sad This what I hate people getting used or abuse or getting hurt in general in relationships. This is why I never want to be part of one. But some people need it and it's good to have someone to love and be loved. But if he kept calling you a whore do you think he loved you? You deserve better and I can almost promise you will find better.When that person comes you'll forget all about this adam or maybe you'll remember that you learned from your mistake. You seem like a very nice person and anyone would be lucky to have you. I'm not sure if that helped or made things worse or kept things the same. I'm not good at this stuff. Well I truely hope you find someone better much better because that's what you deserve also I hoep you feel better soon.