Wow . . . this will be hard to put to words . . .

First, peace. That word is used a lot, but it fits. I just feel like all my conflicts have disappeared, all my worry flies away. I feel safe, secure, and calm.

Also, joy. Laughter, excitement. I smile.

I feel loved.

I feel complete.

I feel like I never want to leave this place. I just want to stay in that spot forever. But I cringe when I realize I can't.