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 Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:16 pm
Rahu planned just to let her go on like this tell she woar herself down as he knew soon most likey she would from lack of eating. also he was letign her take out her fustration, making a point that she was not weak by letting this happen. giving a growl and a shake of his head as her hoof just smacked his nose pretty good but he quickly moved away even as he had quickly shook his head to rid the pain of the kick in the nose. smirking even as his nose was bleeding, he awayed her next attempt to get him.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:43 pm
Sgina turned to try to bite Rahu's neck once more. Sgina's eyes caught a glimsp of Rahu's face and noticed the blood comming from his nose and she stopped short and stared at him for a moment her mouth still opened from when she was making ready to attack. Sgina's mouth snapped shut as she took a few steps back. ~Am I insane?~ was her only thought. She very well was on the edge of it in this moment. Sgina turned to run and smacked her head into a tree which made her fall to the ground and for the first time in her life she just flat out cried. In pain, in anger, in saddness, and hate she cried. This was her breaking point she knew now she needed help be it to follow her current path or to take a new one she needed help.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:52 pm
Rahu quickly went over to her as he would have cut her off but she fell down. he knew he had pushed her to her breaking point and also that she must be feelings that she never felt before. " so tell me what are you feeling now Sgina, is it pain, anger, sadness?" he asked in a low tone as he watched her. this was somethign he knew she need to have happen, that she need to be pushed back to the correct path.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:54 pm
"..Shut up!! Shut up shut up shut up!!!I dont know!! I hate you, but it hurts too. I wanna kick the ever living crap out of you, but my body wont let me. " Sgina growled while crying. She begain to thump her head on the tree. "Why....is...this....happening!!!!!"
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:59 pm
" you want me to shut up then get up and make me. you say you hate me but it hurts too, explain that. this is happening because you now realise you do care, that you do have feelings." Rahu moved his head in her way and looked at her in the eyes. " feelings are no weaknes. leting them over rule you is one." still looking her in the eyes, he wondered what she would do next.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 12:35 am
"No." She said standing but still staring at his eyes.
"No I have only one feeling, hate, I hate you, I hate thoses idiots that gave birth to me. I hate everyone and Everything. You most of all. I hate you!!! You.. you you .......you really wish you had never taken me in?......" Sgina eyes became softer as the thought that she really could have more feelings then hate begain to sink in. Could she still be evil if she cared for a few soquilli? Was it a weakness, or was it ok?
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 12:45 am
Rahu's eyes softened a bit as he couldn't helpbut care as he had taken her in when she had been a foal when she had no one else. " i doubt you truely hate as you would have never started snapping at me other wise. would you truely think i would ever wish i never taken you in? you should know full well i dont regret the making that dessison." he still stared at her in the eyes, fully serious with what he was saying. " all i have done today is show you, that you have more feelings than just hate for everyone and everything. even i have a select few i do care for but never admite it at all to anyone."
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:04 am
"Im not sure what to think. You sounded so serious I thought you really meant it and it hurt and confused me very much.I thought that the one soquilli I had ever trusted was telling me he wished he had left me to fend for myself. I dont want to have other feelings they make me look weak. They make me feel weak. Look at me Rahu Im cryng can you really fear something that is crying? " Sgina flattened her ears and sighed abit.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:20 am
" your only crying because of what i said and did. knowing your emotions and feelings not a weakness, nether is feeling them. feelingsonly make you look week if you allow them to Sgina." Rahu gave a sigh, wondering if what he had done was the right thing to have done. taking a few steps away to give her space, he gazed up at the sky for a moment.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:32 am
Sgina hung her head abit in thought before walking fowards and put her head to Rahu's chest and oddly enough she cuddled in a foal like manner. "I think..I understand..father." She dicided to give into to her feelings and what Rahu was saying. After all she had admited trusting him why shouldnt she trust him about this too.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:46 am
Rahu gave a small nuzzle to her cheek as she came and basicly cuddled up against him. " i'm glad you do understand, and i want you to know that i will be here if you need me, even if you dont want me to be." it seemed again that almsot father like side of him came out to yet another he had taken in. being called father was something that did not shock he at all since already once he had another call him that same thing.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:58 am
Calling Rahu that had just kinda popped out of Sgina's mouth. Her wings dropped because of how tired she was she leaned on Rahu abit.
"I dont have to leave right now do I.....for once I want to be around someone." She was stil abit confused and to her it sounded like he was saying ok you understand now be on your way. Sgina felt oddly clingy all the sudden and didnt feel like leaving his side.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 2:06 am
Rahu knew she was most likey tired so he let her lean on him. " no you don't have to leave at all." he did not mind at all that she wanted to stay around with him still. giving one last nuzzle, he didn't know what else he could say or do except stay with her. " i do hopei wasn't too harsh on you Sgina."
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 2:24 am
Sgina slowly layed down her wings spread out on the ground. "I think you were, but I needed it." Sgina said before trying to nibble on some grass. "Im sorry I kicked your face."
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 2:30 am
Rahu slightly shrugged as he almost forgotten he had gotten kicked in the face. " dont worry about it, i have taken worse hits, besides i had expected you to atlest get one good kick in and you did." his nose hurt a bit but nothing to terrible. laying down near her, he looked at her wings and rembered the time he had actualy broke one of them and had forgotton to ever ask if it had ever healed right. " out of couriousity did that wing of yours ever heal right? i forgotton ever ask if it ever had."
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