Solo
Word Count: 603
Eziya had been thinking about traveling more for a while. It was something that had been on her mind since the children had reached their teenage years, but wasn't something she had thought to bring up to any of her family. If she was being honest with herself she was afraid to. She had spent so long traveling, helping with her band of healers and then with Serr, but once the war had happened and she and Serr had settled into Oba things had been different. Her life was stable now, which was a bonus. She also had a friend in Xariy and their families meshed together well. All things considered she should be incredibly happy with how things were going, but part of her was restless. She missed wandering, missed seeing the sights and experiencing new things. A part of her worried that she was getting stagnant in her work and it was making her anxious, but another part worried she was overreacting to things. Maybe her desire for the road was something of a lingering regret. She hadn't seen all that she could, hadn't been to Belrea or to visit where the Kahikinans lived. So much of the land had been left unexplored, and while she didn't blame any of her choices or her decision to have kids, there was something troubling about her lack of experience beyond what she had seen. She and Serr had always loved to travel, but so much had changed now. Everything was different, and realizing that and seeing the kids go off to do their own things little by little made her remember just how much she had enjoyed it. Perhaps it was a fear of missing out, or something about the way she had decided to put aside that part of herself to help others. Eziya didn't regret helping those in need. It was all she had ever worked for even when she had met Serr. Healing was something she excelled at, but being settled in one place had its negatives. She didn't meet as many people as she did before, and even more than that she wondered if her children found her boring. Serr was always exciting, always picking up new things and finding odd jobs that helped his restless nature. On the other hand she had been....predictable? Or not so much predictable as it was stable. That was unfair to Serr, however. He was stable too, just in his own way. Again she had to wonder if this was perhaps her own worries seizing hold and making her doubt her decisions. Or maybe traveling for a bit would be good for her. The children were grown, at least grown enough to set out on their own if they wished. They had the skills to do so, but if they didn't wish to the house was still there. Fiia was still there. It could be something to consider. A fun trip away for a while, bring Serr with her and they could go out and explore what they hadn't reached yet. Anything to fix this bubbling anxiety that wouldn't quite settle within her. Something she could possibly bring up to her darling husband in the near future. She was sure he wouldn't mind in the slightest, though maybe he had gotten comfortable with the life they currently lived. Whatever worries she had, it would do no good to keep them to herself. She knew that and had told the children they should never hold something so important in. She would need to take her own advise if she was going to accomplish anything.