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 Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 12:45 pm
greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain ^-^ I'm not dating him yet, but I'm not dating my old boyfriend anymore either... I'm very happy though, Ray's quite interested in me and we even slept together while we were camping. We didn't have sex though, I meant literally sleeping... and of course snuggling, he's decided that he likes that and that sleeping without me won't be as good anymore. Aww well thats good, I hope it all works out. It seems like it will. Plus this is a good sign, thats exactly how me and my ex started going out. blaugh If it's a good sign then why is he your ex?! O.o I'm just sad... I miss him, I went from being with him every minute to not talking to him the whole next day and then barely talking to him today... I'm going through withdrawls! T-T No it could be a good sign for you. We just didn't work out. We rushed into a relationship way too fast and realized that we really didn't have anything in common. Awww... you should call him, and just chat. Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 7:37 pm
Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain ^-^ I'm not dating him yet, but I'm not dating my old boyfriend anymore either... I'm very happy though, Ray's quite interested in me and we even slept together while we were camping. We didn't have sex though, I meant literally sleeping... and of course snuggling, he's decided that he likes that and that sleeping without me won't be as good anymore. Aww well thats good, I hope it all works out. It seems like it will. Plus this is a good sign, thats exactly how me and my ex started going out. blaugh If it's a good sign then why is he your ex?! O.o I'm just sad... I miss him, I went from being with him every minute to not talking to him the whole next day and then barely talking to him today... I'm going through withdrawls! T-T No it could be a good sign for you. We just didn't work out. We rushed into a relationship way too fast and realized that we really didn't have anything in common. Awww... you should call him, and just chat. Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too...
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 12:12 am
greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain If it's a good sign then why is he your ex?! O.o I'm just sad... I miss him, I went from being with him every minute to not talking to him the whole next day and then barely talking to him today... I'm going through withdrawls! T-T No it could be a good sign for you. We just didn't work out. We rushed into a relationship way too fast and realized that we really didn't have anything in common. Awww... you should call him, and just chat. Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much??
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 10:22 pm
Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain If it's a good sign then why is he your ex?! O.o I'm just sad... I miss him, I went from being with him every minute to not talking to him the whole next day and then barely talking to him today... I'm going through withdrawls! T-T No it could be a good sign for you. We just didn't work out. We rushed into a relationship way too fast and realized that we really didn't have anything in common. Awww... you should call him, and just chat. Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much?? I don't know... I've never asked... I'm sure he knows that it's quite a bit by what I say and do... but I never really asked... Once I told him that he meant a lot to me, that he was very important and that I didn't ever want him to go away or for us to lose touch. I think it made him a little uncomfortable and he felt that he was nothing special to anyone, not even himself or his parents...
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Posted: Wed Jul 04, 2007 3:09 pm
greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much?? I don't know... I've never asked... I'm sure he knows that it's quite a bit by what I say and do... but I never really asked... Once I told him that he meant a lot to me, that he was very important and that I didn't ever want him to go away or for us to lose touch. I think it made him a little uncomfortable and he felt that he was nothing special to anyone, not even himself or his parents... Awww... well maybe thats it. Maybe he thinks that you are too good for him, and that he doesn't deserve you.
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Posted: Thu Jul 05, 2007 1:33 pm
Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Me and Ray have lots in common, we have the whole time we've known each other... that's what gets me... we're really compatible and it's taken him this long to show any interest... I try to call him, he's been kind of busy I guess... or he just doesn't want to talk to me... I don't want to scare him with all my feelings and crap, but I don't want to lose him again, I couldn't bare it a second time... but I hate the idea of driving him away too... Well thats good. I bet he is just busy, or maybe he doesn't want to scare you away either, so he is backing off. I don't know I really hope it goes well you seem to care for him a lot, and he needs to realize this. heart Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much?? I don't know... I've never asked... I'm sure he knows that it's quite a bit by what I say and do... but I never really asked... Once I told him that he meant a lot to me, that he was very important and that I didn't ever want him to go away or for us to lose touch. I think it made him a little uncomfortable and he felt that he was nothing special to anyone, not even himself or his parents... Awww... well maybe thats it. Maybe he thinks that you are too good for him, and that he doesn't deserve you. I hate that though, I feel that way about him... I feel that way about everyone... I don't really even know how anybody would ever want to be my friend or be around me because I guess I'm not really anything special or fun...
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Posted: Sun Jul 08, 2007 4:39 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 08, 2007 4:40 pm
we should dance more often. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2007 2:08 am
greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much?? I don't know... I've never asked... I'm sure he knows that it's quite a bit by what I say and do... but I never really asked... Once I told him that he meant a lot to me, that he was very important and that I didn't ever want him to go away or for us to lose touch. I think it made him a little uncomfortable and he felt that he was nothing special to anyone, not even himself or his parents... Awww... well maybe thats it. Maybe he thinks that you are too good for him, and that he doesn't deserve you. I hate that though, I feel that way about him... I feel that way about everyone... I don't really even know how anybody would ever want to be my friend or be around me because I guess I'm not really anything special or fun... Awww don't say that. You seem like a really nice person, I bet you are a great friend. blaugh heart
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2007 5:23 pm
Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Aleera77 greenish_rain Gosh, I get so depressed when I'm away from him, I feel like I couldn't keep on going if he were to go away or not want to see me anymore... I know that if he died, I'd die too... Awww... does he know that you care for him this much?? I don't know... I've never asked... I'm sure he knows that it's quite a bit by what I say and do... but I never really asked... Once I told him that he meant a lot to me, that he was very important and that I didn't ever want him to go away or for us to lose touch. I think it made him a little uncomfortable and he felt that he was nothing special to anyone, not even himself or his parents... Awww... well maybe thats it. Maybe he thinks that you are too good for him, and that he doesn't deserve you. I hate that though, I feel that way about him... I feel that way about everyone... I don't really even know how anybody would ever want to be my friend or be around me because I guess I'm not really anything special or fun... Awww don't say that. You seem like a really nice person, I bet you are a great friend. blaugh heart I guess I can be a good friend because I'm willing to sacrifice and compromise... I also tend be just inherantly like almost everything and am not a disagreeable person... but to be a good girlfriend is something I'm not sure I'm any good at :/ Last night I talked to my ex for a few minutes during a thunderstorm to just catch up I guess and he seems to expect me to come right back to him and be his girl again and treat him like he's my world and all that I know because he misses me and I was his "everything" and he "loves" me... I don't know about that though... I just don't feel the same, I had to grow and learn how to have affection for him over along time... and that's not what I have with Ray and the way Ray and I interact flows more and seems more... natural. If anything my ex appreciated my ability to quickly grasp situations and new things and he said that he was always impressed with me because I was a "natural" and quickly became good at almost everything with little effort. He was jealous of that though and sometimes a little resentful, which I didn't like. Though that ability didn't apply to the relationship we shared and it made me feel uncomfortable and that it just wasn't right for me... and I guess he never understood that...
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 10:56 pm
eek wow you do seem like you like him a lot...hell even love him
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