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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2016 11:58 pm
"Unsettling!? Unsettling!?! This is a very happy and joyous tune! You are very lucky to have heard it!" The creature shrieked, clearly displeased with Erin's tone. Its feathers ruffled in displeasure and it openly scowled (which was quite impressive, considering its face was still that of an owl's.)
"Foolish, foolish, foolish," It grumbled angrily, leaning forward to pick up its music box. The tune cut off suddenly, and silence overwhelmed the area. The owl turned and gave Erin another look, blinked, and then stretched out its neck to an unreasonable length. With its neck so intended, it seemed like it might approach Erin... but instead, it bent to shove its head and the music box straight into its own torso, emerging moments later with the music box gone.
"I do not much care for your attitude, purple-hair," It chided, shaking its head as its neck returned to normal with a sickening slurp.
"If you are afraid, if you are uncertain, why do you act defensively? Why does the scarved one cast spells she has never used? Foolish, foolish, foolish!" Again, its feathers ruffled in anger.
"The Zac one was not this way. The Zac one was frightened, but did not cast stupid spells. The Zac one, you know. SPOKE TO ME." Yes, he was clearly upset by the spell. His eyes narrowed angrily at Asiya.
"I had sought you, purple one. The winds say you are a fixer. A fixer of things. But I do not want your rotten, sour hands on such a precious thing." It gestured with a wing to where its belly{?) was.
"This is a gift for a friend. You were GOING to fix it. But no, no. So defensive, so cheeky. If you think yourself a hero, you are wrong. This is not how heroes behave." A giggle on the wind from its masks, and the owl turned its attention towards Asiya.
"At least. At least the artistic one had good intentions. I see it in her. In her story. But you, no. You want to play pretend, make yourself the hero of the story."
It extended its wings, again, towards the sky. The display showed all of its masks- countless of hundreds of them, if Asiya and Erin's eyes were to be trusted. Its body was comprised of the night sky. And clearly, it was not afraid of Erin.
"Do not pretend to know me. Do not pretend to know what goes on here, here where you are Visitors. Unsettling. Are you always so rude in others' homes?"
Its gaze still on Asiya, the owl cocked its head.
"You. Sad one. Very, very sad. Sit down. Do not make yourself ill."
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 12:12 am
Now who was jumping to conclusions. Erin sighed softly, keeping her hands tucked in her pockets. She supposed her tone was unnecessary, and chided herself for it. Think of this as the Fey Realm, Erin, and try to not tick off any more Unknown Beings.
"I'm sorry, alright? I was defensive because you are unknown to me, and in my experience, unknowns are dangerous. Unknowns in my realm lead to great pain and despair. Clearly however, this is not the case with you, wise one. " Erin idly wondered if she was going to have to further prostrate herself to appease the Owllossus. She'd grovel only if she absolutely had to.
The Owllossus was a gorgeous beast though, and she smiled up at him after a moment. "You're one of the most gorgeous creatures I've seen yet. Does your friend like music?" she asked, admiring the stars and galaxies in his feathers, and then glancing towards the place the music box had gone.
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 12:24 am
There was no hesitation on Asiya's part, not even for a second.She sat down on the ground and was quiet, though the air around her was different. She felt immensely saddened, as the owl had said. She should have not cast the spell that she did. She should have just approached with caution and simply asked what the creature was and what they wanted. Instead, she just automatically assumed that it was an evil being, and that was foolish on her part. Yet sadness was not the only feeling that gripped the young artist.
She felt humbled as well.
The owl was right. They didn't know it, nor what went on in Other Ashdown. It was a completely foreign realm, and they were merely visitors, allowed in by whatever higher power wanted them to be. Unknowns and higher beings may have been unfamiliar and even feared by Erin, but they were familiar to Asiya. She gave herself to something higher multiple times a day, every day of her life. And it was strange...being there in Other Ashdown...it felt similar to how she felt when she prayed, at least in that moment.
"Please forgive me..." This came out as a whisper, and all of a sudden Asiya found herself both trembling and tearing up. Maybe it was the fact that she was tired from the spell. Maybe it was that she was thinking of higher powers and prayer and spirituality. Maybe she just felt humbled in front of the owl. Whatever it was, Asiya suddenly felt very small, and she did the only thing that came to her mind: she bowed in prostration.
"I was a fool to use such magic. I will not do so again."
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 2:13 pm
"Wise one? No, no. I am not the wise one. I am the youngest. I am The Unspoken," It said, looking upon Erin curiously. At the smile, it visibly relaxed, even seeming to shrink slightly in its size. The wings were tucked back beneath itself, done with its threatening display. Apparently, enough groveling had appeased it.
"I do not know if my friend likes music. But he brings me things. I bring him things. We are always bringing each other things," The Unspoken explained, reaching with its head into itself again. It pulled the music box out gently, with its beak, and set it on the ground in front of Erin. The neck retracted backwards once more, and it blinked.
"Something is wrong, wrong, wrong. But I cannot fix it. I have heard, you. You are the fixer of things. Perhaps, you could fix it?"
Its attentions turned to Asiya. Sad. Lost. It made a hooting noise in her direction.
"Do not cry. Crying is weak. What you must do is learn. Grow. See this as a good thing," it explained, glancing back to check on its music box.
"Take your weakness. Teach yourself magic, when it will not hurt you. Magic is not bad. Bad is starting fights you cannot win. I would have killed you. Easily." It cocked its head to the side.
"That is what I see. In your story. Are you not taught pacifism? Be what you know. Learn in safety. Learn safety. Protect yourself, your friends. Do not strike first. Learn, learn, learn. Learn so that you may keep those you love safe."
Its face melted and rotted upon itself, and suddenly from one of the masks, it was Asiya's mother speaking to her. Her eyes were sad.
"You have been hurt. Have felt betrayed. But this does not give you right to hurt. To strike out. Learn to protect, instead. Sometimes it is not the strength to fight you need. But the strength to keep those you love safe."
A blink, and it was back to itself. Its own face, its own rich voice.
"Practice. Practice until you are sore. You are broken. Practice until you bleed to the last drop. Then practice more. That is what you must do."
The Unspoken turned back to Erin.
"While you work, why. Why are you here."
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 4:19 pm
"I will try my best, Unspoken. While mechanical objects are not my forte, I will see what I can do," she said, crouching down next to the music box. It did not seem especially complicated, though she wasn't sure what Othe Ashdown-Ness might be present. With careful hands, she set about dismantling the box, idly creating tools out of thin air to help. Erin gave as much privacy as she could to Asiya and the owl, figuring it was best to not ask why she was crying yet. At the owls next question, she looked up. "Time moves differently here and my phone does not receive reception. As a fixer of things, I was curious if computers worked in this realm. Figured if I found a computer here, might try fixing it and see what happens." Erin gave a bit of a shrug with one shoulder. Nothing better to day than the truth really.
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 4:32 pm
Crying wasn't always weak.Crying was cathartic, or at least in this instance it was. She took what Unspoken said to heart, though, and wiped her eyes. The creature was right. This was a learning experience, not just for Erin, but for herself as well. She needed to not jump to conclusions and start fights, as the owl had said. Doing that would be a poor mistake on her part.
No -- protecting herself and her friends, that was the crucial element. When Asiya saw the face of her mother, tears welled up in her eyes again. She wanted to cry, but instead she just brushed them away once more with the back of her hand. She did feel betrayed by her mother, but Unspoken was right. She didn't have the right to hurt anyone. Strength was knowing when not to fight; when to be peaceful and when to protect.
"Practice," she repeated, her words soft. "Alright, then." While Erin worked on the music box, Asiya smiled over at her friend. She then thought of shadows might make Unspoken feel better, given the blinding she had done to it earlier. Could shadows really be protective? She also thought of a barrier around Erin, to protect her from harm or anything that might hurt her. Both the shadows for Unspoken and the barrier for Erin didn't last long, unfortunately. They were there for a moment, and then they disappeared, leaving Asiya tired and panting.
She still was recovering from the light spell from earlier, it seemed. Maybe she'd hold off on other magic for the time being. She needed to regain her energy. Instead, she just watched her friend and Unspoken. If Wifi actually did work in Other Ashdown, that would be an important thing to know. "I'm here for Erin as moral support!" She then gave Erin a thumbs up. If anyone could fix the music box, then it would be her.
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 4:43 pm
"I have not seen these phones or these laptops of which you speak. Perhaps that is a clue?" It blinked. "I see many things. Not all things, but many things. If I have not seen them, perhaps they have not been here at all." Its eyes were cast on the music box as it watched Erin work, curiously. It was not a creature built for creation. Nor for destruction, but that was not here or there. It had neither the hands nor the patience for fixing things. Wings were not good for small trinkets. Its friend was much more suited, much more clever.
"See. Do you see, lonely one? Friendless one? When you do not put up the walls, it is better. The sad one enjoys you, as you are. Not hidden. Not defensive. You. You do not need to defend, you need to learn. Its face shifted, and it was someone from Erin's past- a friend she had tried to make, and failed.
"Awkward, awkward. We are all of us awkward. All of us strange. But that is why life is good. You attack, you defend. You try to be the hero. Do not be the hero. Just be you. That is how you help the most."
Suddenly, The Unspoken melted into the ground behind Erin, vanishing. Moments later, the night sky seemed to bubble up from the ground near Asiya, and the great owl reformed itself near her. Now with its own face, it peered downwards... then, as a bird might sit, lowered itself onto the ground to sit beside her.
"You have been sad, yes. Very sad, so sad. I want you to think. If you could get rid of your sadness, would you?" Its head craned to the side, curiously.
"Sometimes. Sometimes, we do not want to remember what makes us sad. I can take the sad. Take ita and keep it and learn, if you want." Another blink.
"Not all of it. No. Not all of it at all. But if there is one- one thing that claws at you, eats at your heart. I can take it." It unfurled a wing, and gestured to the mask of Zac upon its breast.
"I do not know if it hurts. But it is up to you. You can give me the sadness of leaving your family. The anger towards them. Something smaller. But I will take it."
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2016 5:16 pm
She flinched, a screwdriver clattering to the ground for a moment. Brown eyes stayed locked on the musicbox in front of her. Her jaw clenched ever so slightly, and she regarded the owl's mask briefly before keeping her attention on the music box. She said nothing, did not snap back did not make some sort of retort. Erin simply retreated within herself and focused on the task at hand.
It was easier than listening to the Unspoken. It was easier than accept what the creature was saying.
Awkward wasn't good. Awkward alienated her. It made her weird and unnecessary and hard to get along with. Being herself made no friends, it just made her an outlier. It had always made her an outlier. How would being herself ever change that?
Erin rolled her shoulders, fluffing them almost, and took a calming breath. The owl meant well, she knew that, but it still stung to have it blasted it out in her face like that.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2016 6:45 pm
No more sadness over being kicked out of her family? All those negative feelings and animosity could disappear, just like that? How was that even possible? And if she did get rid of them, what would she feel? Nothing? Euphoria? All of these questions ran through her head and more.
"If I give you those feelings, then what? There has to be some sort of catch."
As far as Other Ashdown was concerned, Asiya would treat the residents as if they were fairies. They wouldn't hesitate to help, but doing so always came with a price. Then again...maybe letting go of all that sadness would be liberating? Asiya furrowed elegant brows, and then sighed heavily. Either way, it was a difficult decision. She was damned if she did and if she didn't.
After a few moments of contemplation, Asiya finally murmured a quiet, "Ok. I'll give it to you. Those feelings over my trouble..." She then glanced over at Erin. What would she think over her dealings with Unspoken. The owl's offer certainly threw her for a loop, even after she gave her approval.
All of it just felt so unreal.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2016 9:29 pm
"Catch, catch, you visitors and your catches. There is no catch that I know of. Not that I care." Its head whirled around to the other way, and it blinked.
"What happens, what happens? I don't know. I don't care. I ask for what I want, and if I do not get it, that is fine. It is your choice. But if you take it? I cannot promise anything." The Unspoken sat more upright, and turned its attention back to Erin. However, even as it dead, a small tendril extended from its body. What had been made of gelatinous substance formed itself into... a hand. Which offered itself to shake.
"Do we have a deal, sad one? Shake."
Then, the awkward one's turn.
"Do you know who is awkward and weird, awkward one? I am. I am awkward. It is in your body, you smell of it. You do not know how to deal with me. And yet, here you are. Learning." Its neck twisted, again and again on itself, until a sort-of spiral had brought its face closer to Erin.
"Do you think. In a town of weird, weird, weird people. Your weirdness will be offputting? You are speaking to an owl. Think on that. If you can speak to an owl, can you not be yourself?" It blinked.
"I would think speaking to this big, scary monster would be harder." Was that a joke? Who knew. The Unspoken was a bizarre being, to say the least.
"What is it you fear?"
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2016 9:46 pm
Okay that was a little creepy, it's neck twisting and twisting like that. She looked up at the owl, chuckling a little at it's mention of speaking to an owl. Well... yes she was. It made sense here, not so much in the real world. She could comprehend it here. Talking to the Unspoken in the 'real' Ashdown would seem more surreal to her.
She glanced down at the music box, pulling a few gears loose and gently placing them on the ground as she thought. The Unspoken had a point, it wasn't hard to talk to an owl, how hard could it be to be herself?
Then it hit the nail on the head.
Erin looked up at the Unspoken's face, a sad little smile on her face.
"...It's easier to not let anyone in... when every time I do I am hurt by those I let in." The words were quiet, voice raw with thinly concealed emotion.
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2016 10:04 pm
A gelatinous hand. Now that would be plastered in her memory for long while.Asiya extended her dominate hand - her left - outward toward the gelatinous one that Unspoken had offered her. The skin on it was dry, and there was flecks of dried paint that could be found under her fingernails from long nights of painting. Once it was offered to Unspoken, she then wrapped her fingers around the jello-like tendril and shook. It was a good, stern handshake - one that any would-be employer would be impressed by. She held the handshake there for a moment, a respectable amount of time, and then retracted her hand back once the deal was sealed.
"We have a deal."
When Erin spoke about not letting people in, the artist couldn't help but look back at her. "I'm glad you let me in," came her comment, followed by a gentle smile. While she could understand Erin's hesitation on putting herself out there, for fear of being hurt, she wanted to tell her that she didn't have to worry. Asiya liked Erin for who she was, and she had no intention of hurting her or making fun of her. What kind of person would do that to someone else? "I'm happy that we're friends."
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Posted: Sat Apr 30, 2016 7:54 pm
"Hurt, hurt, you say you are hurt, and yet you are here. Alive. Breathing." The Unspoken stared at Erin, judgingly. Waiting.
"I do not understand. Your human hurt. You show no blood, no wounds. If you say you are hurt, where are the scars? It is a hurt that does not show, and yet you speak of it. Why do you fear that hurt more than you fear me?" It blinked.
"Foolish, foolish, foolish. Fix yourself as you fix your things. Try, try, try. Keep trying. Force yourself to try more. You will impress someone that way. This I know."
When Asiya shook Unspoken's hand, there was the sensation of a pinprick at the back of her skull. It spread to an overwhelming headache, throbbing, grasping at her very being. And then, without a trace, it was over. The Unspoken's gelatinous hand shriveled back inside of itself, and the owl turned and stared at Asiya.
"The contract has been sealed," It spoke, unblinking now. One of the masks on its leg glowed, and then suddenly, bore Asiya's face. There was no going back.
"Awkward one," It called, turning once more to Erin. "Is my gift for my friend done?"Mriae CONSEQUENCE Hysteria When Asiya is triggered into feeling sad about her parents, she will no longer feel sad. Instead, she will get a case of the giggles. Soft, at first, but the longer she is exposed to whatever would've made her sad, the laughter will grow. And grow. Eventually, it turns to hysteric laughter, bowling her over in pain. When she is removed from the thought stimulus, Asiya will stop laughing. HOWEVER- for the following day, until Asiya sleeps, she will laugh at inappropriate times. These will be sharp, uncontrollable bouts of laughter. This cannot be undone.
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Posted: Sun May 01, 2016 5:37 pm
Monsters and death and consequences of involving herself with Other Ashdown were easy to face, compared to people and their wickedness.
It was not that easy to 'fix it'. It was not that easy and she knew she was being stubborn but no it wasn't that easy. It wasn't just a simple change in mindset and viola, everything was perfectly fine. No. It didn't work that way when emotions were involved. Erin did not physical wounds to hurt, and the scars were underneath the careful shield she usually kept in place. She fought to keep her anger leashed; it didn't understand, no one ever understood and no amount of explanation could make them understand.
She was tired of having her secrets laid bare, and tired of being treated as though her problems were so easily fixable.
Erin quietly, and quickly finished up the music box. It seemed to have just needed a re-tuning and the replacement of a faulty gear, though only the Unspoken would really know if it was fixed, truly.
"I think so. Why don't you test it and see?" she said, gently pushing the music box towards the owl. She glanced at Asiya only briefly, still doing her best to mask the pain and anger threatening to bubble over her face. It was fine, she'd be fine, everything would be fine. Later.
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Posted: Sun May 01, 2016 5:48 pm
The headache she felt after shaking hands with Unspoken was like none she had ever experienced before. Overwhelmed by the pain that ran through her at that moment, Asiya couldn't help but let out a pathetic mewl of pain. Yet it disappeared as quickly as it had shown up, and she was grateful for that. When the pain went away, the hijabi blinked in surprise, and then touched her head gingerly just to be sure it didn't hurt anymore.
Nope. No more pain.
"Well, it'll be nice not to worry about that anymore," she admitted, more to herself than to Unspoken or even Erin. She couldn't help but grimace some, however, when the mask of her face showed up on the owl's leg. Despite the fact that she was an artist and could appreciate mask-makers and their craft...it was an odd sight. What use would the mask on its leg be, anyway? Were they solely decorative, or did they serve other purposes, too?
Her eyes then fell on the music box that Erin had fixed, and she smiled some. If anyone could fix it, then it would probably be Erin. She was good at things like that. In hopes of helping to reassure her, Asiya placed a hand gently on the techie's shoulder. She did her best, regardless. That's all anyone could have asked for.
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