She had come into this thinking that the whole process of needing to visit a priest at the Sanctum was unnecessary. Wensley couldn't imagine she'd actually been cursed by a stranger with spirit fingers. She didn't think mainlanders had the type of magic that would render her barren permanently, nor did she expect her gods cared enough to punish her so long as she was not grossly disrespectful toward them. Her concerns lay solely in the knowledge that she
needed her village to trust her. When she'd stepped through the church's doors, she hadn't done so because she thought there was something
wrong with her that needed to be righted.
So it shouldn't really have surprised her that amulet or not, Zekiel would caution her against using an alleged curse as a means of protection against pregnancy.
She swallowed and twisted the trinket around in her fingers. "Ah. Right." The priest had never seemed especially convinced that any ill had befallen her, either, so of course,
obviously Zekiel would agree that anything she'd been capable of
before was still well within her realm of ability. Whether it was expressly wanted or not. It had been silly to even give credence to the notion that it might
not be possible for her to reproduce by asking about it. Wensley flushed and muttered out a quiet, "Sorry," for wasting his time with ridiculous questions, she supposed.
Again, she felt the need to insist that she wasn't
reckless, nor a complete harlot, and unanticipated children weren't a huge concern for her since she
wasn't those things, but her mind thought better of it, and-
"I do not make a habit of bedding strangers I meet on the road or anywhere else." Apparently her mouth was quicker than her mind. "And I'm not
so careless that I'm usually worried over what a man might accidentally accomplish if I choose to let him that far." It was around here that she thought that probably summed it all up. There didn't
need to be any more said on the matter, and she'd maintained a fairly serious demeanor up to this point.
But as it turned out, there apparently
was more to be said, and even though Wen knew before the words had fully formed on her lips that she already wasn't proud of them, they were in the air before she could help it. "Because really, so long as you pull out before the climax, there doesn't seem to be too many more precautions required."
She wasn't sure if she was grimacing-
because how stupid, stupid, stupid of her to basically anything else; she'd got what she came for, and that should be it- or grinning-
because it was true whether anyone verbally acknowledged it or not, and she shouldn't be ashamed of herself when she hadn't done anything wrong besides making a handful of too-superstitious people antsy- but her lips were definitely stretched into
something, and there was no point in wishing she hadn't or trying to backtrack.