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 Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 5:43 pm
.:New friend:.
Worklog: May 8,2006
Yay! I met a new Second you, his name is Demyx and he is a awesome dancer, even though I just met him and what not..I think I have developed a crush on him..What? you can't blame me..he's cute, Good Dancer, I like being around him and he has a utterly cute smile..that makes me all giddy. But Now Heather probably has a crush on him too..I just don't know how to react to this situation. But I guess..I can't do anything about it..only person that can is Demyx.
Its already hard enough to keep my feelings hidden from him..and now I find out I'm last to grow within the friends..Mom says i Have to be Patient..but its too long a wait for me..before I know it I'm gonna have to look up just to get eye contact with my friends.
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Posted: Fri Jun 23, 2006 8:21 pm
.:New Sister:.
Worklog: June 16.2006
Hello, Selena speaking..Mom told me and Daine that she got a new second you and her name is Kagome, but right now she is still in her vase, but is in the reacting Stage, mommy said that Kagome wasn't like me, where I'am a neko she is like Daine a Human but I'm happy that Me and Daine have a new sister.
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Posted: Fri Jun 23, 2006 9:01 pm
.:Fight:.
worklog: June 22,2006
Well..I just watched a fight go on between Demyx and Simon, it was so brutal. But Anyway..on occasion i couldn't really watch the fight since there were some parts i couldn't bare to watch since Demyx got hurt. Lets see..well there was a flood created by Demyx and from watching water is pretty much Simon's weakness..you have no idea how rapidly it was rising, then Simon punched Demyx in the face which caused him to fall into the rising water..so I dove in to rescue him even though I'm not much of a fan of water being part cat..but it was a risk I was gonna take. I just hope another fight like this doesn't occur.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 3:48 pm
.:Flute:
worklog:June 23,2006
Yay! I got my Instrument..yes..i'm going to a school to learn how to play my instrument as well as cast spells. The school is run by Roselite and Demyx is teaching..I'm so excited to learn and looking foreward to seeing what spells i can do using my flute. I wonder How many lessons I'll have to go through.Overall..I'm glad I will be able to cast spells with my Flute..and its jsut personalized jsut for me, and its a light element.
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 4:51 pm
. razz resent:.
worklog:June 25, 2006
OMG!! You would never guess what I got today, it was a pretty bracelet from Demyx..I really liked it and I'm wearing it right now. It was so pretty, I'm gonna thank him for it if I see him today, which I hope I do.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 12:02 pm
.:HeartBroken:.
worklog: June 29,2006
Well..I guess..My crush is over with Demyx..now that he's going out with Heather, she wouldn't met him..if I didn't agree to giving feedback on his dancing. She Thanks me but saying yes automatically to going out with him..and didn't even take a second you realize that it would hurt me. I hate her and I don't want anything to do with her anymore.I'm already hurt as is..sure people said loving someone would be nice..but they never mentioned anything about it being hurtful.
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 8:11 pm
.:Invisible friend:.
worklog:July 5,2006
Well, today I met a new second you named Seki he says that his parents are Yue and Jaseth but not really. He is a fox spirit and for once made me smile..in awhile. I guess I learned that you should never fall in love at a young age it just causes you pain. I'll wait till I grow then maybe..but I'm not sure.Now Seki is my Invisible friend but he actually exist, I wonder what my family will think about it..hmm..then again they just might say its silly and not believe me.
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 1:30 pm
.:Sigh:.
worklog biggrin ecember 8,2006
*sighs* It has been a long time since I last wrote a journal entry. Well lets see what I can write..well..I've stopped practicing spells that Demyx taught me, after what had happened, I couldn't bare to be around him because if i was..I would feel so saddened and heartbroken and would get flashbacks of it.
Serenity says that if I don't start up again, I might fail his class..but I don't really care anymore. Well..I saw him yesterday for the first time in awhile...though I admit..I may have missed him while he was away..but i don't plan on telling him that..because..I'm not entirely sure what his feelings towards me are.
Though Demyx and I did talk..but it was bascially on the topic of what had happened, I can never forget that..incident..it broke my heart so much..but I guess..they were right about not falling in love at a young age..but I can't help it..I liked his dancing and besides..he was cute..how could I prevent myself from developing a crush on him. Though he did tell me that he didn't mean to hurt my feelings, perhaps maybe i should have told him when I had the chance..but I blew..it..I'm not so sure what his feelings are towards me and he sounded hopeful that it wouldn't matter when we are adults..I just hope he's right.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 12:56 pm
.: Its a New Year!:.
worklog: January 5,2007
Whoo! its a new year, lets see my Christmas was alright, still hung over what happened, but its a new year and time to start new. Though it would have been better if I saw Demyx, during that holiday..but I didn't so kinda down about that. As for my New Year it was alright as well still would have been better if I got to see Demyx, but nyeh..he's still the cute dancer I developed a crush on, but yeah I suppose I might move on.
Though it would be nice if I was able to talk to him more, you know i might just actually continue my lessons with him and just picture him as my teacher and a friend, yeah..maybe.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 9:53 am
.:I grew!:.
worklog:January 6,2007
OMG! I grew!! Now I'm at the same stage as Demyx, only he's been in that stage longer then I have, but Now I don't see myself as a small person anymore. I'm so happy and I look so cute and pretty! I wonder what Demyx would think if he saw me, I hope I get to see him, so then i can see how he reacts to me being a child, just like him
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 1:57 pm
.:Valentines day:.
worklog:February 14,2007
*Sighs* well lets see today was valentines day, I was hoping to see Demyx today, but I didn't. Oh well..maybe he was busy with other things though I wish I saw him on the special day for couples, but ahh well..as long as nothing bad happened to him, I should be okay. Serenity Spent yesterday afternoon with her BF since she couldn't see him today, but he gave her chocolates and made a CD for her that has songs that remind him of her , she has been listening to the CD everytime she gets the chance to.
She must really like the songs and must really love him. I'm happy for the two have been together for 6 months already not bad. Yes Serenity talks to me about her personal life. Anyway..Happy Valentines day!
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2007 8:26 am
.:Major Update:.
Worklog:June 22,2007
Whoa! I haven't written in my journal for a long time, according to this my last entry was on Valentines day, so it has been 3 months since I last update this; Can't blame me for it Serenity was too busy in her other threads, but now that I'am writting in this I'll tell you updates on my life.
Well, lets see I haven't seen Demyx in awhile to me it just seems like years ago that I last saw him, I miss him so much, I miss his smile, I miss him going red, I miss the happiness he brings to me, I miss his antic of showing off and I miss a lot of other things. I wish I could see him again and I hope that nothing bad has happened to him, if something did that would make me so sad and I don't know what I would do.
I wonder how he is doing, is he worried about me, does he miss me, does he think about me. I don't know but I highly doubt it *hugs doll*. What else is there; hmm..well Serenity got Knuffles which are so adorable, but other then that everything seems to be a-okay.
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Posted: Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:48 pm
.:Its Summer:.
worklog:July 14,2007
Whoo! its summer time and you know what time that is..lots of free time, being able to go swimming and on vacations. That is totally awesome! anyway lets see what's new, Hmm..Serenity has delayed stopping in the thread so I'm going to be stuck a child for awhile, or at least till she can get back in gear with rping and appearing at the shop as often as before. Where she first popped into the place. though I guess..you can't really blame her..she get ignored when people are rping and are in their own world and too busy to pause and say hi to her.
Though you know what I wonder, What Demyx is up to lately I haven't seen him around for ages and it makes me worried that something bad came up and he couldn't drop by to say hi *frowns a bit* I sure hope I see him again soon, I really do..I really miss him a lot.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 9:25 am
.:A New year has come:.
worklog:: January 22,2008
Selena here! well it seems a new year has come, 2007 was a year full of hurt and pain, from crushing on Demyx to not crushing on him then back again. Though I guess you could say I honestly don't have that much luck with love. As you can tell..I have not updated this in awhile. Given that Serenity decided to focus more on her other threads she's part of. Anyway...the good news is that she has two weeks off of school for exams.
Though I'm pretty sure she's still panicking about it, the good news is that she has her boyfriend to calm her down. Though I still wonder if those were meant to be together or if it was destiny for them, Serenity doesn't know that for sure..but according to a friend of theirs they were made for each other..hm..I think Serenity is going to think on that issue more, till she comes up with a conclusion.
Anyway, I guess you could say Serenity has decided to try to pop in, at the second you world more often..given that she wants me to grow..since she'd prefer that I become adult so she doesn't have to worry about making me grow anymore. I guess that goes the same for Daine and Kagome, I'm not sure. Other then that..I haven't seen Demyx in awhile..I hope nothing bad happened to him.
Though I hope that 2008 will be a better year, where I don't have to deal with mixed up emotions about my friends and other seconds. I'm still going to school though my lessons are progressing slowly, but I have patience. But yeah..I think that's all that has happened reacently or at least in the past few days or so.
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Posted: Mon Jun 16, 2008 10:08 am
.:Summer time!:.
worklog:: June 16,2008
These entries in my journal are getting slower each time, darn Serenity is lacking in her appearances at Second you! I don't blame her she is a regular in a lot of threads and can't keep up with all her appearances in them. Anyway..its summer time..fun in the sun with all my friends and family that is if I can see any of my friends soon.
I'm missing all my friends, I at least want to see them after not seeing them for who knows how long. I'm sure they are doing okay though I wish I could catch up with them soon, I kinda want to spend my summer having fun in the sun with them and perhaps getting a tan or so. So Serenity is out of school now and works at a amusement park over the weekends which seems a lot of fun so far, because she seems to be enjoying it, and making a lot of new friends and having fun with her leads.
Her leads from what she has told me are a lot of fun and make her smile and are really nice as well and she has a made a few friends here and there as she continues to work there so its all good.
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