Dextrous Prince


As the sun began to rise and Belamos finished speaking, Sonyo felt her face flush and was glad that he couldn't see it from his current position. He thought she was beautiful and strong and brave... She wasn't any of those things, but the fact that he thought it was almost enough to make her believe them. Instinctively, her hand squeezed his, the blush that had invaded her cheeks and neck disappearing as she tried to well up whatever bits of courage she had.
"Ask me to come with you, Belamos...." Her words were whispered, and when she looked up at the demigod, her eyes held desperation in them. "Coming with you when you retire... It sounds amazing... but I'm afraid that if it's left to me I'll be too much of a coward to come join you on my own... All the decisions I've made for myself have never worked out well..." She looked to the side, away from him, hoping to avoid seeing any disappointment in his eyes when he found out she was weaker than he thought. "A younger, more brave, version of myself escaped Otogakure by impersonating important UHV personnel. That version of myself died when my shortsided break for freedom resulted in the death of my parents. I, what was seen as bravely but perhaps it was more stupidly, volunteered to seal the Ichibi in myself for the sake of my village and not only did I suffer for years and was never myself again... but my safety was held over others because I was a jinchuriki instead of being on the battlefield where I belonged."
The young woman let out a soft, quiet, chuckle realizing she probably overshared a little but she felt like she had to explain herself to Belamos. She wanted to stay this brave, beautiful, mythical thing in his mind even though she wasn't. Sonyo kept her grip on Belamos' hand like a lifeline through the anxious and doubting torrents of her mind. "I think... you'd be good for me. But the last time I bravely jumped off that "cliff"... I... I broke." The cliff she spoke of was a hypothetical one. Months of hermitry in the forests outside of the land of wind whirled by in her mind, not wanting to live, not wanting to breathe or move or do anything. She had felt like her life was over, and she was just going through the motions.

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[ I ] Jinchuriki tab [ II ] Follower of Evergreen tab [ III ] Med / Blood tab tab tab
[ I ] Jinchuriki tab [ II ] Follower of Evergreen tab [ III ] Med / Blood tab tab tab