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 Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 8:47 am
April 10 - Why am I dating this? No one's gonna read it.
The fox gave me a journal to write down my thoughts since he said it "would keep my focus and make me look like I'm not stoned"...What's stoned? I don't want rocks thrown at me and the dictionary was boring. I colored in it. The fox shouldn't find out since he don't read.
Why am I writting my thoughts down? I know what I'm thinking...kinda sorta...I think I know what I'm thinking but what if I'm only a piece of myself in a dream and....I KNOW there are people out there reading this. YOU HEAR ME!!! I CAN SEE YOU!!! I CAN!!!! STOP LOOKING AT MY STUFF!!! THIS IS MY JOURNAL!!!
......YOU'RE STILL HERE LOOKING AREN'T YOU!!! STOP IT!! I'm TELLING!!!.....
I guess it's okay if people see as long as no one tells the fox or Ozma that I broke the dishwasher by seeing if it would make my pet rock clean.....Pinky told me to do it. HE DID!!
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 11:55 am
April 10 - What now child!!
Okay so this is what this kid has put me through since the last time I wrote about him. We've ruled out TV as a source of entertainment because everytime there'd be a new trend in fashion, toys, or otherwise Degas would end up begging me for them. I'd buy them only to have said items discared a moment later as a new fad came long. Since I've gotten rid of the TV he's managed to snag my money and buy himself subscriptions to trendy underground magazines with the help of Ozma. Ozma, why in the world didn't you realize he was asking you our adress for a reason!!! It could have been worse though at least the trends in the magazines he's picked seem to be pretty.. well stationary.
Right now Degas is into vinyl dolls that are overly cute little figures that come in various forms. He has about fifty of the little guys (Moofia being his favorite) and has offically corinated Pinky as thier King. Yeah, we passed the strange exit awhile back..... He now draws creepy little cute characters on our walls and all over his room now. It's like he's obsessed.....
I wonder if anyone else is having this problem where Degas stares off into nothing for long periods of time. I don't ever see him doing anything but drawing, playing, or talking to that elephant so I can't figure out why he would be so out of touch.
He's also playing havoc on his little body by wanting to try every diet and fad going around. It's giving him an even paler green look. Ozma and I are trying to stop him but he's got a habit of immediately switching what he's doing to another fad so it's hard to keep up with it all and make sure he's got a stable diet with all the nutrients he needs.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 2:08 pm
April 19 - Do you feel like I do?
There was this party thingy but it turned out to be a bunch of people and barely anyone like me. The only two that were there....were um this girl. I think she was a girl. She was there with her mom and seemed really overly clingy. Then there was this other scent that came out today and he was a total jerk....Jerk chicken is actually good but he wasn't good at all. The monster threw me around and then cackled untill this angel of a lady came and saved me. I wonder if she coulda been a saint then this man yelled at me calling me morbid. I don't think I'm morbid. I don't swim in lakes with flowers and quote edgar allen poe....no wait is that goth? I'm not emo! I'm just...I don't know different but it's obvious to me.
My parents dumped me/lost me =_=: HOW do you loose a kid?! Irresponsible no good foxes!! I was all alone and I walked home like that!!
There was one cool person who I wanna try drawing because he was definetly the most coolest person there and everyone else seemed busy or not interested in talking to a kid. Too much kissy kissy stuff. Ugh.
But yeah he was cool and I made myself icecream soup for dinner when I got home. I left the fridge open by accident all night though. Where the heck is my fox and Ozma?!
Mood: Annoyed
Music: Desert Garden - VAST
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 7:23 pm
April 30 - Nothing....
Okay, first off the fox threw me out in the middle of the night! What the heck?! I was fine a moment ago now I'm trash that you can leave outside?! NOT FAIR!!! At least he threw me out with Shakespeare. I like Shakespeare it inspires me to talk with beauty. It was rather nice out though and I was glad in the end. I met Qadir again. He was really cool again and he even taught me to swim. The vampire has to be the coolest person I've ever met. He even gave me his coat! It's a beautiful coat and I didn't think anything could be so finely made. I hope I grow into it and never out of it. I'm gonna start doing something for exercise that way I stay fit. Sometimes Qadir makes me feel like a kid but in a fun way I also feel like I have someone to be smart in front of. Qadir even had a friend with him this time. It was a tiny little bat who I don't know where he disappeared to when we took a swim. I think he's all right though. I like to talk to animals...because they're important too....
When I'm older I hope I'm that cool. Moros keeps making fun of me because I like to spend time with my friend. I think the fox is just jelous.
Oh! Qadir asked me to make him a piece of art. I think I have something in mind. Moros also bought me some nice acrylic paint....I feel like I'm mellowing. If that makes sense..
Mood: Thoughtful
Music: Talkshow Host - Radiohead
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 10:21 pm
May 02 - Sit around and Chat
I saw that terrible monster thing again. THAT THING was with his uber cool mom who he should be lucky to have at all! I wish I had someone that neat watching over me instead of the moron twins. She even plays DDR and stuff which rocks. Anbu can't play the game very well yet and I had fun watching him stumble for once after what he pulled at the ball. I think he's mad at me but I don't care. I wanted him to know I didn't like him.
So like the foxes say NYEH! NYEH!!!
Oh. And Moros yelled at me today. Something about whether or not revenge was the new fashion trend. I don't like foxes.
Music: Fight with Swords, Arrows, and Guns - Hellsing
Mood: Triumphant
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 10:35 pm
May 19 - And it makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain
It's late. I proably shouldn't be up but I couldn't sleep. I had a nightmare. I hate nightmares...not that I've ever had one before this moment. I finished the dictionary tonight. My dream was kinda funny. I think it means I need to stop watching those scary movies with monkey children who ride bikes. Moros promised he'd take me out for a kiwi milkshake later...I really like the taste of em!
Ozma helped me get a hold of a lot of canvases and paints for me to continue painting. He thinks I have real talent and has even started to look into getting someone to help me learn more about art. I made something for Qadir even though I haven't seen him....I'm also missing something... I think I lost Shakespeare that night I saw him. I hope Shakespeare's okay....He's an old book. I really wanna get out more!
Mood: Anxious
Music: Island in the Sun - Weezer
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 1:07 am
June 02 - Oddity
So everything that was in last week is out and everything that's out is in again. Moros has managed to get me one of those octopus body pillows. Mine is green and I've named it Edgar Allen Reeve. Sometimes I think I'm going to break the bank with him but I can't help it. I like shiney things!! Oh!!! He also got me this iphone thingy so now I wear my ipod thing as a button. There has to be a place that's trendy around here. I'm feeling too big for my shoes again but if it's not in I mean really what's the point? I'm borrowing some of Ozma's engrish shirts since they're in and vintage is in so it's a win win. Recently started reading Ovid's Metamorphsis which is really interesting it's like a really long converstation with someone telling a cool story. I could use some more music. Moros told me I was superfical. I don't think I'm superfical. I mean I would notice if I was a materalisic person right? And what's wrong with liking pretty things? Seriously. It's a free market economy and I can buy what looks cool and is the greatest gadgets right?
Mood: worried
Music: Mama - My Chemical Romance
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 1:12 am
June 02 - >_> STOP TALKING!!!
Alright maybe letting that boy get a hold of a dictionary when he was younger wasn't smart. He's just down right weird for a kid his age...Well I mean the age he looks. Not only is the little scent consuming books and trends like they're nothing he's just smart as a whip. I can't get him to shut up when he's energetic about something. It makes you wonder why he hasn't made any friends. Maybe he's having trouble speaking to them in more elaborate terms? Well the biggest problem might be the one I think I've noticed, that Degas is on the cusp of new ventures and tends to pick up more than he should rather than exist as a child sometimes. I need to get him to loosen up, after all you're only a kid once.
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 7:31 pm
We all do these little things just to get us by
Well it's been a long time since I've said anything Moros tends to make his vacations spontaneous and worse yet he has no sense of when to plan them. We didn't really go anywhere so much as we tried to go camping and he got us lost in some backwoods town in the middle of nowhere. I want my metropolis!! I want my electronics. Geez. What a horrible place all the kids were in an emotional rut worse yet I had to deal with them just to find some underground music and things to do while there.
There wasn't much and Moros was determined to stay so we did. I found solace in drawing, photography, and collage work. I think it's helped make me a lot more focused... Ozma took refuge in his ubiquitous mac which he promised one day would be mine and the little mask pup mostly crawled about eatting various bugs. I am so happy to get back. So much culture to see and touch and feel. I've got some pretty wicked journal pages....However I feel like my soul has starved being so far away from the city.
Mood: Melancholy
Music: Food for Thought - Peter Gresser
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:14 pm
Something odd...
Degas has been acting odd lately. He ran off to the museum after we came back from our trip. I don't know exactly why the little spoiled wishy washy fool is going nuts. There's not much in the world that's worth stress but I think he's having some sort of conflict of the soul. Those are usually the hardest to deal with and something I can't teach him. So untll he says something I'm going to back off on saying anything.
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:33 pm
August 22 - I shouldn't bother
While I was away things happened. Everyone's managed to change and I'm standing here confused. Quadir's got a lovely girlfriend who I don't quite like and I know why. It makes me a very bad person for trying to hate the woman who saved me at the ball. I mean she's got everything. She's sweet, pretty, and more kind than anyone I've ever met besides the vampire man himself. Ugh... this feeling. How funny that I should be a shade of green inside and out! Am I bad person for hating her and liking her? I'm suppose to be a kid and kids don't have problems like this! My head hurts. My mind hurts. I don't want to see anyone again. Turn off all the lights. Block the doors. Hide my soul from itself for it is wicked.
Music - Pretty Piece of Flesh - One Inch Punch
Mood - Depressed
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 9:13 pm
August 24 - Turn my face away
I've spent the entire day in my room....which is incredibly boring as well. It causes discontent feelings in my mind. Ugh. To get out of this melancholy which plagues my mind with thoughts of demons and angels. It's a nice night and Moros isn't wasn't me very closely maybe I'll go explore for a few days on the streets in hopes of gaining some special perspective. I don't want to think about the thoughts that plague me at the moment. Time to pack before I get caught.
Music - This Life - Loquat
Mood - Lost
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 9:16 pm
Alert!
Degas has gone missing. Where the heck has that little brat wandered off to now?! One moment he's acting like a fool and now he's completely disappeared. No note or anything!! What is wrong with him?! I expected more stable behavior than this.
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