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 Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 10:46 pm
I used to cut my arms... > .o
But I've stopped now.
It's weird how you can decide to be happy. > . >;
I did after one of the most violent emotionalbreakdowns.
And I decided I'd do anything I could to be at least a little happy, and not fall back into depression.
It was hard at times, but I haven't had any breakdowns since then. :3
'Course I've been sad, but it never turned into depression, like it used to.
*PatPat*
You can actually survive without cutting yourself. D:
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Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 1:47 am
xLIZA Chaos A.D. NOT ANYMORE it didn't help it was fun for me a game of russian roulette
I like playing russian roulette with a cap gun.
n_nIt's better with a 9mm.
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Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 12:01 pm
I do as well. Try using a paperclip. If you poke it in far enough you get this red dot. It puffs up if you use hairspray. They make nice bracelets heart
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Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 2:09 pm
i dont "cut my wrists"
that seems such a labelling term for it
like when a prep comes up and says
"i bet you uct your wrists b***h"
no.
i self harm
theres a differnce.
it sounds less attention seeky. IMO
i self harmed for 2 years.
and OMG. i havent cut in 64 days,
record
and TBH, cutting your wrists can look attentiony to others because usually people HIDE it. like your stomach or thies
i KNOW it isnt attentiony, but to to others it seems less, that way.
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 7:12 pm
its hard not to but yes i cut my wrists every day
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 6:03 am
I can't ever cut my wrists.. That's what I'm thinking at the moment. And some guys says that I'm not troo emo, 'cose I don't cut my wrists but I can't do it even if I want to. I scare too much blood and pain.
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 6:58 pm
PinkSpider Everyone's got their reasons... so, yeah I do stare same.
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:12 am
I used to cut all the time because i was always depressed. I got over my depression eventually though and now i don't cut at all
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 1:32 am
Used to, don't anymore. It just makes all your problems worse, believe me. And it makes other people sad.
As much as I enjoyed it, seeing your blood and feeling the pain is kinda a good rush, I found a way to stop. Yes, it takes a while. But its kind of like stopping smoking: it gets easier the longer you go without doing it.
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 7:40 am
NOT ANYMORE!
Its hard to stop but nope not anymore...
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 9:29 am
Not as much as I did two years ago, when I cut at LEAST twice a day. I had LOTS of wristbands, needless to say. I cut myself twice three days ago, and carved "WISH I HAD AN ANGEL" with Paperclip on my upper arm. But I usually stick to salt and ice. Cause it doesn't leave much of a mark.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 7:42 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 6:40 pm
bassmule xLIZA Chaos A.D. NOT ANYMORE it didn't help it was fun for me a game of russian roulette
I like playing russian roulette with a cap gun.
n_nIt's better with a 9mm. i already said 38 magnum revolver cap guns don't do much to you
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 7:00 pm
Chaos A.D. bassmule xLIZA Chaos A.D. NOT ANYMORE it didn't help it was fun for me a game of russian roulette
I like playing russian roulette with a cap gun.
n_nIt's better with a 9mm. i already said 38 magnum revolver cap guns don't do much to you And you can't do t with a nine either, Magnum or other revolving barrel gun (save rotorary canons) are best.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 10:51 pm
I used to cut my wrists... but cause I work in a deli and my arms are somewhat exposed I do it on my thighs now...
My boss still gives me bizzare looks though...
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