“It is a struggle,” he confessed, but he didn’t seem like he was willing to give up on adjusting. “I know it is a long way to go. But, I am happier there than I was at the Rift. I cannot help how much I have missed Earth. I hope that when this is all over, I can visit everywhere. Perhaps I will feel less anguished if I do not feel so torn between Velencya and Earth. I just want to make a good impression. I am worried that I will make a bad one and it will follow me for the rest of my life. So I will try harder to do better. You may think perfection is an illusion, but you try competing with them.”
He laughed though, still good natured even if this was something that would still weigh on him. “Commodore Lyndin sets the bar very high. I am not well-adjusted to Earth, but at least I understand a bit here. I hope it is not foul of me to say that I like being here where they are a bit out of place. It makes me feel less out of place. I hope we can bond over this shared displacement.”
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