Are they that rare now days?
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:53 pm
IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah [ I agree. Actually, until last year, I was a dependent for my fiance, because she had adopted me from my abusive parents... Now I'm eighteen though... Thats a really odd situation, but at least it worked out for the best, right? I'm happy she rescued you. D: Yeah... Umm... It was a bad situation at my home... Been there. You don't have to explain if you don't want to.I'm okay with most of it... Okay as in forgive and forget, right? Not like "I deserved it", 'cause thats a bad kind of okay with it.No, I mean talking about it. I am not okay with the abuse. Later this year, I'm actually going to get them in jail. I hope.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:53 pm
IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser She's different, Shiny. She doesn't have me around every day to make her crazy. She's seeing a therapist. She's got a lot more sleep and a lot more free time and I think medication. Forgive her. She's already done so much for me to try and make it right, she even accepted me being a homosexual. She's fine. I never said I didn't forgive her, I just said it's been hard accepting she's different...I'm stubborn, you know that She's still nuts, don't get me wrong. But she tries SO hard. She always did try hard with me, really. But she's been trying even harder. She took my girlfriend and I to see Dark Shadows, and dinner. Didn't act crazy once. She treats me with a limited amount of respect and civility. Its impressive, really. People with personality disorders can rarely be treated, let alone so such an improvement. Soooo....can I come visit you? Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean? I live about 4 hours away, come up, hang out, stay in a hotel, come home
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:55 pm
AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser She's different, Shiny. She doesn't have me around every day to make her crazy. She's seeing a therapist. She's got a lot more sleep and a lot more free time and I think medication. Forgive her. She's already done so much for me to try and make it right, she even accepted me being a homosexual. She's fine. I never said I didn't forgive her, I just said it's been hard accepting she's different...I'm stubborn, you know that She's still nuts, don't get me wrong. But she tries SO hard. She always did try hard with me, really. But she's been trying even harder. She took my girlfriend and I to see Dark Shadows, and dinner. Didn't act crazy once. She treats me with a limited amount of respect and civility. Its impressive, really. People with personality disorders can rarely be treated, let alone so such an improvement. Soooo....can I come visit you? Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean? I live about 4 hours away, come up, hang out, stay in a hotel, come home It makes me a little bit anxiety ridden to think about it, to be honest. But I guess. I mean. I don't know. D: I don't know when I'm free either, because people aren't actually making plans with me, everyone is just sort of winging it all over the place. So I don't want to say, YES, then have you drive four hours, and then realize BAM, I'm in the rocky mountains with my sister on a crazy hiking trip.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:59 pm
IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser She's still nuts, don't get me wrong. But she tries SO hard. She always did try hard with me, really. But she's been trying even harder. She took my girlfriend and I to see Dark Shadows, and dinner. Didn't act crazy once. She treats me with a limited amount of respect and civility. Its impressive, really. People with personality disorders can rarely be treated, let alone so such an improvement. Soooo....can I come visit you? Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean? I live about 4 hours away, come up, hang out, stay in a hotel, come home It makes me a little bit anxiety ridden to think about it, to be honest. But I guess. I mean. I don't know. D: I don't know when I'm free either, because people aren't actually making plans with me, everyone is just sort of winging it all over the place. So I don't want to say, YES, then have you drive four hours, and then realize BAM, I'm in the rocky mountains with my sister on a crazy hiking trip. Well then mother eff....
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:03 am
Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah Yeah... Umm... It was a bad situation at my home... Been there. You don't have to explain if you don't want to.I'm okay with most of it... Okay as in forgive and forget, right? Not like "I deserved it", 'cause thats a bad kind of okay with it.No, I mean talking about it. I am not okay with the abuse. Later this year, I'm actually going to get them in jail. I hope. Just checking. I know a lot of people who go through that kind of crap and then think its somehow their fault they have insane parents. How are you going to get them in jail, might I ask?
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:05 am
AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser She's still nuts, don't get me wrong. But she tries SO hard. She always did try hard with me, really. But she's been trying even harder. She took my girlfriend and I to see Dark Shadows, and dinner. Didn't act crazy once. She treats me with a limited amount of respect and civility. Its impressive, really. People with personality disorders can rarely be treated, let alone so such an improvement. Soooo....can I come visit you? Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean? I live about 4 hours away, come up, hang out, stay in a hotel, come home It makes me a little bit anxiety ridden to think about it, to be honest. But I guess. I mean. I don't know. D: I don't know when I'm free either, because people aren't actually making plans with me, everyone is just sort of winging it all over the place. So I don't want to say, YES, then have you drive four hours, and then realize BAM, I'm in the rocky mountains with my sister on a crazy hiking trip. Well then mother eff.... Exactly my sentiments on the subject.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:06 am
IntrospectiveLoser Xela Ulrich IntrospectiveLoser Xela Ulrich IntrospectiveLoser The anti-hug bit is my signature, yes. I'm not fond of contact of anykind. I'm a weirdo. If I'm right, were you in that same roleplay with Kutter and Sui ao and I? Did your character play musical insturments or something? Well. Our memories are like mutant bunnies at least, fuzzy and deformed. yeah, I did a bunch of roleplays with you and them. One of our best ones was when we were in a dream world fighting against the main characters nightmares. I believe that is the one I am remembering so fondly. Of all of the ones I did on Gaia, that one stuck with me. Was I weird creepy kid named Cecilla? yes, and i was the person who could make weapons and animals appear from the jewelry I had, and we were both competing for Pheobe's affections. Pheobe being Electrik or Sui... It was Sui, wasn't it? It was Sui
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:06 am
IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah IntrospectiveLoser Purgatoriah Yeah... Umm... It was a bad situation at my home... Been there. You don't have to explain if you don't want to.I'm okay with most of it... Okay as in forgive and forget, right? Not like "I deserved it", 'cause thats a bad kind of okay with it.No, I mean talking about it. I am not okay with the abuse. Later this year, I'm actually going to get them in jail. I hope. Just checking. I know a lot of people who go through that kind of crap and then think its somehow their fault they have insane parents. How are you going to get them in jail, might I ask? I'm claiming abuse charges against them now that all my siblings are independent.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:08 am
IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser AgentShiny71289 IntrospectiveLoser Not sure how my Dad would feel about that, define what you mean? I live about 4 hours away, come up, hang out, stay in a hotel, come home It makes me a little bit anxiety ridden to think about it, to be honest. But I guess. I mean. I don't know. D: I don't know when I'm free either, because people aren't actually making plans with me, everyone is just sort of winging it all over the place. So I don't want to say, YES, then have you drive four hours, and then realize BAM, I'm in the rocky mountains with my sister on a crazy hiking trip. Well then mother eff.... Exactly my sentiments on the subject. Well then here's the dealy, we make the plans and then tell everyone else you have plans so they eff off
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2012 12:13 am
Xela Ulrich IntrospectiveLoser Xela Ulrich IntrospectiveLoser Xela Ulrich IntrospectiveLoser The anti-hug bit is my signature, yes. I'm not fond of contact of anykind. I'm a weirdo. If I'm right, were you in that same roleplay with Kutter and Sui ao and I? Did your character play musical insturments or something? Well. Our memories are like mutant bunnies at least, fuzzy and deformed. yeah, I did a bunch of roleplays with you and them. One of our best ones was when we were in a dream world fighting against the main characters nightmares. I believe that is the one I am remembering so fondly. Of all of the ones I did on Gaia, that one stuck with me. Was I weird creepy kid named Cecilla? yes, and i was the person who could make weapons and animals appear from the jewelry I had, and we were both competing for Pheobe's affections. Pheobe being Electrik or Sui... It was Sui, wasn't it? It was Sui That explains a lot. Okay, well, I still remember very little. But at least I know why I'm sad Sui isn't coming back to chat with us. And I remember a tiny bit more than I did when we started. So thats good. biggrin
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