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 Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:04 pm
I would think you know what I would mean when I say 'fortunate'.. Well. if you don't~ Than that's allright. The male logic is hard to comprehend at times." Giving her a small chuckle. It amazed Kai at times when the female and male mind could be so similar, and yet so vastly different. But than there was the differences between both of the genders too. Kai much preferred females over males as females proved to be of a greater company than men. But it wasn't as if Kai didn't appreciated his male aquaintaces either. He had quite a few friends~
With a humorous look on his face, regardless of the subject about a distasteful soquili, ".. I suppose.. Although If I was an owner.. I'd be working on improving his attitude.." He remarked. "..But than again, I suppose that humans can't tell what a soquili is like since they can't actually communicate.. you know? But I'm not a human, so I wouldn't know." As Kai considered the issue. What would he be like if he was a human? But whatever. Why would he bother talking about something if it was never going to happen?~ Oh well.
"There's nothing wrong with humans if you don't think there is." As he offered her a affectionate smile. But he took care to avoid the subject. He didn't like to discuss his past with anyone, if he could help it. Kail often has wondered the same thing.. Why Kai has such dislike for humans. Obviously, He could see that both Nixsi and Kail liked humans.. but that didn't mean that he has to start liking them.. And he didn't feel like particularly talking about his past with anyone either.
"Well. I don't know -why- opposites attract either, but it always seems to happen." He pondered, thoughtfully. "I guess.. that the other must intrigue the person that they become closer.. or something?" Kai said, both perplexed and puzzled at the issue.
"Only God knows why." As he shrugged it off. But noticing the slight blush, and her adverted gaze.. Kai took some pleasure in the issue. What would happen if... Well he wuold find out wouldn't he?
"Hey Nixsi..?" He said, a bit questioningly but if one listened closer.. There was a hint of amusement.
[ Heh heh. x33 Nixsi seems like a very fun mare. <33 But if we were to make them life mates.. And they ever got a breeding slot.. Would you open to the idea that Xaki would recieve one basket if there were 3? I Because Xaki has yet to own her own soquili. ;OO ]
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 12:38 pm
Nixsi blinked for a moment before shrugging her shoulders; sometimes even if she understood something she would question it just to confirm her thoughts. She would rather make sure she understood something completely then make an assumption upon a subject. Nixsi listened intently to Kai; curious to get more of an insight upon his views of human kind. "Well... I suppose it would be in Demon's benefit for a change in attitude; however, Polar And Cheryl don't have the time to work towards correcting Demon's behavior. They have a large family to care and provide for an we are fortunate to have them to look after us." The mare pondered for a second more before continuing. "And even if they attempted to spend time adjust Demon's disposition; there's no guarantee that they would be successful. Demon is rather stubborn and narrow minded..." Nixsi gave her blue tail a swift flick. "I think the humans may be able to comprehend some of our thoughts by our actions... Maybe that is a stretch though. You are right... we can't communicate and for some strange reason we weren't meant to be able to I don't think." But why not? Nixsi couldn't help but ask herself. Some creatures could understand one another; but others couldn't... Why was it so? The mare shook her head to concentrate once again upon different matters Kai had begun to address. She frowned. "Really? ... Always?" Nixsi didn't think it was possible that couples were always those that just mirrored each other in an opposite fashion; she could be wrong though. She gave a curt nod of her head. "Yes; I mean... It would be rather dull to meet someone who thought exactly as you did... wouldn't it?" Nixsi was starting to become lost thinking about the subject. There was so many 'what if' that could be asked. "God..." She repeated quietly; hoping the stallion hadn't heard her mumbling. Polar didn't believe in god and therefore the issue of 'God' was rarely mentioned or even thought of in their family. Nixsi sighed before quickly looking at the stallion. "Yes Kai?" She answered rather hastily; and in a drastic attempt to salvage the situation she coughed lightly. Another rosy blush appeared upon her white cheeks that she was unable to hide.
{{I enjoy RPing her; and this RP is very amusing I must admit. <3 And of course; that's fine. Cheryl and I would just co-own our basket, you can have one and Xaki can have one or whatever works; Cheryl and I are lax. ^_^ <3}}
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 1:49 pm
"Your family is huge." He nodded agreeably. "It may be better that you have three people to take care of that herd." He remembered snatches of a conversation where Kail had complimented on a family (practically) a herd owned by three people. He had no doubt, that it was probably Nixsi's family. But he still couldn't imagine being owned by -any- humans, no matter their personality. He always thought of a human as chains. Unfortunately, Kai didn't like to be chained down.
He had often heard of others remarking that the was an unusual sort and unpredictable soquili. Sometimes, He couldn't agree more. He could be friendly, and the next minute he could be cold. He spoke the truth and yet not the truth. He fit the situation to whatever would suit his purposes. There was a lot more to Kai, than the averagely smart but overly flirtatious rake that others saw him as. But as long as they didn't realize that there was a calculating mind underneath.. it was fine with him to assume the 'rake' persona. Not that he didn't enjoy it all together. It was an entertaining facade~
"I think it's perfectly fine just to communicate with other soquilis." Shrugging his mane off to one side. His gaze was focused on some other part of the land however. "If need be, Body language can be used to communicate with humans. I don't think it really matters one way or another." Displaying his indifferent attitude to the situation, suddenly.
"But there are better topics to be discussing about instead of humans." He mused. "Like this." As he gave her a unsuspecting mare a small kiss. 'Mwah." Giving her a cheerful grin. She really was adorable with her blushes and naiveté~
( That's wonderful. <33 Than I'm perfectly fine with the arrangements. ;3 Although Nixsi may have to work on Kai. Because you can see that Kai likes his freedom. n__n <33 )
Do you possible think we could try get Ameh or DLF as the breeder if they ever do open slots? <3 Anyone would be fine however. n_n
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 2:10 pm
Nixsi considered Kai's suggestion for a few moments. "That actually.... seems like a rather splendid idea." The mare hesitated though before continuing... "You... You don't have a human companion do you?" Her voice quavered a bit; afraid that Kai would be upset with her for asking such a question when he seemed to have such a strong dislike toward humans. She inhaled deeply; steadying herself for what she was preparing to ask next. "Well.. What I meant to ask was; if you do have a human that is. Would they perhaps be interested in becoming a part of the family? Polar and Cheryl could use the extra help I assume and you... well... if you wanted to... you could become a part of our family too..." Nixsi was so embarrassed; she knew how badly she was fumbling over her words and wouldn't blame him for outright saying no to everything she was henceforth asking and such. She inwardly groaned at her own stupidity. "It's nice having a large family; there is always someone to talk to and to keep you company." The mare tried to finish her rambling on a strong note; and she was rather surprised how well she ended that. Nixsi frowned at him slightly; having a somewhat different opinion than the stallion. That's what makes a person an individual... She assured herself. Her ears perked up suddenly. "Better topics? Such as?" The prospect of an discussing an entirely new subject with Kai seemed intriguing; however she was not prepared for what he did next. Nixsi stood, slightly horrified; not because the stallion had kissed her, but because she had no clue how to react. She felt her face growing excessively hotter by the second before she caught the smug looking grin upon his face. Slowly; she let her lips curve upward into a smile and she giggled lightly at Kai before nudging his face affectionately with her muzzle.
{{Hehe sweeet. >D I always love a good Soquili romance. <3 And she'll try her best~ ;D
Oh god yes. I'd prefer to have either Ameh of DLF color their breedings cause they did Kai and Nixsi. Hopefully we'll aim to get one next month when the colorists start opening five slots each for breeding or something? ^.^ <3}}
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 2:35 pm
At Nixsi's odd words, Kai gave a little laugh. They both knew that she was rambling a little.. But it wasn't as if Kai minded. It was cute~ Regardless. Placing his forehead against hers, partially to silent her but it was also a gesture of intimacy. "No.. I don't have one. My friend Kail has one however who has offered to take me in.." His voice trailing off slightly.
"But I'll think about the offer.. Although I can't guarentee anything." As he took the thought into some consideration. He hadn't promised or anything remotely similar to a promise to a mare for a long long time now. He usually avoided it when possible.. But it was something about this mare, that was so intriguing. Sometimes, he felt as if he couldn't stop himself.
But a question lingered in the back of his mind. "Why did it feel that this innocent mare could even make him feel like a good guy while also being a bag guy?" He had wondered silently. Chuckling slightly at the idea, Kai knew better. He had committed too much sins to be 'innocent' whilst this little one would remain without blood stained on her hands. But she would never need to have known.
Surprised by the affectionate nuzzle however, "If you keep dong that darling, you won't know what your tempting yourself into." His warning playful but serious at the same time. He knew that he overtowered her by a head in height.. But it wasn't as if their heights were a problem or anything. In fact, she complimented him, pretty well.
( I love doing romance RP's. heart But.. sometimes. The other person thinks I'm wierd. ;;
And yep~ ;D only if they -do- open slots however. D; )
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 2:47 pm
Nixsi subdued her urge to jerk her head away from his; never having really gotten close to a stallion before. However, it felt nice; they foreheads pressed against one another’s. She felt oddly contented and gave out a sigh. "Sorry..." Nixsi released with a shallow breath; not meaning to put him in an awkward position or anything. She felt relieved at least when he mentioned that he's consider what she had asked; yet nodded her head in understanding upon his next brief statement. The stallion said no more and a period of silence followed and Nixsi began to stare as Kai's eyes; noticing the beautiful emerald color of them. The mare stared at him; confused and wondering what he meant. "Is that a bad thing?" She raised her eyebrow ever so slightly and smiled at Kai; intrigued. Nixsi brushed her cheek against his; leaving it there resting against his.
{{Rofl; I'm not like that don't worry. <3 I'm a spazzy, giddy little kid right now rofl. I keep like squealing! 'Aww they are so cute!'
Pfft. I'll yell at DLF and Ameh to open some! >D <33}}
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 3:09 pm
"No need to be sorry." As he nuzzled her, nickering. Meanwhile grazing his lips against her cheek. She had no need to be sorry for anything. It wasn't like she forced him to do anything. All she did was ask. What was the harm in that? She shouldn't have to feel bad. But at the moment, he didn't feel like talking about humans. Perhaps more about themselves? Giving Nixsi a stare, "I suppose.." His voice low. "That if you don't know what I mean, Than I take it that you've haven't been with another stalion?" Tipping his head to the side, both amused and curious.
But he also seemed to be having some trouble. It was easy to get lost in those innocent eyes of hers.. Luckily, he could control -most- of his self-control.. Since he learned to do so a long time ago. "Than this.. would be your first kiss, is it not?" But he didn't give her time to answer as he enveloped her within his embrace regardless of the fact that he was also giving her a second kiss. It was sweet, yet slow a one as he also tasted her.
Kai was also confident of the fact that he was quite skilled in the arts of love.. Although he usually had no responsibility attached to the situation. Most of the time, Both sides agreed that there would be pleasure but no obligations attached.
But he didn't think that Nixsi would take well to a particular arrangement like that.. But he would worry later. He was enjoying it in the meantime.
(If you start getting uncomfortable. Please tell me. <33 But they are cute. :'D)
And I wouldn't have the nerve to do that to amy. <3 She's probably kill me. ;D;;;;
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 3:31 pm
"Alright." She murmured lightly in response; inwardly smiling as his lips touched her cheek. Nixsi felt odd under his gaze as he questioned her. "No... I haven't." She responded coyly; wondering if he thought it as a bad thing that she hadn't been with a stallion before. Nixsi gazed into his eyes; noticing he was doing the same. She opened her mouth to answer his question; but was instantly prevented from doing so. Emotion spread throughout Nixsi; and... it felt natural and right. She closed her eyes; enjoying the moment for what it was worth. Based on what Kai had said however; she assumed that he had been with at least one mare to say the least. Nixsi wondered how they compared to her for a second; assuming them all to have much better qualities than she would ever have. Worry filled her for a second; then a few assuring thoughts entered her mind. I hope he really likes me... He wouldn't be kissing me if he didn't... right? What was this between them? A spark? Or was it something more...
{{xD You're fine but I'll let you know. <3
;~; That makes me sound mean!}}
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 3:51 pm
(( Oops! ;; Sorry! Didn't mean it that way. D; Usually, I'd try to ask for breeding slots but sometimes. She seems so indifferent that it scares me. ;O; Since I don't like getting others annoyed or mad. >W<;;
I admire that you can yell at the both of them. 8D;; <3 *too scared to do so*))
Kai withdrew after a long moment. "So how was it?" Teasing her playfully, while whispering into her ear. "I suppose I'm not bad?" He didn't make a further attempt at love-making as he knew that he needed to withdraw before his self-control started to crumble. It would seem that Nixsi aroused his desires far too much. She didn't quite realize what she was getting herself into.. And Kai didn't want to hurt her if he didn't have serious intentions towards the mare.
He had been with other mares.. But she was different. His playful demeanor suddenly vanished as he realized that.
Embracing her for a few moments, "What about you.. makes it so different?" He said.. It -seemed- to be a question adverted to Nixsi but only partially. His eyes were filled with emotions of sadness and longing as he moved away from her.
He trotted a few steps away, to stare into the dark night sky. He would have needed to push her away before she came too close.. And he was in a dangerous situation as he already let her come too close to the door.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 4:15 pm
Nixsi blushed and grinned broadly at Kai; avoiding answering his question. The mare expelled a light breath by his ear before whispering gently, "Not bad at all." The mare felt so out of place; yet she was content and curious with her own actions for the moment. She heard his words yet frowned; unable to comprehend what the stallion meant. "Makes what so different?" She asked curiously. Suddenly the mare felt empty as he withdrew from her and the distance between them separated by a few paces. What was going on? They were happy and content with one another just a few seconds ago... At least Nixsi had been. Why was he moving away? "Kai..." She exhaled. Wanting to call him back to her; to do something... "What's wrong?" A hurt voice escaped her lips. Nixsi desperately wanted to know what she had done wrong. She was bad... that must be it. She was bad... She had no idea how, or what at; but she kept telling herself that she was bad. If she wasn't bad; he wouldn't have pulled away from her.
{{xD Lol it's ok! And lol really? o:}}
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 4:37 pm
"It's not you. Don't worry about that." As he looked back, with a friendly smile on his face. "You remind me alot of somebody is all." As he headed back to her.
Unfortunately, he didn't notice the dissapointment in Nixsi's face. But after a few minutes to clam himself down, he turned around to face Nixsi. He was thankful that she didn't pry into his private business. But he couldn't help but notice the fallen look on her face.. and he couldn't forget her hurt voice. "Is there something wrong?" His voice, worried. He didn't mean to hurt her.. But often, he couldn't control his mood changes. He didn't have problems emotionally until after the 'incident'.
"Listen Nixsi.. The only reason I withdrew is that.." He started. "You don't know what your getting yourself into." He said. "I don't want to continue on this path.. Because my intentions aren't well." It was only a a partial reason.. but enough to suffice in the current situation.
"I'm not honorable.. and if we happened to take this path. I'm not the kind of guy who'll see it towards the end." His gaze focused on the ground.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 5:17 pm
Despite Kai's words; the mare couldn't help but worry. Surely she had done something wrong. When he turned towards her he had a smile upon his face; something about it though didn't seem sincere. Somebody... She repeated in her head. Nixsi wanted to ask him... but it wasn't really her business. She shook her head in a dismal fashion. "No; nothing's wrong." She almost choked on her words; but she felt slightly relieved that he had come back toward her. For a minute or so she felt he might just suddenly canter off. The mare blinked; still not understanding what he was going on about. "Even if I don't know... It's worth taking the risk." Where was the excitement and wonder in doing something you knew you were doing or 'getting yourself into' as Kai put it. What path? Nixsi didn't understand what the stallion was referring to. "Are you positive about that?" Nixsi wanted to know what the stallion's intentions were; why were they ill mannered? "Honor? What does honor have to do with this? I'm sure everyone has done something they aren't proud of or something..." What was wrong with Nixsi that she just couldn't decipher the true meaning of the stallion's words. "People can change you know..." Her tone was delicate; hoping that maybe the stallion would think that he would be able to change.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 5:53 pm
"Hmm." He pondered the situation thoughtfully. He knew that she was probably wondering what was wrong. He wouldn't be surprised if she thought of him as wierd. Afterall, He -did- ruin the mood. But unfortunately, he couldn't tell her anything.
As much as he'd like to.. He wasn't the type to take someone when she was clueless to the situation. He had enough honor, to control his inner desire when needed. Leaning in close to her, "You tempt me.. That's for sure." His voice warm. "But it'd be better if you know what I'm talking about." Nuzzling her affectionately. "Go find out what I mean.." As he nudged her forward. "But preferrably with someone who doesn't know me.. or they won't try to kill me." He muttered the last part under his breath. "Than come back, and decide if you still want me."
With a pull on her mane, "I'll escort you back to your family." He offered.
Kai knew that he would also need some time to think over the past events that had happened today. If he stayed any longer, it may have resulted in disaster for the both of them
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 6:49 pm
The mare didn't know what was happening; how could she know when Kai had given her so little information to go off of? His warm breath felt nice; however his words stung with a pang of cold. Nixsi was not one to generally be impulsive; but she had hoped that there was something special between her and Kai. Not he was shunning her though... He didn't want her around. If I don't think as you do... how can I find out what you mean? He nudged her; and she moved forward a few paces unintentionally. What was he talking about with someone... She had met stallions before... she had perhaps heard of other's relationships before; although... what she heard had always been good. Love and children were two subjects incorporated with this as well. "But... what if I can't ever find you again?" Worry pulsed through her voice; wondering why he was doing this and what would happen to him. The stallion tugged upon Nixsi's blue mane. "No... don't... I don't want to be with them right now." The mare felt horribly helpless and alone; perhaps she just needed time to think over everything the stallion had said...
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 7:47 pm
Softened by her whimpers.. He felt horrible. If he felt bad, She must have felt even worse. He could try to place himself in her hooves.. But his imagination wasn't very good either. He -thought- he was doing whatever was best for the both of them.. but than again. His decisions weren't always the best.
He knew his tendency of thinking more for himself than the other person. But most of the time, he didn't realize that he was doing just that. "I guess.. This is one of those times." He murmured. But he always was a sucker for tears. Tears never resulted from anything good, Kai has observed from over the years. Losing most ofhis self-resolve. he led her to a nearby tree before settling down. Gently, he nudged her down, to lie against him.
He could understand her overwhelming need to not leave. She had experienced so much in a day. And his mysterious behavior was bound to tire out anyone. It was a surprise that she didn't already leave. "Sleep." His voice coaxing her to do so.
"I can't tell you anything.. But I'll try not to cause you any more pain.." Stroking the locks of her light blue mane.
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