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 Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:08 pm
Bright side, mate, there's always a bright side! (and I don't usually say stuff like that! 3nodding ) *Rainbow-Hug!*
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 5:29 am
yeah dont be sad! *tackle glomp* smile! or try to...
~Rin
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 6:23 am
*huggles everybody*
I hope you feel better soon, tUBA. heart
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 9:34 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 1:58 pm
*hugs EVERYONE back*
Blah. I was fine yesterday. I barely thought about it... I did something I haven't done in a long time... So that helped; however, it was unhealthy >.<
And now today I'm feeling it. I'm feeling how much I miss him and how much I wish things went differently... I wish we weren't as selfish. I wish he didn't have to make so much sense. I wish my brother didn't live so far away >.<
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 1:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 3:26 pm
Not really.
No, it's not okay.
This is what I get for loving someone. I might have been an insensitive a** occasionally, but I loved him. And this is what he gave me. I STILL love him. I doubt he even thinks about me now. I keep fighting the urge to call him; I need to be strong. I need to be able to take care of myself. Gabe was somewhat of a crutch for me.. I need to be able to hold myself up. When I can do that, I'll call him.
I won't be able to carry myself. I never have be able to. I've tried. I've tried to change everything about myself for Gabe.
I'm so confused... I don't know what to do anymore....
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 3:43 pm
This sounds like something that happened to my friend. I wonder what she did?
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 3:48 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 4:02 pm
I think she just got depressed and got into a bad habit of cutting herself....I hope she stopped I havent seen her in like 2 weeks
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 6:31 pm
Hnnn. I rarely cut. And when I do, it's when I EXTEMELY upset and not thinking straight.
Which is what got me in this mess.. but let's not get into that.
Maybe I should just forget like he'd done with me.
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 4:40 am
*Huggles for all*
heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 3:51 pm
you shouldnt forget him just try and not think about him
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 6:39 pm
God. He's talking to me again, but he's treating me like s**t.
He's changed so much... I don't know what to do now.. Whether I should stay and see if it's just a phase.. Whether I should just let him go... Whether I should do a bit of both................... Let go slowly.
I don't know anymore.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 2:21 am
i remember when something like this happened to me a few years ago, and it still hurts. but it IS less painful over time, even though while its occuring you feel like itll never end. *hugs* hugs make the pain go away for a little while. if you lived nearer to me i would totally give you tons of real hugs, cuz hugs pwn. but seriously, its hard to just give up on someone you love so much but it CAN be done. its a combination of not thinking about the person, and doing things to get your mind off of them. things NOT like cutting, things like... listen to every CD you own and see how many songs you know by heart or alphabatize your book shelf and count how many of each letter there are. OR things like try to beat every video game you own, of watch every DVD you have. things like that, that are very simple but endlessly fun. it takes your mind off of things for a while ^_^ *more hugs*
~Rin
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