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That's a very Freudian Perspective.

Outta curiousity what kinds of drugs are deliriet/schizophrenic?

Don't forget datura, brugmansia and dramamine.

And shrooms? I did an eighth yesterday. I like it better than acid, myself. It feels less powerful, and doesn't last as long, but the hallucinations just seem so much more upbeat to me.

EDIT: I thought I might elaborate on the shrooms part, given that there is not a forum made for it.

Well, the friends I found buying salvia (which I am never going to do again, because it makes my skin hurt, makes me ******** stupid hardcore, and just generally is uncomfortable for me), well, I called one the next day, and we met up. We were hanging around old town, and he didn't have to work.

So, we called his sister's boyfriend, and he scored us two eighths. I was with the sister's boyfriend and his buddies and talked about shrooms, given that I wasn't experienced in anything but the theoretical side of it. Anyway, he said that an eighth would compare to about four blotters of acid, so I decided to take the whole eight, given that I though that I could handle it, and wanted to feel the full-blown effects since I doubt I'd be able to get it again for a few years at least. So, we went to the park and began eating them. I liked the taste -- it's kind of nutty and has just the right amount of bitter in it to make it enjoyable. My friend ate half the eigth, because it's his first time with a regular psychedelic, and we met up with another friend, who we thought was going to sit for us, because he didn't think he was ready for shrooms the other day. He wanted to try it, though, so he ate the other half eighth. We hung out at the park for a while, waiting for the effects to come in. I told them about fractals (I love fractals, myself. They look so nice on acid), and hoped they'd turn up on shrooms. Well, we began walking back to his car to listen to some music when we ran into some friends of theirs, and it was obvious to them that we were on something. They were under a tree that got lit just perfectly by the sun, which looked from the inside like a dome of leaves held together by the stems and extermities of the leaves. I wanted to see more of the park, so we kept on walking -- the grass began to curve for me and grow sporadically, and we finally got to his car.

We looked at the clouds, which were forming shapes of animals for me, and pulsating in starnge ways. Everything felt very dramatic for me, and they agreed. Also, the clouds seemed to form geometric shapes at their ends which were obviously not there, since they were perfect lines. It started to rain, so we put the top up. I looked at the leather ceiling, and it was moving like mucus. I looked at the curb and the water was going up and down the side of the curb. Then, the first friend's sister called, and wanted a ride. Given that we were all feeling it, we said it was a bad idea, and she knew we were shrooming. So, she got pissed at him and all and we all got a little stressed... eventually, though, another, sober, friend showed up and we went to the lake to feed ducks. They looked completely alien to me, with their necks moving in the strangest ways. Their webbings looked like alien skin. The lake was surrounded by people, though, and that really freaked me out. Now, I'm not afraid of my mind at all, and always know that the effects end and I'll go back to normal. However, the idea of having the cops called on me always freaks me out, so I wanted to leave the lake, but everyone else was having a good time. I wish I could have let myself join in, but I thought I was acting strange, so I just shut up and bottled all the feelings, which is the worst thing you can do on a psychedelic, I think. I was having a horrible mind trip.

I went for a trip, and since I didn't want to be around people I chose to pee in a bush. I went in, and was transported to a jungle with deep greens, and my urine became liquid gold (I know, I know). Jumping out of it was so... strange. From deep green to teal and light blue... it was amazing. The colors on shrooms are definately the best. I walked back, and they were out of bread, so we head back. The grass kept on growing, and it was nice. In the car, I really got a time trip. We were going around (sober one driving, obviously) for about thirty minutes, but it seemed like hours upon hours. Oh, and things can feel either really cramped or wide open on shrooms, and the girl's car definately felt cramped. We gave the first friend's sister a ride, so that calmed me down a bit.

However, while going back to old town, I somehow concluded that the three people were voices in my head, and that the girl was my sister taking me to the hospital. I knew it was the shrooms, but I couldn't shake my doubts completely. My friend was freaking out, though, and I just couldn't find the words to try and calm him down. We finally reached old town, and I felt like I was in heaven. I felt like I was on E, and just wanted to hug everybody, and I did hug lots of people. We went into shops, and enjoyed the scenery. We went into a coffe shop with tons of books, and the word purgatory came to mind. Everyone agreed. We felt out of place, so we left. We headed down to the starbucks and the girl had some coffee, which we didn't like. We then hung out for a while, while the shrooms were eventually giving up. Oh, and somewhere I stuck my hands in dirty water, which looked like a pristine pond to me. And trees felt electrifying. I just wanted to make people feel nice, and that's what I've taken away from the trip. I feel like a nice person, with a moral compass (which I've never had before). The three shroomers are now very good friends now, even though we've only known eachother for about five days. Too bad I'm leaving tomorrow, right?

Great experience. More powerful mind trip than LSD, and less intense visuals. However, the visuals were more enjoyable to me, at least. I never had a true time trip before, so that was truly stunning. I think I'd be able to enjoy it much better if I could just let myself go with people around me, and it saddens me that I'm such a slave to my fear of others. Oh, one more thing, I felt like pudding while on shrooms. Inertia was so powerful, and I felt like everything was meshing together.

Yeah. So, hope you enjoyed it.

I've done acid once, and will only do it once. Not for the fact that I didn't like the trip, I just tend to prefer herbal substances.. But anyway, I took a double hit of it and it was the craziest trip I've ever had.
I split up from my friends after waiting a half hour when I took it. I was in the middle of moving and stuff (god only knows why I took the acid in the first place). Wandered home and it started to kick in. everything felt way more intense. I found a spider on acid too, and it scared the hell out of me. Thought I was gonna die. Frodo was talking to me, since my roommate has a LOTR poster.. and I went back out cause I couldnt' stay couped up.
Suggestions for doing acid:
Do it with a friend. My trip wasn't too comfortable because I was alone.
Have something to do, or create an adventure or quest to do when you're on acid. Keeps your mind occupied and keeps your body going. It's the same with mushrooms if you've ever done those. Which I would suggest doing first if you haven't.
Do -not- put the hit in your eye even if people tell you to. Not that I've done this, but people have infront of me and it ******** your vision up severely. Who cares if you get a better trip - it's not worth it.
If by some reason you get caught by the cops don't tell them your on acid. Friend made that mistake and he's in Juvie now. :/

Not double dipped. I know acid is liquid, wouldn't matter if it was dipped twice. It was two hits conjoined - since it was just a sheet they were cutting up and selling to my friends and I.

Oh I don't make plans, I get high and then figure out what to do. Same thing with mushrooms or MDMA.

I found I was really insecure with being alone though. But it was my first time moving out alone.. well, without family and my roommate was at work. So maybe it was just the situation itself.

Yeah seriously, I've done Esctacy alone but when it started to kick in I was instantly going through my contact list on my cell to try and find a buddy to share the rest of my stuff with. xd That's pretty harsh.. sounds like when I took E and didn't know they were double stacked because I was already ******** up. Wound up taking 3 double stackers after taking two normal hits in the first place. All I can say is wow. o_o

I noticed that, I was way better at thinking when I was alone. Like I sat outside to have a cigarette.. and I somehow managed to figure out the meaning of life - but I don't remember what it is. My mind was equal to a 3 year olds with ADD. XD

I can call ******** on that. My first trip (mind you I wasn't exactly smart with it) culminated with the room I was in having dead bodies on the walls, skeletons of puppies and kitties dancing through dead flowers, the people turning into werewolves, and as spiders and scorpions ate my flesh I was bleeding neon blood from every aspect of my body.

Now I've yet to get really intense like that, but I will see things that I know don't exist. I believe this is because fractals and "normal" psychedelic visuals occur when I'm completely sober and have done so since I was 5.

The thing with psychedelics is no matter what you see you know you are seeing it because of the drug. With things like schizophrenia or delriants you think what you see really exist.

Ugggghhh, that's terrible. I am so glad I have never had a bad trip like that. The first time I did acid I just watched the furniture breathe, then I went outside and chased gigantic cut-glass snowflakes around (the snow was real, but I'm pretty sure it was not huge and made of cut-glass). The worst thing that happened was I thought an ambulance was a cop car. I'm so sorry you had to go through that! Bleh.