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 Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 11:32 pm
A Cat and a Girl (Snippet of one RP from many)
With a familiar feline in her arms, a girl with dark hair was walking towards the apartment which Daikenkai lived in. Sadoko had been meaning to speak to him on the last two occasions in regards to something a bit personal, but she couldn't come up with a way to say it. The silver helmed cat in her arms was going to serve for what she needed to explain. Glancing her dark eyes to Kothe, she uttered "...hopefully things work out for you though..." A faint smile curled her lips, but then it quickly vanished as she continued on her way.She made it easily to the apartment, though she found it odd that the door was already open. Moving into the room, though making certain the feline in her arms was not seen by the other residents, she closed the door and locked it. Seeing as nobody was in the bathroom or the living room, the last place to check was the bedroom. Her slim body easily slipped through the door, to which she closed tightly after her. Finally allowing the cat out of her arms (which immediately went to hide under the bed), she moved over to Daikenkai. Her brow quirked quite notably at what she found.
"...where the hell is Toshiro?..."
Daikenkai still remained unconscious for a while longer, not even noticing the girl was present. He was stuck in a cold and dark world of nothingness at the moment. Given enough time, the crossdresser woke up, his head throbbing in an unpleasant fashion, and a groan escaping his throat.
"...about time... where's Toshiro?" was the cool response from the vanity which Sadoko had decided to seat herself near. Upon her finger, she swung a key about in a teasing manner.
"...ungh..." He tried to pull his wrist away, but found it was quite restrained. He would have snorted in amusement, but found it was a bit painful to do that. Instead, he uttered "...I doubt yer the one who restrained me... and I think I know who did... "
Finally realizing that his lover, Toshiro wasn't there, he cursed bitterly "...f***... not again... not again!!!"
Sadoko only sat there waiting for a further explanation, but did so patiently to let the boy vent a bit. Then, as if something had suddenly rattled the poor creature, Kothe scrambled out from beneath the shadows of the bed.
Only spotting the wretched creature after she had fled her hiding spot, Daikenkai asked "...what the hell are you doing here anyways Sadoko... bringing a cat here that I can't do jack s*** with... I told you she's not mine!"
Leaning down and trying to coax Kothe to come to her, she uttered "...I wanted to let you know that your cat is expecting." The silver helmed creature seemed to like the gentleness which the girl provided and easily came up to her. The night student gently scratched behind the feline's ears before lifting her up with a gentle "...that's a good girl..."
"...not my cat m'dear... not my problem..." He still didn't care if he was let loose, though he was pissed as hell at Toshiro's father.
Keeping her eyes lowered, she then uttered so the crossdresser could hear: "...my period skipped..."Though he had heard what she said, he didn't seem worried at all. In fact, he commented rather calmly "...my promise still remains... but give a few more weeks... I am quite certain you will miscarry again..."
"...I suppose you are right about that... but I figured I would let you know..." she uttered, her voice holding a slight amount of sadness in it. She continued to hold Kothe in her lap and stroked her gently for a while. The silence remained for a while, but soon enough was broken by the girl.
"...where is Toshiro... I thought he lived here...?"
"...come over here Sadoko... I will tell you if you come here..."
Placing the cat in the chair she had been seated in, the demon-tainted creature moved to the bed obediently.
Once the girl had made it to the bed, he then began to explain what had happened with Toshiro.
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 5:05 pm
What is "Miscarries?" (Snippet of one RP from many ~ Dialogue)
Trying to come up with a different topic, the crossdresser then spoke up in regards to something he had been told the other evening. "...didja know that one of us might be a father if luck keeps running the way it has been...?"Huh? What are you talking about? Did you have a baby? Or are you going to adopt one... wait... you can't have a baby... can you? His hand went up to scratch his head and his elbow knocked lightly against the lid of the coffin. Hey.. What time is it? I need to get out of here... "...apparently one of us got Sadoko pregnant... usually she miscarries, since her body is quite easily stressed by using her own abilities. Can't say I am surprised... since if this one is my fault... it would have been my 3rd time getting her pregnant." To the question in regards to time, he really couldn't say much more than "...it's still evening... power is still out over here... so no clocks..."Does she want a baby? They make a lot of noise. And what is "miscarries?" Does she drop it? They probably break easy... hmmm... And how was it either of us that got her pregnant? Huh? finally... about time he let me out of here. The lock was undone and the lid was opened. Toshiro was instructed to wait on the couch and food would be brought to him. I wonder what i get to eat...He sighed deeply as the questions spun about. "...I suppose nobody taught you of how children are made... in short... when a man and a woman have sex... there is a chance that the woman gets pregnant. A man having sex with a man does not cause one of them to get pregnant. Miscarrage means that the woman's body rejects the baby which grows inside her, for it is a higher stress upon her body."
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 5:18 pm
Arrangements (Snippet of one RP from many)
Given a few more minutes, the small group which had gathered about the dark haired girl soon let her be. For a moment, she stood there by herself and sighed deeply while staring blankly to the ground. Clenching her hands into a fist, she then approached the two men.
"...I doubt that you two came here just for a lovey dovey date... do I have myself a couple of stalkers, or was there a reason in regards to your visit today?" Her brown eyes looked to Daikenkai's own brown eyes. She was vaguely surprised in regards, but said nothing. All she awaited was an answer."I just wanted to go for a walk... then Dai said we should come here..." He didn't mention the fact that he was supposed to talk to her about being pregnant, mostly because he didn't want to. His feet shifted lightly and his head turned away as he pretended to look at the pictures more."...What are your plans in regards to Kothe... and yourself, Sadoko?" Daikenkai bluntly asked seeing as Toshiro seemed uncomfortable in regards.
The girl would have laughed if she had been in a better mood, but it was apparent that doing the same tour in two languages had worn on her nerves a bit. "I plan on keeping Kothe at my house until she has her kittens. That way it will prevent a bit of that problem which happens with leaving the strays on the streets. I might sell the kittens when they are old enough to be on their own as well."
"...you pity that pathetic creature... I can see it in your eyes..."
"...and you show no sympathy for 'that pathetic creature'... I wonder why the hell she shows such attachment to you, Daikenkai?!" Her voice had managed to get louder than she usually would allow, but then she calmed herself down, resuming her normal speaking tone. "...anyways... in regards to myself... I am not certain what I will do... does your offer still stand though Daikenkai?"Kittens sounded nice, though he still didn't like the cat that he too called Dai's. He kept himself quiet but seemed to show some interest in the offer. He had no idea what it was so he listened quietly.Sadoko's eyes glanced to Toshiro, then she added "...and what if he is the one who is responsible?"
A serious look came across Daikenkai's face and he answered in a voice with approximately the same expression as his face. "...My offer still stands m'dear... and if Toshiro happens to be the father, it will still stand as well. Indirectly, t'was my responsibility since I was the one who made that suggestion that night." Knowing that Sadoko already knew the offer, he didn't bother with the particulars at that moment. Closing his eyes, he then asked "...Toshiro? Did you have any questions in regards?""Yeah..." He seemed a bit moody. "One,.." His voice lowered quite a bit "Why didn't she even worry about... you know... those things that keep you from getting pregnant if it was possibly going to become a bic deal... and two... what is the... offer?" His eyes closed so he wouldn't be harshly glaring to anyone."...one... I hate condoms and stuff that usually prevents pregnancy... I am usually on the pill, but I occasionally take a break from it..." The girl then paused for a moment in regards to the second question, but Daikenkai picked up on it.
"...the offer is if I was the one responsible for her ever getting pregnant, and if the kid was strong enough to be able to deal with Sadoko's constantly changing body, then I would take care of all the financial burdens in regards to the baby once she gets past the first trimester..." His voice remained calm and his eyes shut.
Sadoko snorted a bit at the explanation, adding onto it at the end "...I don't believe in abortion..."In a bit softer tone he continued. "Did you want a baby?" If she hated all such things and didn't take the pills she should have why else would she have done such a thing? His left eye slowly peeked through soflty."...I don't want to give up my school-work... abandon getting a better education just so I can become a mother... but I do not believe in playing God... not in instances of life and death..." At that moment, the girl paused to look at the painting of the boy and wolf in the gallery they were standing in. "...if destiny deems me to having a baby... then I will have one..."
"...regardless... do keep me informed as to how things go m'dear..." Daikenkai uttered, his eyes slowly opening up.Toshiro's eyes popped open to blink at the girl. I hope it's not mine... The boys arms tightened around the waist they hugged hoping it would understand that he wanted to leave.Nodding her head to Daikenkai, she answered "...I shall keep you informed..." She lifted a hand to wave at the two, then she herself actually left the room, most likely to head back to work.
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 10:26 pm
Two Babies and Two Fathers? (Snippet of one RP from many)
Being the only one of the three siblings who was not really employed in a usual manner, the door swung open to reveal the elder of the two girls. She was still dressed in her equivalent to pajamas, which was a tank top-style bra shirt and loose boxer-like shorts, but she had been wide awake.
"...and what did you want Toshiro?" she asked as she leaned against the frame of the door, crossing her arms slightly."uh, hello~ I was just out wandering and I was wondering if.... you might need me for something... like.. anything, take out the trash even..." It was a bit overly obvious that the boy was bored and a bit eager to please. He waited outside the door and fidgeted a bit almost nervous of her presence."...where's Daikenkai?" was the first question to escape her after his pathetic excuse of a response. Kristal could see how eager he was to please, not only by what he had said, but by his thoughts. Had she truly been interested at that moment, she might have tried to pry a bit into his thoughts. Though of recent she had made some pretty interesting discoveries of her own, which caused a bit of a crooked smile to curl her lip.
Not really signaling anything, she merely uttered "...come on in...""He's back at the apartment.. he had a bad dream and seems to be in an off mood... so I thought I would let him be and get some wandering out of my system. Plus, now I can see if I can repay you somehow!" He stepped inside and closed the door behind him lightly. Though he had already seen the room his eyes darted around from corner to corner looking at the various things in the room.Picking up her new guitar, she fiddled a bit with the strings as she listened. "...ah... that dream again... one of the few times I encountered him sleeping... he was having that dream... when he woke up... equally as grumpy... he claims he doesn't dream... but he does, just as much as most people I can assure you... though he just chooses to forget most of them." Beneath her fingers, the sounds each string made seemed to make the environment far calmer. She was not in as much of an angsty mood as usual, and it was thus reflected in her soft strums.
"...I save my favors for times when it is dire... and now... it isn't dire...""...oh..." He didn't say much but he thought more on things. I wonder why he forgets his dreams.. I guess if they are bad it wouldn't be such a bad idea... Especially if he seems so grumpy like when he has that dream he had. Hmm... His eyes watched as her fingers went across the strings of the instrument. It must be cool to be able to play an instrument. As she shared with him that she didn't really have any need for him he began to wonder why she let him in then."...I have yet to tell Sadoko yet..." Kristal started off as she stopped with the guitar. Glancing her pale blue eyes over in a sure glance, she continued "...I also have not told my sister nor my brother yet... did you know Sadoko didn't know that I knew she was pregnant...?" She would have paused to let Toshiro answer, but then she continued anyways:
"...there are things I can sense rather easily, and some things that I can sense not so easily... mere thoughts... like those in regards to Daikenkai's dreams... those are easy to sense... yet other things... they are not as easy to sense."
Here, the girl's face grew somewhat serious as she then stated "...Sadoko currently is expecting twins... with two different fathers..."Two fathers... oh then that means...then who is ... wait WAIT?! .... whaaaa. His jaw dropped a bit taking in the information that most likely ment he was a possible father. M,maybe it's not me... and... how can you have twins with two different fathers... my head hurts... He sat there and stared off to nothing in particular seeming to be quite quiet. "I see" Well... she usually doesn't carry babies well... or something... from stress... and two is more stress than one so... yeah... it won't work...You seem to forget I can hear all you think... Kristal responded to the boy's thoughts by projecting her own into his mind. I can tell quite a bit already in regards to the two forming embryos... whose DNA is found in them... meaning who the two fathers are... when they had been conceived... and so forth...
She paused for a moment as she flipped a small amount of her curly hair out of the way. It is quite possible, but very rare for two fathers to create twins. They are fraternal... meaning they do not have the same DNA... like me and Kaila. And... I hate to be the bearer of "bad news"... since you seem to be taking it that way... but one of them is yours... while the other is Daikenkai's. I don't really want to know how you two pulled that off with Sadie... but at least accept some responsibility...
To this, she harshly hit a single chord to cause a sound to emminate throughout the room.You are so not fair... His head ducked down a bit and his eyes drifted to the floor. A thought crossed into his mind that caused his body to sheen with a light sweat. no... it... can't be born... His heart raced a bit as his mind recalled what Dai had said about his father breeding Toshiro with a strong woman. He stood up and began to pace around the room. They.. won't be born... but what if they are?.... I won't let him... no... it's wrong... Plenty of images flashed about as his mind imagined a few possible outcomes to what his father may do. But.. what if Dai only made that up?... His head ached greatly as the thoughts swirled around in his head.It makes things so much easier if one relies on the unconscious or partially conscious mind...
Her fingers once more began to strum at the strings, but this time the sound was no longer soft and gentle. It was a bit more harsh. Once it had seemed that the boy had finished with his internal struggles, Kristal decided to comment on them aloud with her voice instead of projecting her thoughts into his:
"...Daikenkai is highly professional in regards to finding out information. It was something he found out upon the computer you brought back... yes?""...yeah" Well... that makes things only slightly better. Dad can't find out about the baby iiiif it gets born.... His hands began to tug lightly at his hair as he stared down to the floor. This is bad...."...who is it bad for... you, or the unborn? It almost sounds as if you are wishing death upon a fetus..." Her fingers began to pluck at the strings in a somewhat skilled manner to create a simple tune. Her eyes shifted to Toshiro's face as she continued, then she added "...I wouldn't be surprised if your father already knows... if he had the ability to jump into your dreams, it means he still has some sort of ability to see into your mind..."
Her tone seemed unconcerned as she spoke, and she merely continued to pluck at the strings in such a fashion."You don't care, do you? ... well to me the situation is really bad. I guess I am somewhat hoping for it to die, better than suffering for a lifetime..." Leaning back into his seat he continued to stare down. "What do you care about? Why tell me all of this?"In an almost cryptic fashion, Kristal said "...I care yet I don't... it is the way my fickle mind works..." Finished with the simple tune, she ceased to play with the guitar, then placed it leaning against the chair she seated herself in.
"...do you merely hope for one to die, or both? For in a sense, you would be depriving someone of something... if only one cannot make it through the term, then the other baby will be deprived of the womb-mate it was supposed to have... or if both were to die... would it be like depriving Sadoko of both children, when only one had a possible reason to die?"
Before the boy could whine about how she was being mean by placing all the ideas there, she admitted "...I do enjoy making people think Toshiro... it is one of my faults... and... I did already tell you a while ago what I do care about..."The boy did seem to be in a thoughtful state. "ok.. according to the tv... you have two babies when the lady has an egg that splits or her eggmakers are dropping too many eggs. But if it is too many how can it be right that there is two? And I think since the baby gets fed from the mommy wouldn't one be better off without the other? I know Sadoko wouldn't want to get rid of a baby if her body would have it... I won't do anything to stop it except hope that at least mine doesn't make it... Or... hope that my father forgets about me or something..." His head hurt and he was consumed by worry. He wanted to hit something to let out his frustration but only let it sit inside him not willing to let it out.Standing herself up and moving towards another room (mainly to get something to eat), she stated "...so are you stuck upon the survival of the fittest?... that is what your logic is purely stating." Though she soon abandoned the room, she continued the conversation via thought: ...well... I will let you in on a little secret... I only found out about Sadoko's other pregnancies because her thoughts betrayed her... I have not been able to sense the actual embryos before... the two she carries with her are both strong...
Soon enough, she returned with a chunk of bread. Kristal offered some to the boy as she then added "...and you know you don't want your father to forget about you... leave you be, perhaps... but not forget... though I will say one thing... he has outlived his real time... and I am certain he knows it... thus the struggle to remain as he was instead of being done in by the sun..."His hand took the bread but he only set it on his lap. "fine... you know what? I'm just going to sit... I can't do anything about this so i'll just see how things turn out..." His arms crossed over his chest and he huffed a bit. What am I supposed to do... Right now... nothing... nothing but wait.....
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 6:47 pm
Obsidian and Pyrite (Snippet of one RP from many)
Sadoko seated herself so that her back was against the coffin. She called down to the other "...tell me when you get tired... I will switch off with you when that happens..." She glanced to the coffin casually.The vampire inside the coffin had physically remained still. He felt weighed down due to the restraint in the coffin. He couldn't afford touching the angelic feather. His mind however, despite the feather seemed free to wander somewhat. He spoke to the girl's mind but it was nothing but a weak whisper. "I'm a grandfather..."Seeing as it would be wiser to not speak at the moment, she merely let the vampire know she heard the words. ...perhaps... though most likely the child will meet a similar fate to all the others before it... Though it was Sadoko's body, she still didn't know about the fact that there were twins, nor the fact that they were most likely there to stay as well. Afterall, it was only drawing to about a bit more than a month since she had done the deed with both the fathers."Toshiro seems to have reason to think different... and tried so hard to keep that knowledge from me... I see it all now..." The voice remained an eerie quiet whisper. The body inside the coffin began to stir but was only a faint scratching of nails on the side of the wooden box. "...Toshiro... hurry up... I think he's beginning to wake up again..." Sadoko called out without much worry in her voice. If the vampire wanted to come out and play again, she'd welcome him.
She wouldn't let her thoughts betray her, but she couldn't help but feel as if she had been left in the dark in regards to something."Right" The boy's body already began to tire but he wouldn't allow it to quit when he was so near to completing the task. Sweat poured of his body and his breathing was a bit ragged.The faint scratching on the wood continued but it didn't seem to serve any purpose. There was no way he could claw his way out, especially with the little amount of effort he put behind it. "Obsidian..."Sadoko felt her heart stop for a moment when the one word reached her mind. She didn't know why, but she felt she should have been vaguely scared. Seeing as Toshiro was nearly done, another card found its way to her hands and she allow herself to make yet another pact. It was her usual card, so her muscles bulked up a bit and claws found their way to her fingers again. Lifting up the coffin by herself, she awaited a signal from Toshiro to drop it in the hole.Toshiro noticed the bit of shadow that appeared overhead. Seeing it was Sadoko, overly ready to plunge the box into the ground, he quickly upturned the last bits of earth and tossed them out of the hole. With a bit of scrambling he crawled out slightly confused but happy to see the deed was nearly done. "ok!""...and... Pyrite.. yes... fitting... not really gold... just made to look pretty..." The scratching ceased as the box was lifted. A bit of myst seemed to filter through a crack of the lid and seeing such caused Toshiro to panic a bit. "Toss it now!"Shuddering a bit as the vampire continued to go on about precious stones, Sadoko when instructed to do so tossed the box into the hole. The box itself was quite sturdy, and though it landed quite heavily, it didn't break from the fall. Once the coffin was in place, she began to work upon shoving the piled dirt back into the hole.
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 7:15 pm
Explanations (Snippet of one RP from many)
When Sadoko and Toshiro had finished, she began to undo all the pacts which had been formed. Once both had returned to their usual forms, the girl turned to the boy and told him rather firmly "Sit and rest!" As she had instructed, she did the same, seating herself down in place.The boy had no complaints and became limp on the small mound of dirt. "He's just trying to scare me..." He didn't have to look at his pants to see they were loose, he could feel its lack of tightness on him. "i'm going to need more pants..." As he rested his thoughts went from pants to Dai. "Well, this should keep him from bothering Dai... so he should be doing good." He began to babble a bit then simply shut his mouth. Making conversation most likely wouldn't do any good with his current company.At first, Sadoko remained silent, letting Toshiro say whatever he wanted to say. However, she then broke in with the sudden question "...what do you know about my pregnancy?" Her eyes remained fixated upon her own toes as to not display the concern which was solely written in her eyes.His talking died there and met her question with silence. He knew more than he wanted to about the twins that lay within her. He remained limp and kept his face without emotion. He would have to answer something at some point. Eventually he opened his mouth to let a few words escape. "...you are pregnant..." She didn't say tell her everything... yet."...you're hiding something from me... your father knows... whatever it is... and... he told me you know more than you are letting on..." Curling up a bit in a bit of a defenceless gesture, she uttered "...he gave me two names of stones... Obsidian and Pyrite... why did he give me those...?"Though he seemed lifeless a moment before his body sprang up and began to beat down on the earth that covered the vampire. "Damn you!" He still refused to answer the girl but he continued to beat on the ground, seeming quite upset. He had tried so hard to keep it from the vampire and now he knew. He started to calm himself a bit. He was stuck down there and shouldn't be able to do anything. There should be nothing to fear. Being a bit spacey and saddened he looked over his shoulder shyly to Sadoko's stomach.Growing rather frustrated herself, Sadoko buried her face in her legs to hide it from the other. She wanted to cry, and if she did, she did not want anyone to see it.
"...why...? It's my body... shouldn't I know what is going on with it?!" her voice said, more emotion wreching her usually calm voice.He took a deep breath and looked away once more. "I hear... you are pregnant with twins... One is mine and the other is Dai's.... I didn't want my dad to know. He..he... he wants to continue on doing what he did to me and two others... I figured he would only want mine. But if he said two... he must want both" He moved himself into a laying position on the fresh grave. "I hate you..."Her breath was stolen away by the discovery.
"...twins...? ...b-but... how?" The how was more in regards to how did he know versus how did it happen. She wasn't an idiot, and she knew it was physically possible. A bit in shock still, she curled in and thought ...I wish they were Ari's..."Sometimes it happens... I guess..." His voice grew a bit distant "Do you hate me? I didn't mean for it to happen... but... I guess... there is still a chance that it won't matter, right?" He seemed a bit hopeful as he wanted neither of the children to be born now."...I don't hate you, Toshiro... I might seem like a b**** at times, but in all honesty, I think you are a nice guy..." Clueless, sure, but she wasn't going to say that at the moment.
"...I guess I am just a bit scared... not knowing how things will work out and such... I already knew that if anything survived my body like this... that it would mean the child would be demon-tainted... like myself..." Eventually, she pulled her face out from its hiding place, then she stood up, as if she had a bit of a renewed strength.
"...come... let us walk back... let our bodies remain completely human for now...""Ok" New questions came into mind. Demon tainted? Besides Sadoko's ability to draw forth a blade and merge with demons she was ... kind of normal. Physically she looked just fine, but would that be the same for the children... IF they were to be born. He had to know, and she would be the best to ask. "so... um... does that mean they will look normal or.. have horns and tails or whatever...?""...seemingly human upon the outside... that is what most demon-tainted I have dealt with are." She paused and turned to Toshiro to reveal the blade which had slid out of her wrist.
"...that is my taint right there... Somewhere along my bloodline a human mated with a demon... sometimes the features are lost, but the taint always lingers.... The demon itself had domain over metal... I have yet to find that demon again..." She sighed a bit as she continued to think about the subject, but not really saying anything else."oh... well... from here it doesn't sound so bad. It's kind of handy I guess..." He shrugged his shoulders and sensing she didn't want to speak on it more he didn't. He intended on remaining silent for the remander of their long walk back to the apartment. Half way there he spoke up again. "Are you coming back to our place or are you going home now?"To the question, she turned to Toshiro with a bit of a serious glare. Her voice had returned to its usual distanced self as she explained "...Daikenkai made me an offer the first time I got pregnant off of him... it didn't last long, so I never called him upon it. Yet now... it is going to be a bit dire, so I would like to discuss it with him..."
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 7:28 pm
Confirmations (Snippet of one RP from many)
"...ye guys look like all of hell has run you over... quite kinky if I do say so myself..." Leaving the door open, he went back to his new work area, the table. He had strewn out the equipment, setting the portable harddrive to the side and the two laptops upon the tabletop. The vampire's computer had the infamous little black window open to reveal all the necessary passwords open, and a couple of journal entries open for Daikenkai's reading pleasure. The crossdresser's own computer was playing one song on repeat over and over again which seemed to be of the heavy metal genre. It was about night terrors.To the comment Toshiro blushed lightly. He walked in then seated himself down on the couch not sure really what to do with himself. He closed his eyes and leaned back to rest his aching body. He didn't see himself being all too important in what Sadoko had to say to Dai so he seemed to once again slip into a medatative state.Knowing it was most likely not any news to Daikenkai, Sadoko stood herself in front of the crossdresser who had seated himself down upon the couch. Daikenkai was certainly getting a decent shot of her crotch, but she didn't care.
"...I'm pregnant with twins..."
"...aye... that you are..." was the indifferent responce she received.
"... the vampire even seems pretty certain they will live throughout the full pregnancy... he already gave them names... Obsidian and Pyrite... though that is a whole different subject... I'm only here to ask you if you remember our deal...?"
"...aye... '...that I would take full financial responsibility of the child'...or in this case... children... 'and for the benefit of the mother, to move in with each other so that she can still worry about benefitting her own education...' Does that sound about right Sadoko?""...yes... and you still plan on it... right?" Sadoko pressed closer, almost intimately close as she asked about it.
Nodding his head, he uttered "...yeah... just give me the time to look for an actual house on the market... purchasing shouldn't be too much of a problem... just finding something to my tastes... that always serves as a problem..."
"...that I shall do... just keep in touch... okay Daikenkai..."
Waving his hand indifferently, he uttered "...aye..."
With that, Sadoko stood herself up and left. She had a bit of a smile upon her face, but if anyone were to point it out, the fragile thing would shatter back into her usual straight-lined mouth.
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Posted: Sun Dec 24, 2006 11:42 pm
~To my journal, Shichi~
The next semester in school is coming up shortly. I can't afford to get behind in my classes if I plan to graduate in 2 more years for my bachelor's degree. Ari always thought I worked myself too hard, but that's because he didn't work as hard I suppose. I was talking with my academic advisor last Tuesday, since I have to in order to register for classes, and she managed to convince me to take a "Child and Adolescent Growth and Development" class. The reason she suggested such is because I mentioned I would probably have to miss a couple weeks of class next semester because of a maternity leave of sorts. I hate getting behind in classes, so I wanted to know about my options for making certain I wouldn't get behind. One thing in the conversation led to the other, and soon enough I ended up telling her I was pregnant. Seriously, that was the last thing I needed her to know. Either way, she suggested the "Child and Adolescent Growth and Development" class. She said it would take down one of my psychology requirements, as well as be a bit useful in understanding my child a bit better. Rather fortunate I didn't slip up and tell her I was pregnant with twins. Seriously, how believeable would it be if I told her the whole situation. Nobody would believe me. No one! Still, I do believe it could be helpful to learn a bit more about the development of a child to prevent anything drastic from happening with the children when they are born.
Daikenkai has not gotten back to me in a while about the moving situation. I bet he is looking for the most grim place in the world to use as our home. He seems more like a vampire than Ari was at times. He's noctournal, but that aside, he hates light and loves blood. I hope he doesn't take too long to find a new home, though I do understand it does take a while to find houses on the market. And again, with Daikenkai's tastes, it could take even longer. I don't care if I live in some creepy place though. As long as it is big enough to raise two children. An apartment is no place to raise children, even if Daikenkai shall be doing most of the "raising."
Speaking of raising, Kothe, Daikenkai's cat, I believe is nearly ready to have her kittens. Her stomach has most definitely bulged out drastically within the past couple weeks. Only reminds me of the joy I have to look forward to when my own stomach bloats up like a pot belly pig's would. I hope that Daikenkai finds a home soon so that Kothe can have her kittens there rather than here. It will be a pain to transport kittens to the new place. Too bad nature doesn't work on convenience. If that were the case, I just flat out would not be pregnant. Still, one can hope for the best, especially in regards to timing.
It is amazing how much things can change with one simple pregnancy. Well, the pregnancy itself isn't all that simple, but you get what I mean. Kristal keeps hinting that she knows a lot more about the twins, but I keep insisting that she leave it be at the fact they are twins. Seriously, she already caused plenty of trouble by just flat out knowing that the twins were there to begin with. Toshiro's father went crazy enough in regards to that bit of information. At least he's no longer with us. I hope that Kristal gets the idea sooner rather than later that I don't want to know genders and such about the babies.
Kaila, on the other hand, looks like she's going to be the "baby-shower" coordinator. She is so excited about becoming the "auntie" to the twins. She is practically obsessing over it. It's rather fortunate that she doesn't have to worry about the weight gain, the implications it has over moods and health, so on and so forth. The outsider looking in might think it is the most wonderful thing in the world, even if the pregnancy wasn't desired. However, even though I didn't want it, I am not about to go off and do an abortion. One, it is too late for that and it is illegal past the first trimester in this area. Two, I have no right to decide whether or not life should be created. Even though I have already voiced the preference of having no baby shower, I have this sneaking suspicion that Kaila is going to throw a "surprise" one eventually. She'll probably invite half of the school. That's the last thing I need. Especially since I hate most of my classmates.
I suppose I should keep on going, one day at a time, one pound at a time. Hopefully waiting on Daikenkai is not like waiting on Godot. Until next time, Shichi.
~ Sadoko ~
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Posted: Mon Dec 25, 2006 12:06 am
Kittens (Snippet of one RP from many)
The city was always such a filthy thing. Daikenkai would never get over that fact. As he walked, though he truly was keeping his sights out for a payphone, he couldn't help but snort in disgust at the mere decay which seemed to eminate from the city. When his friend stopped, he hadn't quite heard what was said, but when caught up, he saw all that he needed to see.
"...alright... let us go then..."
With that he led the way towards the phones.The boy followed behind and seemed to focus on the back of Dai's heels. Why do I feel like this?... I ate... i'm.. not hungry... I think... When the feet infront of him stopped, he too came to an immediate halt. His eyes remained down on the street and he remained in place now listening to the sound of the change being placed into the machine and one half the discussion to follow.With the phone up to his ear, Daikenkai waited for Sadoko to pick up.
After about three rings, Sadoko's voice was on the line and simply stated "...hello..."
"...hello m'dear... just curious if ye are up fer a quick visit...?"
"...I suppose, though you might have... a bit less of a welcoming commity than usual... your cat's in labor right now... just make it quick... alright?"
"..." Daikenkai remained quiet for a bit longer than he should have, for the girl hung up assuming he had already done so. Turning to the boy who was in his company, he stated quite bluntly "...Kothe's having her kittens...""...oh, I like kittens.. Why are all the animals having babies?" The boy's head snapped up a bit as if he almost expected to see Dai holding a kitten. When there was no kitten there his eyes dimmed a bit and his eyes went back down to the ground. "well... let's go then. I want to see the kittens.... and well, we were going to see Sadoko anyway..."Shrugging his shoulders a bit, he uttered "...they all got horny around the same time?"
Stepping himself out of the booth, he then began to walk in the direction of where the apartment would be in comparison to where they were at. He didn't say anything, but it was evident they were not heading home."heh..." The boy laughed lightly and once he saw the feet ahead of him start to walk he followed behind. One would almost think the boy to be an obediant dog of the crossdresser, to some extent it was true.It would take quite a while, but eventually the two were at the Chimney Sweep complex, walking in towards the apartment which Sadoko lived in.
The door was completely open, which was rather unusual to one such as the girl, but it was mainly to air the room out. There were towels draped upon the furniture, some used, some not. It would seem that the excitement was over though, for the dark-haired girl was now watching carefully over the silver-helmed feline and her four tiny kittens.Once the two were near the boy lifted up his head a bit after taking in some of the air. "what's that smell?" Once at the door he peered in. The kittens weren't quite what he had expected. "eww, they look sticky... and... ewwww..." The boy had only really seen more mature fluffy kittens. "They look like rats..." Toshiro slowly apporoached but stayed a few feet away from the scene.The tiny little kittens mewled and nuzzled up to their mother, who was licking them to rid them of the fresh scent of birth. Kothe for once actually seemed quite at peace, tending in a maternal fashion to the kittens. One of the kittens though seemed far smaller than the rest, the tiny grey kitten seeming to be a pile of bones with skin barely clinging to it.
"...they'll fluff up when they get older..." Daikenkai pointed out. "...they are helpless creatures right now... blind and unable to do much for themselves...""oh..." Still keeping his distance the boy sat down and looked over the kittens with curious eyes. I wonder why they are blind?... and... why aren't they all cute and fluffy?...hmm... that tiny one looks kind of sick...oh... it's probably like Sadoko's cat... poor lil guy.... The boy pouted a bit wanting to pick up the runt and cuddle it despite its appearance but at least knew better and stayed where he had seated himself. He had actually even forgot why they had wanted to come over.Eventually Sadoko seated herself facing the two men who had entered the room. "...sorry I didn't greet you... but I think the reasons behind it are understandable." The girl was a bit sweaty, and she was wearing a loose tank top and men's boxers. Her hair was tied back to keep the hair off her neck and keep her cool.
Glancing to the kittens, then to the girl, Daikenkai bluntly stated "...I suppose that means ye won't be moving fer a couple of weeks over with us to the house, eh?"
The girl nodded her head to this. "...I don't mind moving stuff over, but I can't take the kittens... I was hoping to be out of here before they were born..."Once moving had been brought up the boy turned his attention from the kittens finally. "oh yeah. I can help move stuff too. I moved most of the stuff from our apartment, we are all set up there now except for a new bed" He smiled up to the girl.The words caused a faint smile to return to her face. Nodding her head, she too stood up, then went to retrieve something. When she came back, she had a pet-carrier at hand. First going to the door and making certain it was shut, she then opened the latch.
The rather gawky looking cat found its way out and then slipped over to the side of its mate. A soft purring emitted from both of them. The kittens themselves had found themselves a way to keep entertained by suckling upon their mother's milk.Once the sound of the purring caught his ear the boy slowly turned around. He watched curiously as the cat family seemed to be enjoying each others company. He sighed and leaned forward to rest his elbows upon the floor and his head in his palms. He watched the kittens as they enjoyed thier first meal, his eyes mostly upon the runt. Though it was obvious it had the same aliments as its father and looked somewhat disgusting the boy found it to be adorable in some way.In fact, it was the frailer looking of the kittens which had stopped drinking first. It curled up tightly against its mother's side, and quite easily went to sleep, though its eyes were already shut to begin with. One by one, the siblings did the same, until all of them were huddled into Kothe's side, breathing tiny little breaths and in short enjoying life to the fullest which such new creatures could.
Sadoko was watching over her cat and his family, then glanced down to her own belly. Her stomach still didn't have any buldge yet, but knowing she had two babies within her body, she would grow plump rather quickly.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 7:13 am
Data Entry ----
It would seem that things are starting to piece together. We've moved into our new home, Sadoko, Toshiro, and I. It isn't half bad, and it is much roomier than that pathetic apartment I was in before. I've got to make sure that this address isn't for the public's common knowledge. I don't mind Sadoko's friends knowing where this place is, but I do mind those I do business knowing where I reside.
The one thing I don't like so much is the fact that I have to smoke outside. True enough, I do prefer where I sleep to not smell of smoke, but I don't really care much about the rest of the house. Yet, it's a "modification" I've had to make because of those twins in Sadoko's belly. She doesn't smoke, nor believes in it. She has every logical reason to dislike it, especially with fetuses in her body. Second-hand smoke for an unborn infant will probably ensure an unhealthy birth. I still feel it is a punishment of a sort though. At least she's smart enough to know I ain't about to quit smoking anytime soon.
Merely having three people in one household has proven rather interesting, along with damned busy. At least Toshiro and I have a very similar schedule now. I am still able to work with him on learning how to read, though he has been quite reluctant to work on such lately. I ain't the one hurting from him not doing it. He's only ruining his own chances at becoming something more than his damned "father" had aspired for him. Toshiro doesn't need to be put into danger so pointlessly. I suppose it is ironic, with the pot calling the kettle black. I could care less about myself though.
We've still yet to actually bother preparing a room for the babies. I figure, the first year or so, I'm going to be the one who has to deal with the damned things. Damned a**-backwards if you ask me. The girl gets to go off and make something of herself, and the men are the babysitters. I suppose my experiences as a kid may assist, but even then, I still don't like this. Whenever we get cribs for the fetuses, it's going in Toshiro and my room. I might as well make it easier for myself when I change a diaper during the day. Tis fortunate I am a light sleeper. I can already see I will be in charge of everything with those brats once they pop out of Sadoko's womb. With some luck, maybe Toshiro can be trained to assist on the occasional dirty diaper. The smell of s**t ain't exactly something I want all the time lingering up my nose.
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 8:29 pm
-Crumpled paper tossed aside-
--(Toshiro's attempt at writing)--
I have herd of jurnals so I wanteed to try and make put my thouts down.
Babiez. Im so confuzed abot what to do with myself. I now this paper looks bad as it is sinc I cant rite. I am Tring Thou. I want to teech at lest my son how to do stuf like a dad would. What if it isnt a son? I dont know much abut girls. Its far too fustrating.
I can see Sadokos belly is geting big. She seems grumpier than usual too. But maybey thats just what I think. How much longer is this going to be? It seems like forever for a baby to come out.
This paper is Stoopid.
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Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 12:05 pm
~To my journal, Shichi~
I know it is almost time for me. One pretty good indicator is the fact that Chez can now fall asleep while laying on my stomach as I am standing. If I were more into jokes and humor, I could easily make one for the instance I found that to happen.
I feel so much slower than before. It is probably because of all the awkward additional weight. It has been driving me crazy lately, since I am used to being so much more active than this. I have taken a break from pacting with demons for now, especially since it is so close to the birthing process. I have no clue what sorts of effects demons could have on the unborn children within my womb. I suppose it would depend on the demon though. If the demon was generally malicious in nature, I could see if possibly killing the unborn at this point. I know most demons have some issues with being deceived as "good," so thus why I have taken this break. Fre is really the only one I know of that I can genuinely call "good," but I believe that is because of our mutual respect for each other.
Kaila held her renedition of a "baby shower" last weekend, and I was a bit surprised. She actually listened to me when I said to not invite too many people. She did manage to slip in one friend of hers that I did not know, but everyone else were people I know and didn't mind going to some tacky little celebration which is an excuse to just get free stuff.
We did not get any sort of "major" presents as some people get from their baby showers, like cribs, baby monitors, and the rather important items, so that means we will still end up needing plenty. Instead, we got presents which were not gender specific. Kaila's friend, I think she said her name was Lilith, gave some strange bottles to us. They have little animals seeming to float around inside. They are cute, and I suppose very "baby-like" in nature, but the children won't be able to play with it for a while, since the bottles seem to be made of glass. Last thing I need is a baby breaking open the bottle, cutting themselves on the glass, and making a mess. Kaila purchased a miniature army of plush kitsusagi. It wasn't enough to actually have to take care of three kitsusagi, she had to order more. I think she went over the line though by ordering two that looked like Toshiro and Daikenkai.
Either way, it looks like I am going to have to get Toshiro and Daikenkai to get their acts into gear. I will need to get them to purchase the cribs and very necessary gear for the infants when they arrive. I feel as if we have procrastinated too much already. Yet, convincing those two to do anything is almost impossible. I suppose I should try and take advantage of the "scary pregnant lady" aura I have right now and get them to do that.
It is time for class, so it is time for me to get odd looks now with my stomach again. Until next time, Shichi.
~ Sadoko ~
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 9:15 pm
~To my journal, Shichi~
I am beginning to wonder if parenthood is really all that it is cracked out to be. I have not even had the twins, but I have observed the most bizarre behaviors recently amongst a different mother. There is a lot of background information, so I was thinking of just jotting it down so I can sort it out and take a clearer look into this. I know you don't mind, Shichi.
Daikenkai and Toshiro owned this strange creature called a kitsusagi prior to my ever living with them. It is like a fox, but it has three tails. She is a very fowl creature and has a unique ability with what seems to be acid. These creatures are said to be intelligent and understand what we humans say, but despite this, she does not seem tame in the least. More like a wild beast.
When we first moved in, she apparently lay some eggs. I never knew that creatures with fur could bear eggs, but apparently these creatures do. With this litter of pups, she was just as a normal animal with its children: very protective, but at the same time, caring. The pups grew up into healthy creatures without much aid from us. Currently, we keep them outside since I have my cats inside, and the last thing I need to do is to break up the fights between the different pets.
Recently, Zane, one of the two kitsusagi she bore ran off, but even stranger, Umbreon lay some more eggs. The whole property is surrounded by an iron fence, so I don't know how they let themselves out, but they almost always seem to come back. Maybe they dig holes or something? Either way, she apparently had lay some more eggs.
The other morning when I was coming home from work, I happened to pass Umbreon, and she was doing the most bizarre thing. Most things that Umbreon does are bizarre, but even still, I found this to be even stranger than normal. She was growling at the eggs. It wasn't just growling though. She was distanced quite a bit from them, a rather defensive action, and she was acting as if she was warning them to go away. I paused for a bit to observe what was going to happen beyond this, and I found the eggs were wriggling slightly. They were hatching! Why in the world would Umbreon be growling at them?
I decided to wait longer until the little pups had hatched. I am very glad I did, for after they both hatched, Umbreon pushed the limits. She pounced them and actually attacked the two. She ended up hurting the younger one, which coincidently was girl. The older one, a boy, was shook up, but not harmed. After separating mother and children, I took them into the house. The two pups have been staying in my room, and I have been nursing them to good health. I guess I get to play the adoptive mother to these two. Umbreon is not even acting like a mother at this point. She pretty much has acted like she forgot them the moment I took them into the house and has gone back to her normal routines. Most animals I've seen usually have a sort of nesting instinct. I know that Umbreon has had maternal instincts due to her previous litter.
This whole situation with Umbreon and her second litter of pups really is making me wonder. Why would Umbreon act so resentfully towards these pups and not the first ones? How can a creature be so fickle? Could I as a mother end up turning out just like that? A perfect mother to one child, then hateful towards the other? There are no easy answers to this, since I do not speak a canine language last time I checked. It would be nice to just ask her and be able to get an answer in response that I could understand. An interview would probably be the most interesting thing I could ever hope for with that creature.
Either way, now I have two more baby animals. The way which Umbreon attacked the two almost made me think she was trying to eat them. Depending on which time of day you wake up, she might have been eating breakfast (normal people) or dinner (nocturnal people). So I named the boy Dinner and the girl Breakfast.
I just hope I can be a good mother to these two. Perhaps this is a test prior to my own real motherhood. Thank you, Shichi, for this miniature written exploration has really helped clear my mind a bit.
~ Sadoko ~
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2007 9:40 pm
~To my journal, Shichi~
It seems like yesterday that these pups had just arrived yesterday, and now they are practically almost fully grown. It is amazing how quickly kitsusagi grow compared to even normal dogs. Both Breakfast and Dinner are nearly fully grown, but in regards to maturity, they are not all that ready to deal with the real world awaiting them outside of the house. They are very well mannered, sweet, loving and house-trained, but both are easily scared. They are scared of anything they are not familiar with, and even with things they are acquainted with, the two are still easily startled. I want to keep them as indoor pets, but they are much larger and more difficult to take care of. There is one reason why this would most likely not work: Daikenkai. He has no sympathy at all. He could probably care less if the pups got injured at all. Maybe we can get a fence built outside if worse comes to worse.
I've been told lately by my peers that they feel I am doing too much. They keep telling me as a pregnant woman I should be taking things easy during the last months rather than working a job and continuing with school. Most of these people don't realize I practically run a household too, but either way, I don't really care. Things won't get done usually unless I am doing them or directing the task. It isn't that the others are not capable. I know Toshiro is capable of most of the things I need done, but he would need plenty of directing. Daikenkai and Toshiro lately have been going through many issues of late. It is best to just leave them to their own, and I will worry about myself.
I've been having plenty of fun lately sketching Breakfast and Dinner. They are adorable. I have also been doing plenty of window shopping for baby clothing. I am thinking unisex-outfits would work best, just because I have no clue what sex any of the babies are. I can't help but wonder if either of the babies will be a girl? I can't help but want to get a frilly outfit. I know, that is awfully girly of me, but hey! I am a girl last I checked, otherwise I wouldn't be pregnant in the first place.
I included a sketch for you, Shichi. Perhaps I can look back later and look at these babies before they had grown up. I suspect the next time I write in here, there will be two new additions to my life.
~ Sadoko ~
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 7:02 pm
Data Entry ----
I now know where all my money is going to be going now. I can't say I'm surprised. All I know is that it doesn't really please me. My money isn't exactly all that honestly earned, so I suppose I shouldn't complain about "honestly" earning it. If I were more uncomfortable with getting caught spending it, I suppose there'd be more need for concern.
It amazes me how rotten children are spoiled these days. Makes me feel like a f------ old man, but it's true. I just got what I bare essentials I needed, where now they have all these things that aren't necessary. I mean, last I checked, newborns didn't exactly need 10 different types of diapers, or hundreds of different toys to hang over their crib. It's f------ ridiculous. It almost makes me glad I had nothing so I can see how pointless this all is.
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