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 Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:23 pm
I've stopped cutting, but alas the hard times always seem to get to me. And 3 fresh cuts now lay on my wrists. . .
I always seemed to cut myself when I was in anger, stressed when everything starts going down, and surprisingly, just for the hell of it.
Before I got the 2 new ones, I had been cutting for about. . . A year and half I believe.
No one ever knew, I always had some sorta of mask up so no one really expected me to do such a thing. That is until some girl from my class walked in when I was washing my hands, I always wore a wrist band to hide the cuts, and when I was washing my hands I made sure that the wrist band was out of the way of the water. Thus exposing the scars and cuts.
So then, my whole class knew. . . Luckily for me, they didn't tell the teachers or nothing.
I stopped cutting around Feb. that was because I was so happy for the first time in my life, so I completely forgot all about it.
Now I just hope the new ones I have on my wrists will fade away and be forgotten.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:28 pm
I convinced loginbin to stop cutting. I told him that he has people who care about him and that if he died, then we'd all be left sad.
Hopefully he hasn't started again or anything.
As for me...hurting myself seems stupid (no offense to those who do cut). I don't like pain. If I'm depressed, I go cry, let it out, and then lie on my bed thinking about random stuff...not even what depressed me. It helps. Or I start writing in one of my stories.
Of course, I don't get depressed much. sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:54 pm
Taylor_Highwind I convinced loginbin to stop cutting. I told him that he has people who care about him and that if he died, then we'd all be left sad.
Hopefully he hasn't started again or anything.
As for me...hurting myself seems stupid (no offense to those who do cut). I don't like pain. If I'm depressed, I go cry, let it out, and then lie on my bed thinking about random stuff...not even what depressed me. It helps. Or I start writing in one of my stories.
Of course, I don't get depressed much. sweatdrop Crying never really works for me. . . I've learned that I'd rather be suffering on the inside rather then let someone else be burdened with my problems.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:58 pm
Dark-Flamed-Angel Taylor_Highwind I convinced loginbin to stop cutting. I told him that he has people who care about him and that if he died, then we'd all be left sad.
Hopefully he hasn't started again or anything.
As for me...hurting myself seems stupid (no offense to those who do cut). I don't like pain. If I'm depressed, I go cry, let it out, and then lie on my bed thinking about random stuff...not even what depressed me. It helps. Or I start writing in one of my stories.
Of course, I don't get depressed much. sweatdrop Crying never really works for me. . . I've learned that I'd rather be suffering on the inside rather then let someone else be burdened with my problems.
My grandpa says that crying gets all the negative energy out of you. And you know, if I don't cry for a long time...I just feel bottled up and stuff. But once I let it out, I feel a lot better. 3nodding
I dunno, it may just be me. But we all have our different ways. 3nodding sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 7:54 am
Taylor_Highwind Dark-Flamed-Angel Taylor_Highwind I convinced loginbin to stop cutting. I told him that he has people who care about him and that if he died, then we'd all be left sad.
Hopefully he hasn't started again or anything.
As for me...hurting myself seems stupid (no offense to those who do cut). I don't like pain. If I'm depressed, I go cry, let it out, and then lie on my bed thinking about random stuff...not even what depressed me. It helps. Or I start writing in one of my stories.
Of course, I don't get depressed much. sweatdrop Crying never really works for me. . . I've learned that I'd rather be suffering on the inside rather then let someone else be burdened with my problems.
My grandpa says that crying gets all the negative energy out of you. And you know, if I don't cry for a long time...I just feel bottled up and stuff. But once I let it out, I feel a lot better. 3nodding
I dunno, it may just be me. But we all have our different ways. 3nodding sweatdrop That's true. The only time I've ever cried was when I lost one of my best friends over something stupid. crying
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 8:53 am
OMG!!! How could anyone cut themself?!?! what would be so wornge with them to do that to themself..and its it worth it?! how could you live your life always seeing thoughs scares on your arm! i think its crazy..and it my me all jittery inside when people talk about stuff like this. that how i know i could never do that. 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 3:26 pm
You all are entitled to your opinions, though please no fighting...I don't wanna get banned because I started this whole topic!
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 5:00 pm
I've got a home life from hell, and sometimes when things get really bad, I cut myself. I don't cry over very much, so I cut, but not deep and not anywhere visible because I'm too smart for that. (interesting side note: people of higher intelligence have a higher suicide sucess rate).
I'm trying to quit though because I know a lot of people who cut too and I'm seeing just how bad it is. And I feel like a hypocrite for talking so many out of it, then turning around and doing it myself. stressed .
But yeah. It's bad, Don't do it. and stuff like that.
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2005 1:20 pm
I know a girl who does it. I hate it, she's cute, energtic girl. She is also happy and it suprises me that she would do it. Me and couple other friends are helping to prevent this, apparntly most of the times she are when she's at home. So we stay over sometimes. She also gets drunk sometimes, I absolutly hate what beautiful people become when they're drunk. My brother used to get drunk when I was young, I just really protest agianst it. Sometimes I think that she cutting her wrist because she has a thing for yet I have a boyfriend. If anyone you know is trying to slit their wrist do whatever you can to stop them.
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2005 5:30 pm
aNa mArGaRiTa_13 ToeboysGurl so I guess in my case, it was a bunch of different reasons all rolled into one. and whatever you do if you have a friend that is cutting themself, dont leave them and dont say that they dont really want to die because of the lack of cute. Becuase trust me, someone who started out cutting harmlessly (well no kind is harmless) can actully slash their own life away. I've almost had that happen, so becareful. You never know what they might do. well said...i thank you for sharing a very sad story but very inspiring.. yup, no problem ^^ if it means someone else doesnt: I'd be glad to tell the whole world, you know?
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2005 9:33 pm
ToeboysGurl aNa mArGaRiTa_13 ToeboysGurl so I guess in my case, it was a bunch of different reasons all rolled into one. and whatever you do if you have a friend that is cutting themself, dont leave them and dont say that they dont really want to die because of the lack of cute. Becuase trust me, someone who started out cutting harmlessly (well no kind is harmless) can actully slash their own life away. I've almost had that happen, so becareful. You never know what they might do. well said...i thank you for sharing a very sad story but very inspiring.. yup, no problem ^^ if it means someone else doesnt: I'd be glad to tell the whole world, you know? Yea I know what you mean.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2005 10:55 am
I had a friend in high school who cut and cut bad. She has horrible scars on her arms and not only did she vut, she took pills. She ended up in the hospital because her friends had her admitted twice, once for the cutting and the second time for trying a mixutre of anti-depressants and advil which came to the totalof 52 pills. We weren't close at the time and I really didn';t know what was going on until I seen her taken by ambulance to the hospital AT SCHOOL!!!
It was horrible. She needed up in the physc(spelling?) twice with help from threapists and doctors she has gotten better.
You can never tell how people are from the outside. She was os bubbly and funny and always happy.
I bite my arm the other day and I think i bit too hard because for a while my wrist and hand went numb sad
I'll be fine.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2005 11:14 am
Yeha, I'm a cutter. Not many people know that. I don't know why, cutting helps me cope with some of my problems. um...yeah
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2005 11:33 am
Suoh Yeha, I'm a cutter. Not many people know that. I don't know why, cutting helps me cope with some of my problems. um...yeah Biting helps me. I release all my stress into my left arm. Although when it went numb, that was interesting.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2005 2:26 pm
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