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"Thhey Knew Tommy, Thhey knew whhat thhat shhit would do to me and thhey ssstill did it, thhey sssstill did it to me, beccausssse they ccould do it...Beccaussssse thhey wanted to makke me a fucckkingg Monssster Tommy, Thhey wanted to sssee if thhisss chhangge would kill me or not" Victor said, not even noticing the smell of blood on the batman's breath, but Victor's mind was winding down an emotional spiral, and going down fast.

"Yessss Tommy....I'm sssccarred...I'm more fucckkingg sssccarred than I everr been..,I don't want to die, But I can't live like thhissss Tommy... I Can't...." Victor lowered his head, and let Tommy go, settling down on the ground, breaking down, and finally letting the tears start to fall from his eyes.

Victor let out a hard choked sound and jerked foward at the Bat-man's touch, but he hardly moved anywhere, the protruding limbs from his back twitching and jerking. His thoughts were a scrambled mess between anger, self pity, self destruction and hopelessness. Victor knew Tommy was his friend, maybe his only real friend on the island, probably the only person Victor could put his complete trust in. But Tommy's words sounded more like something Richard would say, about how the Ivory tower would fall.

"Doessssn't matterr Tommy, itssss going to lassst forreverr forr me, to whhateverr end, I'm trrapped in a Nigghhtmarre, in my own little hhell, and Itsss my body"

"Whhat do you mean?" Victor asked with a hiss, what was the Batman talking about? whatever it was it caught the lizardman's attention, briefly drawing his thoughts away from his problems. "Tommy, don't be doingg anythhingg ssstupid, I ccouldn't deal withh thhe labssss locckkingg you up or worrsssse"

Victor turned his head to look up at Tommy, looking the Vampire man over with his reptile's eye. "I thhinkk you'rre thhe only rreal frriend I ggot hherre"

Victor was silent as he listened to Tommy, finally getting himself together enough to turn himself around to really face and look at the Bat man, his concern shifting slowly from just himself to his friend as well. It took some conscious effort, but Victor drew that large tongue back into his second mouth and held it closed.

"I Trrusssst you Tommy, but whhat do you mean acct differrennt? You...you arren't ggoingg to end up like thhat psssycchhoticc pairr out in the junggle" Victor's second mouth fell open again, the tongue flicking out a moment, it was difficult to focus on keeping one mouth shut while the other spoke, with how twisted his body was, his mind felt like a pretzel, his emotions like a rollercoaster. He was afraid of himself, and of what Tommy might be planning to do, and of what might happen to the bat man if he got caught doing it.

"whhateverr you ggot planned...wait Tommy, thhinkk, plan, wait and worrkk...and worrkk ssslow. You migghht be able to trry ssssomethhingg Rrambo, but not all of ussss can fend for thhemssselvesss. I don't even kknow if I ccan reacchh thhe food in thhe ccafe anymorre"

"I'll sssstill worrrry Tommy" Victor said quietly, looking down at the dirt of the ground beside him, studying it. What was Tommy going to do? Victor wanted to know, but the Bat man wasn't going to tell him. the lizardman was already afraid, and this only made that feeling worse, and angry again.

"Fine, do whhat you need to do, but if you ggo and vanisssh forr ggood, or end up in thhe grraveyarrd..." Victor stopped there and shook his large head trying to push the thought from his head. "I jusssst ccan't deal withh thhissss alone anymorre"

Victor was still doubtful about whatever Tommy was doing, but....the batman seemed confident and determined, and gave Victor some hope that Tommy wouldn't get himself killed trying something.

"Alrrigghht Tommy....Alrrigghht....jusssst kkeep sssafe, whhateverr you do"
Victor shifted his body, looking up at Tommy, what to do now? slowly thinking to himself, before something making itself known to him: hunger.

"Ccan you hhelp me to thhe Ccafe...I thhinkk I need ssssomethhingg to eat"

"Jussst hhold thhe doorr Open" Victor said as he forced himself back up on all his legs, having to slowly move, one limb at a time to keep from tripping over himself, but still occationally falling over, but managing. One Goal at a time....which now was to get food. "thhey need to fix thhe doorrssss, make it eassssierr.." Victor sighed, talking more to himself than Tommy.
"fix my duplexs...gget rrid of sssomethhinggsss I don't need anymorre...."

Food, food, food. That was the entire new focus for Victor to concentate on, to try and drown out the other things bubbling though his mind.
"Thhankssss" Victor said as Tommy got the door open, and the lizardman scuttled himself inside, tripping as he worked himself inside, letting out a small curse as his tail hanged outside a moment before he dragged the rest of himself inside, keeping himself low to the ground, stumbling over the tile floor as he made his way to the foodline, looking back to see if the batman had followed him in or kept outside because of the bright light, but then looked at the foodline, the railing looked just so much higher than it did before, but he still had to try and get something.

The lizardman got as close as he could to the rail before sitting up on his back legs, reaching to try and grab ahold of it, but, Victor was unprepared for the weight of the legs on his back, which shifted his balance, and Victor fell backwards, landing hard and cried out as it felt like one of his arms had been twisted the wrong way.

"Ohh Fucckk! " Victor groaned as he rolled ono his side and then his belly, the large leg on his back throbbing with pain, he wasn't sure if he broke it or not, and just laid there