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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2016 10:13 pm
Pax holds up a hand, and there's a reasonably-sized mug in its hand now. Whatever is inside smells sweet as sin and steams faintly in the chill of the empty hall. "Drink," it says, shoving the mug into Alois's free hand. "Apple cider and honey. It helps." The second egg cracks, too, and a little creature hauls itself out of its shell by its grip on Rabbit's finger. It has delicate feathers sprouting off its arms, little human feet, and big bird eyes. "Squeep," it says. It is six inches tall and childlike in proportion, and it repeats: "Squeep." Pax smiles at the baby thing. In this delightful distraction, Lady slips in, taking up the last chair in the room. "If we are all prepared to begin," says Pax, as a second tiny squeep-thing pulled itself up after its sibling. "Please take a seat." Smerdle congrat u have small birb people babies
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2016 10:18 pm
Thorne inches closer to Rabbit at the little call for help. His eyes are rounded with a faint curiosity, only to widen when little bird-human babies hatch from the eggs. He can't help a faint, "oh," of surprise from his mouth.
And then he pats Rabbit's shoulder.
"Congratulations," he says somberly, "You're a proud father of three."
He takes his seat again once he's properly reassured that Alois won't die or something and gives a small wave to Lady.
"By your leave?" He answers Pax in question, and settles his hands in his lap to wait.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2016 10:27 pm
The head pat was well received. Alois' response was not; A mistake? The scars on Shiloh's own arms burned for a breath of a second, but he didn't push the response. Thorne was there helping him, and Shiloh didn't have the words to tell him even if he wanted to. Instead, he turned to the eggs in Rabbit's lap again, intrigued when he heard the small cracking sounds.
Except well, he was somewhat horrified when he saw the tiny people feet.
"The absolute hell is that." he whispered to Rabbit, still baffled as to why Rabbit brought the damn things in the first place. Pax started to speak up again in a well warranted distraction. Shiloh's breath hitched nervously. Even if the Peaceful One had promised its friendship and its kindness, Shiloh still wasn't sure he wanted to take part in any of this ascending thing. He thought about Jamie back home, how he was probably sleeping or—or what if he woke up and saw he was missing again? Pax said they could go home again after this, but it didn't stop a cold sweat from breaking out on Shiloh's skin.
Already seated, he noticed Lady's appearance last second, eyes lighting up. To see she was alive and in one peace was a relief, and he tried to offer her a hello with the intent in his gaze.
He felt sick to his stomach. How Thorne could remain to poised and dignified was beyond him; one day out of Court and it was like all of Melany's teachings had slipped out of his hand. Either that, or he couldn't focus on them well enough with his re-released anxiety. He remained seated in his chair with vague unease.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 12:26 am
Alois clutched Thorne’s hand like an offered lifeline for as long as he could; however, his strength failed him close to when Thorne parted for Rabbit. Relaxed against the chair, Alois closed his eyes and tried to will the returning pain back to tolerable amounts. He found, soon afterward, that will simply didn’t work that way. Not here, at least.
Alois raised a badly shaking hand and tried to prop his head against his palm, but he trembled so violently from blood loss that he promptly abandoned that notion. While he discerned commotion near Rabbit, he could not witness it in much detail. He didn’t try; he needed a hospital first.
Maybe he’d check in with Rabbit about it later. Post-hospital. If he made it that far.
Yeah.
Alois accepted the drink offered, and never bothered to sniff it. Desperate for liquid of any kind, Alois drank as much of it as he could in one stint. Honey left the apple cider more palatable than his usual distaste for it. More than a few gulps felt impossible for how badly he needed air before he finished. Blinking slowly, he stared at their host as if to convey his own frustrations in leaving himself in this position, and how poorly it reflected on their duties that night.
But to be fair, none present had any indication that this secondary meeting awaited them. He waited for Pax to continue, and his impatience showed.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 8:49 am
There was no help, only a solemn, pseudo-congratulatory statement, a disturbed whisper, a glance, a smile, and his brother's struggle. And then there were the squeeps, such strange, wiggly creatures freeing themselves and taking seats on his knees as he tried to rid them of bits of egg. He loved them fiercely. He feared them. He wanted this whole bizarre gathering to be over so that he could get back home and introduce them to his cat. He didn't even consider that they might not be allowed to leave.
Rabbit hadn't moved, and he remained in his chair when Pax made its request for them to sit, bowed over tiny hands and feet, offering his fingers so his charges might occupy themselves and stay quiet and still. He didn't intentionally ignore Shiloh's questioning statement, he simply had no answer. The only one besides the deer and the birds who got snippets of his attention was Alois, and that was because he had been trained to watch his brother, to anticipate trouble. There was too much going on for him to assist at the moment, however, and what would he do if he could?
There was another squeep from one of the children, and he gently pushed their bodies together in a little ball and held them there, looking up at The Peaceful One in distracted agreement.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 1:22 pm
The little squeepers accept Rabbit's ministrations good-naturedly. Their tiny people faces wrinkle up as they reach to catch his fingers. One of them, evidently quite adventurous, attempts to bite Rabbit's fingertip, but luckily for Rabbit it also has no teeth.
"They will grow into strong birds," says Pax. "I will tell you more about them. But not now. Later."
Pax takes a seat of its own, hooved feet tucked up neatly under its nightgown dress. "Tonight you are nobles of the Court," says Pax. "It is a peerage that has existed for many hundreds of years. To become a noble is to take on a sacred duty: you have been chosen to leave the cycle of rebirth. You will be mentors, confidantes, and helpmeets to those who haven't yet become as you are."
It presses its palms together before it. "How you fulfill your role is yours to determine. It is your choices that will decide what it is you will become, how you will lead by example, what information you will give once you have learned it. Others have gone before you, and they remain to mentor you should you require it." The six wintermint eyes watch the new nobles, unblinking, blank. "Are there any questions thus far."
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 1:33 pm
Alois listened, forced himself to focus, and found himself torn between the eerily delightful squeeping sound next to him and Pax’s much more serious topic of conversation. He gleaned the gist, he thought, and found it prudent to inquire about the side effects glossed over. „I haf’ a question,“ he started with more strength than before. He still, however, looked melted onto the chair.
„You say we are to leaf’ ze cycle of rebirs’. What cycle? And what does zat mean for us, as mortals? Or, are we not anymore?“ Which begged the further question - were they then patrons like their captors? Was he some kind of parallel to his Father now?
What sort of a strange setup is this, and how exactly is it so sacred? At face value it’s a teaching role, and we’re ushering along others in our dispensations. This is so out of the pale… And for how long was this planned?
With vision slowly clearing, he looked to his fellow tithes - to Thorne and Shiloh, to Hux, to Rabbit and his collection of distracting eggbeasts. It was upon Rabbit’s features that he lingered most, and the nonverbal question remained prominent in his gaze. What did the others think of this? How would they process such an order? Did they, too, find cause to buck at this imperative as was so natural to him?
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 2:00 pm
Thorne watches Pax as he speaks, eyes sharp, mind clear. It's strange, like not being quite there, or watching from a disconnected space. He blinks and returns to himself when Pax asks if they have any questions, lets Alois speak first.
His head cocks one way.
"The cycle of rebirth... does that mean we'll keep these memories, even if they fail and are forced to repeat?" He sucks in a sharp breath. Alois already asked whether or not that made them mortals anymore, so Thorne didn't bother. However, he does reach a hand across the space between him and Alois, offering his fingers out in a question. He'll take the pain once more, if Alois wants him to.
"Does that mean we are granted immunity - or at least equal footing - with our mentors before us? The - " He snarls softly, "Melany, Ezra?"
Adoelle does not reach his lips.
He remembers her bloody figure, her ethereal grace.
He does not speak her name.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 2:08 pm
He wished he had known this was coming, an evening full of important information about his future that he could have been writing down in an ideal world. The cycle of rebirth? He didn't even have the first clue he might need to get that to start making sense. More importantly, he was definitely not a mentor. A confidante, sure, but if he was forced to lead anyone by his example, they would end up directionless, murderous receptionists.
Rabbit had a million questions, but couldn't think of the first one to ask. Trust Alois to have fifty in a row.
He looked back at him once there was silence again, unsure and confused. If they were immortal...
His hands shook, fingers shiny with squeep spit. He was pretty sure he was going to be sick.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 2:08 pm
Shiloh was ignored, but he didn't really mind. How could he, with how heinous the small squeepthings looked? He would have been shocked into silence too, except Rabbit seemed to be taking things pretty decently. As decently as a new father of squeep-people could. Did he mention how distracting the squeeping was? It would have been cute if the things didn't have human faces. Shiloh shook his head of the distraction.
When Alois spoke, he gave his attention to the wounded man, finding agreement in his questions. What cycle of rebirth? What about being a mentor? Shiloh couldn't lead, he couldn't teach. He could barely take care of his own damn self.
He went to speak up, went to question why us when Thorne poignantly put his thought out there. Equal footing with Ezra? Melany? Time stopped.
Equal footing.
Shiloh's hands shook slightly with a shudder as he licked his lips, mouth dry like cotton and lips dryer still. Did he want exclusion from this Court bullshit? Yes.
Did he want Melany to do him more harm?
No.
It was obvious he had no questions aside from the ones already put out there. He continued to play with his hands nervously in his lap, watching as Thorne reached out to Alois, watching Hux and Lady out of the corner of his other eye among the sounds of the squeeps. It was a little bit of a lonely feeling, an exhausted feeling. He wanted to go home.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 2:41 pm
"None of you have ever been mortals," says Pax. "Mortals do not come back over and over again for another attempt to break the cycle." It blinks, an oddly synchronous motion, at this line of questioning: as if it has never considered this.
Pax twists to look at Thorne next. "You cannot hurt your peers," says Pax. "To do so is to bring upon yourself your own death. Intra-clade violence is punishable by death, and enforced by the moonwalkers: when nobles war, all of us suffer."
It plucks at its skirt. "You may now take your own tithes, to grant them the power which has been granted to you. Your new talents will become clear over the next seven-day, whatever they are. Be cautious, and make no appointments." This advice doled out, it continues, "To take tithes, you require fetches."
Lady jerks up and backwards, bowling her chair over as Lace appears. Her fetch's body still looks dead and rotted, white frost on her face forming the overlay for which she is named. Beel appears beside Shiloh, and new unnamed fetches by the others.
"I'm not taking a tithe," says Lady loudly, defiantly. "Ever!"
"You don't have to," says Pax peacefully. "But your fetch is your will within the otherworld. Unless you choose to live here?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 2:59 pm
Lady’s vehement objection penetrated the white noise curse of blood loss keenly. Alois’ attention whipped toward her, dizzyingly fast, and he eyed her for long moments while she cursed upon their shared struggle. A tithe, he thought as he watched her mistily. It’s our choice to take a tithe. It’s our choice to take whatever we want from those who would look to us for guidance. I wonder how many of us would choose to be teachers? He glanced to those on his left - Thorne, Shiloh, Hux. How many of us may know how to take it further?
The lot of us bear the burden of choice this eve and forevermore. What could our paltry struggles through the last three months mean to that?
Choices and wills. There are a thousand questions to follow up against this, but… Perhaps it is better to name it on our own. I wonder - can we make our own answers if we don’t ask of Other Ashdown? If magic in this place is a matter of will, then is it not the strongest will that reigns? Perhaps this is a better turnout than I thought.
Alois looks to Rabbit once again, but a creature standing far too close wrenches attention from his brother. Looking upward, Alois nigh faints when he looks upon yet another fetch. By the time his vision clears, he understands the wrack of branching thorns stabbing outward from his skin. Like faithful pikes they stand across their blackened battlefield, and their sole host acts only too aware of their presence. The creature smiles in a gleam of white teeth, its blasted holes staring down at him as mock eyes.
Your fetch is your will within the otherworld, Alois rehearsed mentally as his startled gaze remained upon the creature. Unless I define it otherwise.
„WE WILL CARVE A NAME FOR YOU YET,“ it speaks, still smiling.
Somehow its mere presence exacerbates the deep gouge in his left arm. His lips peel back to the teeth, but he finds no reason to wrench eyes from the damnation. „If we’re quite done here,“ Alois attempts as he clutches the hand of his roommate, „I sink I need a hospital.“
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 3:24 pm
Shiloh startles at Lady's outburst, but his reaction is all the same when a familiar hand touches his shoulder. It's Beel, face grim and concave, a rattled wheeze working itself out of their throat.
"Congratulations." They say, voice still faintly reminiscent of spite, but thankful for life. Shiloh has to resist the urge to punch the fetch in the face, the animosity carved on his features in a wolfish snarl.
"What cycle!" there's the outburst. Shiloh doesn't know anything about this never ending circle. How could he not be a mortal? How could he be anything but human? And what was this about the moonwalkers? Jamie— "How tied are Moonwalkers into this?" he asks, hungry for any sort of information on the matter. Beel tells him to be quiet in a slightly annoyed voice behind the boy. Shiloh ignores this, also rising from his chair.
Unchain the hound and it runs. Give fuel to the fire and it burns. Melany had torn him down to cinders, but now he blazed again. He stands with as much vigor as Lady, but much more poise; the chair does not fall, it screeches back with a small scream.
Pax is being polite, quiet and peaceful. Shiloh knows he shouldn't take the outburst out on it. His fists are curled, breath shaky as he tries to calm himself back down. He looks at Beel and their hollow sockets and sighs in an abstract sort of resignation, slumping back into the chair. He wants to run, but he won't. He can't. He—
Alois wishes to take his leave, and Shiloh shakes his head. Is this meeting over, then? He still wants to go home. He doesn't want to be here anymore. He only wants to be a Noble for the relief in protection from Melany but? This responsibility... could he actually make it into anything? Pax said it was their choice. He'd have to find out for himself. He lets his head collapse into his hands for a second, fingers rubbing circles against his skin. He isn't having a breakdown—he's just tired and his head is starting to throb.
"I don't want this either." Beel consoles Shiloh sardonically, patting his shoulder. Shiloh doesn't even react to this, face sliding up out of his hands. He looks more like a student who's teacher just announced a 50% final grade pop quiz than some eighteen year old who was just given the responsibility and weight of god-knows how many people. He groaned.
"Sorry..." he tries again, nursing his earlier explosion, "But what cycle." it isn't the first time he's heard about it, and it certainly wouldn't be the last, but? "It's been brought up to me before. Have— Have we all been repeating it? Then... this is the first time that we've made this choice, right? If this excludes us from future repeats..." he's mostly blabbering to himself, exhausted. He shakes his head.
Is this the one that makes a difference then? shibrogane what was that about moondickers
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 3:39 pm
Thorne feels sucker punched by the revelation, that they are not mortal, have never been mortals.
"Than what are we?" he asks, sharply, his voice edging on disaster before he bites it back down, under control. The rest of the information is taken more sedately. He looks up at Pax and says, "So the nobles have gone to war before?"
Why, he wants to ask, but would Pax even be able to tell him?
He is cut off from this conversation by the appearance of the fetches, and jolts at the sensation of icy breath against his shoulder as his own comes into view. It - she - he? - gives off a huffing sound, a little like a horse.
"Do not be alarmed!" It - she, it's a she - says. "I am yours."
Thorne blinks up at her. She is skeletal and terrifying, doe eyes peering at him with - interest.
Thorne is aware he's breathing sharply, heavily, the panic jarring in his chest. He thinks about Corr and his wickedness, the murder that still stained his hands. He tries to tame himself. How disgustingly he's presenting himself right now.
"Mine?" he echoes, and the fetch rolls forward, backwards, on her rotted feet.
"I am Mare," she says, "I will be your will here, as Pax said, Master."
"My will here is first and foremost that you never call me that again."
Mare makes a sound that could be a laugh, if she was human and not this.
"Yes, Master."
"Mare."
Mare sing-songs, bird-like. She says, "Yessir."
And Thorne decides he can live with that.
He stands up, still gripping Alois's hand, his face paling with the transference once more in place. Mare follows him, elegant even in her wreckage.
To Pax, he adds, "All I know is that we are - were trapped in a cycle." He hisses, on the edge of words, and adds hesitantly. "Do you know how many times we've been forced to repeat?" He looks at Shiloh, his free hand brushing against the others shoulder in a solid, quiet touch. He still isn't sure how to communicate with him beyond gestures, because so much of their language had been wrenched away from them under Melany's care until they were forced to talk with hands alone. With glances and shadowed eyes.
He looks at Alois.
"You are going to sit in my car after this," he adds, "And I'm going to drive you to the hospital and I'm not going to have to kneecap you to make you do it." His attention turns once more to Pax. "Is this a conclusion, or is there anything else we need to know? And where do you stay when I'm not here?"
The last question is directed to Mare, and she blinks her doe eyes at him and ho-hums.
"Wherever you want me to." shibrogane deer friend thorne is concerned q___q Hetzerei hey roommate what the ******** class="clear">
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2016 3:41 pm
Rabbit found that staring at the squeepers, so soothing in their mindless curiosity, calmed him a great deal. He listened with a little more clarity for every minute that passed. Mortality, war, tithes, Michael Jackson, great. All of this was just great.
He floated past Lady's angry shout, Alois's request for hospitalization. He didn't even register the rest of the room until he felt something brush his shoulder. A dark presence had appeared by his side, shorter still than he was sitting down.
"Like smoke," the fetch whispered, its voice higher and sweeter than Mynn's had been. A blackened hand inched toward one of the bird-children, running a finger down its cheek. "My Lord Bennett should not be frightened. I will take care of him." It smiled, its cheerful, toothless maw a stark contrast to the menacing grin Alois was subjected to, but Rabbit felt threatened even so. He turned wide eyes to Pax, his question simpler and quieter than everyone else's.
"Talents? You mean, like, powers?" Beyond his scalp flowers, he didn't think he had any. Olivia was going to have him committed if he turned up with the ability to walk on water or spit fire.shibroganeover9000 what is magic / paxy don't hurt me / no mo
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