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Posted: Sun May 08, 2005 6:38 pm
Honestly, asylums scare the s**t outta me. It would drive me insane, not cure me. I also do not believe in any mental illnesses, and I don't believe anything any psychiatrist says (even my own father), but I do enjoy listening to all the disorders, because they're so... interesting, i guess.
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2005 6:51 am
Secludere Honestly, asylums scare the s**t outta me. It would drive me insane, not cure me. I also do not believe in any mental illnesses, and I don't believe anything any psychiatrist says (even my own father), but I do enjoy listening to all the disorders, because they're so... interesting, i guess. well, most of them do make sense. They are merely catalogueing disorders, that years ago were veiwed as EVIL, or satanic, or some such nonsense. As it stands, I agree with you about the Asylums. I mean, when they will take perfectly healthy people, then something is wrong.
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2005 12:12 pm
Aylia Yumiko_Yoshihana Dandelyon ...why is it that when I attempted suicide I never got sent to an asylum? Meh, maybe they thought I was too young....I guess ten is a little, well, little to deal with things like that. ... damn I was a weird kid You tried to commit suicide at ten? eek Sorry, I just couldn't imaging ending my life. I love it too much blaugh Back when I was in what, 5th grade or something like that, I thought about it. I was going through a depressive period then, basically 'cause I was the new kid and I wasn't sexy, so like no one liked me. So anyways, I started thinking about it, but I was always too scared to kill myself. (Let me tell you, I am SO happy I was too scared! I love life now. heart ) I also had a friend that has been cutting and drinking since around 6th grade (she's had a really hard life). Some people do seem to start really early. Yea, I had a tough time in 5th grade too. My best freind at the time was getting really popular, and I was left in the supremely unpopular dust. My relationship with my mom wasn't so hot, my crush liked my aformentioned best friend and they were going out (you know, 5th grade style, lol) and people were making fun of me liking horses on a regular bases. It was supremely sucky. It got really awsome this year though, and since I'm moving, its gonna rock my sox
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 12:05 pm
I've had a romance with death since i was nine and my grandmother died and i tried to make a deal with God to let her live and take my young life instead.
Any Wiccan ideas for depression? Spells, teas, etc etc?
Sorry if this is the wrong thread, but it does have something to do with what the last few posts were about.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 12:26 pm
Meditation. That's all I can suggest. I suffer depression, like 99.9% of others in the world, and meditation is one of the few things that help me. I take the medications, I go to the therapy sessions, and it's all bullshit. Meditation and energy work is the only thing that helps me. Try opening and cleansing your chakras, doing some intesive energy exchange work with a friend or lover (in mentioning the latter, even tantra can work...but that's probably not 'proper' to speak of here, being that a lot of members are under sixteen, right? sweatdrop )... Just making some suggestions that work for me. Some people think chakra work is more trouble than it's worth...
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 2:03 pm
I dont know what my past life is yet
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2005 9:09 pm
I have many theories of my past lives, even ones that are not exactly...natural so to speak. I just know that I have a very old soul, seen in numerous encounters with people that I know...yet have never met before. My step-grandmother (a tad odd, I know) was my mother in my past life, I used to whisper 'hello Mom' to her when I was very young and we were alone. Considering I called my real mother only 'Mommy', it was quite a coincedence. Upon visiting a pychic, my grandmother was told that I was once a famous ballet dancer, her indeed being my grandmother and my best friend is actually my first love from that first life. Wow...long boring post...sorry sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2005 10:02 pm
I've been to the mental hospital. Once. But I've tried to kill myself 7 times. I'm Bipolar II and am on a lot of medications. One of the things that has really helped me is meditation. It helps me control my emotions (well, not control, but be mindful of them).
People say I act a lot older than I am.
Definantly was a musican in a past life. I'm not sure, but I've been around a lot.
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Posted: Thu May 26, 2005 3:18 pm
I am an old soul, people tell me that just from looking in my eyes. I have done soul seeing with my family, and other wiccan friends. Many have seen a very prominant life that i had of a roman (or greek/macedonian, identified by the nose and features) soldier. That one comes up very prominantly although they have seen others as well.
I really have no idea what my most recent past life was, all i know is that my mother has told me when i was an infant i was terified of anyone wearing black clothing (funny because i happen to now be quite fond of black) as well as being frightened of my dads precolumbian art, shrunken head, and anything inanimate that moved or made strange noises on its own. (i was fine with music boxes but my sisters robot toy cow apparantly put me in tears).
Weird... but yea i have no isues with black now but i still dont like dark water, always a small fear of being trapped under it.
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Posted: Thu May 26, 2005 4:53 pm
i know that i was a healthy white man in a place of high power in past lives. i make this distinction, because i am currently an overweight black girl with no social or influential power in this life. My psychic power is pretty strong, though, especially considering that i am 16 and can do two types of divination with low error, and even can do it over the net, thought the accuracy decreases depending on the number of times i do it over the net in one day. i know that i lived on a foreign planet in a past life, and i think i'm waiting for them to come back for me.....? i am pretty sure that i was Napoleon in a past life. i say this because i watched a history thing on him in ninth grade, and we are very alike, and also, because i knew Swahili when i was 3, i have an obsession with learning French and visiting France. Mom says Swahili and French verbiage are similiar. *shrug* i was 3, and am 16 now, so i've forgotten.
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2005 4:21 pm
Past lives for me...from determination, myself and a few other similarly spirit-aware friends of mine, we have concluded that in a past life i was of either nobility or of royalty. and it definitely shows in my natural behaviors and my personality. (haha and i dont just think its because im bossy and when i dont get my way i tend to get upset.) ^_^;; sweatdrop xd
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2005 4:25 pm
Galdrea i know that i was a healthy white man in a place of high power in past lives. i make this distinction, because i am currently an overweight black girl with no social or influential power in this life. My psychic power is pretty strong, though, especially considering that i am 16 and can do two types of divination with low error, and even can do it over the net, thought the accuracy decreases depending on the number of times i do it over the net in one day. i know that i lived on a foreign planet in a past life, and i think i'm waiting for them to come back for me.....? i am pretty sure that i was Napoleon in a past life. i say this because i watched a history thing on him in ninth grade, and we are very alike, and also, because i knew Swahili when i was 3, i have an obsession with learning French and visiting France. Mom says Swahili and French verbiage are similiar. *shrug* i was 3, and am 16 now, so i've forgotten. um...then please say ur a guy. because it actually is said by many psychics and those who know the field of past lives that if one is born as a female their spirit is female, and if they are born male then their spirit is male. and if they are something else..then it all depends on what they are more like...male or female.
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2005 4:28 pm
Galdrea i know that i was a healthy white man in a place of high power in past lives. i make this distinction, because i am currently an overweight black girl with no social or influential power in this life. My psychic power is pretty strong, though, especially considering that i am 16 and can do two types of divination with low error, and even can do it over the net, thought the accuracy decreases depending on the number of times i do it over the net in one day. i know that i lived on a foreign planet in a past life, and i think i'm waiting for them to come back for me.....? i am pretty sure that i was Napoleon in a past life. i say this because i watched a history thing on him in ninth grade, and we are very alike, and also, because i knew Swahili when i was 3, i have an obsession with learning French and visiting France. Mom says Swahili and French verbiage are similiar. *shrug* i was 3, and am 16 now, so i've forgotten. and on that note...no....power and influence has nothing to do with it...and yea..the language defintely has to do with it. one of my past lives was most likely in greece and another in post or late renaissance. (and im pretty sure i spelled that word wrong lol)
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2005 4:33 pm
Sernin I've had a romance with death since i was nine and my grandmother died and i tried to make a deal with God to let her live and take my young life instead. Any Wiccan ideas for depression? Spells, teas, etc etc? Sorry if this is the wrong thread, but it does have something to do with what the last few posts were about. being a natural psychologist at age 16 and a half i have this advice to offer: the best remedy for that situation is just to sadly accept it. it hurts a lot, but it is natural. i know death so very well...ive had friends, grandparents, greatgrandparents, and classmates who died. crying The best thing u can do is remember the things that made u happy. If u cant fix that, go to a grief counselor. Spells and stuff wont make it better. after all, we arent God.
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Posted: Fri Jun 03, 2005 9:09 am
hmm... i've never thought about my past life >_>
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