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I'm not going to be able to make post counts this week. I'm going through a...difficult time. Tomorrow I will try to get up a detailed reason and explanation and edit it into this box.

Edit: Okay, I said I’d write one so here it is…

Recently my doctor has put me on a serotonin inhibitor…basically generic prozac that I'm having to take everyday. This was brought about by my utter lack of energy and other characteristics. And yes, some of these characteristics continue to be not so good thoughts. It was to the point where I was (am I guess…hasn’t been that long) missing about 2 or 3 days of school out of a five day week and simply not remembering much about why I did or what was going on. Truthfully I’m still having issues with remembering days so I’m not going to lie about that – I have never been good with times – but it was and still is getting to the point where I simply do not remember times at all. And yeah, that has definitely been getting me in trouble at school.

And another reason why he thinks my energy was at an all time low is that my Vitamin D level was at 5…for those who don’t know (like I didn’t) the normal level is between 30 – 50. From what I understand that’s kind of a very bad place to be.

So there, my detailed answer for my appalling behavior.

What I intend to do about it, energy willing (hopefully these prescribed pills do the trick), is to take a leave from the guilds till I feel I am more stable. Its supposed to be up to 6 weeks for the serotonin inhibitor to really “show” how its affecting me so hopefully that’s just been the issue. So yeah…that’s about the state of things – I’ll need to take a leave until I’m more back to myself.

And considering I’ve been in this guild for more than 2 years I think…god…I don’t want to take a leave but it has to be done.

For the mods of this guild: again, I request leave. I will try to get in a logical explanation of why both of my characters have to fade to black till I’m back in a timely manner. If you are willing, I’d like to return when my systems normalize itself. And, as a side note, I am sorry for all that I have or in this case have not gotten myself to do for the guild during this time.

Absent for: Sat 7th-Tue 10th. (and will be absent this friday too)
I know I said I was going to post Saturday night, but I had a family emergency. (My aunt was admitted to the hospital, where she died of a heart attack)
So yeah, I've been busy. Sorry. :/

Sorry guys, I've been meaning to make a post in here for awhile

Currently applying for colleges, arguing with the VA and the military Finance offices and have very little time for much else besides a few video games to relieve some stress (yay mortal kombat) I'll get a post up as soon as I can but until I get this stuff sorted out I'll be a bit absent.

Tomorrow morning, I`m due to go into the hospital for facial reconstructive surgery. Broke my left orbital bone, and unfortunately it is necessary for the docs to put plates and screws to make sure the eye socket sits on the skull properly. Going to TRY to post until there is a good opportunity to take characters out, but on the off chance that I`m not posting... its just so I can recover. Sorry.

As of tomorrow, I will be heading towards my first ever anime-convention! So, I'll be gone tomorrow and most of Saturday. I should be back by Sunday for sure. If I can, I'll find time to post during those two days. If not, well, you all will know that I'm just having too much fun at the con to even think of getting on gaia. >3

There's a chance I might not be able to post much in the next few days. Just a heads up.

I'm going to be around, but due to personal reasons, I might be slow. It really just depends. But cross your fingers for me.