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 Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 7:46 pm
The sadness in Jeevita's last words troubled her. "Well, I'm sure she'll learn each day." Grinning. "Do you want to have foals of your own?" Ama know she did herself, but of course didn't want to say that outloud randomly onless the mare asks.
The sun slowly started to set. The time does past fast when you enjoy it. Ama was enjoying her time with posibbly a new friend and dreaming. The dreaming part was something she wasn't going to say outloud just yet. Maybe this mare could help her though, since she is willing to adopt a foal that was not her own and raise it. Then maybe she is the one to talk to about this kind of stuff. It seemed like Jeevita knew a lot about...love.
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Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 8:17 pm
"Of course. I adore little ones. But at the moment, I'm having a bit of Stallion troubles." Which was soon to change, but she didn't know that. Seeing how her heart was set on two Stallions didn't seem right to her, she had to pick one of them. She knew kind of who she was going to pick, but was it going to work?
"how about you?" She asked sweetly. "Do you want foals?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 4:47 am
Ama expected the mare to ask her back about foals. "Yep. It'd be adorable." Thinking what Jevita had said earlier, she got a little worried. Stallion troubles? "I hope you don't find me nosy, but what happened? I mean the stallion thing..." Now Ama wasn't sure if she was the one to talk to about the male soquili image.
Everything seemed to have gone smoothly, she hasn't drifted off in the middle of a sentence. The aqua mare was able to stay on the subject. Was this even important? Is she even suppose to care about the pcture? Too many questions to ask, but no answers to answer them all.
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Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 4:48 pm
She laughed. "It's not resolved yet. I can't make up my mind between to very nice Stallions. " She sighed and hung her head. "I feel horrible if I choose one. The other one will be so sad." She looked at the ground her wings slightly unfolded.
"Everyone thinks I'm leading them on, but I'm not. I don't want either of them to get hurt, but one of them will be." She said. Though the real question is who will she know who's right for her. To stay with him forever? She looked at Ama. "It's really difficualt. I wish there was an easier way" She said.
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Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 7:17 pm
Nodding, like she understood the feeling of trying to pick between two. "I'm sure something will work for you all. So both and you will be extreamly happy with the outcome." Feeling a bit down now, Ama wondered just when she could have a male even like her a little bit. No one has ever liked her in that way. Not even one male showed it. She thought Jeevita as a lucky mare to have two males waiting for her. Then again, it could be a hard decision and a real problem. Although, her heart kept telling her to wait and be patient with love, her eyes started to water. Was she...ugly? Was she stupid to them? Did they not like her? Was she un-noticible?
A tear fell from her watery eyes. Letting her head drop lower so her hair can cover her face and Jeevita would hopefully not notice. Everything in her life was boring, heart breaking, and shocking. Nothing really good. Like if she was made to suffer on this planet. Thinking about this compared to other mares, she really felt low. They like the other females, the ones who aren't shy... Ama hated her self for being so shy and always not able to spot a single guy that could've possibly liked her back.
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Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 10:44 pm
Jeevita felt a sudden change in Ama's engergy. She looked at her. "Are you ok?" She asked nicely. It was something she said wasn't it. Or perhaps this mare was having her own male problems. "Having some problems of your own?" she asked again. Hoping it wasn't going to upset her more.
Perhaps she could help. She wasn't the best at knowing stallions, though she could turn some heads. Mostly because of her rarity, rather how she looked. She looked at Ama with consern. She seemed really nice, and Jeevita didn't think that she would have many problems with males. Perpahs two fighting over her. She was pretty. She wanted to say something more, or ask another question, but didn't know what to say.
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 4:49 am
Shaking her head, this question didn't make her sadder. Just made her think. "Let's just say no males like me...in that way..." Sighing at her words. Still, she didn't tell Jeevita about the image in her head but the thing about males not even noticing her was bothering her most. Ama had no idea what to do, maybe she wasn't suppose to be mated. Was she desperate? No. She was just feeling left out of all this...love. Finally an answer to one of her questions.
"I just think I'm never the right mare for any males, or they just don't like me in some way." Every other female had a male chasing after them, but Ama, oh no she didn't even come across one. Not even one looked at her.
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 11:42 pm
She smiled. "Don't say that, Ama. I'm sure when the right time comes, the stallion of your dreams will show up. You just got to give it time." She looked down at the grass and noticed a flower. "Love can be like a flower. It has to grow and then blossom. In time it happens. You can't expect it to happen when you want it to. "
Which to her, felt true enough. Love was ment to slowly appear, not just appear out of no where. But for those that it does, then good for them. But most the time, it takes work. "It's like saying that it takes a day for a flower to grow and be fully bloomed." It was kind of strange how love could be related to as a plant, or a animal. Time was all anyone needed, weather they liked it or not. "It's best to let it sneak up on you, rather working about it all the time." She said again, with a slight giggle to it.
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 4:57 am
Ama just nodded. She didn't say anything back, still having a million questions in her head. Why does love have to be confusing? Why is she like this even before she had found anyone? Sighing sadly, the mare looked up and wanted to cry more. "I guess you can't rush love." Then Ama thought of other possibilities, what if she liked a stallion and that stallion found a love, or is already loving some other mare. This happens right? What will she do? Time. That is the answer. The time tells the truth.
"Yea, sneak up behind me when I least expected it..." Ama didn't remember how they ended up talking about herself. Weren't they chatting about Jeevita. Feeling stupid for not knowing what her friend just told her. I can't be patient though... That was the only problem, being patient. She hated how people always told her to be patient or wait.
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 2:10 pm
Jeevita nodded. It wasn't exactly at topic she normally talked to someone about. Then out of no where a huge smirk came a cross her face. "Well, we could always look at stallions for you. To help you out a little" she said. It seemed she couldn't convince her with words, perhaps they could have a little fun scouting out some Stallions. Though, Lonatos and Cristallin might get a bit jealous, but it's not like they were for her anyways.
"How does that sound? We'll make you noticeable." She winked at Ama. Perhaps her idea just might work. Finding the Stallion for her couldn't be too hard. She smiled sweetly to her. " I'm sure it won't take long before we find you someone."
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 2:16 pm
Almost every mare who had talked about this with her, had offered her to find someone. Ama at first did like the idea but then she thought maybe it was better to not rush it. "Uhm...it's okay." As soon as she finished the last word in her sentence, the stallion image popped up. He was too cute to resist daydreaming about. Everything about him, every detail on him was just so perfect.
The mare started to sway back and forth while grinning up at the sky. She might have looked stupid, but Ama didn't know that. Continuing to think about the unknown male, it didn't seem like she could be awaken from her deep dreaming.
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 2:39 pm
Jeevita looked at her for a second. "Are you ok?" she asked. Now it looked like she was daydreaming something lovely. Perhaps of the stallion she liked. Jeevita begain to smirk. "So... What's on your mind?" Perhaps this mare would come forth with this secret she kept keeping from her.
Though, she didn't expect to have Ama say it at first. They did just meet, after all. But, something about her, made Jeevita feel like they had been friends since they were kids. She didn't know why. It just seemed she knew her forever. Just like Erik. Though she hadn't seen him in a while.
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 4:27 pm
Ama had to snapp out of it and blushed. Then she thought about it, if Jeevita was so honest on her, why shouldn't she be too. "Well..." Blushing even more. She cleared her throat, and then looked down. "I have an image in my head..." Taking her hoof and starting to push a rock around. "...it's an image of someone..." Thinking about her words.
(( Sorry for the shortness ))
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 6:50 pm
Jeevita looked at her with a smile. "Who is that someone?" She asked curiously. So she did have someone in mind after all. Perhaps he liked her back. She needed to meet this stallion and have a talk to him. Perhaps she could.... Help a little.
She sat there with a kind smile, trying not to make Ama more embarrased. Jeevita didn't know why she was embarrassed in the first place. Though, being shy, like Ama, she decided perhaps she did know why she was like that. She looked at Ama with kind and caring eyes. Her secret was safe with her. Until, well, she saw the stallion and kind of directed him in her direction.
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 7:34 pm
In Jeevita's eyes, she looked hopeful. Ama wanted to say that this stallion did not exist but how will she tell her. Would she think she's wierd for thinking of an unknown soquili. "He's not...he's not exactly uh...alive. Well...I uh..." How will she put this. The first sentence sounded like if he has passed away. "You see, I've never met this stallion. I'm not even sure if he exists." Looking down, still blushing.
It was normal for her to blush. just talking about this to another just made her all happy inside to let it out but worried that others might laugh at her. Then, she decided to start explaining his looks to see if Jeevita can identify this male. "He's very cute...has some markings on his head and legs. That's about it." Not that she didn't want to tell her friend everything, just that she was not exactly sure if it was the right description.
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