September 20th, 2005
GAH! Mum's making me write. I guess i really should write more. Life's good I guess. I have a new brother who is really cool! Yuki is learning to read but he knows loads of old Elf stories. I'm hoping they'll help in my translations. I've got my radio on now. I've got a good song on too! I know remember the name of it though. None of us have been able to do much, Kisho and Mum had to take an important trip a while back. I watched them when they got back, it was really late at night and Kisho had to almost carry Mum in. She was so tired, he didn't look to good either. I guess whatever it was they had ot do was a lot of work and really hard. I've never seem Mum look so bad! I didn't wanna ask how it went 'cause Kisho gave me a smile, one to tell me whatever they left for went well. Kisho's Fiance was here as well. I'm pretty happy for Kisho, he's so happy and he loves Melody a lot. She's really nice but I've never actually talked to her.Kisho's a huge wuss but he still found love...
I wonder if I'll find love like that, well true love. I'm not a wuss, Kyoko says I can be really cold sometimes. It kinda hurt to hear my best friend say something like that too me, but I guess she's right. I look back at when i first came into this family and I treated everyone so badly but now I look at everyone and they put up with me and dealt with everything i put them through, even after I was so mean to them. Well I was never really that mean to Minagi, she was really cautious when we first really met. But back to Kyoko-chan, she's been saying lately that she's been seeing a new side of me,a softer more gentle side of me. I guess so, but if I really look at it I think she's right. I haven't snapped at Shizuma in ages and I haven't teased him much. I like spending a lot of time with Kyoko-chan, Asa's fun too but hima nd Shizuma have been getting pretty Buddy-buddy for a while. It's good to see Shizuma doing besides sitting inside all day playing video games and reading his books. Asa has him runnign around outside, Shizuma's usually the lead when they play games though. As for my time with Kyoko, we do a lot of talking, I've asked once or twice about her past life. When she talks about it she never makes eye contact and fidgets a lot. But she never says much, so I usually don't push the subject. I do find it facinating though, even if I find it really sad that she was banished.
My biggest worry these day though is Minagi. She's always hiding somewhere, listening to her music. She's even dressing differently these days; she wears a lot of baggy clothes that are pretty dark. Mostly she wears black and dark blue nowadays.She doesn't even smile as much either, I really miss her big warm smile. It seems so much colder around the house not hearing Minagi laughing all the time and seeing her run down the hall with that big smile of hers. She says when she gets older she's gonna cute her hair really short, it is getting pretty long now. I think it'll look really nice. SHe's really starting to worry me though 'cause she's stopped drawing, she's gone from drawign to writeing poems. I snuck a read at one of her poems and it was really dark, it kinda scared me. She let me read a bunch a few days later, none of them were like the one I'd read, they were nice but I really miss her drawings. Lately I've been asking her to draw things for me just to make sure she doesn't lose her touch. I don't think my asking her to draw for me all the time is helping much though. Kisho says she's just gong through a "dark phase" after losing a bunch of her friends. Rion and Alyssah mostly, those were her closest friends. I don't like Tawnie anymore, but i am upset I won't get to talk with Carfan again. Maybe I'll try sneakign over, I wouldn't be surprised if Tawnie put a barrier around the house to keep our family away. But Tawnie's the reason Mum got really mad for a while and made Minagi get all depressed.
Sometimes late at night if I leave my window open and listen really hard I can hear Minagi singing from her room. Her voice is so pretty, but these days it sound so sad. It's almost heart wrenching to hear her sometimes. I hope Minagi goes back to her old self soon, I wanna see her old smile again.
~ Tsuyoi Hatashi
GAH! Mum's making me write. I guess i really should write more. Life's good I guess. I have a new brother who is really cool! Yuki is learning to read but he knows loads of old Elf stories. I'm hoping they'll help in my translations. I've got my radio on now. I've got a good song on too! I know remember the name of it though. None of us have been able to do much, Kisho and Mum had to take an important trip a while back. I watched them when they got back, it was really late at night and Kisho had to almost carry Mum in. She was so tired, he didn't look to good either. I guess whatever it was they had ot do was a lot of work and really hard. I've never seem Mum look so bad! I didn't wanna ask how it went 'cause Kisho gave me a smile, one to tell me whatever they left for went well. Kisho's Fiance was here as well. I'm pretty happy for Kisho, he's so happy and he loves Melody a lot. She's really nice but I've never actually talked to her.Kisho's a huge wuss but he still found love...
I wonder if I'll find love like that, well true love. I'm not a wuss, Kyoko says I can be really cold sometimes. It kinda hurt to hear my best friend say something like that too me, but I guess she's right. I look back at when i first came into this family and I treated everyone so badly but now I look at everyone and they put up with me and dealt with everything i put them through, even after I was so mean to them. Well I was never really that mean to Minagi, she was really cautious when we first really met. But back to Kyoko-chan, she's been saying lately that she's been seeing a new side of me,a softer more gentle side of me. I guess so, but if I really look at it I think she's right. I haven't snapped at Shizuma in ages and I haven't teased him much. I like spending a lot of time with Kyoko-chan, Asa's fun too but hima nd Shizuma have been getting pretty Buddy-buddy for a while. It's good to see Shizuma doing besides sitting inside all day playing video games and reading his books. Asa has him runnign around outside, Shizuma's usually the lead when they play games though. As for my time with Kyoko, we do a lot of talking, I've asked once or twice about her past life. When she talks about it she never makes eye contact and fidgets a lot. But she never says much, so I usually don't push the subject. I do find it facinating though, even if I find it really sad that she was banished.
My biggest worry these day though is Minagi. She's always hiding somewhere, listening to her music. She's even dressing differently these days; she wears a lot of baggy clothes that are pretty dark. Mostly she wears black and dark blue nowadays.She doesn't even smile as much either, I really miss her big warm smile. It seems so much colder around the house not hearing Minagi laughing all the time and seeing her run down the hall with that big smile of hers. She says when she gets older she's gonna cute her hair really short, it is getting pretty long now. I think it'll look really nice. SHe's really starting to worry me though 'cause she's stopped drawing, she's gone from drawign to writeing poems. I snuck a read at one of her poems and it was really dark, it kinda scared me. She let me read a bunch a few days later, none of them were like the one I'd read, they were nice but I really miss her drawings. Lately I've been asking her to draw things for me just to make sure she doesn't lose her touch. I don't think my asking her to draw for me all the time is helping much though. Kisho says she's just gong through a "dark phase" after losing a bunch of her friends. Rion and Alyssah mostly, those were her closest friends. I don't like Tawnie anymore, but i am upset I won't get to talk with Carfan again. Maybe I'll try sneakign over, I wouldn't be surprised if Tawnie put a barrier around the house to keep our family away. But Tawnie's the reason Mum got really mad for a while and made Minagi get all depressed.
Sometimes late at night if I leave my window open and listen really hard I can hear Minagi singing from her room. Her voice is so pretty, but these days it sound so sad. It's almost heart wrenching to hear her sometimes. I hope Minagi goes back to her old self soon, I wanna see her old smile again.
~ Tsuyoi Hatashi
