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 Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2021 3:03 pm
Date:: February 21 2021
Title:: Meeting Leukos' Family
Mood:: sweatdrop
Hey! Its me again its been awhile since I wrote anything worthy of being written down. So today was a big day.. met the rest of Leukos' family they are a very interesting bunch. At least my first impressions of them were but as we got more talking my feelings changed they seemed like decent folk aside from their you know complicated past. But, overall they seemed like nice folks.
Mara, his adopted mother seems a little intimidating at first glance but she was okay. I understood where her concerns were coming from and she was alright with me not having any parental connection. She also gave me some hard core reality advice that I shouldn't take lightly and It makes sense considering their complicated past.
Hexxis and Tri, both of few words they really didn't talk much but they seemed nice enough though. So I don't really have much to say about these two.
Melody, It was nice to see here again I first met her at the winter dance with Leukos where they were wearing matching christmas ugly sweaters and also where Leukos gave me a gemstone bracelet. In all honest I really liked Melody I didn't think we would hit it off so well but it was good.
Other then that, it was a typical day had to dress nice and be confident in myself, which I think was pretty good. It also helped that Leukos was there for support when it was needed and that I'am grateful.
That is all for now
Yours,
Estrella♥
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2021 3:14 pm
Date:: February 27 2021
Title:: Reassessing my goals
Mood:: Neutral
So after meeting Leukos' Family, I started thinking about what I could with my life other then you know spending time with Leuk. I figured I'am a teenager and I do also need to think about what I want to do with my future, I mean I understand I'm still young and I have my life ahead of me at the same time I don't want to just be a Xana I want to be something more and I want to make a good life for myself. Since I'm already working at Sanctuary I might have to see if I gain some more experience and work towards a bigger goal with Sanctuary.
Sanctuary has been the most supportive and caring place I have been and they were the ones who raised me and I 'm super grateful to them for all they have done for me so I want to give back to them and be there for the next generation of metas so they have a place to call home and where they will be safe. Its much more then just being a support system, its helping the next generation of metas to reach their full potential and to let them know they have a place they can call home. Because, for me that was exactly what Sanctuary was for me.
So I want to give back to them and since there is no way to really thank them for what they have done for me, my next best solution was to give back to them and become what they were for me for others.
That is all for now
Yours,
Estrella♥
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2021 8:43 pm
Date:: February 27 2021
Title:: Relaxing and listening to music
Mood:: heart
Estrella sat down on her window bench wearing her comfortable lounge wear that consisted of yoga pants and a sports bra she was snuggled in with a blanket wrapped around her. It was chilly but it was nice enough to just wear a set of yoga pants and a sports bra. She wasn't one to usually wear such outfits but she felt particularly confident with herself. She slid down a bit more so she was a lying but sitting position She put on her earbuds on and turned on her music. It was rare that she just let herself chill and relaxed and she had decided that she needed to do it more often.
It took her mind of things that were stressful and negative. Between working at the reception desk of Sanctuary and spending time with Leukos she needed a mental break. Not that Leukos was a stressor for her, it was quite the opposite she had a geuine affection for him and she was not planning on ending it anytime soon. She could honestly admit to herself that perhaps maybe it was more then just like with him the more she spent time with him the more she started to feel love for him but she was not ready to tell him just yet.
She swiped through her song list and found a love song, It was called "Honey and the bee" she smiled lightly to herself as her thoughts drifted to Leukos, he was the best thing that ever happend to her and she was glad she had met him. Although they had met unconventionally she was still glad she had. Him and his sweet self, she glanced down to her bracelet that sat on her wrist. While the song was pretty accurate description of their relationship they had not reach the 'I love you' stage of their relationship.
She was still getting to know him and she was pretty okay with it at least they were taking it slow which she was glad for. She snuggled into her blanket some more as she sat and listened bobbing her head to the tune, she would need to add more songs to her playlist. She was pretty certain that her current playlist needed some more songs but it would have to be built long term. She hummed lightly to herself. She wondered what and where Leukos was at this moment and wished he was here with her. The thoughts just kept making her warm and fuzzy on the inside.
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2021 7:35 pm
Date:: March 07,2021
Title:: Adopting Stellaluna
Mood: heart smile
Estrella here, so....I ended up adopting a toddler, her name is Stellaluna, and her item is a Star Mobile. I'm glad that Leukos was okay with helping me raise her. She is an adorable little girl and I love her to bits. *pinches her cheeks*. She is super cute and I adore her to no end, I'm just glad she was okay with me and Leukos, I was a little worried Leukos would say outright no to helping me raise her. I honestly think that we would be good parents and we would be a super cute family.
We may have adopted her but I'm glad she has parental figures, It would make me sad if she didn't have any parental figures. She would develop trust issues later on in her life but so far its been great. Its had its good moments and its had its bad moments but at the end of the day it is all worth it to me and I'm sure to her too. *smiles at Stellaluna warmly* welcome to the family sweet Stellaluna I hope I and Daddy Leukos will make your life great and enjoyable.
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