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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2021 5:04 pm
He had known Scylla was transcendent - had run into her frequently enough at this point. Ganymede he had more rarely seen; mostly just saw her from a distance with usually a small gaggle of people around her. She was a princess. Guessed that made sense. Hadn't known she was transcendent, but that also made sense-- "Do you know if they were here before you were forced to the other side?" It was a legitimate question; he knew she had no memories, but perhaps the flowers had bloomed in reaction to that connection being restored. As she looked, he bent down to inspect one of the flowers near his feet, careful with the petals and the stems and not pulling too hard on it. It was a sign of life, beautiful and precious as it was, alien in their existence but native to this place. "I didn't necessarily get a whisper telling me welcome home at first, either." It had felt like it would be home, but more than that, it had felt like a place where he could escape the crushing reality of Earth and the Negaverse and being a monster and-- "My comet was fairly dead when I arrived to it several years ago. No electricity. No flowers. No flowing water. No life." Nothing. "I found a building that felt important and got to work. My comet appreciated that. Responded in kind." And soon, he started noticing when he got back, things felt different. Plants started blooming on their own. Ways to restore other things became more obvious. Eventually, new routes opened. He got back up, careful to step around the plant as he approached Cybele once more. "Don't overwhelm yourself."
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Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2021 3:18 pm
"I don't remember," said Cybele, even as she squinted at the flowers and tried to comb through the memories she did have, the conversations that she'd had since her corruption where she learned about her own past secondhand. "Apparently I talked to Ganymede a bit about space right before I was taken, but I wasn't detailing plant life." Her smile was thin. "I liked the purple skies up here, but I didn't understand why people spent so much time trying to restore and bond with these worlds that showed no sign of sustaining actual life. I thought it was a waste of time that should have been spent protecting Earth." She exhaled through her teeth. It probably shouldn't have been a surprise that her asteroid wasn't giving her much in the way of Transcendence, or communication, or even vague feelings of welcome, when she'd spent so much time ignoring it in the past. Now, she felt a twinge of annoyance at her mysterious former self. As she scanned the forest floor, something did eventually catch her eye. It wasn't anything dramatic, but there seemed to be an area where the knobbly tree roots and as well as the flowers that grew around them seemed a bit thinner. "This might be a path?" she said, stepping forwards to glance towards where the potential-path curved off to in the distance.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2021 3:56 pm
So she couldn't know either way. Encke nodded. Her view on it had been a fair one, too, and he understood why so many had priorities of Earth. That was where they lived. That was where there was life besides for plants. That was where the Chaos problem was, not out here. Encke had never had the same view of the matter, but he understood where that view had come from. "For what it's worth, like the purple skies too." He found himself gazing up at them, observing how stark the silver bark seemed against it. In some ways, this world felt like a fantasy painting come to life. These days, he occasionally wondered if fantasy landscapes were just visions of another world that unawakened people got without realizing it-- "You know the importance of it now, and how restoring this can help with the war, too. That helps." It was never too late to start. Encke watched as Cybele stepped forward, following her eyes and her feet to where she was headed. He squinted at it, abandoning where he was standing to go join her. "I think so..." At the very least, the overgrowth was not as inclined to grow there, which meant it was something, even if not a path. Certainly worth exploring. He nodded to Cybele, before taking a few more steps down the path to see if it would lead anywhere that'd be obvious to him. Of course, being the senshi of the planet, she was more likely to notice something important before him, he figured-- "Seems like it may be leading somewhere -- or at least, will give us another area to look at for clues."
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2021 8:55 am
That was when it happened. Above them, the spindly branches were suddenly covered in bluish-green leaves. The undergrowth thickened, as well, full of mosses and pinpricks of white and soft yellows and pinks, not just purples. The deafening silence was broken by the buzz of insects and the chirps of birds.
Around Cybele, there were people.
Not just Encke, but a whole group of them, with bows on their backs and flowers in their hair, and dead antlered rabbits slung across their shoulders.
A child of eight or so was one of the closest to Cybele, and they cradled their catch proudly in their arms, instead. They looked up at the senshi with wide eyes. "What do you think, Grace? Will they be happy with how much we're bringing back?"
"We'll see for ourselves in just a few minutes now, won't we?" said Cybele, but they smiled wide. "Let's show them your first kill, Nela."Encke would have seen Cybele freeze as the memory hit, eyes flicking around as she watched something that was not there. She blinked as she came back to herself, shaking once as the forest faded back into its present state. "Oh," she said, her voice a strained whisper. "This is a path." She made no move to follow it farther though, not yet. Instead, she continued to stare at where she'd seen the remembered figures, her jaw tightening just slightly. She brought one of her hands up to rest at her chest, over her starseed.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2021 9:52 pm
Cybele wasn't following. Encke's steps slowed and then stopped and then he turned around to see what Cybele had seen. Or -- hadn't seen, she was frozen, and Encke's eyes widened in concern for a moment before his brows settled and the ghost of a smile formed on his face. She was frozen as if she was in a panic, but Encke had been to enough homeworlds and experienced enough memories on his own comet to have a sense of what that feeling was. She was looking around, watching, -- and then suddenly came back to herself. He gave her a moment, hearing her strained whisper and not wanting to stress her out. "Memory?" It seemed obvious to him, glancing over his shoulder as he looked down the apparent actual path. Now he was just even more curious. Where did this lead? What had she seen? What had her homeworld found important to show her at just that moment? ... Well, the path, obviously, but... "Did you want to go check out the path?" Encke stepped slightly to the side, letting her take the lead if she'd like. At her pace, of course. He saw the way she held her hand over the star in her heart.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2021 12:46 pm
Slowly, Cybele nodded, seeming to come back to the present a bit more. She began to follow the path again, step after step, although her hand stayed put on her chest. "Apparently there's something this way, and it's not far," she explained. "I think a settlement of some sort, although it wasn't entirely clear." She fell silent again for a few more seconds, her lips pressing thin as she began to walk a bit faster over the exposed dirt of the forest floor. It was strange. She'd come up here the first time hoping that she'd remember something, and when it hadn't happened, she'd quickly given up and blamed her broken starseed. Now a memory had come at her out of nowhere, but instead of being excited, it left her with feelings she couldn't quite explain. "Sorry," she said to Encke before the silence could draw out for too long. "It's just, I've been trying to remember things since the day I was corrupted. All I've gotten is vague feelings, and a few blurry snippets of some battle when I was exposed to some very specific triggers. If my starseed can show me specific, helpful things," She trailed off again, and sighed. "I wish it would show me more about your sister, for example, about what we did before. Then maybe I could be around her without upsetting her because I'm a shell of myself." Cybele was trying to care about space, she really was, but it still seemed like there were more important things for her to know about than the location of a certain hunting trail on an abandoned world.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2021 3:47 pm
Encke easily kept pace behind her. "Eager to see what it is." A settlement was an exciting concept. Could tell them something about how her people used to live before they were wiped out. Perhaps it was where she lived, specifically, and she could find out more about herself from before. But it came with a complication. Encke let Cybele have the silence she needed, and he let her speak of why remembering this past life was complicated for her. Though he had been a youma, the memory loss of his life before hadn't been the same as if he had been forcefully corrupted. He wasn't exactly sure why that was -- blamed it on the methodology, perhaps -- but it did prevent him from exactly having that feeling she had. He could get it, though. Why would her world show her this prior life and not her own life? "What the Negaverse does to the starseed is traumatic," he sighed, "and I'm not sure there's ever any way to get those memories back beyond what you've mentioned. I think the memories of your past life are ... perhaps imprinted on the starseed? Maybe as a way to help us see what our worlds used to be before whatever came through destroyed them, so we can help bring them back to that state. And once you start moving things back in that direction, your homeworld rewards you for it. Can't imagine it feels great to know of a life you had hundreds of years ago and not pieces of the one you live now, though..." Encke caught up to walk alongside her, offering an attempt at an optimistic smile. "For what it's worth, on my sister, Anser does mourn what happened to you -- but she's not so much upset by you as she is upset at what the Negaverse did to you. Just another piece of evidence why they need to be, as she would say, punched into a black hole." She used to say something about launching them at the Moon until she realized the Moon was actually important--
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Posted: Tue Nov 30, 2021 3:15 pm
Cybele squinted at the ground beneath her feet. "Perhaps the asteroid keeps those memories somehow, since they took place here? I don't think the core of my world was affected by the Chaos the way that I was." The Negaverse did not have the ability to reach all the way out to these places unless a senshi willingly aided in handing over their own world. At least, not yet. Faustite's threats and the thought of Lyndin's draining lasers falling into the wrong hands made her shiver, then walk faster. "It's still strange." She finally turned to Encke as he caught pace with her again. "I think Anser's taking what happened to me the hardest out of everyone. The other people I was close to saw me when I was corrupted. They helped me purify and were so happy when I got free from the Chaos, even if I'm not quite the same person that I was before." She paused to eye an absolutely massive tree that had come into view, although she did not immediately register that around its base, instead of the collapsed trees that were visible in other parts of the woods. "Anser wasn't around to see how much I've-" she trailed off, and was silent for a moment, "Improved, I suppose. She was just upset when she found out that I didn't remember her, so upset that she was pulling out her hair. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to just remember, more than I ever have, but," she shrugged, "I didn't." Cybele's voice went a bit cool. "She's right about throwing them all into a black hole, though."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Nov 30, 2021 4:55 pm
"Huh. Never thought of it that way, but it'd make sense. Lose access to your planet when corrupted after all." Encke had no reason to think that Chaos could touch their worlds, and the thought it might have been able to was alarming enough to redouble his hope that the proposed usage of Archideus to finally end Metallia was going to work. He had never seen Chaos on his world, at least, and he had been going for years -- and he had once been a youma, so he assumed if any worlds were going to have an infection -- Best not to think any further about that. Cybele walked a bit faster, but Encke kept pace. It was true -- Anser had never seen Cybele when she had been corrupted. Perhaps it was a stroke of luck; it was something she hadn't had to go through directly, face-to-face, as it was happening. On the other hand, it probably did contribute to her initial reaction to learning what had happened -- the stress, the angst, the fact that she hadn't been able to do anything, and being confronted with the results in person all at once -- That was a massive tree -- Okay, think about that in a minute -- "No, she wasn't, and it probably contributed to her reaction." Did he want to think about it? Want to say it? "Part of the reason why I've never been able to stop her, not even when she was little," not even when she had been battered at the Autumn when he found out, "is because she says she has to keep powering up. Says she has to do something. Relates it to what the Negaverse does to everyone. To people like you and me." He cracked his knuckles behind his back. "I'm not surprised she's taking it so hard." Maybe Encke'd try to talk to her about it. "But I think she'd still appreciate seeing you even if you do have to rebuild your memories. Helps her know that it won't happen again. And she can work with you on throwing them into a black hole."
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2021 7:33 pm
"I'm not sure," said Cybele, the anxiety that she'd been dealing with for most of the night flaring up again as she crossed her arms, tightly, across her chest. "I'm not sure I should be asking for much company at all right now. As I said, the target on my back already got one of my friends killed." She couldn't look at Encke when she talked about it, or even at the tree, or at anything other than the worn dirt a few inches in front of her shoes. Encke seemed to be saying that he'd tried to stop Anser from being a senshi, likely because of how dangerous it was, and his presence beside her suddenly felt a bit intimidating. If Anser died on her watch, she'd have more than her guilt to haunt her, afterwards. She'd have a protective big brother. Cybele forced herself to look up, and swallow, and to try not to fall into a spiral of self-blame and what-ifs in front of her visitor. "I suppose I could bring her up here," she offered, taking a few steps forward so that she could see the pile of logs at the base of the tree a bit more clearly. "Oh, there's carvings on this one," she said before she was even that close. Now that she was paying attention, it was easy to see that there were fallen posts around here, and a few boards, rather than general forest debris, and they were almost all carved with vines on them, or swirls, or other decorative patterns. Once she was closer, she turned back to tell Encke, "There's fabric, too. This must be the place, but-" It was hardly a settlement now. If Cybele squinted, she could see a single lean-to type building in the distance that was only half collapsed, but mostly there was just broken wood and fabric that was rotting into the forest floor.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2021 10:53 pm
"Isolating yourself won't help with that, necessarily." Encke had long since dropped his attempts to stop Anser or really anyone. In all honesty, the people he knew becoming powered had become more of a relief than a stressor. Unlike civilians, they could transcend. Provided them better protection than it would have if they were civilians by miles. "Negaverse tends to go after single targets more than groups, I think. Even despite the target on your back, I think we're all still safer in units." Him, her, his sister, a certain husband of his-- "But I think she'd like to see this place! Maybe she can take you to hers, too. Pretty interesting place." It wasn't Encke's Comet, of course, but Encke was fascinated by space at large. Anser was a completely different animal than his comet was, much larger, much grassier, much more filled with bones than his world had ever been-- His thoughts screeched to a halt as he became much more interested in what was in front of him than thoughts of Anser's planet, and he quickened his steps to get a look at what she was looking at. The carvings -- vines and swirls and patterns, and he found himself leaning in to get a closer look and to understand the art and craftsmanship behind it, "It's always fascinating to see things like this -- carvings, the fabric they chose to use -- gives an idea of the arts of the people, right? At one point I found a painting of myself which was especially trippy..." He let his fingers trace over one of the carvings before backing up slightly. "This place was important to you or your people at some point, even if just as a dwelling. As good of a place to start with repairs as any." Or rebuilding, as it may be...
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2021 8:45 am
"I suppose I know that," said Cybele, her lips pressing sideways as she knelt to run her fingers across the carvings and examine them in more detail. "I'm only doing as well as I am because people stayed with me when everything fell apart and things got dangerous. " She exhaled. "I just-" The words stuck in her throat and brought more thoughts of dead friends to her head. She swallowed against all that, and made herself focus on the carved post in her hand, instead. This one had been snapped off at the base, and what was left was around as tall as her and a few inches thick, and when she looked at it along with the others in the pile she was standing by, she thought that she could imagine them and the fabric coming together to make some sort of sturdy tent. The post was half stuck in the ground where it must have been laying for centuries, but with a sharp tug and her senshi strength, Cybele managed to tug get it free, at which point she groaned. The back was all rotted out. "I feel like I have more questions than answers about how I'm even going to start fixing any of this," she told Encke, "Although perhaps you're right in that even finding this place is a start I didn't have before."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2021 5:46 pm
Encke could tell by the way she cut herself off that there was something Cybele hadn't said and he wasn't going to make her say it, but he did understand, at least, why her thoughts may have been conflicted on ... all of it. He offered a sympathetic smile, but let her focus carry to the post. Rotted. Disappointing for sure, but perhaps unsurprising considering how overgrown her planet still seemed to be. It had probably been grown over for years, perhaps used by the soil, perhaps taken by some weather. Best not to focus on that, though-- "Exactly!" It was a start she didn't have before, and that was the important part to even getting the work on her planet started. There was a small place that people had dwelled that was important to them. Even if it had been rotted out-- "Could start with taking inventory of what's still here? What all of this could have been used for? And what you might bring up to help bring it back that way?" Encke pursed his lips in thought. "Maybe some camping gear might help in this area ... could also see if they left anything behind, maybe some chests or cooking gear or anything like that..." He doubted there was going to be anything like Encke, with the city and the Ruling House and the electricity that eventually flew through the air, but this reminded him a bit of Anser's world. Very ... wild.
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2021 7:55 am
"There's fire circles," said Cybele, as she pulled her attention from the unfixable tent and nodded to a few rings of stones on the ground that she would have recognized anywhere. "Those aren't rotted, I suppose, and it's more evidence that this place was some sort of camp." Mentally, she tried talking to the asteroid again. One of those memories would be very helpful right now, if you're offering, she thought at it. Even if you can't give me anything from this life. I understand. Just show me what this place was like so I know what it's supposed to be like.The asteroid said nothing in return. The world stayed silent and dead. Cybele had no more visions. Although, perhaps it was true that she did not completely need them. "I have some ideas about things I can bring up next time," she told him. She did not have nearly the same energy, talking about all this, that he did, but she was trying and would keep trying. It would be difficult to match the artisanship of the ancient items, but tents weren't difficult to come by. "I'm not sure how much I can do without materials, though, and I don't want to stay too late," she said. He was right that she might be able to spend a bit more time here, playing archeologist, and it was even a bit tempting, but she also had a family who worried if she stayed out too late.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2021 1:50 am
Encke let his eyes wander over to the rings of stones. Fire circles. Guessed that made sense. He could visualize sticks in the center and a fire that licked to the sky as people huddled around it and tried to keep warm...' Maybe he was just remembering a movie he acted in. They could rebuild these little places and make it a gathering place again if that was what Cybele wished to do. He nodded, pursing his lips when she mentioned that she couldn't do much without materials, and that she couldn't stay too late-- "Do you have obligations on Earth you need to work around?" Encke assumed she did--most of them did--but it was something to consider when he offered her any advice. "If anything, don't need to do anything intensive every time you're here. Next time you come back, bring what you think will help. Set that up. Also will keep costs for materials down, if you don't have that." He glanced around, smiling at the wilderness around them. "Plus, you may find your planet provides. There's a lot here, even if the settlements themselves have degraded." There was a fond smile on his face as he added, "Encke's Comet felt like it was urging me along after a while, even if it wasn't in obvious ways."
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