|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Tue Jul 18, 2006 11:54 am
I see the reflection in your eyes.
Something cold and
Something that I never want to see.
I never want to see you look at me that way again.
There is a new feeling around you.
A feeling that I cannont even
I cannot understand.
I don't understand what has changed you.
You think you can control me.
You think you own my heart.
But you don't even know me.
You cannot control the heart of another.
I won't try to tell you.
You won't try to listen.
Nothing now can save us.
The china of our relationship is to shattered to repair.
Watch me leave.
Watch me walk out the door.
I won't come back.
It's too late for us to try to fix this.
I am sorry.
I am sorry that you do not comprehend
I am sorry.
I am sorry that you want me to stay.
I am sorry.
I am sorry I must go and leave you here.
But there is no other way.
So watch me leave.
I won't cry in front of you again.
My heart is aching, but I don't want you to see.
I don't think I'll ever let you see me cry again.
Do you even know the way I feel?
Do you even have a heart to feel?
I don't know who you are anymore.
I will never forget you, but I will forget all you have never done.
I see the reflection in your eyes.
I never want to see you look at me that way again.
I never want to see you again.
So I will take my breaking heart and I will find a way to start all over again.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jul 19, 2006 1:39 pm
Tonight I'm gonna make your dreams come true.
Tonight I'm gonna make you fly to the moon,
But after this, I won't remember you.
I won't remember any of this.
I may remember the music.
I may remember dancing,
But after this, I won't remember you.
I won't remember your name.
You will not be familiar.
You will not be in my dreams,
But you can bet that I'll remember
The way we danced.
After all, it may be a love song.
After all, we may dance slow.
You may remember me for a long time,
But I won't remember you at all.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2006 2:51 pm
So I may have been a little harsh.
I am sorry if I did not care enough.
But at least you know that I know.
Now you can go on, move on.
Find that blonde haired, blue-eyed girl.
I will try to continue like I never knew you.
Don't get me wrong, it will be tough.
Only when I am far away may I find myself.
There is a plane ticket with my name on it.
You go find that perfect girl.
Airports are always busy.
It takes me a while to get through.
And all that while I am thinking of you.
You are looking for the girl.
The plane is quiet and everyone's sleeping.
But I can't sleep because I am wishing.
Paris should be nice enough for me to forget.
Forget that you are not looking for me.
This is the biggest mistake that I have ever made.
But I can't go crawling back to you.
I can't let you know that I miss you.
I dream of you and that girl.
I found myself a little apartment.
It will do me for now and I even have a job.
So I will live my life in a place I don't understand.
While you are out there falling in love again.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2006 4:41 pm
I want my heart back.
I think you've stepped on it enough.
I want my soul back.
I think you've torn it too much.
I want to sleep,
And I don't want to cry,
So when you're through,
Would you mind?
I'd like my heart back.
I've counted about ten
Different holes all around.
There are some in walls
And some in pictures and doors
But there is one throught the place
Where my heart used to be.
I don't think anyone can fix it,
Unlike the patching company.
I've tried counting sheep.
I've tried warm milk and lullabies.
I've tried meditating.
I've tried therapy, they call it lies.
They tell me I'm depressed.
They tell me I'm afraid.
But I already know that,
What more could they say?
I'd like my heart back.
And I'll try to wipe it off.
I'd like my sould back.
And I'll piece it together again.
I cannot sleep,
And I'm to hurt to cry,
So if you're really who you are,
I'd like my heart back.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Jul 25, 2006 4:32 pm
There is a hallow feeling here,
Deep inside where my heart should be.
I've only been lost for a day or two
And I can't turn back now.
Someone must be missing me,
Worrying and crying over my leaving.
I've only been running for a week
And I won't accept defeat.
You promised me the moon, the sun. You promised me that you loved me.
I believed you like a fool and now it's all I can do to keep running away from you.
Only silence comforts me now,
The woods are kind and give me hope.
I've only just begun to listen
And there is so much to hear.
Trails will lead me,
Dreams will come to me.
I've only begun to heal
And I won't allow myself to cry.
You said our love was like a fairy tale. You said that you believed in happily ever after.
I believed you from the start and now, though I try to forget I remember all the stories we shared.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 2:21 pm
Play the melody that haunts
Our dreams,
The sweet, intixocating
Symphony.
Violins and clarinets
That soothe us and
Smother us.
We all want what we
Can't have.
Nobody lives a dream
Life.
I'm too tired, too happy
To be like this.
But this is all I have.
So while I'm sleeping,
Come to me.
Show me all that I
Can be.
Play the chilling
Melody
That wounds me.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 7:51 pm
The Prayer of a Walking Child:
God,
If you can hear me,
Can you give us food?
Just a small bit,
So that Mother and I
Can keep going on.
God,
If you are near me,
Can you make my legs longer?
Just enough
So that I can keep up,
And not fall behind
God,
If you are willing,
Can you make sleep easy?
Just for tonight,
So that I can keep walking
Without stumbling down.
God,
If it should happen,
If I should sleep too long,
Don't leave me behind,
Keep Mother safe,
And I will be home.
God,
Keep Mother safe.
Keep Mother well.
Amen.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
