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Any way, please bare with me..I am kind of shy and sensitive about this subject. I would have taken it to life issues, but I was just uncomfortible with that.
I am not too sure where to start with this...It has been something I have been some what surpressing to tell the truth. But I have a feeling I really need help with it. When I was 15 I found out I was attracted to girls as well as boys. I felt in my heart that I could fall in love with either sex. To this day, I still feel the same. I am in a very happy relationship of 3 years with a guy. I love him more then anything in the world and I know I am meant to be with him. He was my first love as well as my first for almost anything else if you get my point.
But still, this curiosity gnaws at the back of my mind. I still think about girls, dream about them, fantasize about them. I never had the chance to have a relationship with a girl. But when I see love, I see him. When I see a future, I see him. So why does this still sit in the back of my mind? I am far from unfaithful. I don't believe in cheating. I am too embarassed to talk to him about this either. But I fear that by thinking these things, I am. ._. I don't want him to think that he is not enough. He is more then enough, he is my world.
So what should I do? How should I deal with these feelings?
(My love knows of my sexuality and is very supportive of it. But he is not the type of man to gwak at girl x girl situations)
I am not too sure where to start with this...It has been something I have been some what surpressing to tell the truth. But I have a feeling I really need help with it. When I was 15 I found out I was attracted to girls as well as boys. I felt in my heart that I could fall in love with either sex. To this day, I still feel the same. I am in a very happy relationship of 3 years with a guy. I love him more then anything in the world and I know I am meant to be with him. He was my first love as well as my first for almost anything else if you get my point.
But still, this curiosity gnaws at the back of my mind. I still think about girls, dream about them, fantasize about them. I never had the chance to have a relationship with a girl. But when I see love, I see him. When I see a future, I see him. So why does this still sit in the back of my mind? I am far from unfaithful. I don't believe in cheating. I am too embarassed to talk to him about this either. But I fear that by thinking these things, I am. ._. I don't want him to think that he is not enough. He is more then enough, he is my world.
So what should I do? How should I deal with these feelings?
(My love knows of my sexuality and is very supportive of it. But he is not the type of man to gwak at girl x girl situations)
Aya.
My friends have this thing that they do its not considered a love triangle nor cheating as long as you consult your lover with it.
See my bisexual friends who have boyfriends/girlfriends consult the guy/girl they are with that they feel something is missing and they feel attracted to someon else and say I wish to go out with this girl/guy it wouldn't considerbly be cheating since you know and doesn't mean I give you less attention but I would like to be with a certain *name here* guy/girl....
Its always worked as far as I know and its up to you for it to become a love triangle....its always worked for my friends but It seems very pre-teen and cant last forever....I know this and Im sure they do to but if its a possibilty to try it......
