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Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 12:19 am
09.23.06 || Discoveries... Dream. A place where the impossible is quite mundane, where realities and non-realities blur touch, and where one can find almost anything if one rests there long enough. Sometimes, things in Dream come and find you.
In the master bedroom of the Lupix Sanctuary, a small russet kitsune slept. His rest was uneasy; something quite unusual for a creature normally protected from the ups and downs of dreaming by his Dreams - more specifically by the Elder Nightmare, Uisce. But tonight, something was interfering, even with his bonded guardian -- in the man's dream, he heard a soft voice calling to him through the hazy mists of Dream itself (and he could tell it was Dream and not just a "dream" by the feel -- Dream was a place he was familiar with).
His ephemeral form glided along Dream with the bulky black nightmare, Uisce, at his side - he had to find the source of the "voice"; he felt absolutely compelled and drawn to the sadness that came from whatever it was that was calling to him. With the elder nightmare to guide him, he soon found himself in a rather picturesque clearing - obviously this was created off of the wishes of the summoner - which was, as Syrie soon discovered, a small purple and silver necklace.
"Gem-thing calling to Dreamer. Dreamer cannot touch, cannot touch! Dream protects!" Uisce-in-Dream chortled and clacked as his great gunmetal grey wings flapped to help him land near the necklace glittering in diffused light on a small marble pedestal set in a tiny oasis of greenery and gilt.
"I can't touch because Dream won't let me? But Uisce, this..." He paused a moment to collect his thoughts, the nature of this mercurial place often made it hard for him to concentrate. "I was called here. Why would I be summoned if not to take the necklace?"
Uisce offered him no answer, but dipped his head and clacked again, hissing a little bit at the necklace and tapping it with one claw.
Syrie's ghost-like tail flicked from side to side, the edges blurring faintly with the movements as he thought about the situation. It seemed perfectly strange to be summoned to the necklace without being able to pick it up...but when he reached for the gemstone in it's twin-ring setting, it blurred and he couldn't pick it up -- that was odd, he'd just heard the nightmare's claw clink softly against it.
"Uisce, can you bring it out of Dream to me?"
"Yes, yes. Uisce bring Dream-gem-thing to Fuzzy-thing." The nightmare hissed again, and batted at the necklace a little. "Why Fuzzy-thing want when have Uisce..." He grumbled and clacked, but picked the necklace up with his beak, launching himself off the pedastle and flying off into the fog of Dream. It wasn't for his bonded to see how he got the strange pendant out of the Dream Realm, it really wasn't...but the fox would wander Dream, lost, without a guide, so the black creature sent Jejune, another Dream, to fetch him back to his body.
With Jejune's help, Syrie reached his sleeping body and sank back down into it - he was quite done with wandering the strange world of Dreams that his friend Lorded over, and would be quite happy to return to the "normal" dreaming of deep sleep. When he woke up later that morning, stretching his sleep-heavy limbs, he recalled the strange "dream" he'd had. "Nnn..." As the kitsune sat up, he reflected that his bed really was much too empty with just him in it, and then looked around for Uisce.
"Uisce?" But the nightmare was no where to be found. Instead, when he finally had the presence of mind to look at the nightstand next to the large bed, he found the little gem-like necklace resting on the book he'd been reading the night before. This time when the kitsune reached out to pick it up, his fingers connected with the cool orb and it's silver filigree "rings" quite solidly.
White light filled his head the moment his fingers grazed the artifact, and something came to him -- "Rukashel..." he gasped out what was apparently the gem's name. This wasn't just a gem? Well no, it could just be a gem...he'd known objects that had lives of their own...this was Gaia after all. The russet kitsune with the mint colored hair (lab accident!) shook his head and flicked his black-tipped ears. Something told him that he should be wearing the artifact, and so he fastened the necklace around his slender neck - he would make no assumptions about what this gem might or might not be...he would follow his instincts though.
That had usually worked out well for him in the past. Hopefully, this would follow suit. At the very least, something told him that changes were on the way...nothing that came from within Dream was ever dull, regardless of where or when it came.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 2:00 pm
Meeting With Medi - Rukashel - (PRP - Syrie & The Medium)
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10.06.06 || In Shop (Pg266/2667)
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The falling of the Dream Iridae had been different than the rest. Usually sleeping without dreams, Medium found herself lost in the vortex of a sucking dream that wouldn't let her go. She saw the spectacular dive of Dream spiralling downward from the heavens. She saw the tears and heard the anguished cry.
She saw the bone-shifting transformation and the melting until the crystal had been formed..and she saw the Kitsune find it.
It was then that Medium woke, sitting up in her bed. He would be here soon. All there was for her to do was wait and she did so in her living room, staring at the door.
The Medium did not like dreaming.
Ever since the kitsune had discovered the strange necklace in Dream he had been sleeping very badly. There was something that the artifact - which he had been calling 'Rukashel' for some ungodly reason - wanted from him. He had been so restless and jumpy that only his mate, Nanashi, had been able to distract him (and even then his slender artisans fingers wouldn't stop fidgetting with the silver filigree around his neck).
Being an empath was not the fun and games that most people seemed to believe it was. Syrie found it quite the annoyance. He didn't like following blindly, but as the days slipped from one to five, he found the pull becoming almost painful. At that point, he held up the gem from his chest and frowned at it.
"Okay Ruka, you lead the way...we'll go."
And thus the kitsune found himself wandering to a place that was very unfamiliar (and unwelcoming, if the aura inside were any indication) to him while clutching at the violet and silver gem he wore.
The presence wasn't exactly hard to pick out - that little crystal seemed to be incredibly too powerful for Medium's liking. Standing from her perch the Iridae glided towards the door and pulled it open, hallow eyes looking at Syrie with an emotionless look on her face.
Then again, she often had that look on her face whether or not she was with someone.
"Been expecting you," came her monotonous voice before she turned and entered the dark abode again, obviously expecting Syrie to follow. She hated the light but most hated the dark and whether or not she liked it it would be a good idea to keep the Spirit Keepers at least somewhat comfortable. She refused to raise the icy temperature, however. Thus, the lights went up just enough to see the inside of the cottage.
The grumpy-faced woman that opened the door before he'd even managed to knock for entrance. It took him fifteen seconds to decide that he didn't like her too much, she felt wrong to him....but this was where Rukashel had brought him, so he would follow.
It was dark, and chilly inside as he followed the odd woman; Syrie was very glad that the'd chosen to dress snuggly. "What is this place?" He pursed his lips a little bit and flicked his tail. "And why have I been drawn here?" He wanted to know. Needed to know, and grumpy hostess or no - walking along or no - he intended to get answers.
"They always bombard me with questions," she said, the tiniest hint of bemusement in her voice, "Can't just let me explain in my own time. Impatient creatures you humanoids are..."
He may have a tail and ears but he was most decidely human to HER.
"This is my cottage. My home. Most people have these, don't they?" They didn't where she was from. Not really.
"You've been drawn here because the spirit, Iridae, in that necklace, has been drawn to my crystal."
Stopping short of the beaded curtain, The Medium turned to eye the Kitsune, "Follow me."
Once again she began to walk, this time walking through the curtain with no disruption to the beads at all. The only spot of color in the dark room refused to move when she touched it. It would, however, click together noisily when Syrie walked through.
The setup in the room was fairly simple and on the table was a large, slightly glowing crystal. Obviously the source of light for the house.
"Naturally, when someone is drawn to a place they've never been before by an artifact the found in some strange way, they would have questions." This was Gaia. Syrie had no doubt but that he was not the first person to tread these halls clutching at some strange relic he or she had found in an odd way. (After all, he had a son born from a book!)
Her explination made sense in the way that things on Gaia do - which is to say not at all, save that it did. Gaia was curious like that.
He flicked his ears and followed through the beaded curtain, brushing the softly clacking beads from his way gently. "I do apologize for the rapid-fire questions, but since I found Rukashel, I've not slept properly." The woman's simple room didn't suprise him at all - one wouldn't expect a woman with a spartan sense of emotion to live in a lavish home, now would they?
"Perhaps, but it does get tiring hearing them over and over again," she answered, sitting herself down on one of her mahogany chairs, "I wouldn't expect you to sleep properly. That Iridae is the Guardian of Dreams."
And what did he do to FALL was the question? "You've already named him? Hmm. Most people who come in do not know what to name them. Likely because we are nameless except for what we guard. I, for example, am Death."
"Yes, I can imagine you do." But he would give her no further excuses - one was allowed to be sick of dealing with the same questions over and over again, but when one was the only person with the answers, one had to get over it and deal. Syrie knew that better than anyone -- which was why he might have empathized with the woman a little.
Guardian of Dreams? Well, that did explain a few things...he would see if perhaps he and Prox couldn't find a way to make him sleep well again. "Ah...am I to expect my sleep forever disturbed by Rukashel then? This could be problematic."
The kitsune tilted his head at the woman's question, ears flicking a little bit. "Ah, no. It's more that I heard the name whispered to me when the necklace came into my hands." That was how he named things. It wasn't necessarily that the object being named told him so much as something did. "But you do have a name, correct?" Ah, he'd forgot something rather important in his quest for answers, hadn't he? "By the by, my name is Syrie Zaire. And yours is?" Grey eyes watched quietly - best to be a on a name-basis with someone that it seemed you were going to be spending some time conversing with, yes?
"I suggest you take measures to guarding your dreams. He shouldn't get powers until he's...much older, however." She nodded at that and tapped her crystal, dimming the light for her sensitive, voided eyes.
"I am nameless, Syrie Zaire. I am but known as the Medium - I was not, and will never be given a name."
She did not deserve one but she would not say that.
"I will, now that I know it is being caused by the gem." Wait, she was speaking in gender terms...was the Dream Relic male?
"Medium is as good a name as any." He frowned a little bit and tugged his fingers away from the silver chain on the necklace he now wore. "Can you please explain what I've found myself involved in? I'm rather guessing that I was drawn to Rukashel for a reason...and from the way you speak, he will grow into something more than this necklace. Would that be correct?"
Syrie couldn't know for certain, but he did feel that Medium was holding something back from her explination. It was probably her job to be creepy and vauge, so he didn't press her for information about herself - it was none of his business, and quite frankly...the russet kitsune had other things to worry about.
Like...sleep.
"Oh, yes. The crystal is attatched to your life force at the moment," she said, not seeming too concerned with it, "Feeding from it. Once it has enough to fuel itself into life, it'll crack and it's essence will emerge. That stage is very short and then he will solidify into an Iridae baby."
Her wings flicked, a rain of feathers falling to the ground, "He should have wings..." a pause, "He's one of my kind. He made a mistake and that mistake was grave enough to have him be cast from the heavens. But because we're somewhat...indespensible, we're given a second chance. Everything we guard would disappear without us. Or run amok...We're not sure since none has ever abandoned their post."
"It's...feeding off my life force?" He didn't really look like he wanted an answer, no...as a matter of fact, he looked worried -- it wasn't common knowledge that his heart was faulty because it usually didn't affect anything, however there was a twinge of fear that this would cause problems. The slender man didn't say anything about it to the Medium however, she wasn't the sort to speak of personal concerns to.
"So, this relic will grow into a child. Am I correct in assuming that he will grow beyond that as well then?" Wings? Wonderful, he rather liked wings - and he could always help the boy learn to fly when he came of age. He'd taught his dreams, after all. "So this 'Iridae' is to be under my care until he grows old enough to reclaim his position?"
Syrie looked thoughtfully at the small purple and silver gem. "I just want to be certain I understand things before I continue. I'm certain you understand my concerns." He paused a moment, then looked up at the woman's blank face. "They are, after all, concerns of yours as well."
"Nuisances to me," she huffed, "But yes, concerns. It's feeding from your force - but it shouldn't cause you any problems. It doesn't need too much. But it will, or maybe it has started already, make you tired. He will grow beyond that a baby...Yes."
The Medium paused and crossed her arms, "Just like a normal child. It grows a bit faster, though..." Yet another pause, "Then again, most things in Gaia seem to grow faster than normal..."
The kitsune with the oddly colored hair nodded a bit, fingers ghosting across the relic around his throat. "Yes, it has. A few days ago I began feeling more fatigued than usual. It's good to know there is an external reason for this." Because he'd been worried it was something internal.
"Children on Gaia grow more quickly, yes. Defense mechanism, I fear." It was a survival tool, really. There were so many strange and dangerous things around that small children and kits couldn't stay small for long...they might be harmed.
"Medium, is there anything else that I should know about Rukashel? Anything special that I must do for his care?" He was such a smart fox -- this woman had answers (or some of them) and he was determined to not muddle through his gem's -- Iridae's life any more than he had to.
Somethings, he knew, were his to discover; any information he could get now would help, so of course he'd asked.
"Just...Let him be innocent," she said, a tinge of...emotion? In her voice, "He won't remember. Let him not remember. I didn't have that luxury. So give it to them."
Her face and voice went back to normal, then, and she stared at him, "Now, if that's all, you can find the door yourself."
For the first time during their whole conversation Syrie got something from the woman beyond that stoic wall of quiet crabbiness and the studiously maintained blank face -- curious.
"I will care for Rukashel as best I can, but I will not protect him from the unpredictability of life -- if someday he should 'remember' then we will deal with that when it comes." In other words, the fox would do his best as an adoptive "parent" to the Dream Guardian, but would make no promises.
Her short attitude with the already cranky fox had him snappish when he responded, though he tried to modulate his tone. If he were Death (as she was) he would no doubt be cranky too...he just couldn't be his usual gentlemanly self when he'd not been sleeping well. "If you'll excuse me, I believe that I shall take my leave. Thank you for your time, Medium."
And with that, the slender demi-human turned his back on the spartan room and made his way back out. For whatever reason, Rukashel's relic was warm against his skin and seemed...calmer than previously. How odd.
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 11:06 am
10.10.06 || Fragmented Thoughts and Observations So many things running through my head right now though Uisce assures me that I am. I must believe him, as he relegates my dreams - along with the others. I have managed to sleep slightly better with all of them nearby, however my rest is still stunted and troubled. My belief (and my hope) in this is that Rukashel's pendant is the cause; the Medium - a strange, somber and yet strangely bitter woman who apparently knows all about what Ruka is (Iridae) - said he was feeding from my life force...that would certainly be enough to disturb my sleep.
The Medium. What a strange creature she must be, to react to negatively towards everything. Apparently, she is the Iridae of Death (a sort of Death Guardian, if I'm correct in assuming such) and was never 'named' (per her admission, she never earned one) as I have named Ruka. (Certainly I spoke "his" name aloud first, but I still believe that I did not 'name' him.) She did provide me with a bare glimmer of information about my newest charge, but I know that she is witholding information from me -- perhaps she cannot tell me yet, or I cannot handle it...but there is more there than I am being told.
I do find it quite interesting that the Iridae relics feed off the host's life energies until they are able to crack their relics and manifest as children - as this is the case, I cannot help but wonder whom the Death Iridae was 'born' from - after they are reborn, I am assuming they follow the standard growth patterns into adulthood. Accelerated, no doubt by the magic surrounding Gaia.
Tried to explain the relic to Nanashi the other day; it didn't go over so well. I think he finds it hard to imagine a child coming from an inanimate object -- were I not the proprietor of a stationary store with a magically endowed Study that produces children from an equally magical Tome, I might not have accepted the information as well either. At the very least, he understands that the relic I wear is special and that I am bonded to it.
My thoughts are quite fragmented I fear. I've not been sleeping well and I'm certain to come back to this entry later and wonder just how tired I really was. Regardless of this, I am happy that I was - for whatever reason - chosen as this child's guardian in his new life. Whatever horrible thing he may have done in his past to be sealed away like this, I hope to help him through. The Medium asked that I let him remain innocent, but I could not promise her that. While not a neglectful 'parent', I do not believe in coddling them from everything.
Doing that would only keep him from growing to his full potential as a person -- nevermind the specifics of being an Iridae. We will cross his bridges and get through things as they come, of this I have no doubt. I believe this to be the best manner to handle children and have operated as such my entire life (insofar as I can remember. My time before Gaia is still nothing but a blur) and it has held me in good stead with my family. Perhaps this is why I was chosen? Or it may be my sensitivity to the Other Side of things? Or it might even be as simple as the Dreams bringing him to me - they could very well have drawn Rukashel to me...it is odd that the Dream Iridae is not with the Dream Lord (Prox), but I suppose there are reasons for my being chosen that I will never know.
At any rate, I am tired and will try to cat-nap as I have taken to doing so that I am not as a zombie walking around all the time. The pendant glows gently where it rests on my chest, and Marz is lurking nearby to clink and make fax-modem noises at me. Crazy thing. I feel Uisce nearby, he will likely join me for my nap - ever the vigilant Nightmare, guarding his bonded's sleep.
And with that, the kitsune saved his entry and closed his laptop, rubbing at his reddened eyes. He was right, Uisce appeared shortly after to perch on the edge of the futon while the fox settled in for a nap.
Uisce knew Things, but he wouldn't Tell, oh no. The black nightmare elder chortled softly to himself and cocked his head; he would monitor his Dreamer's sleep, and help Syrie sleep as well as possible with the little Iridae relic tapping into his energy. He would watch and make certain no lasting harm came to his Bonded.
Oh ho, the Things he knew!
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 11:45 am
10.10.06 || In Dream... One wouldn't imagine a relic could think or feel or anything even remotely close to emote...but when one is a 'magically endowed relic', well...all bets are off.
Rukashel, currently sealed snugly away inside the violet orb his spirit had been entombed in since before he could remember, fed off of the kitsune's life energies while he slept and haunted the man's dreams. He didn't mean to do anything to harm the demi-human...he just...really wanted out! Thankfully, the Iridae-spirit could take it easy on Syrie, he'd been held close to the man's heart for two weeks, so he'd been able to absorb life force slowly.
Still, he knew from the 'host's' energies that he must be careful -- this man was kind and his life force warm and sheltering -- it was nearing time for him to crack his jem and escape into the world. To have shape and size and a body again. Soon, yes...very soon.
The Dream Iridae whispered these things to the kitsune's heart and mind as he slept, hoping that this wouldn't disturb the man's sleep too much (it wouldn't, because the Nightmare Elder wouldn't allow it, but he did not know of the creature beyond that it's talons were cold, and it had brought him to the kitsune).
Soon.
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Posted: Wed Oct 25, 2006 1:48 pm
In Dream, there are no boundaries to what exists...
He's dreaming, but he's awake. No, wait. He's not dreaming, he's in Dream. There is a difference - a distinct one with blurry, fuzzy edges like a surrealist's painting where everything looks hyper-real until you notice it's bleeding together, melting.
Are his eyes open? No, they weren't...but it seems that now they are. There is a strangely unfocused luminescent glow all around him - it shifts in color and texture and...scent? Sound? Such a strange place - surely too strange to be real...but in Dream, it's very hard to tell what is real and what is not and what falls somewhere inbetween.
Suddenly there is a mirror before him; large and ornate while being plain and small at the same time. This is not a trick of the light nor a shifting back and forth; this is the reality of Dream; this is part of a perception that is happening all at once as though he were two people pushed into one body and seeing with one set of eyes - reasoning with one mind.
He steps closer to the strange mirror - strange not because of it's size or shape or the way he can almost taste lemons and the cool glass when looking at it. In Dream, the senses are hyper-extended sometimes; you might taste a color or see a sound or even touch a scent. (Oddly enough, some drug addicts have said the same thing about hallucinogens reported to 'raise consciousness' like LSD and PCP.)
The reflection in the mirror sharpens into focus as he nears - the face is something of a surprise; though this is Dream and he expects things to be different, he is generally sufficiently strong enough to hold his own shape when here (even when sleeping) - and when he is not, his bonded assist. And yet, the face in the mirror is not his own. The eyes are somewhat similar - a clear, silvery color - but that is where the likeness ends.
Fuzzy, so fuzzy and yet he sees so clearly the child, the man, the fallen all in one; watching the mirror pensively, unsure. Dusty orchid-lavender hair, long but pinned up with braids woven through it - shorter with numerous braids; and pale, pale skin - yet also mildly tanned. He sees himself this person at all ages, in all stages of life. He sees the past, the present and all possible futures in that one strange reflection.
There should be golden hair, fox ears and a tail - or mint hair (from after the laboratory accident) with the same. Not this. So he can only conclude that this is not him, that he's been drawn into another's dream via Dream. Which means...Rukashel? But then, where is Uisce? Where are Jiji, Marz and the others? How odd that they are not there to help guide him!
As suddenly as the thoughts coalesce they fall forgotten; his attention is on the mirror yet again. His Rukashel's reflection has an oddly strained look and those slender, long fingered hands clutching at a gem hanging before his heart -- when he looks down, the self-same hands are curled to his own chest in a like manner. Silver eyes widen as a wave of searing pain knifes through his body.
"What manner of Dream-borne trickery is this!?" A voice wholly unfamiliar to himself (and yet so completely familiar) rasped the words before he fell to his knees, gasping. There was a sharp crack, and then the pain was gone as if it had never happened. The mirror, however, had shattered - the pieces hanging suspended turned slowly, rotating in space as though suspended by thousands of invisible filaments.
When he looked closely at the shards, he realized that the face reflected in the slowly spinning mirror-pieces was not only his but was also stable. "How odd..." Any further speculation would be done while awake, sadly - for the moment the words escaped his lips the world exploded in feathers and squawking and the harsh whirring-clicking-screeching that was associated with the Elder Nightmare that was bonded to him. The russet kitsune jolted upright with a ragged gasp, sweat pouring from his brow -- that had been intense, and so real!
The slender man reached reflexively to the gem he had been wearing around his neck; there was a fracture! And now that he was growing more and more conscious and awake, he felt the presence of another.
"Rukashel?" Oh, please let it be him and not one of the Others! Occassionally Syrie had visitors from other realms - he was entirely too sensitive to the astral planes; it got worse near Halloween and certain other dates. Unfortunately, he couldn't tell very well if the gem were just cracked and his Dream-soggy mind running away with him...or if there really was another prescence in the room.
Before he could think about it too much a wave of tiredness broke over him and he fell back agains the pillows, yawning. Whatever had happened with the gem, whatever was going on in his room right then...it would have to wait until he re-awoke later.
Uisce chortled to himself and eyed his progeny, nodding and clacking at Epiphany with approval; yes, his egg-baby was skilled, so skilled! "Good make Fuzz-tail sleep-deep again, good good. Need it. Deal with Dream-baby rock later, yes."
Both the Elder and the mutant fluffed up their wings and settled in to watch over their bonded and his strange, strange stone. They did not sleep, they merely waited; two silent sentries of Dream.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 6:44 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 02, 2006 11:31 am
Such strange, strange happenings...
After my nightmare (for that is cerainly what it was) about the mirror and the cracked gem, I awoke from a deep slumber (which I have since learned was caused by Epiphany and Uisce) with the sunlight streaming onto my face though what appeared to be a purple mist. quite disturbing until I recalled my strange dream (trip into Dream).
I do not know how much time passed while I watched this small spectre floating and twisting airily above my chest,but eventually I think I must have murmured his name for the little wisp seemed to radiate heat and...happiness? Likely this is due to being mostly out of the cramped confines of the reliquary. Rukashel is still tethered to the gem, but seems to keep as much of this 'form' outside of the artifact as possible. (Honestly, I cannot blame him though it is quite odd to be wearing a necklace with what appears to be a purple ghost-mist hanging out of a large fracture on it.)
For the past few days I have been sleeping just a little better, but have found my energy levels flagging tremendously. Per the conversation with the Medium, I am understanding that this is part of the process...however, I am growing apprehensive - what if this is more than it should be? I must be careful with my health; it is tremulous at best and all the tinctures and spells in the world cannot keep me well. Uisce and the Dreams have been a great comfort to me in this time; I sense that they are not quite certain what to make of Ruka - Uisce at least does not like the gem. My hope is that he will like the child when it 'arrives'.
At any rate, my work goes well (if slowly). I managed to see that Prolixity's Lapis earned a humanoid form to help care for Merlyn as well as spending some time with the children and Nashi. He is my strength more than anything; I just wish that I could help him in some way. My hope is that he will be active in Rukashel's life, once the child enters Gaia fully...he seems to like children but is wary that his past may rear up to harm one of us, so he keeps his distance. Perhaps Ruka will help change that?
Need more sleep, still...but with Ruka out of the gem-prison (this is the impression I get from his essence as well as from snippets of emotion in my dreams lately) it should be better.
Time will tell.
The kitsune sighed and stretched languidly, fingers brushing against the horns that had appeared as yet another reaction to a botched lab experiment. He knew he could get rid of them easily (this had happened before), he just had been too tired and distracted to put forth the effort. Perhaps tonight he would take care of it, perhaps not. He was feeling much better than he had been.
"Mmm...well Ruka, shall we go visit Veloren? I'm sure he'd like the company...and he should know that he will be having another 'sibling' soon." Wouldn't the candy-pink siamese colored Lykin be so suprised! (Good thing he adored children!)
Save. Power-down. A soft click and Syrie rose to get ready to venture out to his son's apartment.
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Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2006 9:21 pm
11.07.06 || Grand Manor, Lupix Sanctuary Note: This was a bit of RP that started with Prox and I poking at the characters to make their tails poof; hence the way it's just...dropped into relevant roleplay. Nanashi: *POOF* *grumbly* Syrie: =_= ignore them. *back to boyself, thanks!* Nashi: *grateful! snuggle* It's ... difficult, some days. Syrie: Oh, I know that *grumbles, but nuzzles against Nashi* ...been keeping out of trouble? Nashi: No trouble here~ *innocent* *really hasn't been up to much but can't resist little teasing* Syrie: *flicks tail* Good. *smiles up at him* I spent two days as a woman before I was able to make the change...since then, I've laid low myself. Nashi: Was it much trouble to rverse? Syrie: Not after I threatened to shrink her head :3 *sweetly* Nashi: *blinks and snickers* Syrie: *flicks tail again* And...that crazy gem cracked.... Nashi: *tilts an ear* May I see? Syrie: *nods and pulls the gem from where it was tucked against his heart, the purple has a crack and a wispy ghost-thing coils there* It's a little odd...but this wisp will oneday become a child...at least, that's what I've been told Nashi: *little unsettled by this, but interested also* A kind of summon? Syrie: The way it was explained was that the spirit was sealed for some reason, and this is a way for it to be reborn without that sin? It was really unclear...but he feeds from my life force right now...once he's solidified, he'll just be like any other baby, I think. Nashi: *little more unsettle and trying not to show it* From your life force? Syrie: *senses this, is creeped out too, honestly* Yes...and...it's very disturbing. I had no idea ...I don't think Ruka means to do it, either. Nashi: *wraps arms around redfox* Not hurting you, is it? *uncertain ears* Syrie: *shakes his head* No, I'm just a bit more tired than usual...and I've not slept so well either... Nashi: *leans back a bit and tries to tug Sy to rest against him* You ought to be getting more rest. You look worn. Syrie: *goes easily; doesn't really have the wont to argue with the other fox* I try...it's difficult with this...child. Nashi: *snuggling* Been getting to bed on time, I hope? Syrie: Early, some nights. I know better than to exhaust myself like this... *nuzzles at his shoulder and purls quietly* Nashi: *pets hair* Good. I ... when it becomes a baby, will you let me help some so you can get sleep? Syrie: *looks up, blinking* Yes. Of course. *would loooooove sleep, thanks* Are you sure? Nashi: *slow nod, this is big trust for him really* Syrie: *little kiss* Thank you...it means a lot to me. *so tired, ohyes; gets the feeling is bigdeal?* Nashi: *littlekiss back* Can't have you missing so much sleep. *trying to not be nervous* Syrie: Just being able to rest with you and Ruka would help so much... *could stay awake and help, but relax; probably best?* Nashi: *nods and smiles, aware that rest like that sometimes means drift-off-and-sleep* Syrie: *could probably drift off and sleep right then, all warm and relaxed with Nashi*
--Fade to Black--
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 1:27 pm
12.14.06 || Grand Manor; Lupix Sanctuary
Now that his essence was no longer trapped inside it's gem-prison completely, he was much more active, more alert...and unfortunately for the slender kitsune that was currently his 'host' - he required more energy. Rukashel did try to not drain the man to the point of aggravating his physical ailments, but that was not always possible. When the Dream-born guardians noticed that Ruka was harming their bonded, they flew into action and warded him from taking more than the amount required to remain in his 'wisp' form -- this was fine with him - he didn't know how to keep from taking more than he needed! It had been too long since he'd had flesh, hadn't it?
Wait...why did he think that? He'd had form and flesh before? Ruka thought so (as much as a being made of energy and light trapped particles can think)...but he wasn't so certain now. It seemed that the closer he came to having face and form, the more he forgot from his past life - and his memories from then were not expansive to begin with. Much had been lost in the sealing of the gem; much more since that time. There had to be a reason that he was forgetting things, so he wasn't too concerned.
What did concern him was being around Syrie's neck...and how tired and drained the russet kitsune was most of the time. His host wasn't in tip-top shape, unfortunately...and the longer he lingered there, draining the man's life-force for his own existence, the weaker he got. Which was why, he supposed, the strange pink-creature was there.
"So Dad, explain this again...you're weak and sick because of that thing around your neck...but you won't take it off?" The candy-pink lykin child-that-wasn't a child pursed his lightly glossed lips and frowned; an expression that tended to just look cute thanks to his slightly chubby cheeks and very "lolita" looks. Veloren couldn't help that he looked severely under-aged! The fact was, it had gotten him into a lot of trouble, and very few that were outside the family ever took him seriously because of it. Those that knew him knew better than to judge his competence based upon his small, girlish figure. (On many occassions the siamese-colored boy had been mistaken for a young, punk girl; his love of pink and women's clothes didn't really help that too much either.)
Syrie sighed a little and sipped at the steaming cup of chai his adopted son had fixed for him. "You're forgetting one thing Ren. If I remove the necklace, Rukashel would fade away at the very least...it's quite likely he would die." His ears lay close against his head as his silvery-grey eyes watched the beautiful 'child' sitting near him. "This child was entrusted to me, I have given my word that I will care for him just as I gave my word that I would care for you."
He waited for the weight and implication of his words to sink in; no matter what, Syrie did not give up on his children, adopted or not. They were his responsibility and that was something he took very seriously. No, there was no way that the kitsune would remove the necklace before Ruka was 'born' and was able to exist independently of his life force -- to do so would be to commit murder; something that the generally peaceable man wasn't interested in doing at all.
Veloren chuffed and shook his head a little bit, dark-tipped ears flicking back and forth in a worried manner. "What good does it do to anyone if you're dead?" The little lykin looked down at his cup of chai with sad, sad eyes; despite the lack of blood between them, he adored Syrie - he needed his "dad" very much - the kitsune had been there for him more times than he could count. He'd bought him the clothing he prefered without so much as batting an eyelash at how 'outlandish' it was for a boy to wear, had first purchased and then later gutted and refurbished his apartment without demanding to know why...and had even gotten him his guitar.
Syrie's generousity with his pets, friends and children knew very few bounds.
The man had saved Ren's life, risked his life to save Khia from himself (and others)...and yet the lykin expected him to do any less for Ruka? Silly Veloren. When he thought about it rationally, with the kitsune's logic...he knew he was being stupid even mentioning it. But Syrie was his father and with how much he loved the man, it was very difficult to see him suffering like he was; to see him so tired and worn out.
"Dad...Just...can't I do anything to help?"
"You're doing more than enough right now Ren...I can't tell you how much I appreciate your help with the pets. They can get into so much trouble when left on their own." Syrie nestled back into his blankets and sipped the cooling chai as one of said pets - and Idle Thought named Caskiff - came hopping over to curl on the blankets with him. It wanted pets and chittered and clacked at the slender man and his child until the kitsune picked it up and stroked it's long, soft ears. "Hush now, you've gotten plenty attention, little beast."
Caskiff made a soft sound and let it's long ears flop as it enjoyed the tender attention from it's favorite person.
Dark tipped fingers went up to tug at a plastic collar idly while watching the exchange. No, Ruka or whatever that gem was called wouldn't be moving from Syrie's neck until it could live on it's own. The only thing that Veloren could do from that point on was try to see that his parent took better care of himself. "Well Dad, you're too stubborn and I'm not going to fight you on this. You gave me the same thing you're giving him, just in a different way." Ren watched his adoptive parent nodding before he continued, "But, I'm not going to let you kill yourself either. I'll be coming by more often...and I'm going to have Khia watching you closely. You got that?"
Syrie chuckled and held one hand up as if to say "I give in". "I promise I'll be careful Ren. I'm not leaving any time soon...if you couldn't tell, I really like my life." Sure, it was always busy and things drove him distracted, but he had a beautiful life, really. He had a wonderful partner - Nanashi - amazing friends and business cohorts, amazing children...and a gaggle of pets he dearly loved. Nope, he wouldn't be doing anything that would endanger these things too much.
Still, he was tired and wanted a nap. "Ren, would you mind cleaning up? I think I might try napping a bit..."
"No problem. I'll take care of it, you go rest." Veloren gave the small kitsune a hug and a kiss on his cheek before watching the man slink off to the master bedroom to nap. Once Syrie was gone, he set about cleaning their lunch; with that done, he called to Phaid (a Pard belonging to Syrie that had taken quite the liking to him) and set off to go back to the apartment he called home. "You becareful, Dad." He murmured, more to himself than anything.
Back at the Grand Manor, Syrie was napping tiredly, his body curled protectively around Caskiff and Ruka's gem. Beside him, Uisce, Ephiphany and Jejune nested, guarding their bonded carefully.
'Soon, I promise soon...I won't need this...' But whether or not the Dream-borne believed this small 'relative' or not, they would wait. They would watch. And most importantly - they would be ready. Ruka understood this; he didn't blame them...he too could remember caring for someone so much that all other considerations meant nothing. Had he killed in the name of love? He couldn't remember...shouldn't remember.
And if the Medium had her way, he wouldn't remember.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 4:01 pm
Innocence & Dreams - A Private RP Session involving Syrie & FelinxisIn a small, neatly kept and brightly lit shop in Barton Town, a slender man with mint colored hair, russet fox ears and a tail was quietly straightening up row upon row of decorative stationary. The shop seemed to be situated in a renovated home - the was a warm sitting room with a fire going to one side, and the acutal store area to the other. Stairs led upstairs to the proprietor's offices and storage (one might suppose).
There was also a room that appeared to be locked with a "Do Not Enter" sign posted on it in several languages. One might do well to stay quite well away from said door, if one knew what was good for them.
At any rate, the kitsune was dressed warmly as he set about his task, tending the Shop. Normally his business associate (and much nicer person to deal with) took the front of the shop while he handled things behind the scenes, but Huni Pi had some pressing business, and that left Syrie to the front.
He hadn't had many customers thankfully - he was very tired from lack of restful sleep and from the strange gem hanging from his neck. Still, the kitsune wasn't going to shirk his duties - no, he was listening quite well for the tell-tale jingle of the shop's door being opened; the sound of a customer.With nothing but the same, boring routine for the past few days, Felinxis had made the decision to break the chain and had ventured off to Barton without the company of his chattering Feien and meangerie of pets, for an afternoon of street-walking and the occasional burst of Christmas shopping. His blue-grey eyes darted around the popular Gaian town as he walked, taking in the sites of various shoppers, families, buildings and the Christmas decorations that were slowly emerging. He continued on his path, gently touching his smoking pendant that was clasped around his neck. As he walked he approached a door and with an overwhelming sense of curiosity, the elven fey pushed the door open and stepped in side. As the door was opened his incoming presence was announced by the jingle-jangle of a bell. Felinxis glanced around the store he had just entered. He began to walk around the store, examining its contents as he went. a polite " Hello," was ushered by the customer to the kitsune shop keeper. Well, it might not look like it, but the Stationary Store was actually a wonderful place to go if you wanted to step outside of the "same old, same old" -- all sorts of interesting things happened there from time to time...like children, born from books! But that was something behind locked doors, and most customers never saw that.
"Greetings. Can I help you find anything?" Syrie's voice was low and clear despite his exhaustion and he managed to smile at the elven customer. His expression faltered a little bit when he realized that the necklace the other man was wearing was 'ghosting' like the one around his own neck!
"Oh, you're a ...you've got one too?" Brilliant, really...usually he was much more intelligent sounding, but with his current physical and emotional state...it wasn't going to happen.The elf picked up a small pencil as he proceeded around the store. Normally he didn't have the inkling to check out writing tools and books. It wasn't his thing, but Felinxis had, on the influence of chance to enter the store. " I'm sorry what?" He replied when the store keeper replied, placing the pencil back in its original position. Felinxis looked over the fox man again before realizing what he meant. " Oh. one of those. I guess you say I could." He touched the crystal dove around his own neck before the elf approached the counter. Felinxis never expected to find another Iridae guardian so soon, especially one that had their charge at the same 'stage' Kiyoshi was. Syrie hadn't really expected to meet anyone with the same sort of 'child' so soon either, but this was a very pleasant prospect indeed - never mind that the kitsune was generally extremely hermit like. "I see your crystal cracked? Have you had any...problems? Anything odd?"
Syrie's words came out in a rush; he really wasn't good with speaking to others in this manner. Talking with the Medium had been different, he'd had a purpose then, Ruka had guided him there...talking with this gentleman was altogether different. Socializing wasn't really one of his strong points!
"Oh, I'm sorry...how rude of me." The slender man put out one long-fingered hand in greeting, the left curled around his gem almost reflexively. "My name is Syrie Zaire, my business partner and I own and operate this shop." The slight-lavendar wisp danced around the kitsune's curled fingers as though it wanted attention.
Ruddy ears flicked back and forth nervously, "And this..." He lifted the gem slightly, "is Rukashel." Felinxis shook his head to the kitsune's first question. " No... nothing has happened yet, unfortunately." He took Syrie's hand in his own and gave it a firm shake. "My name is Felinxis N'irar. Nice shop you have too..." Replied the elf, giving his own intorduction. He pointed to the emminating dove around his own neck. " This is Kiyoshi. He apparently guards innocence, according to the Medium." Felinxis continued. The Medium. Their meeting was so long ago, but the crabby nature of the grown Iridae had stayed with him, and Felinxis hoped he would never have to encounter her again, expecially after she had taken him so close to death. Felinxis paused before posing a question. " So, how is your crystal going? I mean, has anything happened? I'm just waiting and waiting for it to burst into a child or something..." "I would not consider myself unfortunate to have nothing happen. Rukashel is the Dream Guardian, and I've been quite unable to sleep properly since his gem came into my care." And the kitsune did look rather worn, his hair was flat and dull (despite being mint colored) and his shoulder drooped just a little.
"Ah, innocence. That is an excellent thing to be a guardian of. I believe that the Iridae perhaps have trouble retaining their own. Innocence, that is." During his meeting with the Medium, she had mentioned as much.
For whatever reason, he did not find the strange and hermit-like woman too worrisome; he could well understand how she might have become such a grouchy, unlikable creature. Then again, he'd been very tired, perhaps he had been too tired to notice much beyond the woman's words. "Ah, you met the Medium? What did you think? Did she tell you what to expect?"
There was a bit of a pause, but again...Syrie wasn't very good with social situations, so he spoke again; words tumbling across each other. "I feel that Ruka will come out soon...but I cannot be certain. I've never been near Iridae before, let alone one that walks in Dream." Not "dreams" but Dream - the place Between where the conscious and unconsious met and the Lord of Dream held sway. "Actually, yes. But that may be due to the...child's ability to Dreamwalk. I find it difficult to sleep."
He wasn't complaining though - he'd promised he would care for the child, and he would deal with Ruka's gem siphoning his life-force and keeping him from sleeping properly until the boy was "born". Felinxis paused before recounting his experience with the Medium. It wasn't exactly the best experience he had. "I met the Medium shortly after I found Kiyoshi. I was drawn to her home, where we talked. I didn't believe what she said however. So she ripped Kiyoshi from me... and honestly I felt like I was going to die. It was horrid." He touched the ribbon which held Kiyoshi around his neck, subconsciously making sure it was still there. "So my experience with her wasn't the best of encounters. I really hope I never have to meet her again." He finished, a bitter hint to his words. "Dream Guardian eh?" Did that mean once he was 'born' he could enter Felinxis' dreams? He hoped not. "Sleeping isn't really a problem for me. When Athemius is not acting like a child." He said, mentioning his small Feien Fairy. "How can you tell that it is near? I have no clue." Secretly he hoped it was soon. Syrie listened intently to the other man, ear tips flicking as Felinxis related his encounter with the generally unpleasant Death Iridae. The words falling upon his large russet colored ears were quite disturbing to the kitsune - his encounter with the Medium had not been nearly as traumatic as Felinxis was relating.
"My own meeting with the Medium wasn't nearly so...dire, and yet I don't relish another meeting either." No, Syrie had done just fine with the white-robed figure though she had certainly rubbed him the wrong way on a personal level.
Talk of Ruka brought his silver-grey eyes back into focus and his train of thought returned to the present. "Yes, Dream. That's currently why I have problems sleeping. Ruka is always there." The small demi-human blinked a bit, "Athemius?"
"Oh, I'm not completely certain, of course...but...with Rukashel feeding from my life force, I can feel him becoming stronger." It also helped that the kitsune was empathic, he could read his gem and the wisp enough to gather the clues that led him to his hypothesis. "Also...there are many variables..." But he trailed off and shook his head; no need to try to explain something so dryly scientific that it would bore anyone but the most die-hard researcher.
"It's a feeling I get, that's pretty much it. And my hope, also."It was Feinxis' turn to listen, and thats what he did. He wondered if it would be possible for Kiyoshi to have an effect on his innocence, like Syrie's Rukashel was affecting the kitsune's dreams. "Would it be possible that Kiyoshi could hvae an affect on my innocence?" Felinxis asked himself out load, not really caring if the other responded or not. Felinxis pondered exactly how to word the answer to his aquaintance's next question. His Feien could certainly have many different explanations. "Anthemius is.. well he is my Feien Fairy, though I though faires would be a calm and gentle, sensible race. He is quite different.""You can feel his feeding off your life-force? I can't really tell. I'm always really worn out by the end of the day. Though I am finding myself sleeping in longer." Felinxis smiled to himself. He didn't know if that was a result of Kiyoshi, or some form of laziness finally showing in the elf. Syrie didn't have the answer to Felinxis' question, all that he could do was guesstimate and suppose. "It's possible, but I can't be certain as I know very little about the Iridae in general." He did believe it could be possible, but likely not until Kiyoshi was much 'older' -- the Medium had stated that Ruka was much, much too strong for his 'stage'.
"Ah, I've heard of the Feien Fairies, though I've never seen one up close...I imagine, as any Gaia-touched creature - they are quite ...interesting." And changable. Odd how the magic of Gaia tended to effect everything.
The silver-eyed kitsune nodded slowly and absently touched the gem resting against his chest on it's silver cord. "Yes. But that is...well, my kind...." He didn't know quite how to explain that it was his very nature to notice things like that.
"I'm not certain if that's because of your gem, or just your nature..." Ouch, he hadn't meant to imply that the other man was lazy...it had just come out -- there was a reason that Syrie Zaire was a hermit and rarely came out to tend the shop: he was not good with others! "My apologies, I'm not used to conversing with others..."
As his discomfiture was quite apparent, the russet fox couldn't meet the other's eyes any longer so he did what he was supposed to be doing and offered up a very nice cream colored stock with green stripes in a fairly masculine pattern, his long-fingered hands tremoring slightly -- not all of it was from his embarassment, he was exhausted.
"Again, I apologize....Huni is usually here to greet our clients..." Felinxis' eyes flitted from the man to the pendant around his neck. At the mention of his own 'nature' Felinxis mearly turned away and dismissed the notion, not showing whether he was offended or not. With his slender elven fingers he brushed a stray lock of his black hair behind his pointed ear and looked at the items the kitsune had just offered. "No thankyou," Felinxis was not interested in the small stationary, and feeling that he had sent enough time in the presence of the kitsune and his Iridae, the elf turned and headed towards the door. "Farewell." He uttered as he strode out the door, absently touching the crystal dove as he left. Syrie's delicate ears twitched a little bit; he could tell that his comment had an effect upon the elvish man and he felt foolish though he couldn't help his sometimes coarse manner of addressing things.
He had most assuredly not meant anything ill by saying that...but alas, it was too late to take it back; with a bit of a mental shrug the kitsune nodded graciously to his 'guest'.
"Have a pleasant day, both of you." No mention was made of talking again; he didn't think he could handle it in his present state - but the kitsune did want to speak with Felinxis again the in the future...if nothing else, their Iridae could play together, perhaps...once they both had materialized.
"Old fox, you really need to stop scaring away customers..." Syrie murmured to himself as he sat behind the counter.
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 2:17 pm
How odd, I've finally met another 'commoner' like myself that has been in contact with the Iridae...A gentleman by the name of Felinxis came into the shop the other day, and around his neck hung a cracked gem, the prisoner entity wisping around it lightly. I couldn't help but comment as I myself wore a pendant very much like his.
We spoke for quite some time as the shop was quite dead; it seems that the Medium nearly killed him during their encounter. I wonder, truly, what he could have said or done to bring that chilly woman's ire up so high...
But that is really not my concern, and as he seems to be a decent-enough sort, I believe I will speak with him again, should the oppourtinity arise. My social skills are much lacking...it's awkward, and I know he must have noticed (he was nice enough to not mention it, nor take overt offense when my words came out more harshly than I had meant).
Felinxis' charge is named 'Kiyoshi' and if I recall correctly, is the Iridae of Innocence. I believe I have the right of it, because the gentleman did ask if that might affect him as Rukashel affects me. My answer was honest: I have no idea about any others, only Ruka and myself...and what the Medium told me.
The other wisp did not seem as strong as Ruka, though that could merely have been my perception...still, I feel with certainty that he will be free of this cracked gem soon. This child of Dream is like a heavy weight on my chest more and more as time passes - I do hope that he will be strong enough soon to be without my life-force. There is an unsettled feeling in my bones, something is stirring, but I know not what.
Syrie flicked his ears a bit as he saved his entry. One of the Idle Thoughts - a small, finch sized lapine-esque creature - hopped over to snuggle against his leg. One hand crept down to pet the small beast and the other closed the laptop, sending it to sleep - which was where he would be going soon.
"Ahh...there really is something unsettling here right now...you wouldn't know, would you Ruka?"
No, of course not...the Iridae had nothing to do with Syrie's unease...but that was something they would find out soon enough.
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 4:55 pm
10.05.07 || Fever Dreams... Inside the gem, it's never dark nor light - it just is. Outside the gem, it's dark and light and there are sights and sounds and scents for those with the senses to experience them. Rukashel, as a wisp, could only sense these things existing around him, but could not truely experience them.
And the memory of what they had been like, the memories of the past that had forced him into his gem-prison, were all but gone. The longer he remained attached to the kitsune, the more the past was lost, forgotten...erased. All was as it should be; the fact that there were few memories that the wisp could draw from meant that he would soon be strong enough to manifest himself!
Oh, it would be grand to have a body that was firm and lithe, to have eyes to see and a mouth to speak and hands with which to touch and hold and feel.
Ruka felt along the ephemeral ties that bound him to his host, his caretaker upon rebirth -- the fox was weak in health, but strong in will...and he had the Dreams. The creatures that watched their bonded jealously, guarded him carefully and kept him from being driven wholly crazy by having the dream Iridae in his life. He could feel the bond between the man and the strange creatures just as they could feel the bond extended between Syrie and himself.
Currently, his host was sleeping uneasily, a thin sheen of sweat covering what parts of his body were not tangled in the cream colored sheets of his bed. The Elder Nightmare, Uisce, was perched with his great gunmetal wings outspread, feathers glimmering in the dim light of the moon and the digital alarm clock. The beast clacked and hissed at the wisp that coiled itself upon the gem that rested against the man's damp skin. Time was up! Uisce would tolerate no more of this torment for his bonded - it wasn't healthy, it had to stop. Even with all of the Dreams that lived in close proximity with the mint-haired man, they couldn't keep him properly buffered from the Iridae.
But he couldn't help it - they understood that...it was still time.
'Fuzz-tail Dreamer not-well. Time for gem-baby to up-go.' The buzzard clacked and hissed again before dissappearing in a swirl of paint-spotted grey and black feathers. He would go into Dream, yes. Syrie was there - he would join him and lead him to where he needed to be lead. Tonight was the night!
Running. He was running from something...someone...several someones that all wished to do him harm, horrible harm. He knew this, because he'd lived this. A nightmare surrounded him - one that Uisce would never have approved - this was how much the Dream Iridae, Ruka, interfered with his sleep. It was less a dream than a memory changed and revisited through the mercurial and whimsical (in a sadistic sort of way sometimes) magic of Dream.
"No!" Syrie shouted but nothing came out; hands were reaching, tearing and pulling at his skin - yanking his tail cruelly as they pulled him back. Part of him knew that the hands on his body were only memories; that he was suffering at the hands of his own mind, that the Dream Realm had caught up in it and made it more real than it should have been. But that part reasoned that Uisce wouldn't have allowed it - and in his sleep-fed terror, he didn't imagine that perhaps something was keeping the Elder Nightmare away from him.
Ruka...this had to have something to do with that gem-child...
Syrie fought like a deverish to escape his 'attackers'; fingers curling around a wrist that wouldn't let go, squeezing the bones and howling with a surge of rage that came from nowhere. If this had something to do with Rukashel...he would not be dragged down! "Uisce!" Mentally the kitsune called to his bonded Dreams, but to no avail - they were there...but could not touch him.
The rage had been fueled by the Elder Nightmare's anger when it had realized that reaching it's Dreamer was not an option.
It was so warm. He didn't know how or why precisely, but he knew it had something to do with him. He was making the man who's life force had nurtured him so gently sick. Sick enough that the Nightmares and Dreams were skulking about. But he couldn't help it! It was warm. Ruka was burning up inside the gem, so he retreated into Dream, regaining an adult-looking body - but it was still hot there so he moved deeper into Dream. As he went further into that unstable realm, he regressed to a child, crying for it's parent.
"Papa!" His voice cut shrilly through the swirling mists of Dream. "Papa, I'm hot. Help me!"
Still too hot, the Dream borne child went further still, getting himself more tangled, more lost; growing younger and younger until he was a small infant sitting in a gray light and clutching something in his tiny, pudgy hands. Silver eyes filled with silent tears; Ruka was alone and scared and he wanted more than anything in Dream or Waking, was to have the warm security he'd felt with Syrie.
At the boy's cry, Syrie's ears - currently long like a rabbit's - twitched. He was being called again...but this time, he didn't have Uisce to help guide him. He was alone...or thought he was alone. The boy's emotions poured off of him and filled Dream with his misery and fear; perhaps it was only the part of Dream they were inhabiting currently that felt the ripples that changed it and shaped it into frightening scapes, but if
Dream quieted suddenly, and with it came an odd sort of apprehension. Syrie tried a trick that had worked a few times when he was lost: he visualized what he wanted to be near (Ruka). Instead of Dream folding and placing him with the boy, he found it shifting and a strange path forming. As in Alice's tale, little creatures scrabbled at his feet to make an arrow pointing in. The kitsune nodded and stepped over the tinies, only to note that they dissappeared in a puff of oddly colored smoke.
As he moved down the path towards a distant grey point, he wondered what he would find. Ruka? Something Else? He didn't know the answer to that, nor to any of the other questions that filled his mind and flitted out as quickly as if they'd never formed. Movement in Dream changed his shape and his look, but he always retained some of himself.
"Ruka?" The kitsune's soft voice echoed and bounced around and formed into letters that swirled and danced in mid-nothing. Colors and sounds and the whole of the Dream world seemed to move around him; this he was used to, this was not scary at all...acutally, he was feeling much better now that whatever nightmare had gripped him had been banished - also, he felt...cool for some reason.
The world beneath his bare feet solidified as he stepped down onto it, returning to a soft, soggy state (at least, that's what it appeared to do) the moment his feet left it. He continued down the 'path' for what seemed like hours before he finally caught a glimpse of the Dream Iridae; instead of bolting towards the child, he continued to move at a slow, measured pace -- everyone knows that if you run towards someone you want to be with in a dream, the farther away they are.
"Oh kiddo, it's okay...I'm here, shhh...I'll make it better." He murmured, but the sound carried to Ruka's huddled, lavender form. Delicate, feathered wings fluttered and stretched as the child turned his head towards Syrie's voice. "Papa?"
Ruka reached for the kitsune and suddenly Syrie was there, his cool hands around the warm child, cradling him to his chest and crooning softly to calm him. Uisce too came crashing into the scene, outraged and puffed up beyond belief, following him was a very straaangely colored mutant Dream that seemed pleased for some reason.
"Papa...It's hot..." The little boy didn't speak so much as...Syrie heard the words inside him. Rukashel's diminutive body was very warm to the touch...as though a fever - the same one he had been suffering through earlier? - had taken over him.
"Shh...I know kiddo...but it's okay now, you'll feel cooler in a minute..." The kitsune looked to the Dreams with his ears back against his head. "We need out...quickly." Both creatures hopped and floated; Uisce clacked and whistled and seemed to be ignoring his request until a portal opened.
'Up-step. Take dream-baby. Go go go. Quick-fast. Wakey-soon.' First Syrie went through - it wasn't a portal to the waking world, but to "normal" dreaming where one could wake and resurface at will, without help. There were reasons they couldn't take Syrie and Ruka out immediately, but they weren't explaining.
'Fuzz-tail bond again, stupidhead. Keep say, only need Uisce!' But the Mutant only fluffed at Uisce before lazily wheeling after the kitsune; the Elder followed shortly. Everything would be fine now, yes...it was okay. The Dream Iridae had shaken them all up, but that was over.
For now.
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 6:31 pm
When I awoke, there was a small, lavendar-hued child curled on my chest instead of the cracked gem I had grown used to. Ruka clutched at me and at his gem as he slept, little mouth open. It was very cute...I must say, it is a relief to no longer have him feeding from my life and I think perhaps I had the first almost 'normal' sleep I've had since the Iridae came into my life.
I hope that today, and everyday after will allow him to grow to his full potential.
....as a note, I am edgy lately - there is something going on around here that I cannot put my finger on, it's bothering me that I don't know what it is. Perhaps I should visit Prox....and I'd like to see Nashi soon, introduce him to Ruka now.
Such a busy future...
***  Rukashel is Reborn! 01.06.2007
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 11:08 am
Grand Manor; Lupix Sanctuary
Syrie chuffed a little and sat in a rocking chair, the small Iridae child nestled against his chest; Rukashel chewed sleepily at the orb that was now around his neck instead of Syrie's. "Today's a big day, little Dream. You get to meet Veloren and Khia."
At least, he hoped the small child would be able to meet Khiarhu. Khia was a rather wild young man and tended to go off for periods of time into the woods by himself. What he was doing or why the kitsune didn't always bother with - as a teenager, there were things the Tale didn't want his parent knowing, and Syrie trusted his boy to let him know anything truely important.
The little Dream-born Iridae looked up from his gentle gnawing and smiled at the kitsune - he didn't remember much of anything at all, but this man felt like home and that was all he needed to know. Ruka's silvery eyes swam in and out of focus as he hadn't quite gotten used to having a body, least of all one that was as...new as this one was.
He made a little sighing sound and then settled back to resting against the slender man's chest, little ear pressed against his breast bone as he listened to Syrie's heartbeat; comforted by that. Delicate wings twitched just a little bit, feathers tickled just lightly by the gentle breeze caused by the slow rocking motion of the chair they were in while they waited.
Sunlight streamed down onto the resting pair through the glass window, bathing them both in a light that both warmed them and made them sleepy. Now was not the time for sleep, however - any minute Veloren would be there...and, if they were lucky...Khia would show.
The kitsune smiled a bit, he could sense his Lykin child coming, with a friend it seemed. Phaid, a gentle and beautiful common Pard came into the room before Ren did, but that didn't change the warm smile that the visit brought from the slender man; if anything it made it wider.
"Ren, welcome home." Syrie didn't stand as he was holding the small Iridae child, but his eyes and his manner spoke of the great love and affection he held for the lykin.
"Thanks Dad." Veloren smiled and approached his adoptive parent and the baby; Phaid settled down at Syrie's feet after sniffing at Ruka's wings and hair and assuring himself that all was well. "Did he come from the gem? He's so cute." The lykin boy leaned down to give his parent a kiss on the cheek, and then again to peer at the Dream Aspect cradled against said parent's chest.
"Oh, it really is him! And I see he's got the orb now." Which, you know, made sense...what with the strangeness of Gaia and all that. Veloren didn't even question that the cracked gem that had previously been draining his parent's life while hanging around his neck was now whole again, had borne a child...and now belonged to said child.
This was Gaia. The 'impossible' was more than probable here, it happened every day!
"Hi Ruka, I'm your big brother, Veloren. You can call me 'Ren' when you're older, okay?" Dark-tipped fingers reached out to ruffle the child's silky-fine hair fondly; any of the previous ill-feelings towards the "gem" were gone - this was a person he could interact with...it was very different now.
Ruka reached for those slender fingers and grasped at one of the dark digits, much to the Lykin's delight. Luminous silver eyes watched the candy-pink 'sibling' curiously - this creature had ears like the Father...but didn't look the same. Interesting. And he felt softer than the Father too! These were things that weren't thought of in a wholly conscious way, but were processed by the little Iridae's brain none-the-less.
He was slowly learning about the world around him...and this 'Ren' creature was apparently something he would need to add into his rapidly growing world.
Ah well, the Lykin was soft and Ruka liked that; he rubbed his chubby cheek against the chocolate-colored hand and made a happy sound.
The remainder of Veloren's visit was very much the same as it usually was. The two men would talk of life and love and the pink-haired boy's band...and then they would part ways after some time; Phaid rising to leave with Ren (whom he had adopted as his charge).
It seemed that Khiarhu would have to meet his 'brother' another time. Ah well. Win some, Lose some. They would meet eventually. Perhaps the Tale's absence had something to do with the odd under current that Syrie had been feeling recently?
Only time would tell.
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 4:49 pm
Adventures in Shopping... This afternoon, I took Rukashel shopping for the first time since he was 'born' (re-born, actually)...it was quite the experience. All I can say is that I'm blessed by Inari to have such a calm and quiet child in my care. After the rambunctiousness of Khiarhu and the dusts, I think a restful child was long overdue. (Though really, do I ever plan for these things? Never had I thought I would have such a small being in my care, let alone several.
At any rate, we went into a few shops that I tend to find enjoyable here on Gaia - I had already purchased a stuffed animal for him, but we will of course be getting more...all children like them. At "The Invisible Couch", we picked up two beautiful fans, a pale lavender beaded bracelet (he will not wear that until he is older) and crayons (which oddly enough in such an exquisite shop, Thabara is kind enough to keep in stock for those of us with children). There were a great many beautiful things there, but most of the items are not meant for so young a creature. I believe I will take Ruka back there once he's older.
After paying for our purchases we continued on to "Lunar Fox Jewelers" so that I could pick up a pendant that I had ordered. The moment he saw it, the little bugger reached and made a sound - he wanted the pendant! I suppose since it was a light silver it appealed to him...he favors colors like that, or seems to. Normally I would not give something so delicate to a child, but he threw the most uproarious fit I've ever seen when it seemed I was going to deny him.
Naturally, I was quite taken aback - it seems my little Dream Iridae has quite a temper when he doesn't get what he wants! The pendant is now part of his "collection" as is a beautiful hairpin that he insisted upon. I was afraid he would break them, but all that he does it touch very softly and make pleased sounds.
For a baby, he is certainly very intelligent; he's also very mercurial. Perhaps that has something to do with the nature of Dream? I'm not certain. I guess I'll find out as we go along.
Shortly after I purchased the hairpin and put in an order for a new item (a gift for Ren, I hope he will like it) we had to leave. Ruka started getting sleepy and fussing; not too surprising, we'd been walking about for hours - my health is still somewhat shaky after having him 'feeding' off of my life force for so long, and I find that I am quite slow. I'm certain that will get better with time, it already has.
Ah, that's enough for now. It's late and I'm already tired from wandering around all day. It was great fun though. I can't wait for him to meet Nanashi...
Soft click, little whir - the sounds of a laptop being closed and powering down. Syrie rose from his small desk and started off to make his rounds before crawling into bed and falling into the arms of Sleep.
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