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Broken_Illumination Captain
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 Posted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 12:24 pm
Don't Come Back For Me Don't even bother.
Ever since I've known about you, every day I find myself resenting you more. I know they said it might be because you didn't want me to be used against you anymore. But you knew what we dealt with... regardless of whether I'm here or there, my life will always be in danger. But at least if I was in danger, I could be with you...
Nevermind.
None of it matters. You made your decision, and in the end.. I made mine.
I hope you never come back for me... maybe you were right... maybe you better off without me... and maybe I was better off without you.
It still hurts, but just as all wounds, it will heal eventually....who am I kidding... I'm still lying to myself, I can barely breathe. But maybe one day it will hurt a little less...
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2020 10:07 pm
Please Come Back, I'm sorry I take back everything I said. Anything to get you to come back again. I'd trade my own life a million times just to see you okay. It just isn't fair. We were supposed to finally have time to breathe, you were supposed to come back for me. We were supposed to be a family again. Things were supposed to die down, but not like this. I wasn't supposed to lose you in all this.
No.
Not like this.
I'm mad, I'm angry at everything. And more over, I'm cold.
Even Ambrose has noticed.
I can't feel the same anymore. Everything is numb. I cried the first few days, but I think it's all dried up now. Ambrose comes to visit often but nothing he says will bring you back, so what's the point.
I'm sorry Ambrose. It's nothing personal... you just.. remind me a lot of him. And maybe that was the point of all this. But that's not fair to you....
He said my soul just keeps getting darker and darker. I don't even know what that means.... I don't feel different... only an immense weight of sadness. Maybe that's the dark cloud that surrounds my heart. I'm unsure. But all I know, is that if there was any way to bring you back, I'd do it in a heartbeat. But I'm sure you know that... right?
I'm sorry.
I failed to protect you...
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Broken_Illumination Captain
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