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 Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 6:02 pm
Dear Diary;
Life has been nothing but one big messy string lately! I can't seem to get anything to work anymore. I go to classes for most of the day, then go back to my room and work on homework for the rest of the night. Of course, I do have a few minutes or so to sneak a bite of food for dinner, but that's it! I never get to spend any time making friends or whatnot.
I just don't know how this can be. When I was homeschooled, this never happened. I mean, I still would have homework, tests, and things like that to complete, but they would never take this long. Perhaps it was because I always had my teacher around to help me...
I have met one friend though; his name is Satu. I met him my first day of classes when I was completely lost. Which reminds me! I joined the music club. I hope there are a ton of members so I can become friends with all of them! It feels like I haven't talked in ages.
Ek! It's already 11:21 PM! And I still have to finish a take-home test! My calculus teacher will go psycho on me if this isn't finished perfectly...
Audric~
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Posted: Sat Dec 15, 2007 9:32 am
Dear Diary;
Today has been very exciting. For the first time in forever I have no homework in calculus or anything else! I'm glad I finished that history paper last night or else it would have spoiled my day off. With all that free time, I decided to make a quick trip down to the mail room to see if anything arrived for me. My family may live somewhat nearby, but most of them are pretty busy with their own lives to visit much. Besides for helping me move everything in the first day, none of them have been here. But that's all right. Their occasional calls are enough for now.
But today they all went out of their way to get something nice for me! You can only imagine my surprise when I walked up to the man at the desk in the mail room and was handed a large, brown box. I managed to hide my explosive excitment until I was as far as the door. But after then, I partically ran back to my dorm so I could open the box ASAP.
Back in my room, I fumbled with the scissors and pressed the sharp edge down against the tape that was locking whatever wonders lay beyond the surface. Once all the tape was removed, I skipped, with the box, to sit comfortably on my comforter while I checked out its contents. On top of all the packaging peanuts there was a little white and blue envelope. The front of a card had a giant red checkmark with a goofy face and read, 'Just checking it!' Leave it to my family to find a corny card like this. On the inside my parents, all my brothers, and all my sisters had signed their names. Only mom and dad wrote little messages, but that's understandable since there probably wouldn't have been enough room for everyone to write something!
Once I got passed all the millions and millions of packaging peanuts, which all ended up on the floor, hehe, I got to the good stuff. First, I pulled out a necklace that was obviously from Joel. It was a black choker with small, silver studs punched into it. Hanging down from the choker was a delicate, silver chain with a soaring bird charm dangling lightly down. Back home, Joel would always try to force his 'goth' style on me. One morning I woke up and he had replaced all my clothers two two black shirts and a pair of baggy black pairs. But I solved that problem with a cry-fest session with my mom. This kind of thing still isn't my favorite thing, but I know it would probably mean a lot to Joel if I wore it...darn my niceness...
Next, there was a pair of cutesy, bright colored shoes. They weren't quite ridiculus, but extremely close. The laces were a normal white, but that's basically the only normal thing about the shoes. Their somewhat kiddish look tipped me off that it was probably Clarisse who got them for me. Man, Mom will let her buy anything! She's only six years old! She doesn't have a fully developed sense of style yet. The shoes themselves were packed with different sections of blue, yellow, green, and a faded pink. Some of the sections even had patterns of checkers and hearts. Yep, they're girl shoes. Guess they're a little better than my black ones...
And to my disappointment, that was all the box contained. Trust me, I double-checked. This was another habit in my family; we liked to trick each other. Guess I had it coming after I gave Joel a HUGE box on his last birthday that only contained an 'IOU' slip. But I still do appreciate their gifts.
Ek! It's already 10 PM and I still have to write that darn thank-you card. Better get on that quick.
Audric~
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 1:00 pm
Dear Diary;
It feels as though it's been far too long since I've reported back. I know that later on in life I'll want to look back onto these years and remember exactly what I did. I just got back to my room for the night, so I figured it'd be smart to get everything down on paper quickly. The past few times I've tried to write after I finished my homework just haven't worked out. I usually start writing and only end up with a sentence or so because the homework overtook my brain and flushed out all my other memories of the day. Well, at least I know who to solve equations with three variables I guess...
My day started out pretty regularly, with a quick check of homework and some 'breakfast,' or a candy bar to be more exact. Then I proceeded to head off to the bathroom to give my teeth a quick brush. Well, it actually takes me a good five minutes or so to brush my teeth. But that's one thing I can absolutely one thing I can't stand; gross teeth. Not other people's, but my own. I make sure to brush them after every meal. It's not that the dentist scared the habit into me, my parents have told me stories of how I'd spend a longer time in the bathroom than any of my brothers and sisters; even when I was little. So it must just be encoded in my DNA somewhere.
But now I'm off topic...oh yea! After I was finished brushing my pearly whites, like any normal person, I bent over the stink to spit. As I did this, some of my bangs fell down and got in the toothpaste! Which means I had to take even more time out of my morning to wash it again. But then one thought popped into mind; I hadn't cut my hair since I'd left France. Which was a WHILE ago. I bet my mom would die if she saw me now! So I took a quick jog to my computer drawer and snagged my only pair of scissors.
Now, I'll admit, I was slighty nervous. I was a pretty average kid and my mom would just hack off my hair when it got too long. No francy cut or coloring. But it's not as though I pay any attention to how my mother cut my hair. She would simply trap me for 15 minutes and then release me again. Except then I had no experience cutting hair and had no where near 15 minutes to complete the task. So, out of nessetity, I just began to hack away at the areas that were bothering me the most. Which ended up being the back of my head, because the hair was making my neck itchy, and my bangs in the middle of my forehead. My bangs weren't very little to begin with, but now they were simply too much to handle. But as I was about to move on to the bangs that were closer to my ears, the warning bell rang that indicated I only had five minutes to get my butt to class.
Sadly, I ended up leaving my scissors in the bathroom. I returned after lunch to collect them, but the janitor had already made his rounds and scooped them up. At that point, I couldn't finish cutting my hair even if I wanted too. At first, this made me incredibly sad. But as the day wore on, I kept getting lots and lots of compliments on my new haircut. And it's not like other parts are extremely long anyway. They only extend down pass my face a little bit.
Besides, change is always good, isn't it?
Audric~
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 3:21 pm
Dear Diary;
Ek! It's hard to believe it's already December 15th, meaning Christmas is just around the corner. I'm not entirely sure if they do the Christmas thing here in Japan, but my family has done it for as long as I can remember. We're not overly religious or anything though. We just set up and decorate a tree, read about Santa and his reindeer, make colorful cookies, and give each other presents. Our tree was always jam-packed because there were so many of us kids. Not to mention it was take until noon for us all to finish opening our gifts because of the method my parents set up. We'd have to follow an order of the youngest opening a present, then the next youngest, and so on until we got to the oldest. Then the whole thing would start over again. Joel would always be so mad about having to open his presents last!
It's going to be a little strange not being at my old home this year, but Christmas will be fun anyway. The only part that becomes a stress is buying gifts for all my brothers and sisters. I love them all, but 9 gifts?! It's enough to kill a person. Trying to fight against all those hardtime mall shoppers is nearly impossible and traffic is terrible! But luckily I'm not required to buy them anything too big. I've been trying to put together a list of gifts ahead of time so I won't have to shop for too long.
Joel: Orange hair dye
Clarisse: Giant pink stuffed bunny
Mathis: Wool hat with ear flaps
Esme: To Kill a Mocking Bird
Julie: Pocky
Antonin: Soccer ball
Leonne: Box of chocolates
Astor: New Converse
Fernand: Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker
Great, there goes all my birthday money! But atleast I'll be getting 9 presents in return. To really get in the Christmas spirit, I've pulled out my red shirt, reindeer shoes and collar, a little snowman headpiece, and a couple of flowers. I know this all is a little corny, but I can't help it! I loooove Christmas~
Audric~
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Posted: Sun Jul 20, 2008 7:01 pm
Dear Diary;
The rush of Christmas is now over but I still feel in the Christmas spirit. This would explain while I still have a couple reindeer stuffed animals lying around my room and a 'Merry X-mas!' sign hanging on the inside of my door. Valentine's Day passed, but I really didn't do anything for it. I did get a box of chocolates from Clarisse though. They were pretty terrible, but I could tell that Clarisse put a lot of work into them so I wrote her a nice letter (but unfortunately I had to throw the chocolates away...).
Oh! I never wrote down what I got for Christmas...Haha, I must have been too full of candy after opening them and forgot to get them down on paper. Well, I didn't get too much, but I did get something great. A cellphone! And it's this really cool red color. Yeah, I know, red isn't my main color. But I like it more than I thought I would. There's not too much I can do with it besides take pictures of myself and call my parents, but that's alright. I'll just have to get some of the student's numubers...
Well, not too much has happened. But hopefully something interesting will come along!
Audric~
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 8:50 am
Dear Diary;
Another day, another dollar. So I must have $365! I can't believe it's already been a year since I've come to Ouran. Seems like just yesterday I was wandering aimlessly through the halls stinking lost. Now I don't even need to concentrate on where I'm going to get there. I've made so many good friends this first year that I plan to take with me into this new year. A few new ones would be great too~
I feel I've matured a lot in this past year. I'm still the same happy-go-lucky guy, but something has changed. I can't quite identify it, but something is definitely different. I plan to take everything I've learned this past year along with me into the new one.
Oh! I almost forgot. It's almost my birthday! On May 11th I will officially be one year older. I need to start spreading the word so my friends can start making plans. Maybe I'll have a little get together in my room with a few people. Nothing too fancy though!
Audric~
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 6:43 pm
Dear Diary;
My life seems to be a blur of chaos and confusion. When I was younger, everything was as simply and plain as a coloring book. All I had to do was put the right color in the right spot and everyone was happy. But now it seems like the lines are faded and I'm not sure where I'm suppose to color anymore. I know I'm suppose to put a certain color in a certain spot, but now I'm not sure I want to put that color there even though I know that's what everyone wants. So I'm not sure if I should keep doing what everyone else wants, or go my own path. Right now, I'm not even really sure what my path is. But I feel like I'm suffocating under the weight of this giant, black cloud. I keep telling myself every normal teenager goes through this, but I'm not sure they do. At least not like I'm going through it.
I feel like nothing I do anymore is actually coming from me, but instead what others want from me. I want to be myself, but when I look around at everyone else here no one else is like me. So if I break off from the pack, I'll be completely and utterly alone. Maybe there's someone else like me out there, but they haven't come out. At this moment I have no idea what to do. I love to socialize, but lately everything I say seems forced. There are only a couple good friends I feel comfortable around now. In class I feel like the other students' eyes are burning holes through me and seeing what I think I really am.
The only thing that brings me joy is stage acting. When I'm on stage I can be anyone and anything. The audience can't pass any judgment on me because they're not seeing who I am, they're seeing the character I'm playing. I can leave all my insecurities behind the curtain and drift into a world of scripted certainty. In a play, everything has been predetermined and has to be performed as planned. The actors get a little bit of freedom, but in the end they have a line they need to follow. In my life, I'm a writer who's been handed a pen but I don't know what to write.
Right now, all I went to do is throw the pen at someone.
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 5:42 am
In thread RP;Raving Sohma Satu: *gives Audric a pat on the back* Creators are horrible sometimes arn't they? [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: gonk -hides in corner of gloom- Raving Sohma Satu: *mutters to himself* Atleast you don't have a stalker girl wanting to jump you! *sigh* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: o_O That's true. Do I even wanna ask? Raving Sohma Satu: Well I can tell you if you want? I'm not trying to keep it a secret or anything [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Okies. -huddles up with popcorn- Raving Sohma Satu: well I was introduced to this girl Cecile at my sisters engagement party. She was looking for piano lessons and since I'm trying to save for collage I said I'd give them to her. Well then she kept following me about at the party. Now whenever she comes to the house she flirts constantly with me and seems to be coming in less and less clothes...it doesn't sound that bad but it's actually getting really annoying *huffy blush* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -rolls eyes- I can't stand girls like that. Perhaps because my parents always taught my sisters never to act that way. But that's neat that your sister's getting married! I've never been to a wedding before. My family isn't the marrying type... :0 Raving Sohma Satu: Yeah i really don't like girls like that either. She's very tiring! X-x Yeah my sisters getting married next week. I'm really excited about it. Escpecially because her husband to be is such a nice guy. It's great to see her happy. [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: I remember once my sister Julie tried to walk out in a bellytop. My dad practically exploded! Tell your sister congrats for me. My oldest brother could possibly get married if he'd stick to one girl >>;;Yeah, I'm kinda trying to do a little plot to spice things up :'D Audric: She's toying with me TT-TT Raving Sohma Satu: Okay I'll make sure to tell her! My parents were the same with my sisters but she somehow got out from under their thumb! I don't know how she did it though but I'm glad to see she got free. One of my other sisters is very...easy...going is the best way of putting it I guess...parents are not amused by that [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: She sounds like my brother! They should not meet o-o It would be craziness-ness! Raving Sohma Satu: Oh god! The amount of demoralising debocuary those two could get up to! I really would rather not think about it! XD NaomiNaomi xD Oh goodness. Poor things...
Hamako: *points* What are they talking about? o.oKaiyumi :'D But plots are fun! Mitsuko: Mm, I'm not really sure. *waves her arm from where she's sitting in hopes that Satu and Audric will notice them*[T]rails of [D]eath Audric: I see you Mitsuko. Want to come in my gloom corner? -sparkle in eye-That sounds welcoming xD Kaiyumi Mitsuko: Gloom corner? o3o *trots over* :333? *beams*:'DD But Mitsuko could care less whether it sounds welcoming or not. [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Company! :'DBe back in a little~ Dinner time 8D NaomiNaomi Hamako: *follows after* This is your boyfriend Mitsuko-chan? o.o Kaiyumi Mitsuko: 8D *hugs Audric* Feeling lonely? o3o
o0o *tilts head at Hamako, and shakes her head* Raving Sohma Satu: *grins* do join us as we complain about our lives! [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Yes ;-; -hug- And who might you be miss? I don't believe we've met before, have we? NaomiNaomi Hamako: I am Hamako...Hamano Hamako. And this...*points to doll in left arm's grip* is Lucas. Nice to meet you. I am a freshman here. Probably why I have met you either. :3 Raving Sohma Satu: *pats Audric* Our lives are quite lame right now. I believe I've met you before Hamako. It's lovely to see you again! ^^ [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Nice to meet you Hamako, and you too Lucas. I love BJDs.
-looks at Satu-
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-tear and pouty face- gonk
Audric: I would rather have a stalker! NaomiNaomi Hamako: *smiles* Great to see you too again Satu! ^^. *pokes at Lucas* Yep, Poppa made him. But I am not too good at making Ball Jointed Dolls...I haven't the craft for it. D8 I want one. ;w; So pretty... Kaiyumi Mitsuko: ...D: *hugs everyone* Cheer up, guys! <3 You're going to make me sad next! [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: I'd be too scared of breaking mine... -imagines broken doll parts on the floor- Disturbing o-O
-looks at Mitsuko-
A flower might help... >3>OMG! Now he's a mooch xD Raving Sohma Satu: Not if you knew the stalker I had! Soul searching would be much better in comparison. Especially since I have a feeling my parents like her very much. Shes going to be my date to my sisters wedding. Even though I sincerly dislike this girl! X----x *pats Mitsuko* I've never seen you sad you know Feanaro I'm afraid that dolls will come alive and stare at meeee. ;-; Like that one Twilight Zone episode. Takumi: What is everyone talking about? o-o[T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -glares at Satu- If you're not careful I'll eat you.He's not joking 8D; Audric: -looks at the newcomer and tilts his head- Have we met? I'm Audric I like your hair.I saw that episode! :'D Kaiyumi Mitsuko: A flower? :3 *offers him one?* And poor Satu-kun. D:
Takumi-kun! Hello!Satu has actually seen Mitsuko sad once. ;D For her grandmother's grave thing. Raving Sohma Satu: >> I doubt you can eat my Audric. I'd like to see you try *sticks his tounge out at him* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Thank you Mitsuko! -turns around and shoves it in Satu's face-Oh my o-o Audric: Eat that! -turns to Mitsuko whines- Satu's being mean to meee!Making enemies 8D;;;;; Feanaro Darn the Twilight Zone. XDD Takumi: I'm not sure if we have. But I'm Takumi. :3 And thank you.
*waves at Mitsuko* Hello! Kaiyumi Mitsuko: D: Hey now, be nice. Both of you. *stands in between Satu and Audric...and stands like, half a head - a head shorter than both of them*
8D How're you, Takumi-kun? Raving Sohma Satu: *eats the flower just to annoy Audric* Yum very tasty. It goes very well with all the angst >> Feanaro Takumi: I'm... great, thanks. What's going on? o_O *blinks at everyone curiously* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Nice to meet you Takumi! :'D
-turns around to Satu-
You horrible flower eater! Raving Sohma Satu: Not my fault. You're the one who shoved it in my mouth. Kaiyumi Mitsuko: ...Satu-kun, I don't think that was very hygienic. .__. Or tasty.
I...I don't actually know, Takumi-kun. 8D;;;;; Raving Sohma Satu: *looks at Mitsuko* But don't you eat other things from the ground? So why is a flower all that bad really. Unless its one of those poisionus ones. [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: ;^; -knows Satu's right but won't give up without a fight-
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Crap >>;; -can't think of a comeback-
-sinks further into gloom corner- Kaiyumi Mitsuko: Well...I suppose. But we didn't even wash that flower. Dx
D: *goes to stand in the gloom corner to brighten it up* Raving Sohma Satu: *sighs and pats Audric* I can try regurgitate it if you wish? I can't promise anything though... [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: No, that's ok. ;-; Raving Sohma Satu: *thinks for a second* Wanna play X's and O's then? [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: o?o You mean tic-tac-toe? Or hugs and kisses o-o; Raving Sohma Satu: Tic-tac-toe. Sorry my sisters all call them X's and O's. Don't know why! *laughs* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Ah! That's what I thought you meant, but I couldn't give up the chance to toy with you >D Sure, why not? Raving Sohma Satu: We can play hugs and kisses if you want *wink* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -death blush followed by a rough elbow to Satu's stomach-
You first! -bats eyelashes- Raving Sohma Because they're both really handsome blonds I really want to get Satu to actually do this. It wouldn't be in his personality though! ;-; Satu: *gets out of piece of paper while holding his ribs* Then here's a kiss *puts a big X in the middle of the grid before smirking at the blushing Audric* NaomiNaomi Hamako: o////////o Oh goodness! How forbidden! *watches from afar* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: You had that coming! -sticks out his tongue and writes an O in the upper left corner-Sorry, I made a milkshake cool Raving Sohma Satu: *laughs while writing an X in the bottom right hand corner* Well come on now it was just to easy! ((inserts a "Your Mom" joke here)) A milkshake eh? Sound quite tasty! cool cool [T]rails of [D]eath Um, milkshakes should be a food group! ninja Audric: -mutters stupid jerk under his breath and scribbles an O in the bottom left corner- I'll show you...Raving Sohma I want one now. But its 2am so I doubt its a good idea to make one... Satu: << I heard that *writes an X in the middle left hand corner* Kaiyumi Mm, milkshakes. 8D <3 Mitsuko: ...Getting competitive over a game of tic-tac-toe. .__.?Raving Sohma Satu: *grins lopsidedly at Mitsuko* I'm very completitive when it comes to childrens games you know! *goes back to concentrating on the 'heated' game* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: I will beat him! -narrows his eyes and writes an O in the middle box at the top- Kaiyumi Mitsuko: *laughs* I see. :3 Mind if I watch? *flops onto her stomach, and props up her head* Raving Sohma Satu: *grins evily and places an X in the middle right hand box* I win! *smirk* Note: Satu was intending to let Audric win the game. But that sentiment got lost when his completitive streak kicked in. Satu: >> No one needs to know the truth [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -slips off his elbows and lets his forehead smack the ground- I can't even win at tic-tac-toe! ;-; -lies face-first on the ground- NaomiNaomi Hamako: *nibbles on some dried cherries* oWo Raving Sohma Satu:...ooops guys cheering up tactic number one didn't work then...now I remember why I started this game in the first place...erm...no hard feelings? [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -remembers his anger and glares at Satu with one uncovered eye- Stupid jerk...-looks over at Hamako and makes a cute face- Cherries? NaomiNaomi Hamako: *offers* Want? owo *clings to Lucas* Kaiyumi Mitsuko: .3.;; *rolls Audric over so he's at least facing up* Raving Sohma Satu: *grumbles* Well I was trying to tell. I can't help it if I get a bit competitive...>> *is angry at Audric for making him feel bad* *mutters after cherry comment* Moodswings much? [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -now on his back, opens his mouth and smiles-What a lazy! xD Raving Sohma Satu: *gets an overwhelming urge to spit in his open mouth but controls himself and instead just glares at the boy for making him feel mean for not letting him win* Not my problem you such at tic-tac-toe >> NaomiNaomi Hamako: *giggles* Here you go Fido! *flicks one in his mouth* Kaiyumi Mitsuko: ...*pats Satu's head* owo NaomiNaomi Hamako: *offers Lucas to Mitsuko* He wants to sit with you. owo Raving Sohma Satu: *looks at Mitsuko* But I did try though...right? [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Yes! -catches the cherry and devours it, all while watching Satu suspiciously-
Thank you Hamako! You're so sweet, unlike most -returns Satu's glare- Oh, you too Mitsuko~ Raving Sohma Satu: It's not my fault you're being such a moodypants today anyway so theres no need to take it out on me. *still wants to spit on him or something but restrains himself* Note: Now you have all seen what happens when you make Satu feel bad. He gets spoilt and pouty and angry. For shame Audric >> NaomiNaomi Hamako: *shakes head* You two are acting so sour. It is making the cherries taste bad. ;w; Apologize to one another. [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -pouts- But Satu's soo much fun to play with! Who knew I could toy with him so much? -evil smile- I like the pouty Satu~
-hops up on his elbows and smiles at Hamako- If I apologize can I have another cherry? Kaiyumi Mitsuko: *grins at Hamako, and puts Lucas beside her carefully* :3 Hello Lucas.
...*pats Satu and Audric's heads* >: Now now guys. You're both usually so nice. ;;; Raving Sohma Satu: *grumble* I'm not apologizing to him. He's being mean to me when I was trying to make him feel better. *sticks tounge out at Audric* Feel special because you're the only person whos seen me like this >> ((Replied to the beach RP and Audric and Satu! In the process of replying to our one Din! =D)) NaomiNaomi Hamako: *clasps hands together* ^_^ Lucas has grown a liking to you Mitsuko-chan! *turns back to the others* You two are too stubborn! No more cherries for either of you. :< *nibbles on some more* dinyana Tarii: >:C -smacks Satu on the head with her book- Satu stop being rude and apologize.
...-smacks Audric on the head with her book- You apologize as well. Both of you are guilty for acting like children. Kaiyumi Mitsuko: *laughs* I'm flattered, Lucas. *pats the doll*
o0o *watches Tarii* ... *applauds and laughs quietly* nPn...:'D Go Tarii! Raving Sohma Satu: *whimper* But I didn't do anything wrong! He's the one in a bad mood. *grumble* Fine I'm sorry I won at tic-tac-toe Audric >> Edit: Replied back Din! ^^ [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: I do feel special! -sticks his tongue out back at Satu-
Oh Hamako no! I want a cherry ;^;
Ouch Tarii! You made me bite my tongue! -clamps a hand over his mouth- Raving Sohma Satu: *looks at Hamako* But I didn't get one in the first place! That's not fair. Glad you feel special Audric >> [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -eyes Satu, but feel light-headed and wants a cherry so he final gives in-
-eyes on the floor- I'm sorry for bringing you down with me Satu. Raving Sohma Satu: *steals a cherry* And I'm sorry I didn't make you feel better...and let my competitivness get in the way of that...even though it was a childs game. Yay cherry! ^^ [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Nah, I've just been in a funk lately -blops down and snags a cherry or two- Nothin' to do with you. Raving Sohma Satu: yeah but I was trying to make you feel better...and instead just got annoying *laughs* Guess that comes from being the youngest huh? I simply can't stand losing. NaomiNaomi Hamako: *clasps her hands together* ^w^ Yey~ See, now isn't that better! [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -nudges Satu with his elbow- Don't worry, in a way you did make me feel better. But one day I'll knock you down and win. I just have to find something to win at 8D
-smiles wide at Hamako- Cherries bring out the best in people~ Raving Sohma Satu: *grins and ruffles Audrics hair* I'd like to see you try. I'm brilliant at all childhood games so you're going to have to pick something other then them. Gotta love cherries! *grins at Hamako* NaomiNaomi Hamako: *smiles cheerfully* Than I should bring more cherries than...That way more people can be happy. :3! *nibbles on another* [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -reaches his hand up and messes up Satu's hair to return the favor- Oh don't you worry, I'll think of something~ -evil wink- NaomiNaomi Hamako: *tilts head* You two are quite close. >w< Raving Sohma Satu: *grins at Hamako* I like the sound of that! *takes another* Hey! *tried to flatten his hair back down* Hum...I'm sure you will >> And I'll just beat you at that! =D [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: -laughs happily at Hamako's comment- I suppose~ -the thought lingered on his brain-
Oh so you're mister perfect then? I'll find your weakness >D Kaiyumi Mitsuko: 8D *does not know what to think about the sudden change, but accepts it readily* NaomiNaomi Hamako: :3 *offers some cherries to Mitsuko* x3 [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Arguing requires work, but being nice is easy 8D -gulps down a few more cherries- Don't worry, I just need some nurishment and I'll be ready to go again if you want >D Raving Sohma Satu: *thinks* hum I guess we are. We;ve been friends for quite a while now huh? *grin* *wink* You know me! I'm the most perfect person ever. I can never do anything wrong *sarcasm* dinyana Tarii:...-sighs- >3> Guys are truly odd...-she knows she sees it that way as a woman but they are acting way too friendly after fighting- Sorry that you bit your tongue, Audric. Wonder how that happens |3~ Raving Sohma Satu: *yawns* Bring it Audric. You know I can take you. *laughs* I get bored of fighting easily. Plus I wasn't that angry in the first place. It's something blonds just cant do! =P [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Oh yes Tarii, how did that happen? -laughing, he'd already forgiven her since he deserved it-
We have! I met you during one of my first days at Ouran. You may not be perfect, but you're my friend 8D
I can't stay mad at others. I'll just go back to sulking when I'm alone xD Raving Sohma Satu: I'm insulted. I get no apology? You hit me too Tarii! ;---; I wasn't in Ouran all the long myself. Hum maybe that's why I'm your friend? *evil smirk* No sulking! Do something you like instead! [T]rails of [D]eath Audric: Don't push your luck Satu! Or I'll drop you like a ton of bricks -evil grin-
Fine, I won't sulk...yet. Nonetheless I should probably be off, got to brush the cherries off my teeth before I go to bed :'D See everyone soon?I must be off now~ Bed is calling me *3* Raving Sohma Satu: >> Push my luck how? I believe this calls for some serious competition! I'm going to go to bed myself. I think I may collapse right here otherwise! ((Going to go to bed myself. It's like 4.30 in the morning. Oh Trails can we actually use this wierd little RP for character development? =D Even if we do break the 4th wall a little? Night night y'all!))
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 7:51 am
Dear Diary;
Today was odd. That's the only word I can think of to describe what just happened. It started out pretty normal; I was sulking by myself in my room until I decided that was just too lame, even for how down I was feeling. So I went out and wandered around for a little until I came across Satu. At first I wasn't too thrilled to see him, but then I reminded myself that I had been out looking for someone. We had a little bit of small talk and he told me about his sister's upcoming wedding. I also learned of a strange girl he has stalked him. Odd, I got a little more upset at the mention of her than I think I should. It was also hard for me to swallow that Satu would be going on a date with her.
But anyway, Mitsuko showed up shortly and so did another girl whom I didn't know. Turns out she's a freshman and her name is Hamako. She's very kind and has a ball-jointed doll named Lucas. Her family creates the doll, which is very cool. For a while everyone just talked and I was a bit, um...moody, probably isn't a strong enough word. But having Satu present in light of my current circumstances fried my brain a little bit. Luckily I had the girls there to settle me down a little bit. I do feel bad though, because I took out some of my frustration on them; mainly Satu. I'm not proud to say a shoved a flower in his face, which sounds incredible lame now.
Someone else new came in, Takumi, but he didn't stay for long. Then, this is the oddest part of this crazy ordeal, Satu tried to cheer me up with a game of tic-tac-toe. It's a pretty cute and little gesture now that I think about it, but there was some misunderstanding. Somehow hugging and kissing came into play, which made me question if fate was doing this to me on purpose as a mean joke. But this whole crazy thing did help me in a way. When Satu made the joke, I glanced around at everyone wandering who I would play that game with. I didn't like the answer, but somehow it didn't suprise me. But this thing isn't over yet. I've still got a little more searching to do before I come to any conclusions. Afterall, my life is pretty crazy right now and nothing is as it seems anymore.
I don't think I would have made it through the whole thing if it wouldn't have been for Hamako and her dried cherries! Now if you'll excuse me, it's time for me to pass o- I mean go to bed.
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 7:52 am
Dear Diary;
So much has been happening lately I've forgotten to write down the ordinary, everyday stuff I'm been doing. Instead I've only been writing the stuff that involves drama or me acting crazy. I guess that's all I could think of when I was lying unable to sleep at night. But now that the ordinary, everyday stuff has become kind of huge, I have to write about it.
A few months ago, with nothing else to do, I decided to take an acting class. For a couple of weeks I went reguarly to the class, which is held at my parents' theater. To bring in more support and revenue, they've started holding the classes at nights while there are no performances going on. Of course they're not held in the main room, since there's always something important going on in there, but we do get a pretty nice stage with plenty of lighting and fantastic props. I didn't think I was too good or anything, since I'd only been to a couple of classes, but one day after practice a guy in a black suit came up to me. I thought he was slightly shady at first, but it turned out he was a director and wanted me to perform in his upcoming play. Why on earth a director would dress in a plain black suit is beyond me, but that's pretty much all he wears. Needless to say I was shocked stupid and it took me a minute or two before I could answer. In that time, he told me he would be directing the play version of Oscar Wilde's book, The Picture of Dorian Gray. I haven't actually read the book before, but of course I knew the story. The story takes off with Dorian being the subject of a painting. He wishes for the painting to age instead of him, and his wish is granted. Then he starts to commit terrible acts, each which disfigures the picture. It's not the most uplifting of stories, but it does have a good message. The man, Goro Takahashi, told me he thought I was perfect for the role of Dorian Gray, the doomed lead role.
So here I am now. Shortly after our little chat, I started rehearsing with the rest of the cast. It felt strange to tranfer so quickly from a small acting class to a big performance. Afterall, the play would be performed on the main stage. The first time I stepped out on that stage I felt like a tiny little fish lost in the big ocean. But the kindness of the rest of the cast and the speed at which we needed to perfect the play wouldn't allow me to feel that way for long. I worked such long hours most days everyday the only thing I had time for was sleep; even then I was still exhausted. After I mastered the routine, I wondered how I lived before the play. But as the opening date draws ever closer, I can't help but feel a twinge of nerves ball up in my stomach. One part of me longed to be under the bright lights again, but another part of me didn't want to screw up the performance.
Despite my best instincts, I invited Satu to opening night. He's one of my best friends and I want him there, but I dearly hope I can impress him with an exciting performance. Hopefully everything will be better after this play is over. As much as I love the stage, it is a whirlwind experience that requires all your attention. With all I've been going through lately, it's been nearly impossible to deal with my every changing feelings and the demanding rehearsals. Soon I'll be able to concentrate more closely on myself.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 8:58 am
Dear Diary;
I did it! I really did it...
I got my ear pierced! I'm not really sure how the idea first popped into my head, but for the past month or so I've been in a fierce debate with myself over whether or not to get it done. I was always slightly jealous of my sisters as a kid, because my parents let them get their ears pierced, but I never told my parents this. Honestly, I never mentioned it to them because up until now I was deathly scared of anything remotely sharp. So the second I saw the little device they used to poke the holes in your ears, I was scared stiff.
But recently, things have changed. I'm not quite sure exactly what changed, but something has. So a couple of days back, while I was lying on my bed doing some math, I just decided to close my book and leave. I was determined to break my boring, normal routine and do something different. Well, having a hole in your ear is pretty different, isn't it?
After making my plans, I put on a pair of shoes and hopped out the door. I didn't have a lot of money on me at the time, so I silently hoped this wouldn't be too expensive. There's a busy street almost right across from the school that has more shops than a mall, so I started searching around for a shop that would do the procedure.
It only took five minutes or so of walking around until I saw a store-front window with the words 'Ear Piercings' written in large, pink letters on it. After swinging the door open, I almost charged right back out of the store. All around me were racks full of bright pink and purple necklaces with flowers hanging from them. Not to mention all the female employees were giving me an odd look. Finally, after a tense few moments, one girl with two blond pigtails hopped over to me and asked if I needed any help.
Be strong, I told myself. Just because this is obviously a shop for young girls doesn't mean you can't get your ear pierced here.
Um, I'd like to get my ear pierced, I told her quietly. The second I said this, the girl started squealing and her pigtails started bouncing up and down. Then she lead me over to a cabinet so I could choose which piercing I'd like to start out with. Luckily, there were as any non-girlie ones as pink, flowery ones. Since I wanted to get out of the store as soon as possible, I choose a normal, black earring with a small chain that went up and hooked (without a hole!) to the top of the ear.
Honestly, I think I blacked out or something from the actual piercing because the next thing I remember I was on my bed with a hole in my ear. My wallet still had all my money in it, but I think the girls at the store 'forgot' to charge me. They were nice, but a I'm not sure pigtails are my thing.
Anyway, I guess I should go show everyone my new piercing. My ear's still red, so I think I'll sleep that off first.
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