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 Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 5:44 am
2 amThere was a small, nervous bubble in Jamie's stomach at the thought of Shiloh coming over. He couldn't deny he'd thought about asking before, but had been too scared to say anything. Part of him really, really wanted to hang out and show off his fish, but there was a hesitation before he hit send.TEXT TO SHILOH that would be great wait no that would be sad and that's okay course i don't think you're a d**k tho i mean i think you're nice
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 6:14 am
2 AMTEXT TO JAMIE u think im nkce??? s**t i ment nice ur weird jame TEXT TO JAMIE ....i thnk ur 2 nice 4 ur own good tbh no1s ever this nice 2 me lol srry im bein weird haha nvm TEXT TO JAMIE srsly tho i got good sht on my ipod i thnk ur gonna like it maybe saedusk my phone tried to autocorrect your name to sawdust
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 12:01 pm
2 amTEXT TO SHILOH i know i'm weird you told me that already TEXT TO SHILOH i bet i will like it tho i'm looking forward to it i wanna show you my fish and stuff too
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 12:48 pm
2 AMWell, fledgling relationship or not, it didn't keep Shiloh from being a smarmy idiot.
TEXT TO JAMIE holy ******** u hav fish??????? like living??? thts rly cool.... u gonna show me anythn else????
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 6:17 pm
2 amTEXT TO SHILOH yeah living i have a lot ... OMG just bcs i said i'd be the best date doesn't mean you get to see anything!!!
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 6:28 pm
2 AMTEXT TO JAMIE aw what do i gotta take u 2 dinner 1st bcs like icees r the best i cn do sry
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 7:29 pm
2 amOkay, he was definitely red, but he was also definitely holding back a laugh, too.TEXT TO SHILOH okay okay okay one icee is enough one icee and asking nicely
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Posted: Sun May 29, 2016 3:50 pm
2 AMShiloh was laughing a little too, though he was decidedly not as embarrassed as Jamie. Mostly because he knew it was all stupid joking, and probably because he was one to joke a lot more than Jamie too.
TEXT TO JAMIE sht idk if i can ask nicly ill try tho 4 u
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 11:00 am
2 amTEXT TO SHILOH that's real nice of you shiloh and yknow i think i actually am maybe i think i could sleep
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 4:05 pm
2 amShiloh hesitated, but sent another text.
TEXT TO JAMIE ill b here if u wanna talk more Hesitates.
TEXT TO JAMIE i mean like bcs ur asleep lol not bcs i dont want 2 talk 2 u Holy Christ Shiloh.
TEXT TO JAMIE bcs i do later ... good night.
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 4:19 pm
My Hands Hurt"It doesn't really have a whole lotta' instrumentation." he told Jamie as he sat down on the edge of his bed. His backpack had been set by the door along with his shoes, and though he hesitated for a moment, he eventually did shed his jacket. Now it was resting on the back of a chair, daintily flushed against the desk that matched it.
"But it's still great if you're sad 'n you wanna feel like garbage."
He offered over an earbud.
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 5:06 pm
2 amTEXT TO SHILOH thanks shiloh i'll text you tomorrow maybe we can eat lunch together again that was fun
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 5:35 pm
My Hands HurtIt was no secret to anyone that really knew him—even if there weren't many people who did—that Jamie felt sad more often than he liked. He tried his best to hold it in when he wasn't alone, but Jamie had already cried in public more times than he liked, too. With Shiloh, though, maybe it was okay. Hadn't they agreed to be sad together sometime, even if it was a passing joke?
"This is really sad..." he muttered, eyes closed, offered earbud in one ear. "It makes my heart feel kinda squeezy..." He kicked his feet.
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 5:41 pm
My Hands Hurt"Yeah..." Shiloh mumbled in agreement, letting his mind wander in the words. Much like Jamie, he wasn't really one to let others share in his sorrow (unless you were his brother), but Jamie had that certain quality and feel that made it feel like it would be okay. He didn't seem like one to judge, and he didn't seem like the type to hold things over people's heads.
Mostly because he seemed like he'd been victim to those very things, but Shiloh didn't want to assume.
It was just a nice thought, in a twisted ******** up sort of way. Maybe he wasn't really alone. Jamie's experiences would surely be different than his, but heartache was still heartache.
"It's kind of short, but I tend to forget..." he spoke as the song dwindled to an end, "Because it loops really nicely."
And it did, again and again.
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Posted: Mon May 30, 2016 5:52 pm
My Hands HurtAt some point during the looping, Jamie wound up on his back on the bed, eyes still closed. It was by luck the cord was long enough to allow it. Shiloh definitely wasn't lying about how well the track blended into itself, so well that Jamie started to forget where they were in the song and how many times it had played already. The whole thing had become one long, seamless moment.
"It's funny..." Jamie began after a while, finally opening his eyes to stare at the ceiling. "I can't help but feel kinda... relieved after listening to stuff like this."
There was still a sadness there, but it felt like a weight lifting, too. Did Shiloh feel the same sorts of things?
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