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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 2:02 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 7:00 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:14 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:26 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 9:00 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 9:18 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:54 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 1:03 am
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Wow ... I say wow ... this is very complex ... First let me be ever thankful for your sharing this very personal situation ... Well, strange as it may seem, this is probably the only place in virtuality and the only guild where people can be as honest as we are between each other ...
The main thing in this incredible but true story is that everybody is completely honest ...
Erin with her doubt and decision to help her man be happy, Noch with, I wouldn't say bad judgement, but probably a strange timing (and I KNOW all about that !!!), Adam with the true acceptance of the situation and the honesty to share (even if it must really hurt you Erin) and Joe with his perfect advice ... honesty !!!
Without it, this would probably be a very gross situation, for everybody ... I do think from a few personal experience, that life puts in front of us a few situations to learn things ... some of us battle to learn and eventually succeed and some (An angelic thought for your brother, Erin) find that the most courageous thing to do is to stop living ... It really takes courage to take ones life ... it is sometimes the only solution some of us find that it is the only way to regain some selfesteem. they go with some selfesteem left. This is no apoligy of suici ... no judgement ... I know that some of you do not agree with it and that's ok ... I might add that my best girl friend when I was 19, sliced her wrists open in the bath after long months of self-destruction (eventualy helped by her very "touching" domokun step-father, if you see what I mean) . She said once to me that she would know that she had regained her selfesteem when she would be through ... dying ... I discovered her, in her bath ... and ... well, she had won it back ... ... ... rolleyes Ok, ok, again getting carried away. She had decided, and boy when women decide something ... ...
Well, let's deal with Noch, you did the right thing ... yes, Erin, he did ... probably more for you than for him. Let me explain, he is in love with you, well aren't we all ... kidding ... well mrgreen ... he sensed that you were in a very stressful situation with all these very difficult things happening to you, and he felt the need for you to know his support ... but specially the reasons of this support, in order for you to acknowledge his sincerity ... with this in the open, he gave you a part of his energy to build up your courage ... you are not alone ... some women would think ... "boy !!! He cheated on our friendship !!! He lied to me ! Nothing we shared was on the true basis of it ... everything is corrupt..." STOP ! NOT TRUE ... love is soooo complex that people that are very mental (mental ??? English French ??? Well people who use more brains than action and think a lot, if you prefer) do not pervet relations ... I am not saying that you should do the above PG13 things straight away rofl you probably have to try to see if going out, cinema, walks, restaurants (restaurant always good ... you are in neutral ground and things are better said) will help you transform your relations ... basically does he excite you and do you excite him redface sorry had to say it because its true ... if you have any doubts back away and talk it through in order to keep your friendship alive, whatever happens next ... (I have known this situation soooo many times ... sweatdrop ) ...
As for Adam, well Soooo close ... (my female best friend sent this to me ... makes you think ... nothing is easy ... nothing like love ... it is even stronger !!!! This is the core of life ... will stay and resist everness of life itself ...)... he is the link of it all ... why bring his gf home ... revenge ? .... imposing a fact to himself in order to realise reality ... ? ... And in the same move imposing your decision on you, Erin ? .... Is it that urgent that he does this move at that moment ... ? ... An old reaction to males in the nature having a sort of a hareem around to feel the powers of nature making him feel a dominating male again ... ? ... why impose that on you (well I can understand why) but on your two children too ... ? ... Who is she and why has she accepted that situation, the IRL the GAIA and so on situation ... ? (that is probably the key to this situation ... honest angel or true vampire ????) .... Take a chance ... All these questions have an answer ... talking between the 2 of you can help, even somebody from the outside with a neutral look on the situation can help ... a stranger fro exemple ... walk in a bar, talk to a stranger and ask him or her for advice ... for me what worked was that : I was on a riverbank fishing. This gorgeous beatiful long legged woman came up to me ... we chit-chatted about dogs, pizzas and Russian cinema ... then she stopped and looked at me and said "You should pardon yourself because you are eating the sexyness in you ... listen to the crows, they are the messengers ... " long after, I realised that this one minute-meeting helped me recover ... And then I met a wonderful woman who helped me remember what I can give to a woman ...
The next interesting thing would be for us to know if, when you met him was he a lover in full glory of self knowledge, or a mentor ? That would help for a possible answer ...
To summarise life does not help you to run away from that situation ... the material things are not there (and do I know all about it !!!!) life keeps you in this situation because you have to learn something about yourself ... I do not pretend to know what it is mind you ... but you have to learn the lesson otherwise, life would have created the means to move on ... the answer will come ... I am sure of that ... One excellent book from Brazilian-French author helped me a lot ... The Alchemist, Paolo CHOELO
As for Joe ... the advice is good in all its aspects ... wish you could have been in my midst when I was in bad shape ... then again I would have been honoured to serve under your command ... and that is definitely a very Infernus compliment ... the spirit and the heart ... courage mate, you did the right thing in your story ... life is beautiful but she is a hard mistress ...
For Erin ... you have experienced the most beautiful thing in life ... helping life to come to beeing ... should translate this song ... she is saying that she created life ... no matter what ... Lola Majeure
I do not pretend this post helped maybe its gibberish ... I should have posted in French rofl ... no, I am probably better at writiing in English ... I am sure that you will find the exit ... you are not alone ... the power of women are women ... and I know at least of one who will be the perfect protector ... Loads of love Erin, Adam and Noch ... and Joe and ... dramallama
Edit ... found this song .. probably not the words but ... the rythm applies to everybody here ... I know it brings chills to my spine ... U n p'tit peu amoureux
Not a trouble maker ... I love the love for the love it brings me .... .... simply me ....
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 8:40 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 9:52 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:21 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:23 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:59 pm
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