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 Posted: Thu May 04, 2006 7:26 pm
Kazuma took a quick look around the room, making a mental note that he had set the guitar beside his bed on the floor. The last thing he wanted to do was stumble upon it when he came back in his room. He smiled slightly, the unexpected visit by Keiran doing wonders for him. Giving a soft chuckle, he left the room, locking the door behind himself.
------> Hallways
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 3:39 pm
----------> boy's hallway
Kazz pushed open the door, escorting Keiran inside. he led the boy to his bed, urging him to sit. he left his side only long enough to grab the chair from his desk, then placed it across from keiran. As he sat, he took the other boy's hands within his own. They were trembling. Dark brows drew tightly together, and without even asking he knew Michale was the cause. One way or another, it had to be Michale. Himo. that rotten b*****d had done somethig to hrt Keiran. Again, he was grateful he had declined Onimu's offer. Had he that remote right now, he would have tracked Michale down and fried him like a piece of breakfast sausage. he took a deep, calming breath.
"Please calm down, Kei-chan. I can't understand a word you're saying. Relax, and tell me what the problem. What happened, Kei-chan, you can tell me."
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 6:50 pm
==>Boys hall
Keiran's eyes did not stop streaming even for a second. He felt KAzz leave but soon returned. His hands grasped. He tried to steady them, to make it all seem less shaky...but it didn't work. He just kept shaking his head. It couldn't be true. It couldn't be....Michale had sworn...he had been....what happened?
He could hear Kazz's voice and he just kept shaking his head.
"M-m....he....but....I-I just...." he couldn't get a word....his brain was going too fast for his mouth to comprehend. "I-I....I can't.....he...he can't..."
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 7:47 pm
Kazz did not hesitate to sit beside Keiran, then. He pulled the boy into a fierce embrace, his arms wrapping tightly around the smaller boy. he buried his lips in Keiran's soft blonde hair, kissing him.
"It's all right, Kei-chan. you don't have to say anything. I'll just hold you until you're ready. Okay?" he stroked the boy's hair. "I'm here for you, Kei-chan."
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 7:52 pm
Keiri clung to Kazz, burying his face against the older boy's shirt.
After a few minutes of sobbing, he had slowed to small hiccups.
"M-Michale.....he....he said he stopped....stopped the...drugs....I...I opened the drawer....it was...i mean....there was....he said....he said he stopped.....he was going to be ok....he gets hurt so much....he just keeps taking it....I don't know how to help him.....I...I can't help him....im so useless...." his hands clung to the wet fabric, as if it were the last solid thing on earth "I dont want him hurt....I ....I don't want....don't want him to suffer...."
His small body sagged against the lean bigger one. He just needed support and Kazz was there, the solid support, keeping him up when he just wanted to fall to the ground and let it swallow him up
"I don't know what to do" he whimpered. shaking his head more. HE still didn't want to believe it, but he couldn't tell Kazz he loved Michale....Kazz probably knew it but....it was different if Angel said it.....there wasn't anything he could do....at least that he could see
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 10:32 pm
Kazz listened, doing his level best to keep his expression impassive. It was obvious Keiran felt awful enough, he didn't want to do anything to inadvertantly make him feel worse. But it killed him to hear Keiran speak of Michale so. he siad everything but he loved the man. And did he really need to? his face, his whole reaction spoke volumes.
"Well... I don't know what you can really do to help him, Keiran. Beside...besides being there for him." Kazz's eyes squeezed shut . He'd rather bite his own tongue off than to say such a thing. But he cared for Michale so much....If Kazz cared about Keiran, he had to accept that.
Kazuma's eyes flew open then, and he placed a finger beneath Keiran's chin, raising the boy's face so that their eyes locked.
"But keiran...he doesn't deserve you. You're too good, too kind to be with someone like him. i know, you can't help who you love. And I know you two share a history. And as your... as your friend, I have no choice but to accept it. But he's hurting you, and that is something I will never forgive. " he leaned forward, presing a kiss to the boy's forehead, then the tip of his nose. He held the boy's face in his hands, brushing the tears away with his thumbs.
"I'm here for you, Kei-chan. I always will be, no matter what, ne?"
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 2:30 pm
Keiran nodded. He knew that being their for Michale was the best thing he could possibly do at the moment. His eyes lifted as soon as a finger lifted his chine and he met the others.
He averted his eyes as soon as Kazz started talking. He didn't want to hear him bash Michale....Those averted eyes however reaverted back to Kazz's face as he called himself Keiran's friend. His eyes closed when lips touched his forehead then his nose. Lashes fluttered open again at the feel of fingers against his face.
"Kazu....It's....I just don't want anyone hurt....no one....I don't want you hurt either....why do i hurt everyone I love?" he leaned foreward again and hugged Kazz. He had hugged him so many times today so far but he just wanted to feel safe. Kazz was the last stable thing at the moment, and he jus tneeded to know he was loved, and that he was safe....and in Kazz's arms he felt safe.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:10 pm
Kazz was more than happy to accept the hug given to him. A bittersweet event to be sure. for as the teenager reveled in any oppurtuity to hold the smaller boy in his arms, he knew it was only temporary. Soon---far too soon---Keiran would go back to Michale. he had some kind of crazy hold over the boy, and Kazuma had no idea how to sever that bond.
Even if he did, should he really? it wasn't his place to decide who should be with who,. And, being honest with hmself, if he hadn't fallen so hard for the tiny blonde, would he even care? Would he have just brushed it off as none of his business. After all, Matrimony was crawling with sordid relationships. To even suggest Keiran and Michale were the only abusive couple was laughable. But kazz didn't appoint himself personal champion of every meek kid turned punching bag, did he? True, he was kind to everyone he encountered, or at least he tried to be.... but in all his time in the school, he had physically attacked another student only twice. it just so happened that student was Himo.
Kazuma sighed, his arms tightening around Keiran. So small, but he was under so much pressure. Kazz wished he cold take it all away. As it was, he didn't even know how to respond to the boy's statement.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 5:56 pm
Keiran let his drying face to press against the fabric clinging to Kazz's chest. His sobs and hiccups had calmed and he was able to breathe deeply now. He just let his arms hug Kazz. The other boy needn't say anything. He knew it was hard enough....just like he couldn't say anything to make Kazz feel better without feeling like he was disobeying and cheating on Michale. His eyes shut and he let his weight be held by Kaz.
"Kazu...I...I don't want to go..can i..." he wanted to just sleep in Kazz's arms again. To go to sleep and wake up knowing he was safe, to not have to worry about drugs, or sex, or school, or life....just Kazz.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 6:48 pm
Kazz nodded, the ghost of a smile crossing his lips.
"Hai, kei-chan. Anything you want. Of course you can stay here, you don't even have to ask." He smoothed back the boy's soft golden tresses, reveling in their feel. His other hand ran soothingly up and down keiran's small back.
" You don't have to go. It's not like I would make you, ne? If you wanted you could stay here every night. I... I just wanna know your safe. If you're here, with me, I know you are." he leaned forward then, placing a gentle kiss against the boy's lips. he hadn't meant to. he was only trying to be comforting. It just....happened!
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 7:12 pm
The smaller boy relaxed aas he recieved the permission to stay. He felt so comfortable and relieved in KAzz's arms, one hand stroking his air and the other running up and down his back.
His eyes blinked open when he felt a slight pressure against his lips. He could see Kazz's face right up against his. He was kissing him! He wanted to push him away...well not really....he knew he had to push him away but...he couldn't ..... he needed the comfort as much as Kazz needed to give it...He relaxed in the embrace and his lips responded softly.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:34 pm
Kazz relaxed a bit when Keiran didn't immediately pull away. He drew the boy closer still, one hand at the back of keiran's neck,stroking gently. He was never rough, or insistent, letting it be know that Keiran could end it at any time with the barest of effort.
Pulling back just a bit, Kazz smiled down at Keiran, leaning his forehead against the smaller teens. He smiled warmly at him.
"Your's so cute, Kei-chan. I can't help but want to cuddle you," he murmered softly.
He kissed him again. Kazuma's tongue brushed tentatively against keiran's lips, softly seeking admittance, but not demanding it. He would never demand anything from Keiran, only offer.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 8:46 pm
The warmth of the larger boy seemed to spread into Keiran's body, sharing the heat. Kazu's kisses were so different from Michale's....they were gentle and almost timid when compared....except not quite....Kazz was kissing him but...it wasn't a demand almost.
He couldn't keep his eyes from the vibrant violet ones, they were hypnotising in their own right.
When the lips pressed back against his he could feel the tongue brush softly up against his mouth. His lips parted allowing access as his own tongue slowly crept out. He knew it wasn't supposed to happen, that he should have stopped it when their lips first touched....or even in the hallway when he ran into him....but he just oculdn't bring himself to pull away...Kazz was so intoxicating, it made his mind cloud and swirl with new emotions and urges....he felt comforted with him and at this moment he was vulnerable but Kazz wasn't taking advantage of that...he was just being supportive and giving him what he needed....love
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 9:00 pm
Kazuma gratefully accepted the invitation offered, and his tongue slid through Keiran's lips to mingle witht he other. The kiss was long and sweet, and Kazz wished it could have gone on forever as his pulse began to race at the boy's almost timid touch.
With a slight gasp he pulled away, breaking the contact of their joined mouths, and bowing his head apologetically. He had to stop, Keiran was in a fragile state, and to take advantage, no matter how inadvertantly, would make him no better than Himo. Kazz could not allow that.
"I'm sorry, Kei-chan, I shouldn't have done that. You just looked like you were hurting so, and I only wanted to help....Gomenesai, Kei-chan."
He pulled the smaller teen into a fierce embrace, his lips still tingling from their contact with Keiran's. He clenched the bottom one bettwen his teeyh, closing his eyes as he exhaled heavily through his nostrils. Pressing Keiran's head against his shoulder, he resolved to do nothing more than snuggle with the boy, giving him the security of his arms. He lay down against his pillows, taking Keiran with him. Kazz gathered him close, pressing a kiss to his temple.
"Just... just lay here and rest a bit, ne? I'll be right here with you. I promise."
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 9:06 pm
Blinking in confusion, Keiran's mouth hung slightly agap. He hadn't expected Kazz to pull away. He was slightly thankful he did, knowing that he wouldn't be able to stop himself, but a part of him felt disapointed...that part of him really wanted to be with Kazz....inevery way.
He felt their bodies shift and he was laying with him. His bright blue eyes were temporarily hidden when the kiss was pressed to his temple, his lids lowering as he savoured the slight contact with Kazu's mouth
"Kazu...Ari...Arigato..." he murmured, his face burying itself into the other's neck. With a sigh his mind softly drifted off, though his body never let up, clinging to Kazu as if his life depended on it.
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