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 Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 8:21 pm
Dude.. if you're serious.. o.o;
Maybe you should look into getting some help?...
That's what I would tell any of my friends if they told me that happened to them IRL.
I'm not sure how deep it goes but yeah, stay away from X stuff. eek
That sounds really scary. o.o
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 8:28 pm
Well, I should also say I have multiple "minor" personalities in my head.
Ive had a fictional story running in my head since before I can remember to escape boredom and such and all those characters (between ten and twenty) are in there somewhere. Thankfully they arent the evil side of me like X is, and imaging more of their story can block out Everything else.
Im a bit crazy and I deal.
If I ever feel in danger, I will see a shrink them.
I both write and act, so characters come a bit easy to me, some are just hard to get out and X has taken up residence in my, what does Freud call it? Superego?
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 8:30 pm
DeGei Well, I should also say I have multiple "minor" personalities in my head. Ive had a fictional story running in my head since before I can remember to escape boredom and such and all those characters (between ten and twenty) are in there somewhere. Thankfully they arent the evil side of me like X is, and imaging more of their story can block out Everything else. Im a bit crazy and I deal. If I ever feel in danger, I will see a shrink them. I both write and act, so characters come a bit easy to me, some are just hard to get out and X has taken up residence in my, what does Freud call it? Superego? 
Freud calls it nothing as he is dead and thus cannot do any name calling. biggrin rofl
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 8:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 10:49 pm
Dude. D: Seriously? So like if I ever meet you in real life, you're gonna be like, Hello Des TCHH ALBION WE MEET AGAIN!?
8D; Man. I hope it doesn't affect you too much in your daily life.
What does she look like when you hallucinate her? Oo;; It'd be ******** wierd if you just saw a floating avatar.
Forgive me if I'm being too curious, but X was my partner and all.
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 4:04 pm
It wasnt a hallucination, I just expected and felt like it was X.
A real version of the avatar, a female form with the head wrapped and the same outfit, though the body doesnt look real, like a synthetic skin, fake.
X has the "Saw" voice if anyone wondered that.
I really did some soul searching to day and came to the conclusion that X is not as much of a part of me as I thought in someways. It is there and all but its my dark thoughts using the image I created, if that makes any sense. Subconsciousness taking a form I guess. Maybe I am just nuts.
Im using the character of MTX in a story and that is helping a bit, making it seem less real.
Sorry to make everyone feel bad for me and all.
Im rambling, and need to shower...
I wonder what is for dinner.
I should have stopped typing two lines ago.
DAMMIT I CANT STOP TYPING MY THOUGHTS!!!
I hope I dont start picturing my avatar naked or something, cause then that might... IM STILL TYPING!!! HIT SUBMIT HIT SUB-
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 4:25 pm
DeGei Well, I should also say I have multiple "minor" personalities in my head. Ive had a fictional story running in my head since before I can remember to escape boredom and such and all those characters (between ten and twenty) are in there somewhere. Thankfully they arent the evil side of me like X is, and imaging more of their story can block out Everything else. Im a bit crazy and I deal. If I ever feel in danger, I will see a shrink them. I both write and act, so characters come a bit easy to me, some are just hard to get out and X has taken up residence in my, what does Freud call it? Superego? That happend to me, I got bored, made alter-ego's of myself, however now when ever I think to myself I have two voices responding. gonk
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 4:26 pm
D: Is it ok to still hate MTX?
'Cause after what you said, I'm not mad at you anymore, but still, the mule...?
/Luff/
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 6:37 pm
The Peanut Smuggler D: Is it ok to still hate MTX?
'Cause after what you said, I'm not mad at you anymore, but still, the mule...?
/Luff/ I hate MTX, so feel free. X likes it though.
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 6:39 pm
I find you very amusing DeGei,
luffles for joo! heart mrgreen
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