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Posted: Fri Oct 01, 2004 3:25 pm
schoolwork is seriously beating me up. I haven't had a lot of time to concentrate on the non-mundane.
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Posted: Sun Oct 03, 2004 8:21 am
Momo chan Ivy_tsuki Momo chan Yeah is been slow lately. I've been play SIMS more and more each day. yeah I like the sims though. is it the new one or the old ones? lol I feel really funny saying that for some reason... The test for my brown belt, well the first half, did not go as well as I would have liked it to. I am praying that on friday, the second part of the test, will go a lot better, mind you it is the hardest part consisting of self defense and sparring. *is extremely nervous* well I will keep you all updated and if I don't post on firday night expect the worst...Well we all have our off days. It also must be cool going up in the next level. I took karate when i was younger with a friend while i visted him for a month. Good luck on the next part of your test. You'll do great biggrin well the test went good and I got my next belt. Thank the Gods. The night before I lit all the candles I had, which ended up being like 30, and two sticks of insense and let them burn for an hour and cast a circle and did prayer,and meditation for an hour. That seemed to really help me. the test was just really hard. I mean we did like selfdense for a while and sparring. The black belts really beat on us. I was so stiff yesterday and I am all bruised. But other then that I am ok. For some reason I don't feel like i earned my belt. Like they went to easy on me, or they let me have the next rank with out me really being ready for it. I really don't know why that is but for the past 2 belt promotions I went through I feel like they are holding back and I am not meeting the requirements, and still they give me rank. Maybe I am just expecting to much of my self, but I don't know. I will talk to my sensei on monday about it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 03, 2004 9:27 pm
Mon dieu Ivy, I think you have as much of an obsession with candles as I do!
smile Good to know I'm not the only collector out there.
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:51 pm
Hey-Hey everyone! ^-^ Sorry I've been gone, gonna try to be by more. I'd stay to chat now, but I'm having issues with the whole wolfy thing ((you guys probably don't understand, don't rember who I've told, just ask me sometime and I'll tell you not really complex, I'm jsut a bit separated right now)) so yea, i'm like ((as I jsut said...^^; wink ) sorta separated from the real mental and physical world, so in otherwords I'm in my own little world ((mopre than normal)) and having trouble focusing on much, gonna go watch tv and try to relax, later! blaugh
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 2:57 pm
Aylia Hey-Hey everyone! ^-^ Sorry I've been gone, gonna try to be by more. I'd stay to chat now, but I'm having issues with the whole wolfy thing ((you guys probably don't understand, don't rember who I've told, just ask me sometime and I'll tell you not really complex, I'm jsut a bit separated right now)) so yea, i'm like ((as I jsut said...^^; wink ) sorta separated from the real mental and physical world, so in otherwords I'm in my own little world ((mopre than normal)) and having trouble focusing on much, gonna go watch tv and try to relax, later! blaugh *slaps her* snap out of it.. oo sorry. that is ok, quite understandable I will be holding down the fort... In other news, I have a prayer request. A person I know named Gina Billings died in a car accident last night, and I would really like to send healing energy to her family. Gina and I well, were pretty much enimies but I am really sad that she is gone because she did have a flame in her. She was a pretty cool person and well i just wanted to ask you all to pray for her and her family. thanks
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 7:34 pm
Ivy_tsuki Aylia Hey-Hey everyone! ^-^ Sorry I've been gone, gonna try to be by more. I'd stay to chat now, but I'm having issues with the whole wolfy thing ((you guys probably don't understand, don't rember who I've told, just ask me sometime and I'll tell you not really complex, I'm jsut a bit separated right now)) so yea, i'm like ((as I jsut said...^^; wink ) sorta separated from the real mental and physical world, so in otherwords I'm in my own little world ((mopre than normal)) and having trouble focusing on much, gonna go watch tv and try to relax, later! blaugh *slaps her* snap out of it.. oo sorry. that is ok, quite understandable I will be holding down the fort... In other news, I have a prayer request. A person I know named Gina Billings died in a car accident last night, and I would really like to send healing energy to her family. Gina and I well, were pretty much enimies but I am really sad that she is gone because she did have a flame in her. She was a pretty cool person and well i just wanted to ask you all to pray for her and her family. thanks ^-^ I'm better now. School's just been so stressful this year, I'm really losing my mind. I cannot stand to go to school and sometimes even being there makes me really depressed and it gets worse everyday, it really sucks. Anyways...I'm really sorry. It's horrible when someone dies like that even if it was an enemy sad
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2004 7:35 pm
Aylia Ivy_tsuki Aylia Hey-Hey everyone! ^-^ Sorry I've been gone, gonna try to be by more. I'd stay to chat now, but I'm having issues with the whole wolfy thing ((you guys probably don't understand, don't rember who I've told, just ask me sometime and I'll tell you not really complex, I'm jsut a bit separated right now)) so yea, i'm like ((as I jsut said...^^; wink ) sorta separated from the real mental and physical world, so in otherwords I'm in my own little world ((mopre than normal)) and having trouble focusing on much, gonna go watch tv and try to relax, later! blaugh *slaps her* snap out of it.. oo sorry. that is ok, quite understandable I will be holding down the fort... In other news, I have a prayer request. A person I know named Gina Billings died in a car accident last night, and I would really like to send healing energy to her family. Gina and I well, were pretty much enimies but I am really sad that she is gone because she did have a flame in her. She was a pretty cool person and well i just wanted to ask you all to pray for her and her family. thanks ^-^ I'm better now. School's just been so stressful this year, I'm really losing my mind. I cannot stand to go to school and sometimes even being there makes me really depressed and it gets worse everyday, it really sucks. Anyways...I'm really sorry. It's horrible when someone dies like that even if it was an enemy sad I am sorry school sucks for you, today I skipped school, i love being a senior. When I was in 8th and 9th grade I had really bad depression so I know what it is like going to school and tring to get through it and when you laugh you really feel like you are going to cry. Putting on the brave face, but I just got to tell you, things do get better... just keep on trucking.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2004 1:07 pm
Ivy_tsuki Aylia Ivy_tsuki Aylia Hey-Hey everyone! ^-^ Sorry I've been gone, gonna try to be by more. I'd stay to chat now, but I'm having issues with the whole wolfy thing ((you guys probably don't understand, don't rember who I've told, just ask me sometime and I'll tell you not really complex, I'm jsut a bit separated right now)) so yea, i'm like ((as I jsut said...^^; wink ) sorta separated from the real mental and physical world, so in otherwords I'm in my own little world ((mopre than normal)) and having trouble focusing on much, gonna go watch tv and try to relax, later! blaugh *slaps her* snap out of it.. oo sorry. that is ok, quite understandable I will be holding down the fort... In other news, I have a prayer request. A person I know named Gina Billings died in a car accident last night, and I would really like to send healing energy to her family. Gina and I well, were pretty much enimies but I am really sad that she is gone because she did have a flame in her. She was a pretty cool person and well i just wanted to ask you all to pray for her and her family. thanks ^-^ I'm better now. School's just been so stressful this year, I'm really losing my mind. I cannot stand to go to school and sometimes even being there makes me really depressed and it gets worse everyday, it really sucks. Anyways...I'm really sorry. It's horrible when someone dies like that even if it was an enemy sad I am sorry school sucks for you, today I skipped school, i love being a senior. When I was in 8th and 9th grade I had really bad depression so I know what it is like going to school and tring to get through it and when you laugh you really feel like you are going to cry. Putting on the brave face, but I just got to tell you, things do get better... just keep on trucking. Things do get better. .. School does suck at times though. xp My semester is horrible, but after it's done I should be good to go. eek It's so wierd. This is my last semester of classes, then I'll be student teaching, then I'll really be off teaching and getting paid. I'm almost an adult. How'd that happen?
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Posted: Fri Oct 15, 2004 1:41 pm
I don't want to grow up and be mature and act like well an adult. I like being childish and keeping what is left of my innocents. I like reading and believing in fae and other creatures that adults don't believe in. I like to take pleasure in the simple things and knowing the fun of playing kick ball with my friends.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2004 9:01 pm
Ivy_tsuki I don't want to grow up and be mature and act like well an adult. I like being childish and keeping what is left of my innocents. I like reading and believing in fae and other creatures that adults don't believe in. I like to take pleasure in the simple things and knowing the fun of playing kick ball with my friends. You can still grow up to be a beautiful adult and not lost the all of the innocents that we had as kids. I still believe a lot of the creatures that we become to love and cherish. I still play a lot of old games. We can get together we go out and play hide and go seek at night or wall ball. I’ll never lose that part of me.
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Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2004 12:15 pm
Momo chan Ivy_tsuki I don't want to grow up and be mature and act like well an adult. I like being childish and keeping what is left of my innocents. I like reading and believing in fae and other creatures that adults don't believe in. I like to take pleasure in the simple things and knowing the fun of playing kick ball with my friends. You can still grow up to be a beautiful adult and not lost the all of the innocents that we had as kids. I still believe a lot of the creatures that we become to love and cherish. I still play a lot of old games. We can get together we go out and play hide and go seek at night or wall ball. I’ll never lose that part of me. I agree. I never plan to stop believing in the fae, wishing on stars and just in general acting young.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 11:35 am
Sorry i haven't really been online but i just been buesy in the real world. I'll try to be on more
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 2:41 pm
Momo chan Sorry i haven't really been online but i just been buesy in the real world. I'll try to be on more I know how you feel I am extremely busy right now... I probably wont be able to get back on till Nov. I hope to talk to you all then bye!
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 6:45 pm
Ivy_tsuki Momo chan Sorry i haven't really been online but i just been buesy in the real world. I'll try to be on more I know how you feel I am extremely busy right now... I probably wont be able to get back on till Nov. I hope to talk to you all then bye! take care of yourself.
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Posted: Thu Oct 28, 2004 10:39 pm
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