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 Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 1:11 pm
Bongo frowned slighly, but then smiled softly before jumping and struggling up on Randee's back.
"Ill take you to Unesdala, knowing him he'll be a mess till you guys figure things out."
Sgina seemed to think for a moment and didnt seem to happy with the idea. She started to speak but she was interupted.
"I want to go meet my other Grandpapa!!!" Victor said prancing about completly forgetting his curiousity for the ferret.
"Can we momma?Can we?" Victor then used his best weapon agaisnt his mother,the look. He made his eyes real big and begain to tear up.
Sgina didnt normaly fall for things like this but when Victor did it, it got to her for some reason. Sgina sighed and growled lightly.
"Fine, but I think your Grandmother needs abit of time alone with him first."
Sgina then eyes Randee abit, Sgina was trying to keep from getting into a really bad mood but it was hard.
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 7:43 pm
"Yes, I think I might," said Randee with a slight nod. She then mouthed 'Thank you' to Sgina. Randee felt very proud of Sgina, to see how much she had grown and how mature and responsible she had become made Randee feel very happy, like Sgina was raised right, with or without Randee's help.
"So, where is Unesdala, Bongo?" asked Randee to the old friend and ferret.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:21 am
"Im almost surprised you've forgotten the way. Where a creek devides the plains from the forrest. Kanati's teepee is just past the tree line there. Im sure he is still there if not I doubt he'll go much further." Bongo said while making himself comfortable on Randee's back.It had been awhile sence he had had this much interaction with someone he knew and it made him very happy indeed.
Sgina looked away from Randee and flicked her tail abit. This whole thing was getting to be to much for her at once, but at the same time deep down she felt better. Perhaps Rahu had been right about this sort of thing, he usally was right. Sgina at that moment wondered where Rahu was and how he was doing, but then she brought herself back to this moment. Sgina knew she would need a break after her foals had grown she was very confused anymore about where she stood in her life she missed her past days of being mean, but at the same time things like this just felt right.
Victor took on a toothy grin and walked over to Randee.
Unlike his mother he was very loving and was easy to get close too. He fluttered his wings before nudging Randee's chest in a loving manner.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:23 pm
"It has been so long," said Randee with a smile to Bongo. "I haven't seen him in ages, it seems."
Randee turned her head to Sgina and gave a light encouraging smile, as if to say that everything would be all right. Randee then looked down at Victor, her young grandson.
"You must be such a blessing to your mother," said Randee sweetly. "You are so sweet and you have proved yourself to be pretty wise as well. You must make your mother proud, you certainly make me proud."
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 2:58 pm
Sgina simply frowned when Randee smiled at her.It wasnt in her to treat Randee like someone she loved being around just yet. Sgina started to walk in the general direction Bongo had spoke of. She figured someone had to take the first steps if Randee wasnt going to.
Bongo smiled lightly still curled on Randee's back.
He watched the young colt and wondered how Sgina was able to raise such a foal, but then again maybe it wasnt her dooing. There was still the father to consider or the foal could just naturaly be that way.
"Oh Im a blessing to all." Victor said trotting after his mother giggling abit."Come on Grandma let's go see Grandpa!" Victor said giving a shout before running a circle around Randee and Sgina.
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 3:17 pm
"A blessing you are, indeed," said Randee. She looked at Sgina, tilting her head, hoping the situation isn't making Sgina feel too uncomfortable. Randee gave a faint smile, knowing that it would take a long time before her and Sgina are able to feel like they have a strong bond, the bond Randee had always wanted with her children. Randee slowly started walking towards where Kanati lives, hopefully he or Unesdala would still be there.
"Sgina, who is Victor's father?" asked Randee out of curiosity. She had been quite curious to whom is in her evergrowing family tree. "Isn't being a mother a wonderful joy?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 9:56 pm
Sgina stopped in her tracks for a moment.
"His name is Vudeux." Sgina really didnt have any interest in him anymore,evrey time his name was mentioned or she saw him she felt stupid. They werent really meant to be and sometimes Sgina felt the whole thing had been one big mistake. Sgina continued to walk only turning to look at Victor for a moment.
"Its alright I guess, my other foals arent the same as Victor though."
Victor finished his circle running then trotted along side of his mother. He fluttered his wings and tossed his mane very happy at the moment.Bongo finally jumped from Randee's bag and hopped ahead to lead the way. It wasnt to long of a walk before they met the small field that was dusted in snow. They werent quite to where Kanati lived but they were very close when the light sound of foal was heard.Today was one of Unesdala's better days between Kanati,Elawi, and the recent vist from his mother Frosta some of his happiness had returned. Elawi daughter of Kanati had managed to get Unesdala to play a game of tag with her in the feild. Unesdala chased after the little foal he wanted to smile but his heart seemed to be stopping him from doing such. Elawi was pretty fast and kept looking back to see if she had gotten Unesdala to smile yet. She fussed lighty seeing he hadnt she took a turn in the grass before she looked fowards again. She suddenly gasp slipping to a sit, before her stood Sgina with a raised eyebrow.Unesdala heard the gasp and raced fowards.
"Elawi?! Are you alri............" Unesdala came to a stop as he saw Sgina standing there. Some foal beside her and, could it be true? Randee was there as well as his old friend Bongo. ~What in the world?~ he thought as he looked them all over with a confused look in his eye.
"Sgina,...Randee?" A wave of emotions swept over him all the sudden. He was happy to see them both and yet his heart ached as he thought of the fight between him and Randee. And yet he was confused, why were they here together?
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 5:37 pm
"Vudeux," repeateed Randee after Sgina. "Quite an interesting name. How many other foals do you have Sgina? I would love to get the chance to meet them all someday! I'm sure they are all quite lovely. Yes, every child is different just as you are different from Kimi and Kimi is different from Kainen. Nobody is different, everyone is unique, else life would be pretty dull if all were the same."
Randee turned to the voice of a familiar stallion, the voice that she loved hearing. The sound of Unesdala's voice always brought a smile to her face, and after being away from him for so long, she felt even more joyful than ever. "Unesdala! I have missed you so much!"
Randee trotted over to her love happily, ready to share everything that had happened.
"I am so sorry about everything, I overreacted quite a bit," apologized Randee. "I was just very upset and bitter, I was losing control. But I have found Sgina, Unesdala! And look beside her! She has started a family of her own! Another generation to our lovely family. I missed you so much! I love you so much! I promise never to argue with you ever again!"
Randee was so happy she began to cry a bit, light tears rolling down the dimples of her wide grin. Oh, this day is slowly turning up to be a great day; yes, a great day indeed! The sun was shining, the birds were chipping and...what was that? Another foal? The foal had similar traits to Kanati...
Has Kanati started a family as well?!
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:10 am
"Two more a colt and a filly, the filly is to much like me for my liking. There names are Deja and Vuja, Vudeux named them I named Victor." Sgina said just before a foal appeared before her.
Victor stared at the other foal and then stared at Unesdala smiling abit and he figured this was his Grandfather. He waggled his tail but polite waited his turn to say hello.
Bongo simple watched staying quite for now.
Elawi being shy suddenly dashed behind Unesdala.
She picked her head out just lightly golden horn shinning in the sunlight.
Unesdala stared at Randee looking rather confused.
What should he say infront of Sgina and her foal not to mention Elawi.
Though the apology sounded real, Unesdala was still very hurt.
And felt like they needed to talk before he rushed to Randee.
"I am happy you found Sgina and Im proub she has a family, but right now we need to talk alone. Elawi show Sgina and her foal to the teepee and wait there." As he spoke his voice was very serious and strong.
Elawi nodded and trotted off towards the teepee.
Normaly Sgina would have ignored Unesdala but this time she listened for some reason. The change in his voice just made her feel that she needed to listen.
Victor followed with abit of a frown not having beeen able to say hello to Unesdala.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 6:09 pm
"Unesdala, I am so sorry, I cannot begin to tell you," said Randee tearfully. "I lost control of myself, everything had gone so fast. There was so much going on, between all of our children and everything, I felt old and distressed, I couldn't handle it any more. The mention of Sgina would have thrown me over the edge. I am so sorry. I hope that you can forgive me."
Randee leaned into Unesdala and reached to nuzzle him, just as she always did, hoping he would accept her again. There was only one piece left to her puzzle that needed to be fixed; she needed Unesdala's forgiveness.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 5:01 am
Unesdala backed up from her nuzzle he wasnt quite ready for that. Many days he had waited for her going through many feelings from sadness to pain to feeling like anger and thinking he could live without her.
He wasnt himself right now and had not been since the foals came along.
Unesdala was cable of becoming himself again but at the same time he was tired of being the stupid one that say yes to everyone and apologizes for things he shouldnt have to apologize for.
"Im sure you are sorry,but how can I be sure it wont happen again? I made one dession, just one and you told me to go away.
You dont think I wasnt affected with Sgina? I was distressed too,Randee I was sick to the point that I passed out and no one was there with me, some stange mare found me,Im just lucky she wasnt a wolf. Instead of being there for each other all you could think about is what was happening to you. I knew you were having problems and seeing Sgina would have been foolish, things would have been worse Sgina wasnt ready to see you or me.
You maybe sorry,but what can you offer to me to show that in times of trouble this wont happen again. I love a happy life as much as the next,but bad things happen and that's when we need eachother the most.
Its not a time for us to fight."
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Posted: Tue Jan 30, 2007 1:27 pm
"I didn't want you to go away for good," said Randee, even more hurt and feeling rejected than before. Unesdala had never turned her away, that moment struck Randee like a knife in the heart. "I only wanted some time to myself for a short while, but then I wasn't able to find you again. I was angry and emotional, I could have said anything there but you have to believe that I would never mean to hurt you Unesdala! And I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but my emotions got the best of me and took control. You can't blame me for you being sick, I asked you if everything was okay and you said you were fine. It was out my control! I'm sorry, Unesdala. I'm so sorry!"
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Posted: Wed Jan 31, 2007 6:46 am
"I told you where I would be, I never left that area I waited for you,sometimes not sleeping in fear I wouldnt be awake when you came to find me. I never returned because I figured you would come when you were ready. I was doing everything I could to keep you from being hurt or to try and make you feel better. Of course I said I was fine that would have just been something else to add to your worries Randee, sometimes it was like you were there but I felt so..alone. Kimi seemed to like you well enough, Sgina hated both of us, and my only son never took the time to get to know me.You were upset and I was there for you, but now that I look back on it I wonder where my support was.
I want to move on and have a happy life to forgive you, but ....Im afraid, Randee. I dont want to feel that pain again,what if something like this happens again? I couldnt take Randee, it would be the end of me.
It almost was me being sick or not, I could only think of you and the pain I felt when you told me to go away. That sort of pain makes one not want to clean,eat,or sleep, you try to figure out what you did wrong, but then I finaly realized I did nothing wrong, you did."
Unesdala looked away from her he was trying to be strong but a tear snuck away from his watering eyes.
"Im....just so confused on what to do Randee. I love you,but Im afraid to continue to love you."
Unesdala really wasnt sure what he was saying. He had thought of what to say many times but this was nothing close to what he had planned.
What did he need from her to prove that she was true to her word?
Not even he was sure,but then again he remember something Kanati once told him. ~Everyone needs a secound chance~.With that thought Unesdala looked at her with a soft face letting a few more tears fall as he stared at her.
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 6:16 pm
"I cannot predict what will happen in the future my love, but I can promise to you, nothing like this will happen as long as we are together," Randee said, trying to hold back the tears so she can speak clearly. "When we were apart, I was even more depressed than I was with you; not that being with you was depressing, but the conflicts within are family were depressing me. I knew you were sick, which saddened me even more."
"When we were apart, a mare named Artemis gave me the stregnth and courage to be a little stronger, she gave me a friend to rely on in my times of trouble. I am repaired now, you are the last piece; just as I hope that I am the last piece left to complete the harmony in our family. Once our two pieces reunite, and we reunite with our family, the harmony within it will return and we could only hope for happiness. It will be tough, there will be struggles, but that all comes in life. There is no perfect life and I know that now. Being with you, just you was perfection, but after the incident with the attacks on the village, the day I made one of the worst mistakes of my life, I realized how brutal life could be. It wasn't the first time. I don't have a family outside the one you brought me into, the one that we started. So, when we split, I felt once again alone in this world, no family. It was the worst feeling I've ever felt."
"Unesdala, we need to allow ourselves to move on together, we have to allow things to work out. To error is natural, to forgive is divine. If we do not resolve our matters, they will left unresolved, stretching this conflict longer, not allowing the pieces to fit together in harmony. It will destroy what we have worked so hard to maintain, my love. I cannot allow that to happen. I cannot allow this family to remain broken, it needs to be mended, Unesdala. We need to allow each other's forgiveness."
Randee stood, staring into Unesdala's eyes as tears rolled down her cheeks, now fully allowing herself to cry. There weren't tears of sadness, they were tears of hope, hope that the family will be repaired, that she will no longer have to be left alone. Randee knew that she nor Unesdala would be to move on without being with each other, there would be too many struggles. It wasn't just a hope or want, it was the neccessity of maintain balance and order in life.
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Posted: Fri Feb 16, 2007 6:35 pm
Unesdala looked away as she spoke starting to feel shameful for ever feeling hate towards her. That wasnt who he was, it was something he had never wished to be and her words reminded him of that. When she finished talking he paced in a small circle still very confused but as he faced her again he glanced at her before quickly putting his eyes back to the ground. Slowly with hesitant steps he walked close to her and reached his neck out to nuzzle her's.
"Im sorry for being angry with you Randee." His voice was childlike before he burst into full out tears and repeating he was sorry over and over.
"Even if something bad happens to us again,I promise never to let myself get mad at you. I forgive you just please forgive me for my anger."
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