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 Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 4:02 am
onlyateardropaway i found out if i continue having sex with my boyfriend i can't go a missions trip... my boyfriends father threatened to never let me see him again....so i cut myself again....which i hadn't done in 3 months.... i cried today...which i have not done in God knows how long.... well....happier news....i get to go to Jimboys...yay!! No no no... I told you,no cutting! What you think Guado will think if he found out you are hurting yourself again, and because of him? I'd feel miserable if I found someone got hurt for my fault. As for you two getting together... well, I can't give much advice, seeing as you are still underage, and he is over 21 already... Only thing I can say is after you are over 18, his parents can't do jack to keep you two separated. Theres no law to stop it, and you two *can* use the law if they try to keep Guado away from you.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 10:50 am
DwarfPriest onlyateardropaway i found out if i continue having sex with my boyfriend i can't go a missions trip... my boyfriends father threatened to never let me see him again....so i cut myself again....which i hadn't done in 3 months.... i cried today...which i have not done in God knows how long.... well....happier news....i get to go to Jimboys...yay!! No no no... I told you,no cutting! What you think Guado will think if he found out you are hurting yourself again, and because of him? I'd feel miserable if I found someone got hurt for my fault. As for you two getting together... well, I can't give much advice, seeing as you are still underage, and he is over 21 already... Only thing I can say is after you are over 18, his parents can't do jack to keep you two separated. Theres no law to stop it, and you two *can* use the law if they try to keep Guado away from you. no...no..no...Guado's my newest boyfriend....he's almost 16....he found out about the cuts...we see each other every weekend....i had to promise i wouldn't do that to myself anymore....i know what i did was stupid...i'm sorry....when you get the chance pm me...i seem to need to catch you up on a few things....
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 12:01 pm
Okay then. Sorry. I think I misread something...
I'm just tired from all the work. I'd talk today, but my computer at home is under repairs, and I can't get online much. maybe by next week it will be all fixed.
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Posted: Wed Mar 23, 2005 12:47 am
i cleaned my abyss of a room today.. *and Jade saw this was good* 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Mar 23, 2005 6:57 am
The Codi doesn't like to wake up. The Codi woke up at 5 this morning and said to herself "The Codi doesn't want to wake up yet" so she fell back asleep. Well, when normal CodiWaking time comes around, and The Codi's Mommy came to wake her up, The Codi decides to be a smart a** and shout "It's -LATE START- --MOTHER--, CHECK THE CALENDAR!!!" Now, The Codi forgot that late start is, in reality, tomorrow. On the third thursday of the month. All of The Codi's late starts are on the third thursday of every month. The Codi's Mommy shouts back "It's only Wednesday dearheart, NOW GET YOUR a** OUT OF BED!" stare The Codi -hates- it when her Mommy calls her dearheart, cuz its used in sarcasm..... The Codi hates her Mommy xd
And this whole expierience made me sad......and sleepy
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Posted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 6:49 pm
I feel alone all the time, i kinda feel just like a wanderered in most places i go just the person who their.....
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Posted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 6:57 pm
I forgot my wallet whenI left for school.... sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 7:02 pm
meanparadox I feel alone all the time, i kinda feel just like a wanderered in most places i go just the person who their..... I know how you feel *hugs* Though i got free tickets at the movies the other day the guy in the ticket booth said i was cute and gave me free tickets ^^" But at school and such i feel so alone. Well if you ever feel lonely pm me i can usually cheer people up ^^
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Posted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 8:40 pm
MangaJoe I forgot my wallet whenI left for school.... sweatdrop That happened to me before >>
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 6:26 am
Happy news=I'm back home and Cornwall *and my inlaws* are far away blaugh Ca ca news=Our cat, Mr. Whiskers, decided to shread some of the boxes that we need to pack stuff into, plus he knocked over a family size box of rice krispies all over the damn floor and I slipped on the little pieces and nearly slammed my head directly into the wall. Oh...I have 5 loads of laundry to do *I did 5 yesterday at the laundromat*, dishes to wash/dry/pack away, and I have to go through the girls toys and pack them up too *curses under breath* oh how I loathe packing  onlyateardropaway, no more cutting yourself! It may feel like it's helping you deal with the pain, but all it's doing is hiding your pain and scaring you for life...hiding from the pain doesn't help matters...although it may be emotionally painful for you to deal with sadness/stress/anger, you have to deal with it in a logical SAFE way. I really hope you have someone to talk to like a councellor/therapist hon, cutting yourself is more damaging than helpful neutral TenshiDarkAngel...you have to find that middle road between being a 'hard b***h' and a sensitive lass...being too gruff and distant is just as bad as being overly emotional/sensitive...you have to find the balance between them, it will be less stressful for you in the long run 3nodding .
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 6:41 am
Tessiebean TenshiDarkAngel...you have to find that middle road between being a 'hard b***h' and a sensitive lass...being too gruff and distant is just as bad as being overly emotional/sensitive...you have to find the balance between them, it will be less stressful for you in the long run 3nodding . I know. I've found out how hard it is to change yourself for the better since joining here. Its easy to say you'll do it. And with the people here, its easy to mean it and do it. But it takes time..... I've been in this guild for about 9-10 months, and I am a -much- better person for it. But I find that its still really hard to give up my old ways. For what my life used to be like, I -had- to be a hard a** b***h if I wanted to survive, so to speak. I do need to find that middle road. But its foggy..... Anyone got a bullhorn? *hugs Tessie* ^___^ Thanks for the advice. No matter what it is, I always respect good advice from good people. and it helps that you're my favorite mod xd lol
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 8:00 am
TenshiDarkAngel Tessiebean TenshiDarkAngel...you have to find that middle road between being a 'hard b***h' and a sensitive lass...being too gruff and distant is just as bad as being overly emotional/sensitive...you have to find the balance between them, it will be less stressful for you in the long run 3nodding . I know. I've found out how hard it is to change yourself for the better since joining here. Its easy to say you'll do it. And with the people here, its easy to mean it and do it. But it takes time..... I've been in this guild for about 9-10 months, and I am a -much- better person for it. But I find that its still really hard to give up my old ways. For what my life used to be like, I -had- to be a hard a** b***h if I wanted to survive, so to speak. I do need to find that middle road. But its foggy..... Anyone got a bullhorn? *hugs Tessie* ^___^ Thanks for the advice. No matter what it is, I always respect good advice from good people. and it helps that you're my favorite mod xd lol*peers at the tiny text with a microscope*...aw! Thankies! I feel da love heart I used to distance myself...put up a "nothing can bother me" exterior when I was a teen as well. With having 2 alcoholic parents, I knew that if I didn't put up a tough exterior that I would wind up being emotionally ******** up, but even with my false cover of protection, I was still hurting and vunerable. When I started being more open to my mother and let her know what was bothering me, it was much easier to deal. I've changed since I was young, and I continue to change...I'm 27 now, and sometimes I still feel like I don't know what the ******** I'm doing, but I keep on tryin' and in the end that's all you can do *huggles Tenshi* 4laugh
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 8:36 am
Spring break! No school
and I am going over to my best friend (DuoTH) hizzouse today. So I am teh uber happy
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 8:54 am
Tessiebean Happy news=I'm back home and Cornwall *and my inlaws* are far away blaugh Ca ca news=Our cat, Mr. Whiskers, decided to shread some of the boxes that we need to pack stuff into, plus he knocked over a family size box of rice krispies all over the damn floor and I slipped on the little pieces and nearly slammed my head directly into the wall. Oh...I have 5 loads of laundry to do *I did 5 yesterday at the laundromat*, dishes to wash/dry/pack away, and I have to go through the girls toys and pack them up too *curses under breath* oh how I loathe packing onlyateardropaway, no more cutting yourself! It may feel like it's helping you deal with the pain, but all it's doing is hiding your pain and scaring you for life...hiding from the pain doesn't help matters...although it may be emotionally painful for you to deal with sadness/stress/anger, you have to deal with it in a logical SAFE way. I really hope you have someone to talk to like a councellor/therapist hon, cutting yourself is more damaging than helpful neutral TenshiDarkAngel...you have to find that middle road between being a 'hard b***h' and a sensitive lass...being too gruff and distant is just as bad as being overly emotional/sensitive...you have to find the balance between them, it will be less stressful for you in the long run 3nodding . okay tessie...for you...i do talk to a councellor...every tuesday and thursday and at least once a mouth in private....i'm trying to get better....and tessie....i don't know how to deal with it in a logical safe way....i'm trying real hard...and i'm not as bad as i was in the beginning...you have to admit...i've come a long way since i first came to SnS...i'm trying....but its really hard...thats all...i'm sorry...
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 9:45 am
hahaha! im in a great mood today!
1) im back in the OC where im going to the beach today with my friends
2) my grilfriend is coming to the beach (hee hee wink )
3) its SPRING BREAK FOR ME! woo!!
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