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 Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 10:05 pm
"You can't replace something. That isn't in that same level. She was my mother..."
He went silent. She couldn't replace a mother. Then why would he feel for her and then not his mother. If she left. That pain would come back but when his mother died. There was no tears. No feeling. But his bright blue pelt started to fade to this ugly color green blue. The marking of the grave. Having to deal with looking at that hill and remembering his falling from it. Again. And Again. Thats what hurt him. He couldn't save her.
He turned and looked at her; some hurt.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 10:11 pm
 She stopped when he said it was his mother. That pain in her chest lessened, but it was still there. She never had a mother...well, one that she could remember. Maybe her mother abandoned her when she saw her grotesque her daughter was. But it did explain why he was hurt by looking at this grave.
She turned back to look at him and saw the pain in his eyes and she wanted to do something...anything, to make that pain go away, even if it meant taking it on herself.
She turned herself and she slowly made her way back to him and she brought her paws up to stroke at his cheeks, looking into his eyes. The pain in her chest lessened, but it was replaced with that warm feeling she didn't have a word for yet.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 10:38 pm
When her paws touched his cheeks. He calmed down. To his uncaring mood. Her presence was filling to him. What he had lost. He wasn't sorry for. He'd mourn his mother even if he couldn't feel anything. But to have someone say I love you... then because you couldn't love them they kill themselves. It wouldn't cause one to mourn?
His body collapsed again. He could not feel. His body inflicted this to make him realize this would be in pain if he had just thought about it and felt it in his own mind. "I'm a mess." He said after his head slammed to the ground.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 10:50 pm
She continued to rub at his cheeks, but had to move out the when he when collapsed, so he would fall on her. She went and laid beside him, rubbing his hair gently and she nuzzled his cheek, "You may be a mess....but I am far from perfect....and I lo-like you this way...." she said.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:08 pm
"Like me this way.... heh." He turned to face her with merely his head since his body would now refuse to move for a little time. He softly nuzzled her nose. "Well you have no flaws that I could count...? Then... you'd be called flawless. Perfect." Giving a definition of her being not flawed. At all, her being next to him took courage and care.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:12 pm
She cuddled herself close to his large body, nuzzling him still. She shook her head a little when he called her perfect. Flawless. "I am not really. Not many seem to want to be around me for long, scared that because I bleed that I might hurt them." she said softly.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:21 pm
"Even if you bleed on me. It doesnt mean its a flaw really. You, there wouldnt be any chance of you hurting someone." He nodded and felt her cuddle to him. A warm feeling came over him.
"...I don't feel pain.. when inflicted. So if any.. you could inflict it on me.." Jayce did that to him. But he didn't feel it any. If she were to mad and didnt know what to do. She could hit him. That wasn't a problem.
"Heh. And i'll be around. So if they don't want you... you could always come here."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:36 pm
"I like it here....because you are here...." she whispered and she closed her eyes. Maybe that is what love was? Not seeing the flaws in others and accepting everything about them, even what others would deem abnormal? If that was the case, did she love him? And did he love her?
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 12:12 am
Liking her here as well. Wanting her to stay is just the same. Though. His careless adittude he had before. Was not the same as now. If she left now. It would make a hole in him. Like the other had dobe. Wuoldnt be sad about. It would just leave that empty space.
He lent over a little and licked her nose then at her cheeks. "... That isn't a reason to stay though...for some. Like me." He nuzzled her softly. He had to do it. It was a reaction. Nothing particularly felt about it... but it made him feel better to do this to her.
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 12:15 am
"It is reason enough for me....I feel at peace when I am here....and I feel....whole....when I am with you..." she whispered, nuzzling him back gently.
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 12:21 am
"I cant argue with you..." He sighed. "I feel the same. You bring life back to the dead yea know... something that can't be done so easily... " He calmed to what he was about to say. His swung his tail under hers; still moving quite a bit before stopping. Now to rest.
"You'll be my flower maiden tomorrow."
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 12:30 am
She smiled lightly, the warm feeling in her chest increasing, "I guess you could call me the walking dead..." she said softly. When he said she would be his flower maiden, she blinked slowly, "What is a flower maiden?" she whispered in her question.
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 12:48 am
"A flower maiden..." He moved to look up at the stars. "A flower maiden... You'll be my flower arranger. I'll have to teach you if you don't know already... Only if you want to be of course. I don't have a problem with you just staying in the house... or you going off with your sister..."
He chuckled as she called herself the walking dead. "I'll have to remember that name and call you it sometimes... If you gave the same to yourself." His tail flipped; looking at the lit sky of bright stars. He hadn't seen them for quite a while; only when his younger sis was seen day or night. She was a walking night sky all the time. The stars looked more brighter in the sky though; especially laying next to Morgy...
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 6:38 am
She looked at him the entire time when he explained what he meant and she smiled softly. He looked so morbidly handsome looking up at the stars. "I would like to be your flower maiden then, I am glad I could help in some way." she whispered softly, looking to the stars.
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 6:36 pm
He tried to cover the moon with his paw; he couldnt but he smiled in a sad way; then careless. "Maybe we could even ask Beatrice to dress you.. or Chi.. in something more of flowers. That would be fun i believe ..for you. " He looked at her.
"But I wouldn't want you to carry dead bodies. It isnt right. So you could do flower arranging... Maybe even a dance to honor the dead?" He asked then looked up at the moon.
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