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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2016 12:56 pm
"Okay, coming right up!" she said cheerfully. Lavender nodded and pulled out two teabags. One for each of them, put into the cups. She poured some honey into each (with a bit more into Sugar's), and then the boiling water. Lav carried it out to one of the clean tables and took a seat. It still needed to seep a few minutes, but it was steaming and smelled great. Now, Lav wasn't the best at reading subtle emotions, even for her best friend. She thought she was getting better but... she didn't want to let anything get tense between them. All she knew was that Sugar seemed upset and she hated to see her sad, for any reason, but especially if it was because of something she said. Hurting Sugar Petal was the last thing she ever wanted to do. She looked down at her tea, a little embarrassed. "I think you did a totally great job today, and I really couldn't have done this without you, you know? I'm so proud of you, of both of us really! Today's been like a total dream come true for me. So um... if something is bothering you, you can tell me. Especially if it was something I like, said, or did?" Her wings fluttered anxiously. She thought, maybe it would be best to get this nipped in the bud right away, and try not to let bad feelings fester.
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2016 1:03 pm
While Lav began working on the tea the unicorn began finishing up her own task. Her eyes flicked towards Lavender Lemon when the mare brought the tea in, counting her job done as she tossed the cloth to the side. It was time to enjoy a nice tea evening with her friend now that the cafe was closed for the day.
Yet, by nice she really meant avoid eye contact and stare at her tea the second she settled into her chair. She still was locked in that funny and surreal place. This was their dream come true, and she was grateful, but despite how positive she kept trying to keep her thoughts, she kept seeing those wide smiles and freezing in that this will end someday phase. Lavender was everything to her, and as the day continued she was realizing that hiding that was going to be harder each day. She wasn't good with showing her emotions, but she also wasn't good at stopping them from leaking when she got overwhelmed, which she was. Oh heavens, was she overwhelmed.
Lav praised her and the unicorn gave her signature small half smiles, watching the tea before her. She could smell the honey, Lav probably gave her extra. Sugar Petal did like her drinks sweet. She was completely caught off guard by what followed the praise, eyes flicking up to lock on Lavender. She noticed.
Crap.
"You didn't say anything." Sugar blurted, her usual whispery voice a tad nervous. "Or do anything. I've just been..... thinking." The last word was prefaced with a pause, turning into a faint, almost lost thought when she spoke it. She almost hoped Lav wasn't paying attention.
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2017 9:12 pm
She looked at Sugar's face carefully, scanning for a reaction. The unicorn still seemed to be avoiding eye contact, which wasn't wholly unusual but still... She saw her smile, and her heart felt like it was being squeezed. She loved her so much! Everything about her seemed so lovely, her cute smiles and the way she liked her tea... Even her soft voice. Oh, she thought when Sugar finally spoke. Well, it made her feel at least a little bit better that it wasn't something she'd done. She lifted her cup carefully and sipped it, trying to form her thoughts into something somewhat coherent. What did thinking mean? Thinking about... their new career? Their future together? Was she starting to regret it, already? That was a pessimistic thought, and she tightened her grip on her tea. She was not a pessimistic phony. Sometimes Sugar was just like this, wasn't she? Quiet, reserved, thoughtful. Not anything like her own loud, brash way of doing things. "What were you thinking about, then?" Lavender tried to sound casual, but she knew she sounded anxious and prying.
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2017 3:28 pm
Sugar felt Lavender's eyes on her, head tilting to the side. Tentatively, she lifted a spoon with her magic, stirring her tea lazily. She heard Lavender's tone, spoon slowly setting down.
What did she say?
'Hi I probably have a crush on you and I'm just floundering over here like an idiot over it.' 'When you find your future partner is this done?' 'Am I special?' 'Could I be that partner?'
Yeah. No. Not only that, but if she said any of those things their friendship could be strained. If she revealed those thoughts then she could lose the thing she cared most about. How awkward would it be to hear Sugar's feelings and not return them? That'd hang in the air for quite some time, souring everything. No. Lavender wasn't like that. Then again, she never..... did this before. It wasn't like Sugar knew what Lav would do if she admitted her feelings. There wasn't any guidelines or previous moments to look back on. For all she knew she could chase Lavender away.
"It's silly." Sugar murmured, finally, buying more time as she tried to figure out what to say. She couldn't lie. Lav deserved better than that.
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2017 10:46 am
Lavender looked away. This was getting unbearably awkward, and the tension was making her feel uncharacteristically nervous. Some part of her hoped it wasn't that she was just making a big deal out of nothing. Another part of her thought she should drop it and just suggest leaving... "Aha, I didn't like, think you were much for silly thoughts, Sug," she said, gently ribbing the unicorn. "I'm kidding of course, like, you can be as silly as you want!" she amended, remembering some of their sillier moments together. She fidgeted for a moment, wondering if there was anything she could say, really. Lav took another sip of her tea, relishing the warm, floral taste. Lavenders always made her think of when they first met. "We're best friends after all, Sugar, and nothing could change that. Especially now, since we're business partners too! So you don't need to worry about telling me something, even if it is totally silly." Working side by side with the one she loved the most, she felt certain that nothing could come between them. Maybe Sugar was just thinking something similar about working together, and she was embarrassed to admit it... A bit of wishful thinking, but it seemed as likely as anything! Yushika lavender slowly dies bc shes too dense to realize sugar is in love with her too
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2017 12:38 pm
This was worse than awkward, it was painful. Lavender wasn't leaving her a chance to switch the topic, and Sugar wasn't about to lie, either. The unicorn didn't react to the joke, eyes locked on her tea before, with a defeated and empty sigh, the unicorn threw cares to the wind.
Well, this was happening, she guessed.
"I'm scared when you find someone you love this will be over." She blurted, voice low and almost a whisper. "I understand it's only day one, but it isn't work I'm worried about entirely...." She trailed off, blowing a strand of hair from her eyes before spinning her tea cup to the other side.
"I want you happy, but I don't want to.... I'm selfish. And I can't help but wonder if you already like someone and I'm making a fool out of myself in the process. It's none of my business. I know that. But you're important to me, and I don't want to lose what we have."
purplerosesbeauty screams they are both dense save us
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2017 1:07 pm
What. What!? This was the least-expected reaction Lavender could have imagined. Her mind was reeling, trying to process what she just heard. She was totally, totally off base somehow. She was so dense. Sugar... she was jealous? Of Lavender potentially falling in love with someone? Did that mean... It had to mean she liked her too, right? "Oh Sugar, of course I found someone I love," she said quietly, putting her tea down, mirroring Sugar's actions. "I already have, like, a long time ago."She felt her face redden, finally admitting it. But she had to, the timing would never be more perfect. "I love you, Sugar, and I've been totally head-over-hooves in love with you for a while now. I didn't say anything because I... didn't want to totally mess up what we had, because like, you're my best friend and we just had our dreams come true with the Tilted Tulip..."Lavender smiled. "You know, I was thinking today too, like, about how nice it was working with you, and how I hoped it could be like that forever," she said with a sigh, resting her head in her hooves. She could die from embarrassment but nothing in the whole wide world felt better than knowing Sugar Petal, her very best friend and her deepest crush, loved her too and was upset thinking about a future where they weren't together, because she'd fallen in love with some other girl. She almost felt ridiculous for all the worrying she'd done earlier. Yushika aaaand there it is! a confession! pulled out of these terrible dense girls
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2017 1:19 pm
A long time ago? Did that mean.... Who was it? Did she know them? Did it matter if she did? That was an insanely rude thought to have, wasn't it? To demand to know who Lavender loved? Sugar wasn't her keeper. Yet, it hurt, and she didn't deny that. The sting in her chest was intense, mouth tightening as she stared daggers at her cup.
So this entire time she was worrying about a thing that already had happened. Sugar had daydreamed over something impossible, and she had panicked and reassured herself she had time when she didn't. But that was good, right? Because Lavender Lemon was happy, and if you truly love someone you want their happiness above all, right? This was true, Sugar did want Lavender happy, but it didn't stop the hurt.
All of these thoughts were rapid, so fast to the point it was unbelievable for someone so quiet and often slow to react. So, when Lavender spoke again it felt like whiplash, her train of thoughts crashing to a stop as a surplus of confusion and then disbelief filled her.
'I love you, Sugar,'
Sugar's head snapped up, finally torn from her cup. Did she hear that right or was she just so devastated that she was now hearing things? Her head tilted to the side, listening to every word with a fierce intensity. No. She was hearing it. Lavender felt the same way. How? Why hadn't she noticed? No, of course she hadn't, Sugar barely noticed anything. Of course this was a surprise, and a relief. Sugar opened her mouth to respond. Right now, in the movies she watched, the character being confessed to would say something sappy and emotional and they'd kiss, right? So why was she suddenly unable to speak?
Why was she crying?
The relief washed over her like a hot fire, melting into absolute joy. She covered her face with her hooves, rubbing wet eyes and using her hair as a barrier. That frightening future wasn't going to happen. Lavender wasn't going to get far from her. Of course, that meant if they worked and even if Lavender wanted to try that, but right now she was allowed to be optimistic, right?
"I-I didn't know." She stammered back, "I'm glad. I-I'm so glad." She should say something more romantic, but she was winded by this particular event. Lavender loved her. She really did!
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2017 1:43 pm
Lavender's heart clenched again, but she felt so much better now. It was out there, and she knew, and she reciprocated, and it was so emotional it had made her cry. Lav wasn't crying yet, but seeing her best friend, her business partner, her crush crying made her heart ache. She'd wanted to avoid making her cry this whole time, but it seems she did that anyway. At least the circumstances were better. She wanted to make it better even now. She reached over to brush the hair out of Sugar's eyes. Lav always thought it was endearing how she would do that, but she wanted to be able to see her face. It felt wrong otherwise... "I'm glad too, like, I was so worried about this, like the whole time we were working. But I love you, and I want us to keep being together forever, you know? I didn't ever want to lose you or hurt you," she said, glancing down. Almost shy now, Lavender leaned forward to close the gap between them. She pressed her face against Sugar's in a soft kiss, before pulling away after a moment, her face red and her heart beating a million miles an hour. She actually did it, and now Lavender was tearing up. This was the best day of her life. She loved her so much!
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