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PostPosted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 12:03 pm


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Diary
24th May 2007
Looking back, expecting hope.


Entry
So I'm sitting here, twiddling my thumbs and wondering where life will take me (which is what everyone probably does at some stage in their life). Ever since -- that project, life has seemed to never pause in it's strain against me. The wrath and the consequence of what I got myself into will haunt me forever.

It's very probable that I'll be sitting, just twiddling my thumbs for the rest of my life. I don't blame myself though, I only blame the fact that anything that has happened to me is never resolved without the sacrifice of something that I have worked for. I become very sad, looking back on what could have been.

But I've moved on from that now. I will not let the consequence of what happened on that specific assignment plague me to death. It will not eat away at me, because it was not entirely my fault. As the other members of my group paid the ultimate sacrifice for what they had achieved; their lives.

I'm the sole bearer to everything that they worked for.

And I sit here, with a pile of notes titled in big red, bold letters.

CLASSIFIED

And I think of the years of work, bloodshed, hate, tears, pain, sweat and risk that went into compiling that piece of work.

And without a second thought I burn it. And I move on with my life.


She looked into the fire with longing eyes, the note dissolving rapidly as the flames wreathed and bound itself around the classified piece of information. It marked a new beginning for her, she had a feeling it would take her life to get her life back on track; albeit so, she would make a good attempt of it.

Getting rid of the information was the first step forward success and new hope.

"Goodbye Eva." Her eyes lit up, and she smiled softly, if not fondly.
PostPosted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 9:42 am


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20th December 2007
Looking forward, new beginnings.


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It's nearing Christmas, and as I listen to the jovial crackle of the radio as it belts out it's top Christmas tunes I sit to myself contently (I admit, quite sadly) and ponder back on a quiet year. It's been an opportunity to get to know myself a bit better, but it's been a time of deep thought.
It's snowing outside, and it's desperately cold. New work has presented itself and I'm quite positive I can more on and work at trying to better my position. I haven't put any Christmas decorations up yet, it's too sad to spend it alone this year; or even to consider it alone. It's just going to be another day I guarantee it will pass, just like the past seven months; without thought for me.
I dislike being alone, but I dislike even being stronger to admit I dislike the fact I dislike being alone. It's a bit of a petty thing, to try and maintain this rapport of high authority, happiness, and content with my life.
But only if they knew. Christmas is a time for love, sanctuary and family. Where is my love, where is my sanctuary, and where is my family?

Lost in the passing of time I have no doubt.

Let it snow, and let it remind me of the past. Let it remind me of a carefree past with a loving family and stable relationships. Let it remind me of Christmas dinner and the giving of gifts.

Merry Christmas. *Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow*


Eva passed her hand over the page, and sighed to himself; reflecting on the disjoint of thought, and structure. Much a suitable reflection of her mind, and him. Eva, a woman of lost pride and hope; Eva, a disjointed mess.
She stood up quietly and slipped the chair underneath the table, flicking the diary shut with a shaking hand.

The fire flickered in the corner of the room, it's warmth radiating and bringing a smile to his lips.
"Merry Christmas indeed," she mentioned, swinging her coat and scarf around her; and leaving the house with no glance back - out into the grasp of the frost, and into the blanket and security of the fleece of snow.

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PostPosted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 10:36 am


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"So Christmas has come and gone, and whilst I retain the misfortune of an unlimited supply of chocolates and plenty of drink--" she was speaking on the phone, a rather gossipy event taking place between the wires. "Minute on the lips, lifetime on the hips!" Eva repeated the whining bat on the other end, smiled calmly, bid them a nice day and hung up.
She swirled, faced the dishwasher and nodded. It just had to be emptied, however boring a task, however much it wouldn't match the action, being with Dr. Quinn, or being where her heart desired as she knew that world was far behind her.

She wasn't going to die after all, the world would not diminish and light would repent. It had been an interesting turn of events and the unearthly world of Gaia had subsidized for her residence. <******** you Quinn," she smirked, looking up as the roof crackled above her, rain lashing angrily. "******** you January," she laughed, examining her hips, and cursing again. Would she actually have to commit to a New Year's Resolution? Abide by some sort of plan, a regime of fitness to maintain elegance, beauty and integrity?
She slipped the dishwasher shut and roped her thick brown hair behind her.

Eva's attire was regular today, she wore a basic black top, and a pair of charcoal jeans and flats. January was regular, too regular in fact. It didn't require much celebration outside the matter of her birthday, which was fast approaching. Oh, who was to buy her a gift this year? Would Quinn magnificently turn up on her doorstep and grant her her wish? A magnificent turn of events by any standards, unfounded and fantastical.

Maybe she'd look for a job, treat herself for something nice or just --

Wait, what the hell was that green thing in the dishwasher? She wrestled with the handle and pulled it back out. Luckily, it had caught her eye at least. A little green speck, in the corner of her eye, she swore; but alas, not there anymore. <********, give up drink perhaps?" She grappled her bottle of vodka and laughed heartily, swigged a little and belched like a pig.

"I'm disgusting," she admitted, almost a matter-of-fact proudness consumed her in her stance, as eyes wandered around the kitchen; the elusive green blob would not escape her! It was not fantastical as much as Quinn was, or she believed him to be.
The fridge was open again, milk splashing out of it's carton and down onto the floor. Being the tyrant she was, she marched toward it with some selfish vendetta against the milk carton. "What are you playing at --- you... you!" Eva's eyes spun in their sockets as she slipped, falling back onto her back with a loud crack; sour milk dripping down onto her face.

"Disgusting, absolutely disgusting," her London accent prevailing. "I really should have bought some new milk, maybe it got fed up of it waiting for me to throw it out, and decided it was going to do it itself, yes, that's about right." She lay still.

A rumble omitted from the fridge. It was thundering towards her, or at least above her. And it rolled, and rolled, and rolled, and then fell.
Hurtling down toward her, she opened her eyes and recoiled in terror --- BAM!

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