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 Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 2:10 pm
Quote: today was strange- heres the gist... rik gave me this flower. a strange tulip that was pink and black. it seemed almost as if he had given me a weapon and said take care of it. i basically said okay and took it home. i didnt know how to care for it i just walked past it every once and a while- didnt seem to need water... im just kinda weirded out by the whole thing. rik calls it a Feien.... how can a feien be that- it doesnt even look like a feien. ~sighs~ jeez.... guess im in charge of it now
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 2:29 pm
july 4th 2004,
today was indipendance day for america.... red white and boom scared aqua at first.... she had never seen fireworks, she had just been born yesterday. and boy what a day. she has already met 3 feien.... arith, shux and tahki. she wont stop talking about them
speaking of stop talking, Aqua wont! sugar cant do a dent to her. ive tried just about everything- i even told her once if she didnt stop talking i would put her to bed, she started to talk to me about different beds shes seen so far....
i dont know WHAT rik gave to her as a flower but i swear she is constantly talking. i have noticed her wings are black. very cool... and theres this.... nub.... i guess you would call it a horn... growing out of the back of her head.... but other than that shes very sweet. shes a talker alright...
oh i gave her a firework... a sparkler... its being processed right now....
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2004 2:04 am
july 5th 2004,
today was a red letter day- Aqua was silent for 5 miniutes....ofcourse this was when she was taking a nap...
i have found the best way to deal with her is to nod and act like im paying attention, i know its mean but i dont think she knows any different. and i really dont know if she can breath or not- i dont know what power she has yet but oh my can she keep her lungs full!
i tried going to the restroom today as well, and to no avail i could not shut the door fast enough. ive noticed she doesnt like to be left alone. i dont know if she has abandonment issues or just wants to tell me more about her.
ive also noticed she has a 3 second memory.... i tried to tell her that she doesnt need to tell me her name, that i named her....but still she says it. i wonder if its a thought process of hoping i remember her name.... becouse it worked
im really hoping she grows out of it soon...becouse my oh my im going to spend alot on corks soon....
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:38 am
Quote: today i am afraid... afraid to go into the room i put that feien in... she talks man she talks.... like nothing youve ever heard. i can bearly get in a word edgewise....
im afraid
rik what did you do
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:52 am
July 8th 2004 Axeonos today was a strange day indeed- after a few days of allowing things to cool down i finally sat down with my feien to see what she was actually like. axeonos crossed the house and twords the small feien sitting in her pot. "so your a feien, a faery like being born from a flower. your flower was a tulip.... and i named you Aquaphina" Aqua looked up at the giant, well anyone at that heigth was a giant. she giggled innocently "HI LADY! Im Aquaphina how are you im fine rea-" axe's eyes narrowed slightly "i know, i named you. my name is Axeonos De- just call me Axeonos... axe for short. do you know where you are" aquaphina looked slightly angry and stood up, stomping her foot in a stern mannor "you know you really shouldnt cut people off like that its extreemly rude you know th-" this was met by another cut off "do you know where you are?" she crossed her arms and humphed "there you go again cutt-" axe slightly smiled to herself and bent down till she was eye level with the feien "becouse i know what will happen.... look do you know, yes or no" the small feien just shrugged and held her arms up "no but i do-" yet again axe cut her off "you are at my house. it conjucts with the shop so you can freely come and go see your friends. you will notice there are others like you. some are friends and some are not."she contenued "you must remember small feien, to take breaths while talking- otherwise others cant hear what you have to say........" she turned to see Aquaphina was looking at the roof "your not paying attention are you" aquaphina shook her head "i zoned out after you said something about 'Axeonos'" axe balled up her fist and looked slightly annoyed "whats my name?" aquaphina blinked stupidly and gasped "Hi Im aquaphina how are you toda-" she opened her eyes quickly after hearing a door slam and someone down the hall screaming 'i cant work like this' "wonder....was it something i said?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2004 7:34 am
Axeonos today we went outside- it was the first time i took aquaphina anywhere... i thought she might like to see some of natures other creatures, besides her, so we went to the zoo- we saw Feli and puri alike. Aqua loved the Blathanna's and nearly got eaten by some lions from the shadows of africa. she didnt like some of the faecats but she adored the fae children. they seemed pritty pleased strutting thier stuff
i was going to get her something to commemorate her grand exploration but my gold wasnt on me. sad to say it had been left back at the house.
when i arrived home late in the day it had worn her out so much that she fell asleep. - she is rather cute when shes not talking.
i spoke with Rik and thanked him for the lovly feien. he had stated that i was doing well with her. seems like i am. ive been so worried latly that i might hurt her- shes so small and all...
not much else to report.
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:53 pm
july 25th axeonos today..... i dont want to talk about today... aquaphina axe has been depressed latly... finding it difficult to do things.... latly shes felt out of the loop.... like everyones part of the group but her... she trys to talk about thing with her friends but latly it seems like everyone is ignoring her... someone already admited to it.... it struck her hard... i try to talk but im afraid shes going to do something.... i doubt she would abandon me... we also might have lost a pet of hers.... another journal pet... shes not taking it too good... she loved her vampire pet pinkard.... but aparently as soon as gaia was back up she noticed the front page to the hellsings had her pet as abandoned.....
i sit... i wait... hopefully things will be brighter... but right now its the worst of worsts
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:54 pm
seeing as I was in a bad depression Aquaphina went to the shop, and unknowingly was tought by Shux.... wonder if Shux will still have a headache after thisaquaphina aquaphina flys down and sits on a chair in the shop. looking around to see any other feien.... "hello?............................... anyone here?" Shux looked down from her spot on the top shelf of a nearby case. She frowned as she saw Aquaphina. Remants of her last meeting with the feien seemed to spark a memory of the 24 hour headache she was left with afterwards. aquaphina looked about frantically. the feeling of hyperness cloaked her well yet made her increadably twitchie, "hellohellohellocomeoutcomeoutwhereeveryouare" her puntuation still not even honed on yet, she seemed very ancy "isanyonethere?" Shux continued to watch Aquaphina. An inner battle of whether or not to inform this feien of her presence within the shop was battling inside her. In the end, rudeness didn't seem polite. She cleared her throat loudly and waved from her place. joy seemed very apparent on her face as the corner of her eye revealed someone still in the shop. she extended her wings and began to fly up until she was level with the bookshelfed feien. the memories seemed distant but she did remember the feien from the past, the first feien she talked to..... and yet something held her back.... ~i wonder if i forgot to tell her my name~.... aquaphina smiled at the black feien before her "hello...." Shux leaned back as Aquaphina flew in her direction. ' Lo.' she answered, bracing herself for the worst. aquaphina tilts her head to the side and blinks a few times "lastwemet....did... i tellyoumyname?" she slowly lands on the bookshielf.... looking at the dark feien. pausing for the answer Well, that could have been worse. 'Yes, I do believe you have informed me that Aquaphina is your name. Most than once.......delayed reaction! aquaphina, elated, inhaled a little ammount of air "Ahgoodthenididtellyou! hello! howareyoutoday-fineihope. haveyoubeengoodaroundyourmaster? itrytobegoodaroundminebutshesaysitalktoomuch. youdontthinkitalktoomuchdoyou. iloveyourhair! canibraidit?howoldareyou. yourpritty! canwebefriends? howisthatotherone? Arithithinkhernameis. isshewell? ihopesheis! myyourquitetoday! youshouldtalkmore. bythewayiforgottomentionmynamesAquaphina. hello"Shux roller her eyes and decided she needed to put a stop to this. 'Whoa whoa. Just stop. Don't open your mouth. Just listen. See how I am talking? I don't run all my words together in one line sentence. It's a bit hard to comprehend what you are saying. I mean, I can understand you may be egar to meet others and make friends. But this is not going to make you friends.'taken aback by this sudden shock aquaphina blinks a few times "but. isntthisthewayfriendstalktoeachother. backandforthlike" her eyes well up with tears slightly Lifting an eyebrow, Shux relized this wasn't going to be easy. 'Yes, friend talk back and forth. But normal feiens talk much slower. It seems like you're gonna need some practice on stopping this habit. Justdon'tstringallyourwordstogetherlikethisokay? See the difference?'aquaphina raises a hand to whipe the tears from her eyes "slow?" her one word (granted its alot less than what shes been saying layly) still lingering on her quivering lips as she inhales greatly... somewhat effected by this suddon blow of (to her) an earth shattering realization Watching the young feien wipe tears, Shux began to wonder why she would cry when it was better to have the truth be told. Would this feien choose to live in the illusion that feiens would accept her hyperness? 'There's no need to cry. Better to n** this in the bud before it become irreverable, hmm? I mean, there are plenty of other feien out there that would not only be much more harsh, but could possibly turn it against you.'Aqua gasped at the mention of nipping buds.... then blinked a few times to drown out the remaineder of the tears back into her eyes... her hand lowered to her waist before pausing again "so i shouldtalkslowlike this" granted no one walks on thier first time up.... but she does show signs of improovement from the harshness that is Shux'Yes, well it's a start. I'm sure once you get the hang of it many feien will warm up to you. You don't appear to have such a horrid personality.' Shux leaned against the side of the shelf, stretching her legs out infront of her.and theres that one spark that sets the fire.... showing that Aqua that shux isnt an evil lady but rather kind "...." silence for once fills the room again as Aquaphina sits down next to shux and swings her feet against the ledge.... looking down at her own body...then at Shux's as she breaks the silence "yourblack....whatkind offeien areyou?"Shux smiled, apprecating Aqua's attempt to speak properly. 'Yes. My colouring is black, however that doesn't determine my element, which is Darkness. I haven't really learned any spell of my element. I hope to be able to sometime in the future. Just taking it a step at a time. What about yourself?'Aquaphina looked down "idontreallyknow... i meanim blacktoo buti dontknow whattypeiam..." she looks down and sighs.... looking at her hands "alliknow isthaticanfly...." she sighs again and looks at all the feien flowers and gems ready to be sold at later dates and times "i lookateveryone elseandwonderwhy idonthave thatkindofpower.... imnotthatstrong...."'Kind of power? You mean your element type? I'm sure you'll figure it out at some point. You have the rest of your life to figure it out after all.' aqua looked down at the floor and sighed "mymastertoldme whathappenedtothefeienthat turnedintoa gem.... imafriadof death. i dontknowhowlong mylifewillbe" she turns and looks up at shux "whatifweareto dietonight?" Shux laughed at Aqua comment. 'You shouldn't worry yourself with such things. You're younger than I am, and you're concered with death. You have a long life ahead of you. I seriously doubt you would die tomorrow.'so much angst (okay none at all) so much emotion (like sailor moon on hormone pills) so much contemplation (like a brick) aquaphina sighs greatly and looks up to see golden rays touch the tips of the mounten (well where i am right now i see sun) she sighs "imust go.... mastergetsworried ifimnotathomewhen sheawakens" aquaphina rises and walks twords Shux "if you die... i will remeber you" (marvel at my spacing ability) she tilts her head to the side and smiles broadlyShux smiled at Aqua, but didn't press the subject further, knowing the feien wish to return home. 'You're doing much better. Have a lovely night then.'Aquaphina spread her wings wide and stepped twords the edge of the bookshelf.....leaning down and kicking off the platform she began flapping... she turned around to wave and contenued to flap out the door and twords her house....
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:55 pm
july 27th 2004 Axeonos ive been sending aquaphina away to the shop alot latly. To make friends.... but mostly becouse ive needed some alone time. latly ive become very depressed... many things are contributing to this but the main is where im at now.... i didnt want to reveal my emotions to aquaphina. but i suspect she knows.... shes got that certian way about her. im so afraid of loosing her. shes possably the best thing to happen to me. and yet i am so afraid that im not going to do the right thing with her and raise her correctly. i mean had i known just what the heck i had at the time...well the past is in the past....
ive also noticed that she has been talking to herself.... i asked her recently who she was talking to but all she says is "practicing...." granted this is the less ive ever gotten from her- but its still quite shocking- she contenues to talk to herself.... sometimes quickly but ive noticed she has breathed a couple times inbetween what she says
i find this very interesting
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:56 pm
Quote: today....well today aquaphina seems strange today i cant quite place my finger on it but she is strange today.... she seems to be humming today.... quite peculuar
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:57 pm
august 17, 2004 Axeonos today was normal- alot of things are slowly growing back to normal- aquaphina still talks alot and she sure can fly. she has found that liqoure is bad...very bad yesterday i was turning the hall and noticed that one of the bottles of skotch had an interesting cork- aqua was attempting to sqeeze herself into the bottle to drink the liquid when her wings got stuck. she must have been in there for a good solid 10 miniutes. i released her from her glass prison and shes been flying non stop- had i known she was thirsty i would have left the pantry open for her. she is a tad flight when it comes to the thinking part of life
also a new pet has come to play with her- Ash, my squeekat, has returned- along with his 'charm' aqua has been annoying him since they have met. its rather amusing to watch
as for me ive gotten better. the house is tidy and ive started to brush away the landings of cobwebs. i still miss those not around me and depression is still hitting me rather hard.... but i try to take it one step at a time.
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2004 12:58 pm
august 18, 2004 Quote: today is the day that i spring forth to action....on second thought today is the day i sleep in. aquaphina is fine- shes rather thrilled right now- someone drew a picture of her. i showed her a scroll and what they thought she looked like...first she cryed about her having big feet- then she realized that it was disperportioned.... she slowly calmed down. ive also set aside her pot for a place for her things- soon i will be buying her a blanket- its soon to be the end of augest and i fear that my house is not warm enough. i might even pick up a stone or two if possable. i want to wait for those so Aquaphina can go on her first quest out into the open.... away from me, i wont be her coddler forever.... and i worry that she might not be able to take it- i guess every mother has those worrys. shes a good kid...really she is...
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 11:42 pm
odd sounds came foreth from the house as cloths being flung every which way but down.... "did you pack your toothbrush?" "whatsatoothbrushthosesoundsocool. canihaveatoo-" "a simple no would do aquaphina"more rummaging sounds were clear as axeonos and aquaphina began packing "holdonigottagetthediary" she began to write friday september 3rd Quote: todayweareleaving! axeonosistakingmetogoseefriendsinthewoods. wearebringingash. thoughireallywishhewasleftbehind
wewillbebackonmonday...icantellyouallmystoriesthen.
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 11:56 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 11:57 pm
"finally home again" a large suitcase followed set against the floor as the hand that carried it now swung open the gate "home again.... and very tired" she looked around "good god this place is filthy" Axe reached into her pocket and pulled out a small feien asleep on her hand "Aqua....were home" she whispered to the small feien.... placing it in her flower pot and placing the covers over her. as she did so the small feien slowly awakened "wasiasleep-" axe nodded "for many hours...were home....go back to bed" aqua blinked "butwhatabouttheotherfeien" axe smiled lightly "youll see them tomorrow..... bed..." she turned slightly "Ash..... that goes for you too" she told the catlike creature standing at her feet....ash nodded and went to his own corner and curled up. axe took her own advice and sat at a chair.....sighing slightly "goodnight all....were home"axeonos
Today marks a marvoulus day.... my grandmother is not having kidney problems...but rather a bad healing on her small intestine.... shes alot better. my camping trip with my squee and feien went well... i got the photos being developed right now....
today is....better
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