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 Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 4:43 am
Sgina away from Rahu and eyed him looking like she was bought ready to go through him now just for him nipping at her, but Sgina wasnt about to disobey her father so she backed up abit. After Kimi spoke Sgina glared at Rahu abit, but then softened her look he didnt know that she wouldnt have been too upset if she had run into her family. Sgina turned away from Rahu and Kimi and returned to the shadows replaying Kimi's last sentence in her mind. After a few moments of silence Sgina spoke.
"Why?" was all she asked to Kimi before waiting to see what would be said in reply.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 11:13 am
Rahu stood his ground and let Sgina have her space as she had went back to the shadows. he gave a sigh and shoke his head as he eyed both of them. this was not how he thought there meetign would go after that talk he had with Sgina but then again he sould have expected it. " Sgina come here." he asked not in a demanding tone but a soft one that he rarely used.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 2:34 pm
"Sgina," said Kimi, trying to calm herself from crying too much. The full truth was ready to come out.
"I love you and I've always have. I've never hated you Sgina and that's why the time away from you has been so difficult for me. There wasn't a day that I didn't think about you Sgina."
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 11:54 pm
Sgina did not come when Rahu called to her. She leaned agaist the tree and stayed silently as she listened to Kimi.
~How? ..How could she love me? How could anyone love me I dont deserve or need such a thing....and yet even the kalonas are able to love thoses of their own kind atleast. Can I love? Can I love and still be what I dreamed of being? Can I truly care for Kimi or anyone else and still have this secret bloodlust, that Ive not even been totaly honest with anyone on?
Can they let me be who I wanna be and still love me?~ Sgina thought in silence under the her favorite tree of shadows. Tears begain to fall from her eyes though it seemed niether she nor her eye lids seemed to notice them.
"I dont understand how you could have such silly feelings towards me. They arn't.......they are not..........." Sgina stopped this was her outside talking not her heart. Sgina was still not able to find thoses words her heart was whispering to her. They couldnt seem to make it out of her mouth.
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Posted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 12:31 am
Rahu walked over to her, and hoped Kimi would stay back a moment while he whispered something to sgina. now besided her he whispered low to her so only she could hear. " didn't our talk teach you anything? you can still be you and still have certain feelings for certain others you hold close. even i admit i have you and selene to show a soft side to that i don't show anyone else, that should show you i do truely care for you no matter what." he wondered if his words would help as he then backed off and gave Sgina her space again.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 10:26 am
Kimi heard Rahu whisper something, but wasn't sure exactly what it was.
"Sgina? They are not what?" asked Kimi. "Real? Is that what you are trying to say Sgina? Because they are real. I do love you Sgina, I truly do. And so does the rest of your family. Our family, Sgina. We all do love you and care about you."
Kimi bowed down her head, wondering how Sgina would respond.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 1:05 pm
Rahu's words reminded Sgina that which she was trying to forget, but it was what she needed. "....No I was going to say they werent returned....but....I think...I would be lying if I said that. Ive...Kimi Ive missed you since I was disowned I was having fun with you that day, then...then I was disowned and I never saw you again and it was all my fault...." Sgina started crying more now that it was obvious even if you couldnt see her.
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 7:15 pm
Rahu stood there and listened to both of them. he now had no need to spek sohe would let kimi now speak. if needed he would say something but for now he would jsut watch over them both.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 8:03 am
Kimi stood speechless. Her dream had come true. Sgina indeed loves Kimi.
Kimi rushed over to Sgina, crying tears of joy. She stood infront of Sgina and smiled as the tears rolled down her cheek.
"Sgina, it isn't all you're fault," said Kimi. "Please don't do that to yourself, don't put the blame on yourself. Don't do to yourself what mother is doing to herself. She feels everything that happened is her fault, which it mostly is, but she's been getting so stressed over it, that I fear it may be hurting mother and father's relationship. So, please, don't blame yourself Sgina. I love you too much for that to happen to you."
"I had a lot of fun with you that day too, Sgina," said Kimi. "That's why it was so hard for me. In fact, I've enjoyed every moment I've ever spent with you."
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 12:14 am
Sgina wasnt ready to look at Kimi yet so when she stood infront of Sgina, she moved away and hid behind Rahu ashamed at the way she was acting.
"Your right its not my fault its Randee, you know I missed you, but I didnt miss Randee. I dont see how you could have I wouldnt let myself treat you any better than crap." Sgina placed her head on Rahu's side wishing she could hide compeltly.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 1:11 pm
Rahu mentaly sighed and let Sgina behind him. he shifted his front legs a bit then eyed Kimi. hardly knowing what she was going to do now, he then looked at Sgina who seemed to want to hide behind him now.
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 1:49 pm
Kimi smiled, that was the Sgina she remembered. Spiteful and a bit rude, but hard to truly hate.
"It doesn't matter the way you treat me," said Kimi. "You are my sister and I will always love you. Once you left, I cherised those moments even more. It is our mother's fault, but she is going through such a hard time right now, she is tearing herself up."
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 2:14 pm
Sgina peeked her head over Rahu.
"Well then...we should be sisters agian, shouldnt we?Can we I mean?" Sgina was all very confused she wanted to be around Kimi again, but wasnt sure how to handle it.
"I dont really care what Randee is going through, she can go die in a pit for all I care."
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 2:50 pm
Rahu stood still and quiet as the two talked. there was no need for him to speak so he would just let the two talk but if needed he would say something. flickign his tail , he was careful though not to hit Sgina with it.
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 2:52 pm
Kimi knew Sgina was angry at Randee, but wasn't quite sure how to react to that. Kimi decided to ignore it.
"Yes, we can be sisters. We are sisters. We've always been sisters," said Kimi. Kimi smiled sweetly at Sgina.
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