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 Posted: Tue Nov 18, 2008 6:44 pm
I LEFT MY KNIFE KIT AT WORK!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
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Posted: Tue Nov 18, 2008 7:13 pm
What the hell? I get back from a two week vacation, and I had a great time, and now my luck has gone down the shitter. Why are you stupid state workers holding my unemployment checks? I NEED THAT MONEY! I've got bills to pay! I just bought a new car, and I need to be able to pay for it, assholes. I'm not going to find a good job, or maybe even a crappeh second job in this economy. So just give me my money. I don't want to hear your stupid recorded voice tell me to call back at another time, because they're too busy sleeping to answer!! Goddamn you people!
Also, on another note, this guy needs to stop calling me! I never gave him my cell-phone number for ********' sake! I gave it to his mother before he moved in, in case she needed help because she was handicapped. Now he's calling me to hang out, wants to take me to the movies and make dinner. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!! Dx Leave me alone! You even have a son! No thank you! Plus the fact that you've been in a lot of fights, stabbed and in prison for stupid s**t, that you even admitted to. Just back off and leave me alone!
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Posted: Tue Nov 18, 2008 9:05 pm
After instinctively forgetting most of my childhood to keep from being hurt by memories of abandonment, my greatest fear is to be forgotten myself.
But even if its on accident, I can't handle it.
PLEASE. Stop hurting me.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 6:54 pm
******** OFF.
I have had the worst day and you're going to get mad at me for making a face because I was confused, then stomp off like you've always told me not to do?
Fine. Please, just leave me alone. I don't want to deal with it.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 8:11 pm
Why does cosplay have to feel like such a ******** competition all the time?
I don't care that you cosplay the same character as me. I just care that
you feel the need to do it the same time and place that I want to. I care
that we have the same mutual friends cosplaying characters from the
same series, and I may get discarded as the character I WANT to be for
group efforts just because YOU are going to be them. I care that you're
closer to Mr. Photographer than I am, so no matter how much better I
may be as that character, you're the one who's going to get all the epic
photos.
And speaking of Mr. Photographer, I'm tired of his s**t too. I'm tired of
how he feels like sending mixed messages about everything. I'm tired of
how he bitches about other people saying that he only photographs his
friends and that he wants to take epic photos of different people, but then
he goes and says that he doesn't want to take photos of just anyone.
I'm tired of how he never pays me any damn attention when I'm trying to
get it, then turns around and posts an ambiguously worded entry on his LJ
about how someone who may or may not be me was suposedly snubbing
him at a party.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 9:30 pm
So. One guy isn't into me one day, and the next he is. One minute he says he wants to date me, the next I'm not his type. The next guy wouldn't respond to my texts or IMs, then suddenly comes up with some bullshit about he didn't receive my IMs. Then i IM him as soon as he gets on, it says he typed something, and then nothing. ******** WAS IGNORING ME. AND THEN, I meet this awesome guy that understands where I'm coming from, has ambition, is non-judgmental, really wants to hang out with me...and he has a boyfriend...who he might or might not know he hangs out with me. >_>
Can a boy catch a break? Also: work, roommate, school, etc. GARGHLEBOX.
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Second_Crimson Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 10:13 pm
I didn't mean to fall in love with you.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 10:43 pm
I'm a little tired of being retarded at relationships. Do I need to wear a
bloody sign saying that I'm not going to be able to tell whether or not
anyone is interested in me unless they say so? Because I'm getting
tired of the only people who actually say so being the ones who want
to "tap that a**" or some crude bullocks like that.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25, 2008 11:14 pm
Dad's started drinking again, despite our constant attempts to get him to realise what it's done not only to him but to all of us. What's worse is he treated us all like idiots, saying he was just buying the cans to spit in, or that I was just 'hearing things' when I heard the cans pop open at 9 in the morning.
I don't know what to do: I'm so disgusted by his actions I feel physically sick being in the room with him, but I feel like it's my fault in the first place. I should never have trusted him, I should have done more to make sure he didn't drink. Even if he sounded convinced after he saw them take the foot long needle out of his heart, I should never have let my guard down. I want to love my dad, but his selfish, inconsidarate actions are making it hard. cry
I really need a hug.
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Posted: Mon Dec 01, 2008 6:51 pm
Dear 'bestest friend:'
Let's make a list, shall we?
Let's list the things you called me today:
-Stupid
-Idiot
-Fat
-Slob
-Pig
Now, let's list the things I did to you:
... oh dear, can't think of anything? Neither can I!
How about that.
I can't ******** believe your gall. The fact that you would go and call me these things to my face after I've done nothing to you, nothing at all, makes me want to cry and vomit and punch someone.
And I defended you. Why? Why the ******** did I defend you all those times when somebody said you were annoying, or a b***h? I said you were my best friend.
I won't say that I am without blame. No, definitely not. But how could you insult me to my face like this, when we're out with friends, after I ******** OFFERED TO BUY YOUR DINNER.
And then, every single time I actually looked upset, you insinuated that I'm an idiot: 'come on, it was just a joke' or 'you know me better than that.'
So, let me get this straight: I apparently know you so well that you shouldn't have to apologize for being a total b***h... but you think it's perfectly justified that you can yell at me for accidentally "slamming the door"?
I thought we were friends. I thought we were getting over this "rough patch."
Now I think you're a crazy, manipulative b***h.
And I know what I should have done: I should have given Adam the money to pay for the food I ordered, gotten out of the car and just sprinted away.
I should have done it a long time ago.
What do I do now?
*hugs Anon tight*
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Posted: Mon Dec 01, 2008 8:37 pm
******** people who pretend to be your friends. And especially when they try and lie to you and make you feel like you are a bad friend when THEY are the bad friends. <******** them for being little shits and acting tough but not confronting you about ANYTHING even when you tell them too. ******** 'em. Because I'm DONE trying to be their friend. I KNOW I am a good person.
My regret? Is that a really great girl is caught in the middle and I half want to tell her we shouldn't be friends just to make her life easier... :/
No advice.
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Posted: Sat Dec 20, 2008 7:37 pm
So I asked you out. So what? Say yes. Or say no. I'll get over it if you choose the latter. I'll be ecstatic if you choose the former.
But DO NOT JUST ******** IGNORE ME. For ******** sake, I'm your friend. Right? Or have I completely misjudged you so much that I'm wrong to think you would actually tell someone what you feel instead of just letting them hang there?
Advice, or just something reassuring me that everything's gonna be okay, would be nice.
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Second_Crimson Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 20, 2008 10:18 pm
No matter what I feel alone. No matter what I tell myself I can only feel an unending spiral of loneliness. I have friends and family but they've become invisible. Because I want to be loved. Truly, romantically loved and it doesn't seem like it's going to happen.
I'm sick of crying like a pansy. I just want someone to cuddle.
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Posted: Sat Dec 27, 2008 9:04 pm
I don't normally use this thread, but I really need to get this s**t off my chest.
IT'S CALLED TACT, ********, DOES YOU HAS IT?
Now, I don't mean to be greedy or arrogant or whatever kind of s**t, but I just spent six months saving up to make other people happy. I had not gotten one thing for myself in that time period. None at all. Now, I ain't doin' it expecting people to give me stuff back, but, y'know, it's nice. Common courtesy. I'd like for people to think of me during a special time of the year, the same way I think of them.
It's apparant that they don't.
But, you know, I'd rather not get anything at all then have people send me the detritus of their inventory. That hurts the most. It gives me the whole message, 'I had completely forgotten about you, but I want to save face without actually spending any money, so I'm going to give you this cheap sponsor item I had sitting in the bottom of my inventory.'
That's a ******** slap to the face. It makes me wonder, 'is this s**t even worth it?' I want to make people happy, and in turn making me feel happy, but when I get something worthless, it makes me feel like s**t.
I don't normally do charity, so that's why I try to make sure I get everyone something this one time of the year that's special to me. I want to make people feel good, but I in turn want to feel good as well. This year... I don't.
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Posted: Mon Dec 29, 2008 8:53 pm
"Why why why why?! Why IS IT that every ******** year on New Year's Eve that I'm by myself? My boyfriend is having a party and drinking most likely, my parents will be next door drinking and having a good time, and most of my friends are going to parties that I wasn't even invited to. It's not that I'm offended or anything, I just wish for ONCE that I could spend it with someone. I'm more than likely going to play videogames to distract myself so I won't be sad.....Pathetic I know but....I feel so not loved right now >.<;;;"
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